
Real Name: Onalee
Last Active: January 16, 2021
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I came to be a BtVS fan after the series had ended in a kind of backwards way - enjoyed DB in Bones and Christian Kane in Leverage, found them both on ANGEL and I actually watched the entire Angel series before I ever watched any BtVS. Once I did watch all the BtVS DVD's I was a Spike fan all the way.
I tried to read the comics, but I apparently have some sort of 'comic dyslexia' because they were confusing to me (I couldn't tell who was talking half the time or who they were talking to), They gave me a headache to try and figure out. And, the parts that I did manage to suss out, I didn't like, so I stopped. Therefore, comics, for me, are not 'canon' -- I have very little knowledge of them, so my 'canon' stops with what was actually on TV, including Angel the Series.
Most of my stories are full of angst, my muse loves to make me cry. I like long stories / series, so that's mostly what you'll find. I try to make sure I have an ending for a story before I start posting, so nothing is left unfinished.
I also love metaphors and ellipses, and you will find them sprinkled liberally throughout. I dislike Riley, so if he shows up, you can be sure no good will come from that -- he could get hurt ... badly. Fair warning: I will kill main, cherished characters off at times to draw the most tears possible from myself and readers alike.
My long series, 'Unexpected', still has more to go in it, I hope my muse will get back to it one of these days. I have ideas, I just lost my muse for a while and now I'm trying to get back into writing and back into Unexpected (2020).
Click here to view a Cameo video message from James Marsters that I had done for everyone at EF.

With a little help from an unexpected source, a few pre-Christmas miracles, a motorbike, and some pie, Spike might actually be able to keep from buggering this plan up. Could both Buffy and Spike find themselves closer to heaven? With pie? Ala mode?
Inspired by the wonderful banner done by pfeifferpack during the Road Trip themed, Seasonal Spuffy Round 25. Begins the day after 'Once More With Feeling'.
Characters: Buffy, Dawn, Doyle, Spike, Xander
Genres: Angst, Drama, Erotica, Fix-It, HEA/HFN, Hurt/Comfort, Porn w/ Plot, Road Trip, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Word count: 30,408 Hit Count: 3,418 ePub Downloads: 104
Published: December 23, 2018 Updated: December 28, 2018
Disclaimer: The characters from Buffy the Vampire Slayer are owned by Joss Whedon, Mutant Enemy, and Fox studios. This story is not meant to infringe upon anyone's rights, only to entertain.
Characters: Buffy, Giles, Spike
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 9,033 Hit Count: 1,088 ePub Downloads: 68
Published: February 11, 2012 Updated: February 11, 2012


living in a shotgun shack
and you may find yourself
in another part of the world
and you may ask yourself
well ... how did I get here?
-Talking Heads
Categories: Alternate Reality, Challenge Response
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Action/Adventure, Drama, Dramedy, Erotica, Fighting, Humor, Lighthearted, Porn w/ Plot, Porn w/o Plot, Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Challenges: Exquisite Corpse Challenge the Third
Completed: Yes Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Word count: 49,831 Hit Count: 3,393 ePub Downloads: 83
Published: April 30, 2019 Updated: May 09, 2019


Categories: Season 1, Season 2, Season 3, Season 4, Season 5, Season 6, Season 7, Comic (Season Not Specified), Post-Series, Alternate Reality, Challenge Response
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: None
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Challenges: Exquisite Corpse IV
Completed: Yes Chapters: 9 Table of Contents
Word count: 47,567 Hit Count: 2,603 ePub Downloads: 65
Published: April 17, 2020 Updated: May 31, 2020

One-shot for ‘Trapped’ Challenge. Elysian Fields 14th Anniversary. October 2020
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst, Drama, HEA/HFN, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Suicide, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 13,444 Hit Count: 818 ePub Downloads: 37
Published: October 10, 2020 Updated: October 10, 2020
Although not related to the Unexpected 'Verse (or any other story), the first chapter of this story will sound familiar to regular Unexpected ‘Verse readers, but the chapters that follow are all new.
Disclaimer: All publicly recognizable characters, settings, etc. are the property of their respective owners. The original characters and plot are the property of the author. The author is in no way associated with the owners, creators, or producers of any media franchise. No copyright infringement is intended.
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Drama, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Word count: 27,536 Hit Count: 1,995 ePub Downloads: 104
Published: October 30, 2012 Updated: December 16, 2012

This is the first story of the Mortal Allies Series.
12 Years 12 Seasons Challenge on Elysian Fields, Prompt #2. Banner by the incomparable pfeifferpack

Categories: Season 2, Alternate Reality, Episode Rewrite, Challenge Response
Characters: Buffy, Drusilla, Joyce, Spike
Genres: Drama, Dramedy, Humor, Hurt/Comfort
Warnings: Adult Language
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 8,451 Hit Count: 2,210 ePub Downloads: 81
Published: October 01, 2018 Updated: October 01, 2018

Categories: Season 3, Alternate Reality, Episode Rewrite, Challenge Response, Seasonal Spuffy Entries
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Drusilla, Ethan Rayne, Giles, Joyce, Original Characters, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Angst, Drama, Dramedy, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Lighthearted, Road Trip, Slow-Burn
Warnings: Adult Language, Spike/Other (Temp)
Completed: Yes Chapters: 18 Table of Contents
Word count: 61,242 Hit Count: 14,214 ePub Downloads: 172
Published: November 23, 2018 Updated: December 22, 2018

Spike and Buffy have gone their separate ways – Spike with Dru towards Brazil, Buffy keeping the Hellmouth contained in Sunnydale – but they can’t quite get the other one out of their systems. Does distance make the heart grow fonder? Are they still mortal enemies? Or mortal allies? Friends? Freinemies? Penpals? Or just phantoms that won’t stop haunting their thoughts and dreams, no matter how hard they try to forget?
Teetering on the razor’s edge between friends and enemies, which way will they fall?
Categories: Season 3, Alternate Reality, Episode Rewrite
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Cordelia, Drusilla, Ensemble, Giles, Joyce, Kralik, Oz, Riley Finn, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Dramedy, Fighting, Hurt/Comfort, Slow-Burn
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Word count: 34,973 Hit Count: 1,325 ePub Downloads: 14
Published: January 02, 2021 Updated: January 16, 2021

Characters: Buffy, Dawn, Joyce, Spike
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy, HEA/HFN, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Lighthearted, Romance, Slow-Burn
Warnings: Adult Language
Completed: Yes Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Word count: 22,295 Hit Count: 3,475 ePub Downloads: 48
Published: December 08, 2020 Updated: December 24, 2020

Tara told Willow it wasn’t working out, that they both needed some space. She’d accused Willow of using too much magic, but it wasn’t like that! Willow only used magic to help people. Tara just needed to see things differently, then she’d understand. Willow loved Tara just the way she was, but maybe if she could just change a couple of teeny-weeny things, Tara could see things Willow’s way, then everything would be fine. Willow and spells… What could go wrong?
Characters: Anya, Buffy, Dawn, Giles, Spike, Tara, Willow, Xander
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy, Humor, Lighthearted, Parody
Warnings: Adult Language
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 4,806 Hit Count: 1,258 ePub Downloads: 35
Published: January 12, 2019 Updated: January 12, 2019

Buffy comes to some realizations about herself, the nature of her love, and her feelings for Spike on the eve of the biggest fight of her life, but will it be too little, too late? Spoiler Alert: No, it won’t.
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Dawn, Ensemble, Faith Lehane, Fred, Giles, Harmony, Spike, Willow
Genres: Angst, Drama, HEA/HFN, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 15,050 Hit Count: 741 ePub Downloads: 38
Published: December 12, 2020 Updated: December 12, 2020

How will everyone's lives change as they face life on the Hellmouth when Buffy begins to see that Spike is not like Angel, and accepts him into her life and her heart as an equal rather than a dirty little secret?
The answer is: dramatically!
Characters: Amanda, Andrew Wells, Angel, Anya, Buffy, Caleb, Clem, Dawn, Ensemble, Faith Lehane, Giles, Jonathan Levinson, Kennedy, Original Characters, Oz, Riley Finn, Robin Wood, Rona, Samantha (Sam) Finn, Spike, Tara, The First Evil, Vi, Warren Mears, William, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Dark, Drama, Dramedy, Erotica, Fighting, HEA/HFN, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Character Death, Fetish, Sexual Situations, Torture (Physical), Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 101 Table of Contents
Word count: 431,874 Hit Count: 102,880 ePub Downloads: 1,005
Published: April 23, 2018 Updated: September 18, 2018
When Dawn makes the ultimate sacrifice to save her sister, friends, and the world, Buffy’s mind snaps. When Buffy's friends give up hope of her ever recovering, and become afraid that she’ll turn violent and uncontrollable, they call in the Council to help. Fearing what the Council will do, Spike, forgotten and ignored by her friends, steps in. Will he be able to reach the Slayer when no one else could? Will he be able to keep her out of the hands of the Council and away from her ‘helpful’ friends? How much heartbreak, guilt, and failure can one girl stand before her indestructible spirit finally resigns the fight and gives up hope?
WARNINGS: Threesome B/G/G action involving Spike, Buffy, and BuffyBot. Implied Rape. Main Character Death. Plenty of angst.
Sunnydale Memorial Fanfic Awards
Winner: Best Characterization, Female: BuffyBot/Joan, Best Unconventional Pairing (Spike, Buffy, BuffyBot), Best Romance
Runner up: Best Plot, Best Unfinished Fic, Best Angst

Disclaimer: All publicly recognizable characters, settings, etc. are the property of their respective owners. The original characters and plot are the property of the author. The author is in no way associated with the owners, creators, or producers of any media franchise. No copyright infringement is intended.
Characters: Angel, Anya, Buffy, Buffybot, Dawn, Drusilla, Ensemble, Giles, Glory, Original Characters, Spike, The First Evil, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Fighting, HEA/HFN, Hurt/Comfort, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Character Death, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Taboo, Threesome(s), Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 54 Table of Contents
Word count: 325,766 Hit Count: 62,933 ePub Downloads: 839
Published: January 23, 2013 Updated: December 10, 2013

Nomniated in the SunnyD Awards for: Best Drama, Best Episode Re-Write, Best NC-17
A cross-over from the Unexpected Universe story 'Miles to Go'. (Spoiler Alert for that story!). For those familiar with that story, this is the promised detail of what Spike does to change things in the Giftless Universe. Begins during the fight at the tower with Glory and goes off-canon almost immediately. This story stands alone. You do not have to have read any of the Unexpected Series to enjoy this story.
A decision is made during the fight with Glory that turns the world upside down and sends Spike plummeting into a living hell. How can he carry on without his Slayer? How can he not? He'd made a promise to a lady. When a Buffy from another dimension, along with her daughter, accidentally drops into his life after ten years of living in a world of loneliness, she reminds him of everything he's lost. When she finds a way to give him a chance to go back in time and make it right, will he succeed? Will his choices, and their consequences, make his life better or simply plunge him into a different kind of hell on Earth? Will he, in the end, be able to save Buffy and the world? The Universe gives nothing for free; if things change, then what will be cost?
Disclaimer: The characters from Buffy the Vampire Slayer are owned by Joss Whedon, Mutant Enemy, and Fox studios. This story is not meant to infringe upon anyone's rights, only to entertain.
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Apocalyptic/Dystopian, Drama, Fighting, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 17 Table of Contents
Word count: 104,617 Hit Count: 5,111 ePub Downloads: 119
Published: September 26, 2012 Updated: December 16, 2012

Runner Up, Round 21 of the SunnyD Awards for Best Alternate Universe, Best Romance and Best Characterization, Male (Spike) **Thank you!!**
Summary: This story picks up at the end of Season 2, The Becoming 2. Buffy has made a deal with Spike to defeat Angelus. It goes off canon when Buffy leaves Giles' flat after talking with Whistler about how to defeat Angelus. Will Spike still help Buffy defeat Angelus when things go pear shaped? And what then? Where will their lives go from there?
You'll find familiar challenges for Buffy with unexpected results as Spike faces them with her. If you like a story with love, romance, sex, fights, angst, tears, laughter, marriage and babies then you're in the right place! I hope you enjoy it!
{{ Thanks so much to Angelic Amy and PaganBaby for all their help with this story!}}
Categories: Alternate Reality, Baby Fic, Claim
Characters: Ensemble, Other
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Dramedy, Fighting, HEA/HFN, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Blood Play, Buffy/Other (Temp), Character Death, Rape (Actual), Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Taboo, Torture (Physical), Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 55 Table of Contents
Word count: 161,456 Hit Count: 69,107 ePub Downloads: 938
Published: January 29, 2010 Updated: October 04, 2010
Disclaimer: I don't own Spike, Buffy or any of the BtVS or AtS characters - if I did I would share them more freely. The original characters and plot are mine; that and a dollar will get you a half a candy bar. I am in no way associated with the owners, creators, or producers of any media franchise. No copyright infringement is intended. It's just for fun.
Categories: Alternate Reality, Baby Fic, Claim
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Fighting, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 15 Table of Contents
Word count: 96,425 Hit Count: 4,480 ePub Downloads: 156
Published: February 13, 2012 Updated: February 14, 2012
Disclaimer: I don't own Spike, Buffy or any of the BtVS or AtS characters - if I did I would share them more freely. The original characters and plot are mine; that and a dollar will get you a half a candy bar. I am in no way associated with the owners, creators, or producers of any media franchise. No copyright infringement is intended. It's just for fun.
Categories: Baby Fic
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Dramedy, Fluffy/Comedy, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Word count: 49,487 Hit Count: 2,084 ePub Downloads: 157
Published: February 15, 2012 Updated: February 15, 2012


Disclaimer: I don't own Spike, Buffy or any of the BtVS or AtS characters - if I did I would share them more freely. The original characters and plot are mine; that and a dollar will get you a half a candy bar. I am in no way associated with the owners, creators, or producers of any media franchise. No copyright infringement is intended. It's just for fun.
Categories: Alternate Reality, Claim, Song Fic
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 9,511 Hit Count: 498 ePub Downloads: 154
Published: February 15, 2012 Updated: February 15, 2012


Categories: Alternate Reality, Baby Fic, Claim
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Fighting, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Character Death, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 33 Table of Contents
Word count: 210,414 Hit Count: 7,216 ePub Downloads: 196
Published: February 23, 2012 Updated: February 27, 2012
Warnings for sexual situations, implied rape of a minor (not graphic), violence, torture, bloodshed, character death, and what was the other thing? ... oh yeah, angst. I'm rating this as AO mainly because of the implied rape of a minor ... it is NOT graphic.
Disclaimer: I don't own Spike, Buffy or any of the BtVS or AtS characters - if I did I would share them more freely. The original characters and plot are mine; that and a dollar will get you a half a candy bar. I am in no way associated with the owners, creators, or producers of any media franchise. No copyright infringement is intended. It's just for fun.
Categories: Alternate Reality, Baby Fic, Claim
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Fighting, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Torture (Physical), Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 58 Table of Contents
Word count: 370,832 Hit Count: 11,080 ePub Downloads: 206
Published: February 29, 2012 Updated: March 26, 2012
** Disclaimer: I don't own Spike, Buffy or any of the BtVS or AtS characters - if I did I would share them more freely. The original characters and plot are mine; that and a dollar will get you a half a candy bar. I am in no way associated with the owners, creators, or producers of any media franchise. No copyright infringement is intended. It's just for fun.
Categories: Alternate Reality, Song Fic
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Word count: 11,146 Hit Count: 594 ePub Downloads: 128
Published: March 30, 2012 Updated: March 30, 2012

A continuation of the AU Unexpected. While Spike and Bess are on a mission with Angel, Buffy and Annie find themselves embroiled in a life and death struggle in a Sunnydale that is far from home. Most of their friends are dead; those that remain have changed so much as to be nearly unrecognizable. Can they be trusted to help Buffy and Annie get back home or will they use the opportunity to escape the hell they've been living in and leave the Slayer and her daughter to languish in a dimension ruled by demons? As Buffy tries to keep her daughter safe, she must put her trust in someone - that someone is Spike, but he's changed too.
Warnings for sexual situations, character death, angst, Spike/Other Male (not graphic), attempted rape, threesomes including Buffy and Spike.
Disclaimer: I don't own Spike, Buffy or any of the BtVS or AtS characters - if I did I would share them more freely. The original characters and plot are mine; that and a dollar will get you a half a candy bar. I am in no way associated with the owners, creators, or producers of any media franchise. No copyright infringement is intended. It's just for fun.
Categories: Alternate Reality, Baby Fic, Claim
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Established Relationship, Fighting, HEA/HFN, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Buffy/Other (Temp), Character Death, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 57 Table of Contents
Word count: 394,399 Hit Count: 9,272 ePub Downloads: 224
Published: April 08, 2012 Updated: October 06, 2012
Rating this as Adults Only because of some creative sex which I suppose could be considered kinky/freaky.
Disclaimer: All publicly recognizable characters, settings, etc. are the property of their respective owners. The original characters and plot are the property of the author. The author is in no way associated with the owners, creators, or producers of any media franchise. No copyright infringement is intended.
Categories: Taboo - Adults Only
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Fighting, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Taboo, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Word count: 62,523 Hit Count: 2,370 ePub Downloads: 141
Published: December 22, 2012 Updated: January 20, 2013
The Council has recruited Spike to help train new Slayers up at the safe house in Canada and pulled Buffy down to South America to quell a demon uprising. They haven't seen each other in nearly two months. When Spike gets drunk, will he do something that he'll regret later?
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NC17 - Sexual content
Categories: Alternate Reality, Baby Fic
Characters: Buffy, Other, Spike
Genres: Angst, Drama, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 3,643 Hit Count: 883 ePub Downloads: 161
Published: October 29, 2010 Updated: October 29, 2010
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Buffy has a Slayer dream that spurs her to take action in another dimension . . . in the dimension where Spike burnt up in the Hellmouth alone and was sent to L.A. to work with Angel. But can she return from that mission in time to avert disaster that threatens Spike in her own world?
Categories: Alternate Reality, Baby Fic
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Fighting, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Word count: 12,905 Hit Count: 2,005 ePub Downloads: 182
Published: January 26, 2011 Updated: February 11, 2011
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Buffy has some unresolved fears stemming from her death and wants Spike to help her work through them.
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NC17! Sexual content! BtVS and the characters are owned by Joss and Fox ... I own nothing.
Categories: Alternate Reality
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Dramedy, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 4,717 Hit Count: 695 ePub Downloads: 145
Published: February 16, 2011 Updated: February 16, 2011
Someone is after the Gem of Amarra. Can Spike and Buffy get to it first? How could it change their lives if they do? Will the changes be worth the price?
Categories: Alternate Reality, Baby Fic
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Fighting, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 8 Table of Contents
Word count: 33,247 Hit Count: 3,016 ePub Downloads: 165
Published: February 23, 2011 Updated: March 18, 2011
A continuation of the AU Series: Unexpected. If you haven't read the previous stories, this won't make much sense. Check for it under 'Series'.
All publicly recognizable characters, settings, etc. are the property of their respective owners. The original characters and plot are the property of the author. The author is in no way associated with the owners, creators, or producers of any media franchise. No copyright infringement is intended.
Categories: Alternate Reality, Baby Fic
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language
Completed: Yes Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Word count: 7,876 Hit Count: 1,143 ePub Downloads: 154
Published: March 29, 2011 Updated: March 29, 2011
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As always, Joss owns all, I own nothing. NC17, Sexual situations.
Categories: Alternate Reality, Baby Fic
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Fighting, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 9 Table of Contents
Word count: 43,217 Hit Count: 3,464 ePub Downloads: 175
Published: April 07, 2011 Updated: May 14, 2011