Real Name: Patti
Pronouns: she/her
Location: Northern Virginia
Last Active: September 12, 2024
Membership Status: Member
Skin: his hero
Long time (old) fanfic reader and author.
I've gone through my fics and ended up posting almost everything Spuffy I've written. For better or worse. It looks like a lot, but bear in mind it's now over twenty years worth of writing in this fandom. :) Publication dates indicate when I posted them here, not when they were originally written. Even those original dates aren't necessarily right anymore, as I've replaced laptops and word processing programs quite a few times, and there was a point where the dates on everything written before a certain change reflect only the year of the change.
Please don't worry that something you like doesn't have a lot of reviews. Many/most of these fics will have been posted at several other archives many years ago and have garnered their fair share of reviews (and awards) at those places, so I don't expect a lot of reviews here where many readers will have already commented elsewhere. But thank you for being worried for me. I appreciate it. :)
Old, long-ago-finished and multi-chaptered stories are posted in largish chunks of several chapters each. That was just the fastest and easiest way for me to do it, and without clogging up the "recent fics" part of the home page. My apologies to those who like to read one chapter at a time. And formatting can be inconsistent as the paragraph spacing that works on most other places, causes extra spaces on here.
Many of the really short ficlets will have been combined into one post. Most of these very short ones were written for various prompts at different Live Journal communities: sb_fag_ends, to fill a bingo card of some sort, or to fill a prompt at Taming_the_muse. Quality will vary.... In season six (especially)I may have more than one fic focused around a particular episode (Dead Things, for instance) or a particular theme (Spike grows a pair, Buffy gets a clue). Those fics are often posted in one place, making each one a separate "chapter" in what is really a collection of short stand-alones.
I apologize for any annoyance at the combined posts, but that was the only reasonable way to put all those things here. I no longer have a website of my own, but pretty much everything I've written, including non-Spuffy works, can be found at AO3 (or at my Dreamwidth or Live Journal).
Here are the challenges as put up on the Seven Seasons community:
1) Giles doesn't leave, and he's there when he finds Spike crying against the tree. How does Giles find out about Buffy and manage to be at the house when all the Scoobies return? How does he react to seeing Spike in tears at Buffy’s return?
2) What if Spike isn't the only one to hear Buffy say that her friends dragged her out of Heaven? Who has overheard her and how do they react to the news--as well as the fact that Buffy confided in Spike and not her friends?
3) Riley returns-absent any rebound wife. How does Buffy react while remembering how desperately she'd run to catch him and stop him from leaving her? Does she still want him back?
4) Spike knew about the resurrection and tried to stop it, afraid that Buffy would 'come back wrong.' What is he afraid of?
Artists: None
Characters: Anya, Buffy, Dawn, Giles, Riley Finn, Spike, Tara, Willow, Xander
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death
Completed: Yes Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Word count: 8,654 Hit Count: 8,573 ePub Downloads: 101
Published: August 03, 2016 Updated: January 27, 2020
Part of what turned out to be a very long series that includes the original story, this one, Misc Bumpverse Schmoop, and Always Knew I'd Go Down Fighting.
Artists: None
Categories: Post-Series, Baby/Kid Fic, Holiday Fic
Characters: Buffy, Dawn, Ensemble, Faith Lehane, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Established Relationship
Warnings: Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 14,302 Hit Count: 2,787 ePub Downloads: 121
Published: April 07, 2016 Updated: April 07, 2016
...what would they give each other in 2022? Alllll these years later and they're still going strong. So, what's under their tree, y'all?
Artists: None
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Established Relationship, HEA/HFN
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 1,777 Hit Count: 452 ePub Downloads: 22
Published: December 29, 2022 Updated: December 29, 2022
They don’t have a relationship yet; they weren’t even much more than canon Season Four semi-enemies, with an unrecognized and unacknowledged sexual attraction, when Ethan’s spell to turn Giles into a Fyral demon wrought some important changes in a very short period of time. But not changes sufficient to make it likely that a slayer, with a human boyfriend and a firm belief in what’s right and acceptable, and an old vampire, who has just regained his ability to hunt and feed, are likely to see any kind of a future for them. In spite of some surprising revelations about how they may feel about each other.
Definitely an AU Season Five. Some things will be familiar, some things obviously will not, so don’t go looking for an identical timeline or identical events.
Artists: None
Categories: Seasonal Spuffy Entries, Season 5
Characters: Anya, Buffy, Clem, Dawn, Ethan Rayne, Giles, Joyce, Riley Finn, Spike, Tara, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Word count: 40,183 Hit Count: 5,861 ePub Downloads: 209
Published: June 19, 2016 Updated: June 19, 2016
Artists: None
Categories: Post-Series
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Human!Spike
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 890 Hit Count: 2,678 ePub Downloads: 65
Published: April 20, 2016 Updated: April 20, 2016
Disclaimer: All publicly recognizable characters, settings, etc. are the property of their respective owners. The original characters and plot are the property of the author. The author is in no way associated with the owners, creators, or producers of any media franchise. No copyright infringement is intended.
Artists: None
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Giles, Joyce, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Drama
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Character Death, Vampire!Buffy
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 10,029 Hit Count: 4,647 ePub Downloads: 213
Published: April 22, 2016 Updated: April 22, 2016
Artists: None
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Dawn, Ensemble
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 13,276 Hit Count: 1,365 ePub Downloads: 70
Published: December 21, 2017 Updated: December 21, 2017
Artists: None
Characters: Buffy, Ensemble, Riley Finn, Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 14 Table of Contents
Word count: 42,332 Hit Count: 34,775 ePub Downloads: 397
Published: March 16, 2017 Updated: March 16, 2017
Banner and Beta by Always_jbj
Artists: None
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Giles, Willow, Xander
Genres: Drama, Dramedy, Fighting, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Word count: 58,462 Hit Count: 14,199 ePub Downloads: 439
Published: May 12, 2016 Updated: May 14, 2016
And now it's time to deal with Glory and find a way to prevent her from coming as close to success as she did in their time. And to do it without the loss of Buffy's life.
Artists: None
Categories: Season 5, Time Travel, Claim, Seasonal Spuffy Entries
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Established Relationship
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play
Completed: Yes Chapters: 15 Table of Contents
Word count: 74,588 Hit Count: 38,292 ePub Downloads: 659
Published: February 02, 2018 Updated: April 26, 2018
Artists: None
Categories: Season 6
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,800 Hit Count: 1,257 ePub Downloads: 67
Published: May 23, 2016 Updated: May 23, 2016
Artists: None
Categories: Season 6, Time Travel, Claim
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Giles, Xander, Andrew Wells, Angel, Anya, Dawn, Jonathan Levinson, Joyce, Original Characters, Tara, Warren Mears, Wesley
Genres: Drama, Established Relationship, Fighting
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Depictions of Bigotry, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 26 Table of Contents
Word count: 84,485 Hit Count: 46,762 ePub Downloads: 594
Published: October 18, 2018 Updated: May 30, 2019
This fic is set in the verse (series) I (unintentionally) started with Things That Go Bump in the Night. By now, in addition to the original long fic, there are lots of ficlets documenting Spike and Buffy’s early years together (thanks to Schmoop Bingo). All you really need to know about that verse, is that quite a few years after Chosen and NFA, and after the aforementioned long fic, Spike is now fully human but has the same slayer powers as Buffy. This ficlet is set many, many years in the future, when their family has grown and now includes grandchildren. The title is one of Spike’s lines from the show – probably Season Five.
*added warning - while there are no warnings selected, this ending is ambiguous, but implies that Spike and Buffy are going to die. They're quite old, have had long interesting lives, and will probably take a substantial number of evil beings with them if/when they go. So, I don't see that as an unhappy ending to a life well-lived, and I don't show them actually losing the fight, so....
Summary: Spike and Buffy wonder if they’ve become too old to be effective slayers. Turns out they get a chance to find out...
Disclaimer: Not my characters and no money is being made off them.
Thanks: to gillo who offered to look this over for me before it went up, and as always, improved it greatly. Any mistakes left are due to my tinkering and/or ignoring her good advice. J
Artists: None
Categories: Post-Series, Alternate Reality, Seasonal Spuffy Entries
Characters: Buffy, Dawn, Original Characters, Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,807 Hit Count: 1,391 ePub Downloads: 92
Published: April 08, 2016 Updated: April 08, 2016
Artists: None
Characters: Angelus, Buffy, Drusilla, Faith Lehane, Original Characters, Spike, Xander
Genres: Drama
Warnings: Adult Language
Completed: Yes Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Word count: 46,839 Hit Count: 5,686 ePub Downloads: 197
Published: April 04, 2016 Updated: April 04, 2016
Summary: Follows rewrites of seasons 4, 5, and 6 in which Buffy had been sent back in time post Chosen with the idea that she could do away with Glory (or Ben) before it got to the jumping off the tower point. The thought being that if she didn't die, and wasn't subsequently resurrected, the balance wouldn't be off and the First Evil would not become as powerful a threat as he had in her own time. Spike, meanwhile, once he'd become corporeal in Angel's office, was also sent back with the idea of preventing the same things. Neither knew about or was expecting the other, but once they were angrily facing each other in Season 4, they realized who they were and soon figured out that they were there for the same reason.
Previous parts: I Would Still Have Loved You (season 4), All About the Mission (season 5), Almost Home (season 6), and now this one which will bring them back to where they came from. Time-wise, that is. What that world is going to be like now remains to be seen.
Artists: None
Categories: Season 7, Time Travel
Characters: Buffy, Dawn, Ensemble, Spike
Genres: Drama, Established Relationship
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 38 Table of Contents
Word count: 131,177 Hit Count: 45,372 ePub Downloads: 532
Published: June 13, 2020 Updated: May 29, 2021
Artists: None
Characters: Buffy, Ensemble, Spike
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 3,297 Hit Count: 1,211 ePub Downloads: 55
Published: December 21, 2017 Updated: December 21, 2017
Artists: None
Characters: Buffy, Ensemble, Spike
Genres: Drama
Warnings: Adult Language
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 9,756 Hit Count: 781 ePub Downloads: 67
Published: August 10, 2016 Updated: August 10, 2016
Artists: None
Characters: Andrew Wells, Angel, Buffy, Dawn, Other, Spike
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,528 Hit Count: 2,092 ePub Downloads: 68
Published: July 19, 2016 Updated: July 19, 2016
Artists: None
Characters: Angel, Anya, Buffy, Cordelia, Ensemble, Giles, Joyce, Lorne, Riley Finn, Spike, Tara, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Buffy/Other (Temp), Sexual Situations, Torture (Physical), Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Word count: 69,123 Hit Count: 13,902 ePub Downloads: 368
Published: July 17, 2016 Updated: July 17, 2016
Artists: None
Categories: Season 6
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 1,846 Hit Count: 1,372 ePub Downloads: 62
Published: May 23, 2016 Updated: May 23, 2016
Artists: None
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Fred, Lorne, Spike
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language
Completed: Yes Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Word count: 6,255 Hit Count: 2,085 ePub Downloads: 55
Published: August 19, 2016 Updated: November 30, 2020
A sequel to A Mother's Plea.
Artists: None
Categories: Season 3
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Giles, Joyce, Spike
Genres: Drama, Romance
Warnings: Vampire!Buffy
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 10,135 Hit Count: 3,694 ePub Downloads: 197
Published: April 22, 2016 Updated: April 22, 2016
Artists: None
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Ensemble, Riley Finn
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Gun Violence, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Word count: 25,650 Hit Count: 4,276 ePub Downloads: 170
Published: June 17, 2016 Updated: June 17, 2016
Artists: None
Characters: Buffy, Clem, Dawn, Ensemble, Spike, Tara, Willow, Xander
Genres: Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play
Completed: Yes Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Word count: 7,197 Hit Count: 2,974 ePub Downloads: 63
Published: July 30, 2016 Updated: August 16, 2016
Artists: None
Characters: Buffy
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Challenges: The Vampire Was Pretty
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 252 Hit Count: 2,068 ePub Downloads: 32
Published: December 17, 2016 Updated: December 17, 2016
Artists: None
Characters: Spike
Genres: POV
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 1,817 Hit Count: 481 ePub Downloads: 31
Published: December 19, 2018 Updated: December 19, 2018
Artists: None
Characters: Buffy, Spike, The First Evil
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 1,301 Hit Count: 1,502 ePub Downloads: 46
Published: June 24, 2018 Updated: June 24, 2018
Lots of mistakes, no doubt, as all4spike wasn't able to do her usual detail-oriented work on it. She did, however, kindly look over it for me to catch any plot holes or other flagrant errors.
In the interest of pleasing those who prefer to read one chapter at a time, I'm posting this completed fic that way.
Artists: None
Characters: Buffy
Genres: Lighthearted
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 12 Table of Contents
Word count: 34,558 Hit Count: 13,524 ePub Downloads: 192
Published: November 20, 2021 Updated: July 03, 2023
The fourth one is based on the premise that Xander was there when Spike's "body" was found. I actually like it the best of the lot. :)
Artists: None
Characters: Buffy, Ensemble, Spike, Xander
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Word count: 30,008 Hit Count: 4,646 ePub Downloads: 137
Published: August 13, 2016 Updated: August 13, 2016
Artists: None
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 392 Hit Count: 576 ePub Downloads: 26
Published: February 28, 2020 Updated: February 28, 2020