Penname: Loup Noir
Real Name: Oli
Member Since: June 13, 2015
Last Active: November 18, 2018
Membership Status: Member
Skin: comic

Been a writer for a few years now and been a Spuffy fan much longer, that's basically it.

One thing you should know about me is that my tendency to create Original Characters. It's part of how I work, fanfiction or otherwise I need something of my own in there.

Other than that, I love to write and create :)

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Summary: In the aftermath of her battle with Angelus, an injured and emotionally shattered Buffy comes to the realisation that she has nothing left: her mother has disowned her, her friends have abandoned her and Angel, soul newly restored, has left her alone as he flees for the scene of his crime. Spike's unlife is left bereft of purpose now that Drusilla is gone, thrown into Hell by his hated grandsire. The two broken souls realise that all they have are each other and desperately cling to the last, fragile connection as they take their leave from Sunnydale.
Perhaps the two mortal enemies can rebuild that which they have lost...
Categories: Season 2, Season 3, Alternate Reality, Challenge Response
Characters: Buffy, Faith Lehane, Giles, Joyce, Lorne, Original Characters, Oz, Spike, Tara, Willow, Xander
Genres: Angst, Challenge Response, Fighting, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Sexual Situations, Violence
Challenges: You never came for me.
Completed: Yes Chapters: 38 Table of Contents
Word count: 159,496 Hit Count: 74,666 ePub Downloads: 633
Published: October 23, 2016 Updated: June 23, 2017
Summary: Sequel to Finally Broken.
With Angel's two week deadline at an end, Buffy gathers her friends and family and decides it's time to force to do what he has refused to. Confronted with the depths of Angel's treachery and selfishness once again, she realises that redemption is impossible. There is only justice. And vengeance.
But more importantly, it is time for Buffy to bring him home.
 
Series: Dust in the Wind.
Categories: Alternate Reality, Post-Series
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Cordelia, Dawn, Faith Lehane, Kennedy, Original Characters, Rona, Satsu, Spike, Vi
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Fighting, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Torture, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Word count: 5,257 Hit Count: 1,057 ePub Downloads: 12
Published: November 02, 2018 Updated: November 14, 2018
Summary: Sequel to Trial By Spirit.
On a particularly lonely night, Buffy's recovery from her physical and emotional ordeal within the Trials takes a disastrous turn. Faith, Dawn and Willow rush to New York to help her, dismayed by her sudden decline. As the three nurse the fragile Buffy back to health, the extent of Buffy's depression becomes alarmingly clear to her sister and best friend.
All the while, there is still the issue of Giles and Xander...
Series: Dust in the Wind.
Categories: Post-Series, Alternate Reality
Characters: Buffy, Dawn, Faith Lehane, Giles, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Angst, Dark, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Warnings: Drug Use, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Word count: 11,818 Hit Count: 2,116 ePub Downloads: 29
Published: September 17, 2018 Updated: October 23, 2018
Summary: Opens in the Angel episode Destiny, before going rapidly AU. In a flash of light, Spike was corporeal once more. No longer bound to Wolfram and Hart, and wanting nothing to do with the chaos around him, the newly corporeal vampire sets out to find his Slayer, with a little help from Fred. In the snowy countryside of Sweden, Spike and Buffy passionately reunite and make plans for their future. Meanwhile, Fred must deal with the fallout of her selfless actions at the hands of an irate Angel.
Categories: Crossover (AtS), Episode Rewrite, Claim
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Dawn, Fred, Giles, Spike, Wesley
Genres: Angst, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Word count: 28,404 Hit Count: 10,412 ePub Downloads: 217
Published: July 20, 2016 Updated: August 28, 2016
Summary: Sequel to Memories of the Light.
Buffy's grief at the loss of Spike continues to deepen, even after almost two years have gone by since his death. Despite some semblance of good returning to her life, her world continues to gradually darken as her heart refuses to mend and her dependency on her fantasies lingers.
But, a visit from a certain seer lights something within her once more. A faint glimmer of that rare substance that pushes us on in our time of need.
Hope.
Series: Dust in the Wind.
Categories: Post-Series, Alternate Reality
Characters: Buffy, Cordelia, Spike
Genres: Angst, Dark, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Drug Use, Sexual Situations, Taboo
Completed: Yes Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Word count: 4,785 Hit Count: 1,343 ePub Downloads: 73
Published: June 28, 2018 Updated: July 02, 2018
Summary: As Buffy wanders the chaotic Sunnydale, she is struck by a sudden epiphany about her friends. Realising that only one person stood by her unquestionably, even when she made mistakes and stumbled on her path, Buffy decides that for once, she is going to fight for what she wants. After fending off an attempt on her life by The First, she storms back to her house to confront the friends who betrayed her.
With only Spike standing by her once again as her friends floundered, Buffy heads off to fight her final battle. And along the way, she finally opens her heart to the vampire who fought to be a Champion. To be Her Champion.
Categories: Season 7, Episode Rewrite
Characters: Buffy, Ensemble, Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Fighting, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 11 Table of Contents
Word count: 41,517 Hit Count: 20,006 ePub Downloads: 266
Published: January 03, 2018 Updated: March 20, 2018
Summary: It is a strange thing when the right one for you is the one you least expected but constantly relied on. As Buffy faced disappointment after disappointment from the men in her life, the one who never let her down was Spike, her best friend and the man she trusted beyond all others. He was her safe haven, the one to turn to when she was lonely, upset or angry at the world. After Buffy finds herself let down once again, she begins to question why these men never stick around. Is it because she cannot meet their expectations? Or is it because they cannot live up to the standard unknowingly set by Spike?
Categories: All Human/Fantasy
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Faith Lehane, Harmony, Riley Finn, Spike, Tara, Willow
Genres: Angst, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Word count: 27,971 Hit Count: 3,419 ePub Downloads: 108
Published: September 13, 2016 Updated: October 01, 2016
Summary: Set in a very AU Season 4. After a run-in and subsequent escape from the Initiative, Buffy finds herself questioning what it means to be a Slayer. Finding an unlikely, but steadfast ally in Spike, Buffy realises that if she is to fight evil, she cannot pick one kind over the other.
 
  Nominated for Round 32 of the Sunnydale Memorial Rewards: Best New Author, Best Angst, Best Alternate Universe, Best Drama, Best Characterization, Best NC-17, Best Pairing Conventional, Best Romance
Categories: Season 4
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Joyce, Riley Finn, Spike, Willow
Genres: Angst, Fighting, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Character Death, Sexual Situations, Torture, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 16 Table of Contents
Word count: 66,308 Hit Count: 35,098 ePub Downloads: 476
Published: June 13, 2015 Updated: July 24, 2015
Summary: A sequel to Tears in the Rain, please read that first. A year has passed since Buffy disappeared after that fateful fight in L.A that cost Spike his life. Taking his duster, his lighter and his bike, Buffy scorned her one-time father figure, her former first love and ex-best friend, and rode off into the night. Giles, having lost all power over the Slayers since they discovered his treachery, sends a reluctant Faith to track down the elusive Buffy Summers in the hopes of bringing her back.
What Faith finds is not the Buffy she remembered. What she find is a Slayer lost in the dark.
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Series: Dust in the Wind.
Categories: Post-Series
Characters: Buffy, Faith Lehane, Giles, Spike
Genres: Angst, Dark, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 6,317 Hit Count: 995 ePub Downloads: 35
Published: June 03, 2018 Updated: June 03, 2018
Summary: Sequel to Whispers of a Dream.
There is comfort in memories. They remind us of happiness, of joy and of love. They remind us of what we live for, what we strive for and what we hope will come to pass. But, though they bring us joy and comfort, they can also bring sadness and pain, as we remember that we have lost. And when we feel that pain, we will do whatever we can to numb it.
As Dawn deals with Giles once again trying to go after her sister, Faith is faced with the very harsh of reality of Buffy's depression, and faces a difficult decision.
Series: Dust in the Wind.
Categories: Post-Series, Alternate Reality
Characters: Buffy, Dawn, Faith Lehane, Giles, Spike
Genres: Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp)
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 4,975 Hit Count: 658 ePub Downloads: 24
Published: June 23, 2018 Updated: June 23, 2018
Summary: Set shortly after Chosen. Buffy, her love for him finally realised, has to come to terms with the loss of Spike and finally confesses the extent of her feelings and wrong doings towards Spike to Dawn. As she struggles to move past Spike's final words to her, Dawn reminds her that Spike had always known her better than she thought.
Categories: Season 7, Post-Series
Characters: Buffy, Dawn, Spike
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 1,673 Hit Count: 1,153 ePub Downloads: 28
Published: June 30, 2016 Updated: June 30, 2016
Summary: Ten years have passed since the battle against the Senior Partners, with both Champions being granted the Shanshu when the bitter victory finally came. Bereft of cause, Spike, now half-vampire and half-human has been living a half-life. Going through the motions, not as strong as he was, weary of the struggle, weary of the world, and unable to bring himself to face the woman he has loved for so long.
But Champions never rest, as the plight of a young girl moves Spike to step back into the fight he had thought he left behind, and face the past he thought he had buried.
Categories: Post-Series, Challenge Response
Characters: Buffy, Dawn, Giles, Kennedy, Original Characters, Riley Finn, Robin Wood, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Challenge Response, Dark, Fighting, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death, Sexual Situations, Torture, Violence
Challenges: Old Man Spike
Completed: Yes Chapters: 28 Table of Contents
Word count: 96,219 Hit Count: 24,273 ePub Downloads: 289
Published: July 14, 2017 Updated: December 18, 2017
Summary: Buffy finds out about the final battle of L.A and rushes in to try and save the day. But time and fate are cruel because she arrives unable to stop anything and too late to save the man who fought to be what she deserved. Betrayed once again by her one-time love and a father figure, Buffy is left only with a memento of the man she loved too late and memories of their moments together.
And all those moments would be lost in time, like her tears in rain...
Series: Dust in the Wind.
Categories: Post-Series, Crossover (AtS)
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Dawn, Giles, Willow, Xander
Genres: Angst, Dark
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 4,380 Hit Count: 1,207 ePub Downloads: 46
Published: May 10, 2018 Updated: May 10, 2018
Summary: Set in at the start of a very AU Season Six. After being resurrected, Buffy seeks refuge with Spike and reacts violently when the Scoobies try to take her away. After discovering that her return to life has caused something about her to change, Buffy and Spike leave Sunnydale so she can come to terms with being back in the world she had saved. While they are gone, the Scoobies realise that Willow's actions have greatly angered the Powers That Be when they send their two most powerful agents to get answers.
Categories: Season 6
Characters: Anya, Buffy, Dawn, Giles, Original Characters, Spike, Tara, Willow, Xander
Genres: Angst, Drama, Fighting, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Torture, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 36 Table of Contents
Word count: 165,833 Hit Count: 58,006 ePub Downloads: 640
Published: August 02, 2015 Updated: June 29, 2016
Summary:
Sequel to Glimmer of Hope.
With a small shred of hope, Buffy waits restlessly for any word from the Powers regarding Spike's wellbeing and whereabouts. Upon learning from Faith of the Trials once taken by Angel to save his sire, Buffy decides to undergo her own trials with the hope that it will shed some light on where and how Spike is. And as Buffy prepares to have her body, mind and spirit tested beyond measure, Faith begins to worry for her friend's wellbeing...both physical and mental.
And somewhere, lost between realms, a certain vampire champion waits to be found...before it's too late.
Series: Dust in the Wind.
Categories: Post-Series, Alternate Reality
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Cordelia, Faith Lehane, Lorne, Spike
Genres: Angst, Dark, Fighting, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Sexual Situations, Torture, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Word count: 26,758 Hit Count: 4,672 ePub Downloads: 67
Published: July 14, 2018 Updated: September 07, 2018
Summary: "Reality can destroy the dream. Why shouldn't the dream destroy reality?"
As the Watcher's Council try to regain some semblance of control over their prodigal Slayer, Buffy continues to struggle with the reality of life without Spike. Even with an unexpected, if not complex, friend in Faith, the loss of her vampire continues to eat away what's left of her heart.
As she continues to sink, she decides that the sweet taste of a dream is preferable to the bitterness of reality.
But at what cost?
Sequel to Tears in the Rain and Lost in the Dark. Please read those first.
Series: Dust in the Wind.
Categories: Post-Series, Alternate Reality
Characters: Buffy, Faith Lehane, Satsu, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Angst, Dark, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Drug Use, Sexual Situations, Taboo
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 6,061 Hit Count: 834 ePub Downloads: 28
Published: June 11, 2018 Updated: June 11, 2018