Penname: Behind Blue Eyes
Real Name: De
Member Since: July 26, 2008
Last Active: May 28, 2023
Membership Status: Member
Skin: the time in between

Was time for an update, so here it goes:  I'm a *cough* year old woman with two beautiful kiddies and a fantabulous hubby.  I've been a huge fan since mid Season Three originally aired. Unfortunately, I didn't get the full flavor of Season 2 Spike in all his snarky, bitey glory until I went back and watched re-runs. Yet I knew, the minute he walked on the screen in Season 4, I was instantly a Spike luver through and through. 

I've been writing for approximately 2 1/2 years and loving (almost) every minute of it.  I don't have a particular genre I stick with.  I tend to have humor lacing throughout my work.  Or even on some occasions, my twisted sense of humor fills the entire story! 

Well, that's me in a nutshell.  Hope you enjoy my stories and feel free to drop me a line if you'd like to chat!

Thanks :)

"Don't Sell Out...if you can find something that you love, then you can do it. If you can’t, it doesn’t matter how skillful you are : that’s called whoring."

Joss Whedon's Top 10 Writing Rules

~Winner at Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Round 27 for Best Author-Spuffy~

~Reviewer of the Month: November 2015~

~Participated in Challenge Month: October 2015~

Reviewer of the Month 

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Stories by Behind Blue Eyes
Past Featured Story'Tis the Season by Behind Blue Eyes [R] Likes: 45 Comments: 33
Summary: Set in Season 4, Buffy and the gang are quietly celebrating the holiday season.  Throw in an naughty impromptu roommate and an even naughtier sweetened beverage, and the Scoobies get far more than they were bargaining for.   
Categories: Season 4, Holiday Fic
Characters: None
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy
Warnings: Adult Language
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 1,912 Hit Count: 3,571 ePub Downloads: 84
Published: December 18, 2013 Updated: December 18, 2013
A Link is Forged by Behind Blue Eyes [NC-17] Likes: 203 Comments: 126
Summary: In Season Three’s episode “Lover’s Walk,” Buffy and Spike fall victim to a binding spell that was accidentally triggered during the fight at the Magic Box.
 
How will two sworn enemies react when their utmost desire to bring about the other’s death is now replaced with bizarre primal urges and lusty cravings?  Then add a dash of telepathy, Angel as The Brooding Wonder, the Scoobies, and Giles’ frequent spectacle cleaning, and you have the makings of one helluva ride.  Written for VioletRoze88’s challenge on EF of the same title.

Runner-Up at Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards Round 26 for Best Unfinished, and Runner Up for Best Characterization: Spike---Many Thanks!!!!
 
Categories: Challenge Response
Characters: Original Characters
Genres: Dramedy, Fighting
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Challenges: A Link is Forged
Completed: No Chapters: 13 Table of Contents
Word count: 23,819 Hit Count: 12,652 ePub Downloads: 157
Published: March 26, 2012 Updated: August 09, 2012
Past Featured StoryA Little Christmas Mischief by Behind Blue Eyes [R] Likes: 24 Comments: 22
Summary: It was the Tuesday before Christmas and Buffy hoped after a quick patrol she’d finally be earning a much-needed break.  However, this was still the Hellmouth, which is the perfect place for a few of Santa’s disgruntled elves to stir up a little trouble.      
Categories: Holiday Fic, Season 4
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy
Warnings: Adult Language, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,972 Hit Count: 1,380 ePub Downloads: 50
Published: December 19, 2012 Updated: December 19, 2012
Betterment through Humility by Behind Blue Eyes [NC-17] Likes: 19 Comments: 10
Summary: The lengths one goes for the one they love.     
Categories: Season 6
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 813 Hit Count: 821 ePub Downloads: 29
Published: February 19, 2015 Updated: February 19, 2015
Bloody Well Through Playing by Behind Blue Eyes [NC-17] Likes: 25 Comments: 20
Summary: A slightly different twist on "Crush".  What would've happened if Spike truly meant, "Bloody well through playing"?
Categories: Season 5
Characters: None
Genres: Porn w/ Plot
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 579 Hit Count: 2,301 ePub Downloads: 147
Published: January 08, 2015 Updated: January 08, 2015
Breaking Point by Behind Blue Eyes [NC-17] Likes: 15 Comments: 15
Summary: Set during Season 6, Spike reflects upon a visit from Buffy.
Categories: Season 6
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 810 Hit Count: 567 ePub Downloads: 27
Published: June 22, 2010 Updated: June 22, 2010
Past Featured StoryCatch Me If You Can... by Behind Blue Eyes [R] Likes: 36 Comments: 21
Summary:

Willow’s attempt at spreading some holiday cheer doesn't go exactly as planned.  But when does it ever on the Hellmouth?
 
Set between Something Blue and Hush

Categories: Season 4, Challenge Response
Characters: None
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death
Challenges: 2018 Holiday Challenge
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,947 Hit Count: 1,135 ePub Downloads: 37
Published: December 26, 2018 Updated: December 26, 2018
Catharsis by Behind Blue Eyes [NC-17] Likes: 148 Comments: 119
Summary: Marriage is a winding road filled with many bumps and ruts.  Buffy and Will Pratt’s marriage was no different.  Until one day, they came across a bump they weren’t able to navigate around.  This “bump” changed their relationship from one of understanding and passion into one filled with misconceptions and strife.  In the end, not wanting to hurt Will and herself any longer, Buffy decided the only way to stop the pain was to move on.  The one thing she didn’t anticipate with this decision—was she truly able to move on when she still loved and desired the one thing that she was trying to get past?


Winner at Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards Round 23 for Best Unfinished, and Runner-up for Best Pairing Conventional and Best Plot
 
Categories: Alternate Reality, All Human, Award Winners, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 18 Table of Contents
Word count: 56,710 Hit Count: 10,003 ePub Downloads: 160
Published: December 29, 2010 Updated: September 01, 2011
Cupid is stupid…and a little drunk by Behind Blue Eyes [NC-17] Likes: 70 Comments: 43
Summary: What happened when The God of Love and Desire stumbled upon a fighting Buffy and Spike, and decided to intervene? 
 

 ~Runner Up at the Sunnydale Memorial Awards Round 31 for Best Comedy~
 
 
 
Categories: Season 5, Holiday Fic, Award Runners-Up
Characters: None
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Word count: 3,103 Hit Count: 3,833 ePub Downloads: 83
Published: January 30, 2015 Updated: February 10, 2015
Dream a little dream by Behind Blue Eyes [NC-17] Likes: 24 Comments: 18
Summary: Set in Season 7 during the episode Potential, following a tedious training session with the newbies, Buffy ponders her present life and dreams of the future. 
Categories: Season 7, Episode Rewrite
Characters: Spike
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,035 Hit Count: 985 ePub Downloads: 48
Published: August 15, 2010 Updated: August 15, 2010
Enjoying the show, baby? by Behind Blue Eyes [R] Likes: 20 Comments: 17
Summary: Steamy shower.  Spike.  Singing.  Naked. Got a visual?  You're Welcome.
 
Categories: Drabbles, Song Fic
Characters: None
Genres: Porn w/o Plot
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 264 Hit Count: 1,304 ePub Downloads: 35
Published: August 14, 2015 Updated: August 14, 2015
Enticement by Behind Blue Eyes [NC-17] Likes: 14 Comments: 13
Summary: During Season Five, Buffy's truthful feelings about her voyeuristic vamp.

 
Categories: Season 5
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: None
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 876 Hit Count: 783 ePub Downloads: 32
Published: May 01, 2010 Updated: May 01, 2010
Exquisite Consequences (Part William) by yellowb, sandy_s, Behind Blue Eyes, relurker, thenewbuzwuzz, Sigyn, Fraggleshrew [NC-17] Likes: 125 Comments: 105
Summary: Does your life make too much sense?  Gentle reader, we're here to help.
Series: The Exquisite Universe
Categories: Season 3, Season 4, Season 5, Season 6, Post-Series, Alternate Reality, Challenge Response, Time Travel, Historical
Characters: None
Genres: Drama, Erotica, Fluffy/Comedy, Lighthearted, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death, Sexual Situations, Vampire!Buffy
Challenges: Exquisite Corpse II
Completed: Yes Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Word count: 30,345 Hit Count: 4,583 ePub Downloads: 130
Published: May 01, 2018 Updated: May 06, 2018
Exquisite Cortados by yellowb, sandy_s, Behind Blue Eyes, Passion4Spike, relurker, bewildered, thenewbuzwuzz, Fraggleshrew, SpindleKitten , Fancyflautist [NC-17] Likes: 152 Comments: 143
Summary: and you may find yourself 
living in a shotgun shack 
and you may find yourself 
in another part of the world 
and you may ask yourself
well ... how did I get here?

-Talking Heads

Series: The Exquisite Universe
Categories: Alternate Reality, Challenge Response
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Action/Adventure, Drama, Dramedy, Erotica, Fighting, Humor, Lighthearted, Porn w/ Plot, Porn w/o Plot, Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Challenges: Exquisite Corpse Challenge the Third
Completed: Yes Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Word count: 49,831 Hit Count: 4,158 ePub Downloads: 122
Published: April 30, 2019 Updated: May 09, 2019
FaLLen by Behind Blue Eyes [Adult Only] Likes: 142 Comments: 140
Summary: On the hunt for a killer and following the Bureau’s only lead, FBI Agent, Elizabeth “Buffy” Summers enters an extraordinary and unpredictable new world where her only guide is a mysterious and alluring stranger. 
 

As she spirals further and further into the center of this world, she is torn between her two identities and the idea that this man, whom she surprisingly trusts, knows far more than he’s admitting.  How far will she go to catch the killer and ultimately, is it worth risking her very soul?
 

*This is a Supernatural Thriller*



~Winner at Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards Round 27 for Best Author-Spuffy, Best Alternative Universe, Best NC-17, Best Original Character-Quinn, Best Plot, and Best Unfinished Fic. Also, Runner-Up for Best Characterization-Male-Spike~

As of 1/6/14:  Over time I will be editing and re-posting Chapters 1-17. (I will make note of the Chapters I've completed) The plot is not changing, I'm just tidying up.  Thanks.
 

 

Categories: Alternate Reality, Award Winners, Award Runners-Up, Taboo - Adults Only
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death, Substance Use/Addiction, Fetish, Sexual Situations, Taboo, Torture (Physical), Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 24 Table of Contents
Word count: 32,993 Hit Count: 7,873 ePub Downloads: 66
Published: September 05, 2012 Updated: February 18, 2014
Fluffer by Behind Blue Eyes [Adult Only] Likes: 28 Comments: 17
Summary: William "The Spike" MacCloud is a porn star and Buffy is his fluffer.  Written for Redwulf50's challenge here on EF of the same title.

SunnyD Awards Nominee Round 26 for Best Comedy and Best NC-17!  Thanks so much!


Categories: Challenge Response, Taboo - Adults Only
Characters: None
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy, Parody, Porn w/o Plot
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Taboo
Challenges: Fluffer
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,930 Hit Count: 3,479 ePub Downloads: 94
Published: March 06, 2012 Updated: March 06, 2012
Helluva Day by Behind Blue Eyes [NC-17] Likes: 100 Comments: 62
Summary: We've all had them, just be grateful today's not yours.  From the moment Buffy Summers opened her eyes to greet the morning, her day went from bad to worse.  Even in the midst of having a day from hell, there's always one thing that can be the silver lining to your black cloud. Luckily for her, hers came wrapped in leather and wore a killer smile.
 
!!!!!FINALLY COMPLETED!!!!!
Nominated for Best Comedy, Best NC-17, and Best Plot at the SunnyD Awards Round 22! Thanks so much!


Categories: All Human
Characters: Original Characters
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy, POV
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Word count: 20,293 Hit Count: 3,972 ePub Downloads: 160
Published: September 11, 2010 Updated: February 18, 2011
His Best Girl by Behind Blue Eyes [R] Likes: 76 Comments: 71
Summary: “Without a question—she’s the one.  I knew it the minute I lay eyes on her that my search is over.  I long to slip inside her, to feel her surround me and take me places I’ve never been.  The time is now.  My wait is over."
 
Through the years: Spike and His Best Girl.
 
Gorgous Banner by the amazing DauntlessGrace. 
Categories: Season 2, Season 3, Season 4, Season 5, Season 6, Post-Series, Challenge Response
Characters: None
Genres: Drama, Fluffy/Comedy
Warnings: Adult Language
Challenges: His Best Girl
Completed: No Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Word count: 6,102 Hit Count: 6,411 ePub Downloads: 40
Published: October 14, 2015 Updated: November 11, 2015
Holding onto False Hope by Behind Blue Eyes [PG-13] Likes: 27 Comments: 16
Summary: The sweetest reunions are the ones most unexpected...no matter how awkward.
 
Beautiful Banner by -Carrie-Ann-  
Categories: Post-Series, Crossover (AtS)
Characters: Andrew Wells, Spike
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy, Humor, POV
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 899 Hit Count: 1,089 ePub Downloads: 27
Published: October 14, 2017 Updated: October 14, 2017
Hooking Up Hellmouth Style by Behind Blue Eyes [R] Likes: 12 Comments: 11
Summary: All is fair in love and war, or so they say.  So what will happen when you take a bit of brewed magic, add a dash of groovy match-making, and a hearty-heaping of three eligible bachelors?  That's right, you get Hooking up Hellmouth Style!  
 
Written for Elysian Fields Banner Challenge, Banner 63 by Puddinghead
Categories: Season 4
Characters: None
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: No Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 816 Hit Count: 481 ePub Downloads: 17
Published: November 01, 2016 Updated: November 01, 2016
Idle Hands by Behind Blue Eyes [R] Likes: 106 Comments: 72
Summary: "The Scoobies quickly learn that a bored Vampire with ADD tendencies should not be left alone...anywhere.  ESPECIALLY if there are office supplies on hand."
 
Banner is another DauntlessGrace masterpiece.  Isn't it amazing!!
Categories: Season 4, Challenge Response
Characters: None
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy
Warnings: Adult Language
Challenges: Idle Hands (or Author's Choice)
Completed: Yes Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Word count: 5,758 Hit Count: 6,531 ePub Downloads: 81
Published: October 29, 2015 Updated: May 18, 2017
Past Featured StoryIf I Had a World of My Own by Behind Blue Eyes [PG-13] Likes: 122 Comments: 82
Summary: When Glory captured Dawn, this had nearly broken Buffy—mind, body, and soul.  While trapped in her own mind, what if in place of false memories of Dawn and the moment of giving up, she was brought back to a time of fond childhood memories of a faraway land with talking animals, tea parties, and meeting a curious White Rabbit.  And it was following this chance meeting, Buffy began on a whole new journey.  Where along the way she was reunited with many, familiar yet not so familiar, friends and foes. The mind can be a wondrous place, can it not?
 
For those hesitant about this story, this is not switching out one character for another, a retelling, or rehashing of any story, movie, or combination thereof.  Hopefully you will give it a chance!  Big hugs-BBE
 
 I would like to thank whomever nominated me for Author of the Month for November.  My heartfelt gratitude.

Many thanks to Dauntlessgrace for the beautiful banner.  This story is my contribution to the Reunion Challenge.
Categories: Season 5
Characters: None
Genres: Action/Adventure, Fluffy/Comedy, Lighthearted
Warnings: Adult Language
Completed: Yes Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Word count: 16,335 Hit Count: 4,403 ePub Downloads: 85
Published: October 01, 2017 Updated: November 01, 2017
Into the Light by Behind Blue Eyes [NC-17] Likes: 26 Comments: 11
Summary: A new spin on Harsh Light of Day.  Parker just broke Buffy's heart. Spike playing in the sun's rays, wondering if he would freckle.  With a solid left punch, their battle begins.  With harsh strikes and even harsher  words, Spike recaps Buffy's love life.  How would a question of her own, change the outcome of the day?
Categories: Season 2, Episode Rewrite
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Porn w/ Plot
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,713 Hit Count: 2,588 ePub Downloads: 107
Published: February 14, 2010 Updated: February 15, 2010
Legal Debriefing by Behind Blue Eyes [NC-17] Likes: 16 Comments: 11
Summary: William " Spike" Eros is one of the new Attorneys at Wolfram and Hart. Elizabeth"Buffy" Summers is an ADA (Assistant District Attorney) who loathes him. Or does she?

Categories: Alternate Reality, All Human
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: No Chapters: 12 Table of Contents
Word count: 23,753 Hit Count: 1,319 ePub Downloads: 23
Published: October 28, 2009 Updated: March 16, 2010
Let's Do The Time Warp Again... by Behind Blue Eyes [R] Likes: 32 Comments: 22
Summary:
"It's not over." was Warren's solemn promise.  A promise to his fellow partners in crime.  A promise to himself.  A promise to the Little Girl that stood between him and ultimate super villain-hood.  
 
Buffy just wanted to get her life back to normal (or a close facsimile thereof) and find a place where she belonged.  But in true Tuesday on the Hellmouth form, the day started out bad and only got worse.  Especially the part of the day that went on and on and on. 
 
Well, time wasn't through with Buffy.  Time had big plans in pushing the fortified boundaries she'd so carefully built and in showing Buffy that things aren't always as they seemed.  Life appeared a whole lot different when you're trapped in a time warp.
 
Set in Season 6, during Life Serial
 
Many thanks to all_choseny for her lovely banner!  
 
Categories: Season 6
Characters: None
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy, Humor
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,705 Hit Count: 641 ePub Downloads: 8
Published: October 30, 2020 Updated: November 15, 2020
Lights.....Camera.....Action by Behind Blue Eyes [NC-17] Likes: 11 Comments: 8
Summary: What would happen if Buffy and Spike brought a video camera into the bedroom? Juicy Spuffy....that's what!

Categories: Alternate Reality
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Porn w/ Plot
Warnings: Adult Language, Fetish, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 1,303 Hit Count: 746 ePub Downloads: 37
Published: October 19, 2009 Updated: October 22, 2009
Love-Hate-Sex-Pain by Behind Blue Eyes [NC-17] Likes: 12 Comments: 9
Summary: Set in Season 6, Spike reflects on his relationship with Buffy.
Categories: Season 6
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 937 Hit Count: 239 ePub Downloads: 20
Published: October 28, 2010 Updated: October 28, 2010
Made with Care by Behind Blue Eyes [R] Likes: 30 Comments: 11
Summary: “William, it is customary in a young man’s life for a newly bespoke suit to be worn during a life altering occasion such as the one transpiring this evening, is it not?”     No truer words were ever spoken.
 
It began with a suit.  One given with love, another made with care. 
 
 
Amazingly beautiful banner by DauntlessGrace
Categories: Season 6
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,259 Hit Count: 816 ePub Downloads: 36
Published: June 29, 2017 Updated: June 29, 2017
More than an Eyeful by Behind Blue Eyes [NC-17] Likes: 15 Comments: 9
Summary: Xander couldn't be that clueless, could he?  During Gone, when Xander found Spike exercising, what was Xander doing before he so rudely interrupted.  In my mind, it was far more than what was shown!


Categories: Season 6, Episode Rewrite
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Xander
Genres: Porn w/ Plot
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,021 Hit Count: 825 ePub Downloads: 36
Published: March 09, 2010 Updated: March 09, 2010
Past Featured StoryMy Deepest Endearing Love and Devotion by Behind Blue Eyes [R] Likes: 25 Comments: 19
Summary: Spike reflects on his life, eighty years after Buffy has passed. 


*Nominated for SunnyD Awards Round 20:Best Post Series Finale Fic and Best Romance
*Nominated for Cover to Cover Buffy Awards Round One: Best Post Series Fic and Best One Shot
Categories: Post-Series
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,177 Hit Count: 1,091 ePub Downloads: 40
Published: December 12, 2009 Updated: December 16, 2009