Penname: Loup Noir
Real Name: Oli
Member Since: June 14, 2015
Last Active: June 28, 2022
Membership Status: Member
Skin: comic

Been a writer for a few years now and been a Spuffy fan much longer, that's basically it.

One thing you should know about me is that my tendency to create Original Characters. It's part of how I work, fanfiction or otherwise I need something of my own in there.

Other than that, I love to write and create :)

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Summary: With the dark realisation of Riley's work coming to light, Buffy and Dawn prepare their Slayers and friends for the inevitable conflict with the Initiative. As the pieces fall into place, and with a repentant Giles returning to the fold, the Summers sisters realise that not all is right and something else lurks in the shadows. In light of the new deadly threat, where the world's cruelty becomes apparent, Buffy comes to realise that happiness comes in many forms, and many places.
Series: Dust in the Wind.
Categories: Post-Series, Alternate Reality
Characters: Buffy, Dawn, Ensemble, Faith Lehane, Giles, Original Characters, Riley Finn, Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Dark, Erotica, Fighting, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Character Death, Sexual Situations, Threesome(s), Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 13 Table of Contents
Word count: 32,898 Hit Count: 14,156 ePub Downloads: 123
Published: July 11, 2019 Updated: December 26, 2019
Summary: Two weeks after Buffy saving him from Wolfram and Hart, Spike is gradually recovering from his wounds and regaining his strength. Buffy is devoting her time to aiding his recovery and gradually stepping back into her role as the Slayer, with Spike offering his emotional support.
Meanwhile, Dawn prepares her Council and allies for the inevitable as Giles continues to seek a reconciliation.
Sequel to Bring Him Home
 
Series: Dust in the Wind.
Categories: Post-Series, Alternate Reality
Characters: Buffy, Dawn, Faith Lehane, Fred, Satsu, Spike, Wesley, Willow
Genres: Action/Adventure, Fighting, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 13 Table of Contents
Word count: 45,611 Hit Count: 18,244 ePub Downloads: 179
Published: January 21, 2019 Updated: June 06, 2019
Summary: Bound to a faithless husband by her materialistic father, one would think that Buffy Summers hated her lot in life. But, behind closed doors and away from the prying eyes of the adulterous Riley Finn and the greedy Hank Summers, Buffy has found an addictive and passionate escape from what should be humiliation in the form of her two closest friends.
With slights of hand and charming smiles, Buffy indulges in her happiness and pleasures in spite of her father and husband's indiscretions.
Categories: All Human, Taboo - Adults Only
Characters: Angelus, Buffy, Cordelia, Darla, Riley Finn, Spike
Genres: Angst, Erotica, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Buffy/Other (Temp), Cheating/Infidelity, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Threesome(s)
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 6,867 Hit Count: 2,066 ePub Downloads: 61
Published: December 30, 2018 Updated: December 30, 2018
Summary: In the aftermath of her battle with Angelus, an injured and emotionally shattered Buffy comes to the realisation that she has nothing left: her mother has disowned her, her friends have abandoned her and Angel, soul newly restored, has left her alone as he flees for the scene of his crime. Spike's unlife is left bereft of purpose now that Drusilla is gone, thrown into Hell by his hated grandsire. The two broken souls realise that all they have are each other and desperately cling to the last, fragile connection as they take their leave from Sunnydale.
Perhaps the two mortal enemies can rebuild that which they have lost...
Categories: Season 2, Season 3, Alternate Reality, Challenge Response
Characters: Buffy, Faith Lehane, Giles, Joyce, Lorne, Original Characters, Oz, Spike, Tara, Willow, Xander
Genres: Angst, Fighting, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Sexual Situations, Violence
Challenges: You never came for me.
Completed: Yes Chapters: 38 Table of Contents
Word count: 159,496 Hit Count: 143,882 ePub Downloads: 1,105
Published: October 23, 2016 Updated: June 23, 2017
Summary: Sequel to Finally Broken.
With Angel's two week deadline at an end, Buffy gathers her friends and family and decides it's time to force to do what he has refused to. Confronted with the depths of Angel's treachery and selfishness once again, she realises that redemption is impossible. There is only justice. And vengeance.
But more importantly, it is time for Buffy to bring him home.
 
Series: Dust in the Wind.
Categories: Post-Series, Alternate Reality
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Cordelia, Dawn, Faith Lehane, Kennedy, Original Characters, Rona, Satsu, Spike, Vi
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Fighting, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Torture (Physical), Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Word count: 20,174 Hit Count: 11,870 ePub Downloads: 163
Published: November 02, 2018 Updated: December 27, 2018
Summary: She was the greatest of them. Perhaps even more so than the First Slayer, Sineya. The Watcher's Council's proudest champion, their crowning achievement. But it took from her everything: her innocence, her family, her identity. Her Calling became her slavery and her destiny, her shackles. And so for five long years, battle after battle, victory after victory, her legend and her hate grew until, finally, it was impossible for her to restrain.
And that was when he came to her. And so the Council's greatest warrior became their most terrifying foe, hunting her own kind.
Elizabeth 'Buffy' Summers, the Slayer of Slayers.
Categories: Pre-Series, Season 1, Season 2, Alternate Reality
Characters: Buffy, Ensemble, Spike, The Master, William
Genres: Dark, Erotica, Fighting, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Buffy/Other (Temp), Character Death, Rape (Actual), Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Taboo, Torture (Physical), Vampire!Buffy, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 46 Table of Contents
Word count: 117,941 Hit Count: 34,201 ePub Downloads: 353
Published: May 13, 2020 Updated: June 11, 2022
Summary: Sequel to Trial By Spirit.
On a particularly lonely night, Buffy's recovery from her physical and emotional ordeal within the Trials takes a disastrous turn. Faith, Dawn and Willow rush to New York to help her, dismayed by her sudden decline. As the three nurse the fragile Buffy back to health, the extent of Buffy's depression becomes alarmingly clear to her sister and best friend.
All the while, there is still the issue of Giles and Xander...
Series: Dust in the Wind.
Categories: Post-Series, Alternate Reality
Characters: Buffy, Dawn, Faith Lehane, Giles, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Angst, Dark, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Warnings: Substance Use/Addiction, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Word count: 11,818 Hit Count: 5,395 ePub Downloads: 109
Published: September 17, 2018 Updated: October 23, 2018
Summary: Opens in the Angel episode Destiny, before going rapidly AU. In a flash of light, Spike was corporeal once more. No longer bound to Wolfram and Hart, and wanting nothing to do with the chaos around him, the newly corporeal vampire sets out to find his Slayer, with a little help from Fred. In the snowy countryside of Sweden, Spike and Buffy passionately reunite and make plans for their future. Meanwhile, Fred must deal with the fallout of her selfless actions at the hands of an irate Angel.
Categories: Crossover (AtS), Episode Rewrite, Claim
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Dawn, Fred, Giles, Spike, Wesley
Genres: Angst, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Word count: 28,404 Hit Count: 17,130 ePub Downloads: 327
Published: July 20, 2016 Updated: August 28, 2016
Summary: Sequel to Memories of the Light.
Buffy's grief at the loss of Spike continues to deepen, even after almost two years have gone by since his death. Despite some semblance of good returning to her life, her world continues to gradually darken as her heart refuses to mend and her dependency on her fantasies lingers.
But, a visit from a certain seer lights something within her once more. A faint glimmer of that rare substance that pushes us on in our time of need.
Hope.
Series: Dust in the Wind.
Categories: Post-Series, Alternate Reality
Characters: Buffy, Cordelia, Spike
Genres: Angst, Dark, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Substance Use/Addiction, Sexual Situations, Taboo
Completed: Yes Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Word count: 4,785 Hit Count: 3,077 ePub Downloads: 139
Published: June 28, 2018 Updated: July 02, 2018
Summary: As Buffy wanders the chaotic Sunnydale, she is struck by a sudden epiphany about her friends. Realising that only one person stood by her unquestionably, even when she made mistakes and stumbled on her path, Buffy decides that for once, she is going to fight for what she wants. After fending off an attempt on her life by The First, she storms back to her house to confront the friends who betrayed her.
With only Spike standing by her once again as her friends floundered, Buffy heads off to fight her final battle. And along the way, she finally opens her heart to the vampire who fought to be a Champion. To be Her Champion.
Categories: Season 7, Episode Rewrite
Characters: Buffy, Ensemble, Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Fighting, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 11 Table of Contents
Word count: 41,517 Hit Count: 42,693 ePub Downloads: 494
Published: January 03, 2018 Updated: March 20, 2018
Summary: It is a strange thing when the right one for you is the one you least expected but constantly relied on. As Buffy faced disappointment after disappointment from the men in her life, the one who never let her down was Spike, her best friend and the man she trusted beyond all others. He was her safe haven, the one to turn to when she was lonely, upset or angry at the world. After Buffy finds herself let down once again, she begins to question why these men never stick around. Is it because she cannot meet their expectations? Or is it because they cannot live up to the standard unknowingly set by Spike?
Categories: All Human
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Faith Lehane, Harmony, Riley Finn, Spike, Tara, Willow
Genres: Angst, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Word count: 27,971 Hit Count: 5,292 ePub Downloads: 169
Published: September 14, 2016 Updated: October 01, 2016
Summary: Set in a very AU Season 4. After a run-in and subsequent escape from the Initiative, Buffy finds herself questioning what it means to be a Slayer. Finding an unlikely, but steadfast ally in Spike, Buffy realises that if she is to fight evil, she cannot pick one kind over the other.
 
  Nominated for Round 32 of the Sunnydale Memorial Rewards: Best New Author, Best Angst, Best Alternate Universe, Best Drama, Best Characterization, Best NC-17, Best Pairing Conventional, Best Romance
Categories: Season 4
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Joyce, Riley Finn, Spike, Willow
Genres: Angst, Fighting, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Character Death, Sexual Situations, Torture (Physical), Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 16 Table of Contents
Word count: 66,308 Hit Count: 56,026 ePub Downloads: 684
Published: June 14, 2015 Updated: July 24, 2015
Summary: A sequel to Tears in the Rain, please read that first. A year has passed since Buffy disappeared after that fateful fight in L.A that cost Spike his life. Taking his duster, his lighter and his bike, Buffy scorned her one-time father figure, her former first love and ex-best friend, and rode off into the night. Giles, having lost all power over the Slayers since they discovered his treachery, sends a reluctant Faith to track down the elusive Buffy Summers in the hopes of bringing her back.
What Faith finds is not the Buffy she remembered. What she find is a Slayer lost in the dark.
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Series: Dust in the Wind.
Categories: Post-Series
Characters: Buffy, Faith Lehane, Giles, Spike
Genres: Angst, Dark, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 6,317 Hit Count: 2,350 ePub Downloads: 105
Published: June 04, 2018 Updated: June 04, 2018
Summary: Sequel to Whispers of a Dream.
There is comfort in memories. They remind us of happiness, of joy and of love. They remind us of what we live for, what we strive for and what we hope will come to pass. But, though they bring us joy and comfort, they can also bring sadness and pain, as we remember that we have lost. And when we feel that pain, we will do whatever we can to numb it.
As Dawn deals with Giles once again trying to go after her sister, Faith is faced with the very harsh of reality of Buffy's depression, and faces a difficult decision.
Series: Dust in the Wind.
Categories: Post-Series, Alternate Reality
Characters: Buffy, Dawn, Faith Lehane, Giles, Spike
Genres: Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp)
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 4,975 Hit Count: 1,856 ePub Downloads: 90
Published: June 23, 2018 Updated: June 23, 2018
Summary: Set shortly after Chosen. Buffy, her love for him finally realised, has to come to terms with the loss of Spike and finally confesses the extent of her feelings and wrong doings towards Spike to Dawn. As she struggles to move past Spike's final words to her, Dawn reminds her that Spike had always known her better than she thought.
Categories: Season 7, Post-Series
Characters: Buffy, Dawn, Spike
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 1,673 Hit Count: 1,650 ePub Downloads: 54
Published: June 30, 2016 Updated: June 30, 2016
Summary: Ten years have passed since the battle against the Senior Partners, with both Champions being granted the Shanshu when the bitter victory finally came. Bereft of cause, Spike, now half-vampire and half-human has been living a half-life. Going through the motions, not as strong as he was, weary of the struggle, weary of the world, and unable to bring himself to face the woman he has loved for so long.
But Champions never rest, as the plight of a young girl moves Spike to step back into the fight he had thought he left behind, and face the past he thought he had buried.
Categories: Post-Series, Challenge Response
Characters: Buffy, Dawn, Giles, Kennedy, Original Characters, Riley Finn, Robin Wood, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Dark, Fighting, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death, Sexual Situations, Torture (Physical), Violence
Challenges: Old Man Spike
Completed: Yes Chapters: 28 Table of Contents
Word count: 96,219 Hit Count: 39,072 ePub Downloads: 408
Published: July 14, 2017 Updated: December 18, 2017
Summary: Buffy finds out about the final battle of L.A and rushes in to try and save the day. But time and fate are cruel because she arrives unable to stop anything and too late to save the man who fought to be what she deserved. Betrayed once again by her one-time love and a father figure, Buffy is left only with a memento of the man she loved too late and memories of their moments together.
And all those moments would be lost in time, like her tears in rain...
Series: Dust in the Wind.
Categories: Post-Series, Crossover (AtS)
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Dawn, Giles, Willow, Xander
Genres: Angst, Dark
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 4,380 Hit Count: 3,018 ePub Downloads: 126
Published: May 10, 2018 Updated: May 10, 2018
Summary: Set in at the start of a very AU Season Six. After being resurrected, Buffy seeks refuge with Spike and reacts violently when the Scoobies try to take her away. After discovering that her return to life has caused something about her to change, Buffy and Spike leave Sunnydale so she can come to terms with being back in the world she had saved. While they are gone, the Scoobies realise that Willow's actions have greatly angered the Powers That Be when they send their two most powerful agents to get answers.
Categories: Season 6
Characters: Anya, Buffy, Dawn, Giles, Original Characters, Spike, Tara, Willow, Xander
Genres: Angst, Drama, Fighting, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Torture (Physical), Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 36 Table of Contents
Word count: 165,833 Hit Count: 89,457 ePub Downloads: 944
Published: August 02, 2015 Updated: June 29, 2016
Summary:
Sequel to Glimmer of Hope.
With a small shred of hope, Buffy waits restlessly for any word from the Powers regarding Spike's wellbeing and whereabouts. Upon learning from Faith of the Trials once taken by Angel to save his sire, Buffy decides to undergo her own trials with the hope that it will shed some light on where and how Spike is. And as Buffy prepares to have her body, mind and spirit tested beyond measure, Faith begins to worry for her friend's wellbeing...both physical and mental.
And somewhere, lost between realms, a certain vampire champion waits to be found...before it's too late.
Series: Dust in the Wind.
Categories: Post-Series, Alternate Reality
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Cordelia, Faith Lehane, Lorne, Spike
Genres: Angst, Dark, Fighting, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Sexual Situations, Torture (Physical), Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Word count: 26,758 Hit Count: 9,754 ePub Downloads: 159
Published: July 14, 2018 Updated: September 07, 2018
Summary: "Reality can destroy the dream. Why shouldn't the dream destroy reality?"
As the Watcher's Council try to regain some semblance of control over their prodigal Slayer, Buffy continues to struggle with the reality of life without Spike. Even with an unexpected, if not complex, friend in Faith, the loss of her vampire continues to eat away what's left of her heart.
As she continues to sink, she decides that the sweet taste of a dream is preferable to the bitterness of reality.
But at what cost?
Sequel to Tears in the Rain and Lost in the Dark. Please read those first.
Series: Dust in the Wind.
Categories: Post-Series, Alternate Reality
Characters: Buffy, Faith Lehane, Satsu, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Angst, Dark, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Substance Use/Addiction, Sexual Situations, Taboo
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 6,061 Hit Count: 2,079 ePub Downloads: 89
Published: June 11, 2018 Updated: June 11, 2018