
Real Name: Sari
Pronouns: she/her
Location: that place between madness and perfect clarity
Last Active: February 10, 2025
Membership Status: Member
Skin: celestial
Hello there
My name is Sari and I'm technically too young to love BtVS.
I turned ten the year the show concluded if you want to do the calculations on my age. That also means I was absolutely old enough to binge-watch the entire show during the madness of quarantine in May 2020. I had three weeks of vacation time that I couldn't use to travel (as had been the original plan) so I had myself some tv therapy instead.
I fell head over heels in love with the fandom, and a writer friend (I’d been writing OF since I learned my letters) suggested I channel that love into fanfic, to which I said NO WAY I’M A FAN VIDEO PERSON, then proceeded to write my first fic a month later (oops).
I lurked and only wrote the occasional event fic for the subsequent two years—until I joined the Discord in summer of 2022. Since then, I’ve been writing regularly again and I am loving it. I’m happy to have found a fandom home on EF and hope to be around for a long time.

Artists: simmony
Categories: Season 4, Alternate Reality
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Ensemble, Faith Lehane, Original Characters
Genres: Dramedy, Established Relationship, HEA/HFN
Warnings: Adult Language
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 3,988 Hit Count: 358 ePub Downloads: 23
Published: October 23, 2024 Updated: October 23, 2024

Artists: simmony
Categories: Post-Series, Alternate Reality, Holiday, Time Travel
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Anne Pratt, Original Characters
Genres: Drama, Established Relationship, HEA/HFN, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 14,418 Hit Count: 497 ePub Downloads: 15
Published: December 24, 2024 Updated: December 24, 2024

Artists: Lady Emma
Categories: Season 6, Alternate Reality, Episode Rewrite
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Ensemble
Genres: Drama, HEA/HFN, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Suicidal Ideation, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Word count: 27,040 Hit Count: 6,284 ePub Downloads: 125
Published: August 04, 2023 Updated: September 01, 2023

Artists: simmony
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Angel, Drusilla
Genres: Action/Adventure, Fluffy/Comedy, HEA/HFN, Porn w/ Plot, Road Trip
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death, Dubious Consent, Sexual Situations, Underage Sex
Event: Secret Santa Gift Exchange 2024
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 8,450 Hit Count: 579 ePub Downloads: 30
Published: December 19, 2024 Updated: December 19, 2024

Artists: simmony
Categories: Season 7, Episode Rewrite, Challenge Response
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Ensemble
Genres: Fix-It, HEA/HFN, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Challenges: Buzzkill Giles in "First Date" (Author's Choice)
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 12,711 Hit Count: 1,468 ePub Downloads: 84
Published: August 24, 2023 Updated: August 24, 2023


You are about to enter another dimension. A dimension not only of sight and sound, but of the subconscious mind. Your next stop: Exquisite Chaos.
Banner artists, from left to right: harmony, bewildered, and scratchmeout
Artists: bewildered, harmony, scratchmeout, yellowb
Categories: Challenge Response
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Action/Adventure, Dramedy, Fluffy/Comedy, Lighthearted, Porn w/ Plot, Porn w/o Plot
Warnings: Sexual Situations, Violence
Challenges: The Eighth Annual I-Cant-Believe-This-Is-Still-Running Unofficial-But-Blessed Elysian Fields Exquisite Corpse Challenge
Event: April Challenge Month 2024
Completed: Yes Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Word count: 21,171 Hit Count: 931 ePub Downloads: 21
Published: April 27, 2024 Updated: June 30, 2024

Artists: Dynamite
Categories: Season 3, Episode Rewrite, Challenge Response
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Willow, Xander, Angel, Cordelia, Oz
Genres: Dramedy, Fighting, HEA/HFN, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Underage Sex
Challenges: Diversionary Tactics
Event: April Challenge 2023
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 14,796 Hit Count: 1,966 ePub Downloads: 95
Published: April 17, 2023 Updated: April 17, 2023

Artists: simmony
Categories: Post-Series, Time Travel, Holiday
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Giles, Willow, Xander, Anya
Genres: Dramedy, Established Relationship, HEA/HFN, Lighthearted, Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Event: Secret Santa Fic Exchange 2022
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 14,607 Hit Count: 997 ePub Downloads: 41
Published: December 18, 2022 Updated: December 18, 2022

Buffy reluctantly agrees to this charade, for her sister‘s sake.
Nothing can go wrong…right?
Artists: Harmony99
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Giles, Ben Wilkinson
Genres: Dramedy, Fighting, HEA/HFN, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Dubious Consent, Sexual Situations, Violence
Challenges: Wanna Hear(se) You Scream, Kitten
Event: April Challenge Month 2024
Completed: Yes Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Word count: 23,926 Hit Count: 2,271 ePub Downloads: 56
Published: April 22, 2024 Updated: May 14, 2024

Artists: MillennialCryBaby
Categories: Season 4, Alternate Reality, Holiday
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Giles, Ensemble
Genres: Dramedy, Fighting, HEA/HFN, Porn w/ Plot, Romance, Under Magical Influence
Warnings: Adult Language, Dubious Consent, Sexual Situations
Event: Secret Santa Fic Exchange 2023
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 14,472 Hit Count: 1,018 ePub Downloads: 60
Published: December 29, 2023 Updated: December 29, 2023

What started off as a bad day for Buffy becomes even worse when she is attacked—mid-day!—by an invincible blond menace. And perhaps worst of all, the day refuses to end, forcing her and Spike to kill each other over and over (and over) again. Begrudgingly, she makes another truce with a vampire out to make her his newest trophy. But what else can a girl do when this might just be her only chance to return to the world she left behind?
Artists: Lmrln
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Giles, Ensemble, Original Characters, Parker Abrams
Genres: Drama, Fighting, HEA/HFN, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death, Sexual Situations, Violence
Challenges: Mutual time loop
Event: Betrayal Challenge 2024
Completed: No Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Word count: 54,361 Hit Count: 4,722 ePub Downloads: 64
Published: October 03, 2024 Updated: February 06, 2025

A one shot exploring the missing scenes of episode 6x15 As You Were.
Artists: simmony
Categories: Season 6, Canon-Compliant, Missing Scene
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Tragedy
Warnings: None
Event: Secret Santa Fic Exchange 2021
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 6,168 Hit Count: 736 ePub Downloads: 22
Published: December 30, 2021 Updated: December 30, 2021

Artists: scratchmeout
Categories: Season 4, Alternate Reality, Holiday
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: HEA/HFN, Lighthearted, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 966 Hit Count: 598 ePub Downloads: 27
Published: January 01, 2024 Updated: January 01, 2024

All of these things are about to change.
Artists: Lady Emma
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Giles, Original Characters, Other
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, HEA/HFN, Slow-Burn
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Character Death, Violence
Event: Truce Challenge 2023
Completed: No Chapters: 8 Table of Contents
Word count: 32,825 Hit Count: 1,098 ePub Downloads: 17
Published: October 24, 2023 Updated: February 08, 2025

Artists: scratchmeout
Categories: Season 7, Episode Rewrite, Missing Scene
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Rona, Vi
Genres: Angst, Erotica, Fix-It, HEA/HFN
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Event: 2023 Satisfaction-athon
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 9,701 Hit Count: 1,305 ePub Downloads: 54
Published: February 13, 2023 Updated: February 13, 2023

Artists: simmony
Categories: Season 7, Canon-Compliant, Missing Scene
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst, Drama, Humor
Warnings: None
Event: Trapped Challenge 2020
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 3,314 Hit Count: 1,514 ePub Downloads: 88
Published: October 03, 2020 Updated: October 03, 2020

Artists: simmony
Categories: Season 6, Canon-Compliant, Missing Scene
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Dramedy, Lighthearted, Romance
Warnings: None
Event: Secret Santa Fic Exchange 2020
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 4,745 Hit Count: 1,176 ePub Downloads: 31
Published: December 27, 2020 Updated: December 27, 2020

Spike comes back to Sunnydale with the goal of killing the Slayer who has ruined his life once and for all - and gets a little more than he bargained for.
Artists: Dirtyaim
Categories: Season 3, Challenge Response
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Ensemble
Genres: Drama, HEA/HFN, Romance, Slow-Burn
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Challenges: Author's choice
Event: April Challenge 2023
Completed: Yes Chapters: 29 Table of Contents
Word count: 228,618 Hit Count: 21,503 ePub Downloads: 334
Published: April 19, 2023 Updated: September 05, 2024

Artists: ClowniestLivEver
Categories: Post-Series, Canon-Compliant, Drabbles
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst, HEA/HFN, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp)
Event: Drabblemania 2023
Completed: Yes Chapters: 25 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,500 Hit Count: 7,601 ePub Downloads: 26
Published: July 02, 2023 Updated: July 21, 2023

Artists: simmony
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Dramedy, HEA/HFN, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Violence
Event: Drabblemania 2023
Completed: Yes Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Word count: 6,560 Hit Count: 2,905 ePub Downloads: 46
Published: July 22, 2023 Updated: July 30, 2023

Artists: simmony
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Dawn, Original Characters
Genres: Action/Adventure, Established Relationship, HEA/HFN, Humor
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Event: Mystery Month 2024
Completed: Yes Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Word count: 23,334 Hit Count: 1,164 ePub Downloads: 27
Published: July 03, 2024 Updated: August 03, 2024

Artists: simmony
Categories: Post-Series
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Original Characters
Genres: Angst, Drama, Fighting, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Word count: 18,530 Hit Count: 5,865 ePub Downloads: 126
Published: July 29, 2020 Updated: September 17, 2020

Artists: simmony
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Ensemble
Genres: Angst, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death
Completed: Yes Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Word count: 18,822 Hit Count: 2,768 ePub Downloads: 75
Published: November 26, 2023 Updated: November 30, 2023