Penname: holetoledo
Real Name: Erica
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Location: Ohio
Member Since: September 16, 2008
Last Active: June 20, 2024
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My name is Erica! I started watching Buffy at the tender, unsupervised age of nine years old (it was the '90s, the TV was my babysitter). My mom was a fan first, and before she'd go to work she used to ask me to record it on our VHS player. Man, am I dating myself!

I first started writing Spuffy on ff.net as daflippnay. I'm a social worker by day, but by night I turn into a narcoleptic potato. I love my husband, death metal, punk music, havarti cheese, and terrible '80s movies. 

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Summary: Written for Behind Blue Eyes for The Secret Santa challenge :)
 
Buffy's having a bad day and just really wants some pizza. And Spike will deliver—but of course he's gonna give her a really hard time first.
 
Episode rewrite of "Doomed."
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: ClowniestLivEver
Artists: None
Categories: Season 4, Episode Rewrite, Missing Scene, Challenge Response
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Giles, Xander, Anya, Joyce, Riley Finn
Genres: Action/Adventure, Dramedy, Erotica, Fighting, HEA/HFN, Porn w/ Plot, Prophecy, Romance
Warnings: Blood Play, Fetish, Sexual Situations, Violence
Event: Secret Santa Fic Exchange 2023
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 8,185 Hit Count: 770 ePub Downloads: 24
Published: December 01, 2023 Updated: December 01, 2023
Summary: Buffy is caught in Lothos' thrall when it's suddenly severed. Panicking, she searches her surroundings for Merrick, who is several feet up ahead clutching his very bloody neck. She's hurrying to her Watcher now, knowing time is crucial and he's gonna need a hospital. He's done so much for her in such a short amount of time and she simply can't let him die.
 
But what in the the hell just happened back there?
 
And why are they still alive to tell the tale?
 
Note: This fic follows canon in the 1992 movie, not the series, though there will be a little bit of the show's sprinkled in throughout.
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Pre-Series, Alternate Reality, Claim
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Giles, Angel, Clem, Drusilla, Hank Summers, Joyce, Lothos, Merrick, Mr. Gordo, Original Characters, Other, Whistler, Willy the Snitch
Genres: Action/Adventure, Dramedy, Erotica, Fighting, Hurt/Comfort, Porn w/ Plot
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 18 Table of Contents
Word count: 43,481 Hit Count: 6,393 ePub Downloads: 69
Published: December 17, 2023 Updated: March 17, 2024
Summary: Ugh. Buffy discovers her step brother Spike is a huge cock block.
 
Inspired by the music video for Die Antwoord's Baby's On Fire.
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Series: Baby's On Fire
Categories: Alternate Reality, All Human
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Cordelia, Darla, Giles, Harmony, Joyce, Spike, Willow
Genres: Dramedy, Fluffy/Comedy, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp)
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 4,953 Hit Count: 2,584 ePub Downloads: 59
Published: October 05, 2019 Updated: October 05, 2019
Summary: Hank and Joyce Summers, duke and duchess of Sommersbourg, lock their fifteen-year-old daughter away in a tower when she begins to have some dreadful, unnatural dreams. Loosely based on The Brothers Grimm's "Rapunzel." NOTE: Buffy is FIFTEEN here, and Spike is obviously much older...if that squicks you out, RUN AWAY!
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Series: Flesh for Fantasy
Categories: Taboo - Adults Only, Alternate Reality
Characters: Anya, Buffy, Ethan Rayne, Giles, Joyce, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Angst, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Child Abuse, Sexual Situations, Taboo
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 10,074 Hit Count: 2,636 ePub Downloads: 134
Published: June 09, 2016 Updated: June 09, 2016
Summary:

"All I need is a fireplace to sweep up and you can start calling me 'Cinderbuffy,'" she muttered, thrusting her bottom lip out into a pout. 
 

~
 

 When Buffy's father passes away, life throws her for a loop where she's under the guardianship of a very unwilling, unloving step family. 
 

 It takes a village to raise a child, and when said village steps up far better than those living under her roof, Buffy finds ways to survive -- even if it's only out of spite.
 

NoteSpikelover4ever just made me the most amazing banner for this story. THANK YOU SO MUCH CHARLEEN!!

Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Series: Flesh for Fantasy
Categories: Alternate Reality, All Human
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Giles, Willow, Xander, Angel, Anya, Ben Wilkinson, Darla, Drusilla, Halfrek, Hank Summers, Harmony, Jenny Calendar, Jonathan Levinson, Lindsey McDonald, Lorne, Original Characters, Oz, Principal Snyder, Tara
Genres: Angst, Dramedy, Fix-It, HEA/HFN, Hurt/Comfort, Porn w/ Plot, Romance, Slow-Burn, Tragedy
Warnings: Abuse, Adult Language, Mental Health Issues, Suicidal Ideation
Completed: No Chapters: 20 Table of Contents
Word count: 71,275 Hit Count: 4,466 ePub Downloads: 43
Published: April 07, 2023 Updated: March 06, 2024
Summary:  I just found my first ever Spuffy high school fic from 2008 that I've never shared! Shame on me!
 
Buffy moves to the sleepy town of Sunnydale with her mother after her parents' rough divorce. She's been going through some hard times, but things are starting to come together... If she'd let them.
 
A little bit of angst and a whole lot of fluff!
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: All Human, Alternate Reality
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Drusilla, Giles, Harmony, Joyce, Mr. Gordo, Parker Abrams, Principal Snyder, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Dramedy, Fluffy/Comedy, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp)
Completed: Yes Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Word count: 21,507 Hit Count: 1,986 ePub Downloads: 83
Published: March 23, 2018 Updated: March 23, 2018
Summary: Takes place sometime season four. Loosely based on Disney's "Sleeping Beauty." A demigod comes from another dimension to consume The Slayer's life. Spike comes to the rescue...but the method he must take is rather fiendish. 
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Series: Flesh for Fantasy
Categories: Season 4
Characters: Ensemble, Riley Finn
Genres: Action/Adventure, Drama, Porn w/ Plot
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 5,904 Hit Count: 2,374 ePub Downloads: 89
Published: May 24, 2016 Updated: May 24, 2016
Summary: You begged and it was so pretty--sequel to Baby's On Fire. A series of naughty encounters between our favorite couple.
 
 If you've read this before, start with the first chapter. My one-shot grew legs. ^_^;
 
Established relationship. 
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Series: Baby's On Fire
Categories: Drabbles, Alternate Reality, Vignettes, All Human, Taboo - Adults Only
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Erotica, Established Relationship, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Completed: No Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Word count: 7,611 Hit Count: 3,350 ePub Downloads: 50
Published: November 04, 2019 Updated: March 27, 2023
Summary: Buffy joins the adult film industry when she finds that she can't make ends meet. She's only looking for a job, but to her surprise, she gains a support system, too. Note: this fic is literally porn with plot. COMPLETE!
 
This beautiful banner was created by pixiecorn <3
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Award Winners, Alternate Reality, All Human
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Willow, Xander, Angel, Connor, Cordelia, Dawn, Ensemble, Faith Lehane
Genres: Angst, Dramedy, Erotica, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Taboo, Threesome(s)
Completed: Yes Chapters: 9 Table of Contents
Word count: 28,308 Hit Count: 14,061 ePub Downloads: 172
Published: December 15, 2015 Updated: July 12, 2017
Summary: Elizabeth Summers inherits her parents' farmstead when they pass in a violent fire. She devotes her life to it despite her best friend pushing her to wed. One day her hired help hurts his back, and reveals that his son, William, must take his place. Little does she know that he will immediately turn her life around....
 
A nod to Thomas Hardy's "Far From The Madding Crowd."
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Alternate Reality
Characters: Buffy, Giles, William, Willow
Genres: Drama, Erotica, Porn w/o Plot, Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,767 Hit Count: 1,277 ePub Downloads: 57
Published: November 28, 2017 Updated: November 28, 2017
Summary: Dreams and waking life blur together for two master vampires and their very reluctant Slayer. Spike, Dru, and Buffy find themselves strange bedfellows with one another. Of course, real life always has a nasty habit of intervening. 
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Taboo - Adults Only, Season 2, Season 3, Claim
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Drusilla, Giles, Joyce, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Dramedy, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Buffy/Other (Temp), Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Threesome(s), Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 9,961 Hit Count: 4,800 ePub Downloads: 138
Published: March 05, 2016 Updated: March 05, 2016
Summary: The universe owes her, damnit.
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Season 4, Challenge Response
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Xander
Genres: Erotica, Fighting, Porn w/o Plot
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Challenges: Stake Bate
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 3,415 Hit Count: 464 ePub Downloads: 14
Published: March 23, 2024 Updated: March 23, 2024
Summary: Buffy and Spike wake up together with their heads pounding and their memories just as bare as they are. AU. Oneshot. 
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Alternate Reality, All Human
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Xander, Faith Lehane
Genres: Dramedy, Erotica, Porn w/ Plot
Warnings: Dubious Consent, Sexual Situations, Substance Use/Addiction
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,545 Hit Count: 465 ePub Downloads: 17
Published: September 28, 2023 Updated: September 28, 2023
Summary: What's it like for Buffy to give up control--and like it?
 
Spike knows.
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Post-Series, Taboo - Adults Only
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Erotica, Humor, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Fetish, Sexual Situations, Taboo
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 1,193 Hit Count: 2,084 ePub Downloads: 76
Published: May 22, 2018 Updated: May 22, 2018
Summary: One-shot episode rewrite of Hush. Unashamedly porn-with-a-smidgen-of-plot--just enough to get 'em oiled up. ;)
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Season 4, Episode Rewrite
Characters: Anya, Buffy, Giles, Riley Finn, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Erotica, Fighting, Porn w/ Plot
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,044 Hit Count: 1,909 ePub Downloads: 60
Published: March 11, 2018 Updated: March 11, 2018
Summary: Sequel to The HumanityAngel seeks Buffy's help after the numerous kidnapping attempts on his son. And Buffy is cursed and just plain needs help. This is their juggling act—their new normal. S/B A/C pairings
 
BtVS crossover with AtS and Clive Barker's Jericho / Tortured Souls. You will not need to know any background info from Clive Barker's works to enjoy this fic :) WIP
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Summary: Buffy's thoughts are a-flutter tonight, under Spike's area rug. Takes place during "Dead Things."
He'll pay for making her feel like a mere girl. For making her feel like just Buffy.
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Season 6
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst, Erotica, POV
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 422 Hit Count: 559 ePub Downloads: 19
Published: June 22, 2017 Updated: June 22, 2017
Summary: "I can't wait to tell my friends. They don't have a rock this big." 
 
In the midst of best laid plans and a big world-ending rock and grief, Buffy and Spike find themselves....connecting in ways they hadn't imagined. Acathla arc rewrite.
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Season 2, Episode Rewrite
Characters: Angelus, Buffy, Cordelia, Drusilla, Ensemble, Giles, Jenny Calendar, Joyce, Kendra, Oz, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Word count: 14,499 Hit Count: 8,606 ePub Downloads: 169
Published: September 04, 2016 Updated: September 04, 2016
Summary: An earthquake on Buffy's birthday sets things in a direction no one is prepared for. Episode rewrites from Older And Far Away to As You Were. I didn't include Hell's Bells. Is AU for a short amount of time due to Normal Again.
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Season 6, Alternate Reality, Episode Rewrite
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Glory, Halfrek, Hank Summers, Joyce, Riley Finn, Spike, William, Willow, Willy the Snitch, Xander
Genres: Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Lighthearted, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Buffy/Other (Temp), Human!Spike, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Word count: 15,626 Hit Count: 2,528 ePub Downloads: 100
Published: July 20, 2018 Updated: July 20, 2018
Summary: What if Willow's "Will Be Done" spell had given Buffy and Spike false memories? 
 
Are they really false?
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Series: Shades of Blue
Categories: Season 10 (Comic), Season 4, Season 6, Season 8 (Comic), Season 9 (Comic)
Characters: Buffy, Giles, Spike, Willow
Genres: Angst, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 5,996 Hit Count: 2,829 ePub Downloads: 103
Published: September 01, 2015 Updated: September 01, 2015
Summary: After Willow's "Will Be Done" spell, Buffy and Spike have been growing awfully close. Of course the pair are blind to it. An AU rewrite of The Initiative arc, and a different play on Adam. 
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Series: Shades of Blue
Categories: Award Winners, Season 4, Alternate Reality, Episode Rewrite, Missing Scene
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Giles, Willow, Xander, Anya, Ensemble, Joyce, Tara
Genres: Action/Adventure, Drama, Fighting, Porn w/ Plot
Warnings: Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 11 Table of Contents
Word count: 26,751 Hit Count: 20,296 ePub Downloads: 294
Published: July 02, 2016 Updated: July 02, 2016
Summary: Sequel to "Rocks Off." After the death of Angelus Buffy can't stay another moment more. Spike follows her to L.A., intent on doing her in. Complete.
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Episode Rewrite, Season 2, Season 3
Characters: Buffy, Original Characters, Spike
Genres: Angst, Drama, Fighting, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 4,316 Hit Count: 1,731 ePub Downloads: 101
Published: September 10, 2016 Updated: September 10, 2016
Summary: What if they'd gone all the way? Rewrite of 'Something Blue'.
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Series: Shades of Blue
Categories: Season 4
Characters: Buffy, Joyce, Spike
Genres: Angst, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Word count: 5,654 Hit Count: 4,770 ePub Downloads: 120
Published: September 03, 2015 Updated: September 03, 2015
Summary: Sunnydale has become the product of dystopian dreams. Human farming is prevalent and so is the lack of women's rights. Alas, Buffy is of age for The Conception, a rite of passage all fertile seventeen year old girls must undergo.
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Alternate Reality
Characters: Buffy, Joyce, Spike
Genres: Angst, Drama, Erotica, Porn w/ Plot
Warnings: Adult Language, Child Abuse, Sexual Situations, Taboo
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 3,563 Hit Count: 1,459 ePub Downloads: 61
Published: June 06, 2017 Updated: June 06, 2017
Summary:

And he without a doubt firmly believed that if Lady Justice looked like anything, if she'd been a proper archetype, it was a blindfolded Slayer wielding a stake and knowing who to kick in the crotch. COMPLETE! 

Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Series: The Humanity
Categories: Season 5, Alternate Reality
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Giles, Willow, Xander, Andrew Wells, Anya, April, Ben Wilkinson, Cordelia, Dawn, Drusilla, Ensemble, Glory, Hank Summers, Jonathan Levinson, Joyce, Katrina Silber, Riley Finn, Tara, Warren Mears
Genres: Angst, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Tragedy
Warnings: Character Death
Completed: Yes Chapters: 15 Table of Contents
Word count: 33,780 Hit Count: 17,007 ePub Downloads: 146
Published: February 23, 2019 Updated: March 24, 2023
Summary: Loosely based on "The Little Mermaid." Buffy has spent all her life intrigued by what goes on above the surface, especially after a white-haired man is thrown from his vessel one stormy evening....
 

**FINALLY COMPLETED after eight years! Sorry ^^;**

Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Series: Flesh for Fantasy
Categories: Alternate Reality
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Giles, Willow, Cordelia, Drusilla, Jenny Calendar, Joyce, Tara
Genres: Action/Adventure, Drama, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Word count: 17,243 Hit Count: 1,818 ePub Downloads: 42
Published: April 02, 2017 Updated: January 27, 2024
Summary: Buffy inadvertently makes a wish. Halfrek delivers. A Spuffy version of Eros and Psyche.
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Series: Flesh for Fantasy
Categories: Season 6
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 5,979 Hit Count: 2,022 ePub Downloads: 81
Published: August 05, 2015 Updated: August 06, 2015
Summary: Spike's disillusioned and has a hate-on for women. Buffy's self-confidence is rattled after a nasty breakup. Put the two together during their best friends' wedding and what do you get? Lots of angst and erotica is what.
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Taboo - Adults Only, Alternate Reality
Characters: Buffy, Drusilla, Forrest Gates, Giles, Mr. Gordo, Riley Finn, Spike, Xander
Genres: Angst, Erotica, Hurt/Comfort, Porn w/ Plot
Warnings: Adult Language, Fetish, Taboo
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 8,089 Hit Count: 1,596 ePub Downloads: 52
Published: May 20, 2018 Updated: May 20, 2018
Summary: My take on what should have happened when Spike confronts Buffy for her out-of-character behavior.
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Season 4, Episode Rewrite
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Erotica, Porn w/ Plot
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 1,838 Hit Count: 2,263 ePub Downloads: 47
Published: October 06, 2017 Updated: October 06, 2017
Summary: Banner fantastically created by @nmcil
 
What if, when Buffy jumped to her death, something else was born of her ultimate sacrifice? 
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None