Penname: Spikelover4ever
Real Name: Charleen
Pronouns: She/her
Location: Usa
Member Since: August 20, 2023
Last Active: December 02, 2023
Membership Status: Member
Skin: everyday-light

I'm obsessed with Spuffy, can't get enough fanfic. I'm a new writer, but I think I'm getting better and better as I go along. So far, all but one of my stories are a work in progress. I tend to get bored and then start writing a new story (adhd tingz). I love romance. That's always been my favorite genre. I love to chat with fellow Spuffy fans, so feel free to send me a message :)

About me:

I'm in my 30s and work in the mental health field as my day job. I'm married and have two dogs (a pitbull mix and a beagle). 

BTW if you haven't requested a Cameo from James Marsters, I highly recommend it! I requested him to give a piece of advice he would give his younger self and here it is.

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Summary: Buffy is deep in grief after the events of the hellmouth and the scoobies are worried about her. Willow comes up with a plan to give Buffy a spell that would temporarily bring back Spike to her from another time in the past. Buffy, not caring about any potential consequences, emotionally or otherwise, she takes the offer and summons herself a Spike (or two or three, or fourish?). Will Buffy learn to face her grief and move on, or will she plunge further into despair and the reality that none of this changes the fact that her Spike is gone forever? Read on to find out.
Let's all pretend that time travel rules are more vague in this universe, and Spike may or may not have been resurrected by the evil law firm, that's tbd. Also, the smut is really not the main focus here, I'll include some for the plot, but it's more about Buffy's grief. 
Categories: Post-Series, Time Travel
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Giles, Willow, Xander, Angel, Dawn, Doyle
Genres: Angst, Drama, Established Relationship, Fix-It, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Blood Play, Mental Health Issues, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Suicidal Ideation, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 21 Table of Contents
Word count: 49,038 Hit Count: 7,554 ePub Downloads: 86
Published: September 13, 2023 Updated: October 15, 2023
Summary: Buffy is sitting at a bar, drowning in her sorrows with a glass of bourbon , 5 years after the events of the end of the series. She tells her tale of love lost to an attentive patron of the bar who happens to be a vengeance demon, who is particularly empathetic to her plight. She grants her a wish to bring past Buffy to the future long enough for her to push her to fix their love problems by allowing Spike to date her, around the time Spike is ready to profess their love (Crush episode). Past Buffy is then sent back armed with the information to make different choices, and hopefully prevent her life from turning out to be loveless and disappointing. First she has to get over her general dislike of Spike, and instincts to not let him in. Will this wish lead to a better future? Or will her own prejudices and the judgment of her friends get in the way? Read on to find out.
Categories: Season 5, Post-Series, Wishverse
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy, HEA/HFN, Hurt/Comfort, Lighthearted, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Character Death, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 8 Table of Contents
Word count: 52,922 Hit Count: 3,471 ePub Downloads: 61
Published: November 04, 2023 Updated: November 23, 2023
Summary: Buffy has been living alone in the Amalfi coast for the past 2 weeks. The first vacation she's ever taken in her life. It's been two years since the end of the events in the series. Buffy has gotten used to her quiet and quaint life when a knock at the door turns her life upside down in the best way. This is a Romance story through and through, the new beginning to the end of series I would have loved to see.
I hope you enjoy! Please let me know if anyone is interested in creating a banner, I haven't the first clue on how to do so, sorry!
Categories: Post-Series
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Giles, Angel
Genres: Established Relationship, Fighting, Hurt/Comfort, Porn w/ Plot, Resurrection, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Human!Spike, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Word count: 16,744 Hit Count: 730 ePub Downloads: 17
Published: August 26, 2023 Updated: September 09, 2023
Summary: Sequel to A Love that Defies Space and Time: Buffy and Spike have gone back in time to do over the last almost 2 years of their lives. The Powers That Be, have given them this chance as a reward for releasing the powers of the slayer to all the potentials around the world. They claim it's a gift, but things are never that easy with the Powers, and there has to be something more in it for them than meets the eye, right? Buffy and Spike are in for a big surprise as things go completely off course, but in mostly a good way this time around. Will Buffy's friends learn to accept her relationship with Spike? Will they get the slice of happiness they always dreamed of? Read on to find out!
(Not super important to have read the first story all the way through if you want to skip to this one, I'll include backstory as needed to make sense of the story as I go along.)
A major shoutout firstly to cd85 for making this gorgeous banner for me. I can't get over how it turned out!! Please hype her up in the comments!
Another shoutout to pfeifferpack for the title of this story, it was completely their clever idea. 
Thanks for everyone who read my last story, I'm so excited to continue to develop this timeline and see where it takes Spuffy :)
*Edit, sorry when I posted this I forgot to add it to a series, silly me. 
Summary: It's 2012 and Spike and Buffy are happily living their ever after when they receive an invitation to attend a baby shower. This triggers Buffy to have an internal spiral about maybe wanting to have kids and the fact that she's not getting any younger, while Spike will remain young and gorgeous forever. Buffy starts to act differently with Spike, and he decides that if she's not going to express their feelings, maybe a vengeance demon therapist can get her to talk. While they are having their therapy session, Buffy mentions how their younger selves would feel seeing them together at this point. Their therapist takes the opportunity to conjur them from the past, and interesting conversations ensue before they are sent back to their time, armed with the knowledge of their destiny to be together. Will past Buffy and Spike take the proverbial carrot? Will future Buffy and Spike find a way around their problems? Continue reading on in this one-shot story for more :)
Categories: Season 4, Post-Series, Wishverse, Alternate Reality, Time Travel
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Willow, Oz
Genres: Established Relationship, Fluffy/Comedy, HEA/HFN, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 10,902 Hit Count: 343 ePub Downloads: 10
Published: November 25, 2023 Updated: November 25, 2023
Summary: In this story Buffy embarks on a journey to rescue the love of her life, Spike, from the clutches of an old and powerful vampire coven in Germany, whose headquarters is at popular nightclub. With the help of unexpected allies and a determination that knows no bounds, Buffy sets out to prove that love can conquer even the most formidable foes. The catch is that once Buffy finally reaches Spike, she learns that his memory has been altered and she must now prove to him that their love is worth sacrificing his new found family. 
Will Buffy win Spike over and finally get to have the life she always wanted? Or will she get sucked into the allure of the nightlife and abandon her duties as head slayer. Read on to find out :)
*This story starts out right after Andrew arrives and retrieves the rouge slayer on season 5 episode 11 of Angel, but veers completely off course from there. It's been 6 months since the hellmouth was destroyed* 
Categories: Post-Series, Crossover (AtS), Alternate Reality
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Giles, Willow, Andrew Wells, Angel, AtS Ensemble, Charles Gunn, Fred, Harmony, Original Characters
Genres: Angst, Drama, Established Relationship, HEA/HFN, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Slow-Burn, Under Magical Influence
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Dubious Consent, Sexual Situations, Threesome(s), Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Word count: 11,789 Hit Count: 596 ePub Downloads: 15
Published: September 25, 2023 Updated: October 30, 2023