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I came to be a BtVS fan after the series had ended in a kind of backwards way - enjoyed DB in Bones and Christian Kane in Leverage, found them both on ANGEL and I actually watched the entire Angel series before I ever watched any BtVS. Once I did watch all the BtVS DVD's I was a Spike fan all the way.
I tried to read the comics, but I apparently have some sort of 'comic dyslexia' because they were confusing to me (I couldn't tell who was talking half the time or who they were talking to), They gave me a headache to try and figure out. And, the parts that I did manage to suss out, I didn't like, so I stopped. Therefore, comics, for me, are not 'canon' -- I have very little knowledge of them, so my 'canon' stops with what was actually on TV, including Angel the Series.
Most of my stories are full of angst, my muse loves to make me cry. I like long stories / series, so that's mostly what you'll find. I try to make sure I have an ending for a story before I start posting, so nothing is left unfinished.
I also love metaphors and ellipses, and you will find them sprinkled liberally throughout. I dislike Riley, so if he shows up, you can be sure no good will come from that -- he could get hurt ... badly. Fair warning: I will kill main, cherished characters off at times to draw the most tears possible from myself and readers alike.
My long series, 'Unexpected', still has more to go in it, I hope my muse will get back to it one of these days. I have ideas, I just lost my muse for a while and now I'm trying to get back into writing and back into Unexpected (2020).
Click here to view a Cameo video message from James Marsters that I had done for everyone at EF.

This fic is an Elysian Fields 2021 Secret Santa gift for Tellhulla
Characters: Buffy, Dawn, Giles, Glory, Joyce, Spike, Tara, Willow, Xander
Genres: Drama, Fix-It, HEA/HFN, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 14,785 Hit Count: 2,240 ePub Downloads: 127
Published: December 15, 2021 Updated: December 15, 2021

2022 Secret Santa gift for: WitchWives
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Andrew Wells, Dawn, Giles, Willow, Xander
Genres: Drama, Fix-It, HEA/HFN, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 14,739 Hit Count: 1,914 ePub Downloads: 37
Published: December 19, 2022 Updated: December 19, 2022

Part of the 2021 Elysian Fields Mystery Fic-a-Thon Challenge. Will be complete at 5 chapters.
Warnings for weirdness and possibly more weirdness. Be prepared to let your mind slip off into a strange, beautiful, dangerous world of chaos. C'mon, it'll be fun! Buffy and Spike will be there!
Categories: Season 3, Alternate Reality, Missing Scene, Challenge Response, High Fantasy, Song Fic
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Drusilla, Ethan Rayne, Giles, Joyce, Other, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Dramedy, HEA/HFN, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Lighthearted, Romance, Under Magical Influence
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Word count: 65,983 Hit Count: 5,030 ePub Downloads: 167
Published: July 09, 2021 Updated: August 07, 2021

With the Chaos Demon and Ethan Rayne on their way out of town, and Giles and Angel told off, Buffy and Spike head out into the night to finally do some long-overdue ‘spawning’. There will be much milting of roe.
Complete at 5 chapters.
Categories: Season 3, Alternate Reality
Characters: Buffy, Joyce, Spike
Genres: Erotica, HEA/HFN, Lighthearted, Porn w/ Plot, Porn w/o Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Sexual Situations, Underage Sex
Completed: Yes Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Word count: 40,102 Hit Count: 3,784 ePub Downloads: 101
Published: August 21, 2021 Updated: September 05, 2021

Fun and smutty. Complete at 2 chapters. Probably would make more sense if you've read the other stories in this universe.
Written for the Elysian Fields ‘Called Challenge'. Banner made by me, Passion4Spike. Beta’d by the over-caffeinated and hilarious, MissLuci.
Categories: Season 3, Alternate Reality, Poetry
Characters: Buffy, Original Characters, Spike
Genres: Erotica, Established Relationship, Fluffy/Comedy, HEA/HFN, Humor, Lighthearted, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Underage Sex
Completed: Yes Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Word count: 17,580 Hit Count: 1,182 ePub Downloads: 70
Published: October 03, 2021 Updated: October 09, 2021

Categories: Season 3, Wishverse, Alternate Reality
Characters: Angelus, Anya, Buffy, Cordelia, Darla, Drusilla, Giles, Jonathan Levinson, Other, Spike, The Master
Genres: Action/Adventure, Drama, Fighting, HEA/HFN, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Slow-Burn, Under Magical Influence
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Word count: 54,246 Hit Count: 2,901 ePub Downloads: 47
Published: July 07, 2022 Updated: August 04, 2022

Characters: Angel, Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Tragedy
Warnings: Character Death
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 547 Hit Count: 726 ePub Downloads: 13
Published: May 16, 2021 Updated: May 16, 2021

With a little help from an unexpected source, a few pre-Christmas miracles, a motorbike, and some pie, Spike might actually be able to keep from buggering this plan up. Could both Buffy and Spike find themselves closer to heaven? With pie? Ala mode?
Inspired by the wonderful banner done by pfeifferpack during the Road Trip themed, Seasonal Spuffy Round 25. Begins the day after 'Once More With Feeling'.
Characters: Buffy, Dawn, Doyle, Spike, Xander
Genres: Angst, Drama, Erotica, Fix-It, HEA/HFN, Hurt/Comfort, Porn w/ Plot, Road Trip, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Word count: 30,408 Hit Count: 5,058 ePub Downloads: 164
Published: December 23, 2018 Updated: December 28, 2018
Disclaimer: The characters from Buffy the Vampire Slayer are owned by Joss Whedon, Mutant Enemy, and Fox studios. This story is not meant to infringe upon anyone's rights, only to entertain.
Characters: Buffy, Giles, Spike
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 9,033 Hit Count: 1,424 ePub Downloads: 86
Published: February 11, 2012 Updated: February 11, 2012


living in a shotgun shack
and you may find yourself
in another part of the world
and you may ask yourself
well ... how did I get here?
-Talking Heads
Categories: Alternate Reality, Challenge Response
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Action/Adventure, Drama, Dramedy, Erotica, Fighting, Humor, Lighthearted, Porn w/ Plot, Porn w/o Plot, Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Challenges: Exquisite Corpse Challenge the Third
Completed: Yes Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Word count: 49,831 Hit Count: 4,224 ePub Downloads: 126
Published: April 29, 2019 Updated: May 08, 2019


Categories: Season 1, Season 2, Season 3, Season 4, Season 5, Season 6, Season 7, Comic (Season Not Specified), Post-Series, Alternate Reality, Challenge Response
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: None
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Challenges: Exquisite Corpse IV
Completed: Yes Chapters: 9 Table of Contents
Word count: 47,573 Hit Count: 4,026 ePub Downloads: 125
Published: April 17, 2020 Updated: May 31, 2020

One-shot for ‘Trapped’ Challenge. Elysian Fields 14th Anniversary. October 2020
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst, Drama, HEA/HFN, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Suicide, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 13,444 Hit Count: 1,630 ePub Downloads: 82
Published: October 09, 2020 Updated: October 09, 2020
Although not related to the Unexpected 'Verse (or any other story), the first chapter of this story will sound familiar to regular Unexpected ‘Verse readers, but the chapters that follow are all new.
Disclaimer: All publicly recognizable characters, settings, etc. are the property of their respective owners. The original characters and plot are the property of the author. The author is in no way associated with the owners, creators, or producers of any media franchise. No copyright infringement is intended.
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Drama, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Word count: 27,536 Hit Count: 2,701 ePub Downloads: 126
Published: October 30, 2012 Updated: December 16, 2012

This is the first story of the Mortal Allies Series.
12 Years 12 Seasons Challenge on Elysian Fields, Prompt #2. Banner by the incomparable pfeifferpack

Categories: Season 2, Alternate Reality, Episode Rewrite, Challenge Response
Characters: Buffy, Drusilla, Joyce, Spike
Genres: Drama, Dramedy, Humor, Hurt/Comfort
Warnings: Adult Language
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 8,459 Hit Count: 4,094 ePub Downloads: 202
Published: October 01, 2018 Updated: October 01, 2018

Categories: Season 3, Alternate Reality, Episode Rewrite, Challenge Response, Seasonal Spuffy Entries
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Drusilla, Ethan Rayne, Giles, Joyce, Original Characters, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Angst, Drama, Dramedy, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Lighthearted, Road Trip, Slow-Burn
Warnings: Adult Language, Spike/Other (Temp)
Completed: Yes Chapters: 18 Table of Contents
Word count: 61,242 Hit Count: 32,186 ePub Downloads: 382
Published: November 23, 2018 Updated: December 22, 2018


Spike and Buffy have gone their separate ways – Spike with Dru towards Brazil, Buffy keeping the Hellmouth contained in Sunnydale – but they can’t quite get the other one out of their systems. Does distance make the heart grow fonder? Are they still mortal enemies? Or mortal allies? Friends? Freinemies? Penpals? Or just phantoms that won’t stop haunting their thoughts and dreams, no matter how hard they try to forget?
Teetering on the razor’s edge between friends and enemies, which way will they fall?
Categories: Season 3, Alternate Reality, Episode Rewrite
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Cordelia, Drusilla, Ensemble, Giles, Joyce, Kralik, Oz, Riley Finn, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Dramedy, Fighting, Hurt/Comfort, Slow-Burn
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 12 Table of Contents
Word count: 74,513 Hit Count: 11,693 ePub Downloads: 236
Published: January 02, 2021 Updated: February 06, 2021

Heart shattered and head spinning, truly alone for the first time in over a century, Spike seeks out the three people he hopes are still his friends. Well, two people and a great, mangy dog...
When the worlds of two battered and broken warriors collide again after months apart, can mortal enemies be mortal allies yet again? Will the world let them?
Complete at 39 chapters.
Categories: Season 3, Alternate Reality, Episode Rewrite
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Drusilla, Ensemble, Faith Lehane, Giles, Joyce, Kralik, Lydia, Mayor Richard Wilkins III, Original Characters, Oz, Quentin Travers, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Dramedy, Fighting, HEA/HFN, Hurt/Comfort, Slow-Burn
Warnings: Adult Language, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 39 Table of Contents
Word count: 267,578 Hit Count: 56,968 ePub Downloads: 496
Published: February 07, 2021 Updated: June 08, 2021

Part of the Mortal Allies Series, but you don’t need to know anything about that series to enjoy this hot, smutty, porn without plot one-shot.
Categories: Season 3, Alternate Reality, Taboo - Adults Only
Characters: Buffy, Giles, Lydia, Spike
Genres: Erotica, Established Relationship, HEA/HFN, Porn w/o Plot
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 11,408 Hit Count: 1,484 ePub Downloads: 49
Published: June 06, 2022 Updated: June 06, 2022

Complete at 34 (or maybe 35) chapters.
Categories: Season 3, Alternate Reality
Characters: Angel, Anya, Buffy, Drusilla, Faith Lehane, Giles, Joyce, Lydia, Original Characters, Oz, Quentin Travers, Riley Finn, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Angst, Drama, Erotica, Fighting, HEA/HFN, Porn w/ Plot, Romance, Slow-Burn
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 34 Table of Contents
Word count: 275,315 Hit Count: 20,206 ePub Downloads: 351
Published: March 03, 2022 Updated: June 26, 2022

Characters: Buffy, Dawn, Joyce, Spike
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy, HEA/HFN, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Lighthearted, Romance, Slow-Burn
Warnings: Adult Language
Completed: Yes Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Word count: 22,295 Hit Count: 5,314 ePub Downloads: 88
Published: December 08, 2020 Updated: December 24, 2020

Tara told Willow it wasn’t working out, that they both needed some space. She’d accused Willow of using too much magic, but it wasn’t like that! Willow only used magic to help people. Tara just needed to see things differently, then she’d understand. Willow loved Tara just the way she was, but maybe if she could just change a couple of teeny-weeny things, Tara could see things Willow’s way, then everything would be fine. Willow and spells… What could go wrong?
Characters: Anya, Buffy, Dawn, Giles, Spike, Tara, Willow, Xander
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy, Humor, Lighthearted, Parody
Warnings: Adult Language
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 4,806 Hit Count: 1,927 ePub Downloads: 59
Published: January 12, 2019 Updated: January 12, 2019

Buffy comes to some realizations about herself, the nature of her love, and her feelings for Spike on the eve of the biggest fight of her life, but will it be too little, too late? Spoiler Alert: No, it won’t.
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Dawn, Ensemble, Faith Lehane, Fred, Giles, Harmony, Spike, Willow
Genres: Angst, Drama, HEA/HFN, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 15,050 Hit Count: 1,727 ePub Downloads: 87
Published: December 12, 2020 Updated: December 12, 2020

How will everyone's lives change as they face life on the Hellmouth when Buffy begins to see that Spike is not like Angel, and accepts him into her life and her heart as an equal rather than a dirty little secret?
The answer is: dramatically!
Characters: Amanda, Andrew Wells, Angel, Anya, Buffy, Caleb, Clem, Dawn, Ensemble, Faith Lehane, Giles, Jonathan Levinson, Kennedy, Original Characters, Oz, Riley Finn, Robin Wood, Rona, Samantha (Sam) Finn, Spike, Tara, The First Evil, Vi, Warren Mears, William, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Dark, Drama, Dramedy, Erotica, Fighting, HEA/HFN, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Character Death, Fetish, Sexual Situations, Torture (Physical), Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 101 Table of Contents
Word count: 431,874 Hit Count: 146,099 ePub Downloads: 1,314
Published: April 23, 2018 Updated: September 18, 2018

When Dawn makes the ultimate sacrifice to save her sister, friends, and the world, Buffy’s mind snaps. When Buffy's friends give up hope of her ever recovering, and become afraid that she’ll turn violent and uncontrollable, they call in the Council to help. Fearing what the Council will do, Spike, forgotten and ignored by her friends, steps in. Will he be able to reach the Slayer when no one else could? Will he be able to keep her out of the hands of the Council and away from her ‘helpful’ friends? How much heartbreak, guilt, and failure can one girl stand before her indestructible spirit finally resigns the fight and gives up hope?
WARNINGS: Threesome B/G/G action involving Spike, Buffy, and BuffyBot. Implied Rape. Main Character Death. Physical Torture. Plenty of angst.
Characters: Angel, Anya, Buffy, Buffybot, Dawn, Drusilla, Ensemble, Giles, Glory, Original Characters, Spike, The First Evil, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Erotica, Fighting, HEA/HFN, Hurt/Comfort, Kidnapping, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Character Death, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Taboo, Threesome(s), Torture (Emotional/Psychological), Torture (Physical), Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 54 Table of Contents
Word count: 325,752 Hit Count: 79,104 ePub Downloads: 1,160
Published: January 23, 2013 Updated: December 09, 2013

Nomniated in the SunnyD Awards for: Best Drama, Best Episode Re-Write, Best NC-17
A cross-over from the Unexpected Universe story 'Miles to Go'. (Spoiler Alert for that story!). For those familiar with that story, this is the promised detail of what Spike does to change things in the Giftless Universe. Begins during the fight at the tower with Glory and goes off-canon almost immediately. This story stands alone. You do not have to have read any of the Unexpected Series to enjoy this story.
A decision is made during the fight with Glory that turns the world upside down and sends Spike plummeting into a living hell. How can he carry on without his Slayer? How can he not? He'd made a promise to a lady. When a Buffy from another dimension, along with her daughter, accidentally drops into his life after ten years of living in a world of loneliness, she reminds him of everything he's lost. When she finds a way to give him a chance to go back in time and make it right, will he succeed? Will his choices, and their consequences, make his life better or simply plunge him into a different kind of hell on Earth? Will he, in the end, be able to save Buffy and the world? The Universe gives nothing for free; if things change, then what will be cost?
Disclaimer: The characters from Buffy the Vampire Slayer are owned by Joss Whedon, Mutant Enemy, and Fox studios. This story is not meant to infringe upon anyone's rights, only to entertain.
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Apocalyptic/Dystopian, Drama, Fighting, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 17 Table of Contents
Word count: 104,617 Hit Count: 7,095 ePub Downloads: 188
Published: September 26, 2012 Updated: December 16, 2012
Disclaimer: I don't own Spike, Buffy or any of the BtVS or AtS characters - if I did I would share them more freely. The original characters and plot are mine; that and a dollar will get you a half a candy bar. I am in no way associated with the owners, creators, or producers of any media franchise. No copyright infringement is intended. It's just for fun.
Categories: Alternate Reality, Baby/Kid Fic, Claim
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Fighting, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 15 Table of Contents
Word count: 96,425 Hit Count: 5,706 ePub Downloads: 181
Published: February 13, 2012 Updated: February 13, 2012
Disclaimer: I don't own Spike, Buffy or any of the BtVS or AtS characters - if I did I would share them more freely. The original characters and plot are mine; that and a dollar will get you a half a candy bar. I am in no way associated with the owners, creators, or producers of any media franchise. No copyright infringement is intended. It's just for fun.
Categories: Baby/Kid Fic
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Dramedy, Fluffy/Comedy, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Word count: 49,487 Hit Count: 2,616 ePub Downloads: 182
Published: February 14, 2012 Updated: February 14, 2012


Disclaimer: I don't own Spike, Buffy or any of the BtVS or AtS characters - if I did I would share them more freely. The original characters and plot are mine; that and a dollar will get you a half a candy bar. I am in no way associated with the owners, creators, or producers of any media franchise. No copyright infringement is intended. It's just for fun.
Categories: Alternate Reality, Claim, Song Fic
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 9,511 Hit Count: 619 ePub Downloads: 178
Published: February 15, 2012 Updated: February 15, 2012


Categories: Alternate Reality, Baby/Kid Fic, Claim
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Fighting, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Character Death, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 33 Table of Contents
Word count: 210,414 Hit Count: 8,793 ePub Downloads: 229
Published: February 23, 2012 Updated: February 27, 2012
Warnings for sexual situations, implied rape of a minor (not graphic), violence, torture, bloodshed, character death, and what was the other thing? ... oh yeah, angst. I'm rating this as AO mainly because of the implied rape of a minor ... it is NOT graphic.
Disclaimer: I don't own Spike, Buffy or any of the BtVS or AtS characters - if I did I would share them more freely. The original characters and plot are mine; that and a dollar will get you a half a candy bar. I am in no way associated with the owners, creators, or producers of any media franchise. No copyright infringement is intended. It's just for fun.
Categories: Alternate Reality, Baby/Kid Fic, Claim
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Fighting, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Torture (Physical), Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 58 Table of Contents
Word count: 370,832 Hit Count: 13,630 ePub Downloads: 233
Published: February 29, 2012 Updated: March 25, 2012