Penname: Desicat
Real Name: Neesha
Pronouns: She/her
Location: Tartarus
Member Since: October 01, 2022
Last Active: September 28, 2023
Membership Status: Member
Skin: how to train your vampire
Author

I love turning Spike into a cat. 

  Stories (31)    Series (1)    Challenges (4)    Comments (1101)    Favorites (13)    Awards (10)    Statistics  
 
 
Stories by Desicat
105: Intro To Vampyre by Desicat [NC-17] Likes: 139 Comments: 75
Summary: Buffy was never Chosen, she was adopted in her Watcher's family, living a normal(ish) life. Instead of enrolling into the Watcher Academy she's been working directly under Dr. Walsh and the initiative. She knows demons are more than what the Council or Initiative thinks. It isn't until she gets to know Hostile 17 does she realize she didn't outgrow her Potential for her destiny.  
Categories: Season 4, Challenge Response, Claim
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Giles, Willow, Xander, Angel, Lindsey McDonald, Maggie Walsh, Riley Finn, Wesley
Genres: Erotica, Porn w/ Plot, Prophecy
Warnings: Abuse, Adult Language, Blood Play, Buffy/Other (Temp), Character Death, Gun Violence, Rape (Actual), Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Torture (Emotional/Psychological), Torture (Physical)
Challenges: The First Vampire (Author's Choice of Name) , Vampyr Principia (Author's choice)
Completed: Yes Chapters: 18 Table of Contents
Word count: 27,527 Hit Count: 6,111 ePub Downloads: 84
Published: April 01, 2023 Updated: June 21, 2023
A Living Vampire by Desicat [NC-17] Likes: 26 Comments: 21
Summary: Vampire Buffy, wakes up in a Human Buffy's body. Having a reflection and a heartbeat is terrifying. She goes to the only person who makes sense!
Series: Called Into Darkness
Categories: Season 4, Season 5
Characters: Giles, Riley Finn
Genres: Porn w/o Plot, Under Magical Influence
Warnings: Cheating/Infidelity, Dubious Consent, Rape (Implied), Vampire!Buffy
Completed: Yes Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Word count: 6,679 Hit Count: 1,228 ePub Downloads: 18
Published: January 22, 2023 Updated: January 31, 2023
FeatureBack Through The Woods by Desicat [R] Likes: 241 Comments: 136
Summary: While chasing down Riley before he flys off, Buffy makes the off-handed wish to go back and fix it. And finding herself back to the first day of college, she is ready to be open and fight for Riley. It's just...maybe she can save more lives? Get her mom to the hospital sooner? If she could get Spike back on her side as a heavy hitter, maybe she could save Walsh and Adam won't get out of hand. 
She's going to build a stronger relationship with Riley this time. Of Course. Duh. Don't doubt her! Maybe its not the highest priority though. 
Categories: Season 4, Time Travel
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Giles, Willow, Riley Finn
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: Abuse, Buffy/Other (Temp), Rape (Implied), Torture (Emotional/Psychological), Torture (Physical)
Challenges: Author's Choice
Completed: Yes Chapters: 15 Table of Contents
Word count: 23,399 Hit Count: 13,891 ePub Downloads: 143
Published: April 01, 2023 Updated: May 28, 2023
Because I could not stop death by Desicat [NC-17] Likes: 53 Comments: 36 Updated!
Summary: Buffy, a huntress with a starving family kills a wolf. She didn't expect the most feared Lord vampire to demand repayment. She discovers Angelus has his own enemies. This mystical world is terrifying and beautiful and she finds herself willing to fight for more than survival.
 
Very loosely Inspired by 'A Court of Thorns and Roses'
Categories: High Fantasy
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Angel, Tara
Genres: Dark, Drama, Fighting, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Tragedy
Warnings: Abuse, Adult Language, Animal Abuse, Character Death, Sexual Situations, Torture (Emotional/Psychological), Torture (Physical), Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 17 Table of Contents
Word count: 22,471 Hit Count: 1,657 ePub Downloads: 23
Published: July 14, 2023 Updated: September 27, 2023
Briefly by Desicat [PG-13] Likes: 59 Comments: 44
Summary: Little unrelated drabbles for 2023 drabble mania 
Categories: Pre-Series, Drabbles
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Anya, Drusilla
Genres: Dramedy
Warnings: Adult Language, Spike/Other (Temp)
Completed: Yes Chapters: 13 Table of Contents
Word count: 1,249 Hit Count: 918 ePub Downloads: 1
Published: July 03, 2023 Updated: July 05, 2023
Called For Service by Desicat [NC-17] Likes: 14 Comments: 3
Summary: Buffy a very busy business woman uses Darla's escort service. 
Categories: All Human
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Angel
Genres: Erotica, Humor, Porn w/ Plot
Warnings: Human!Spike, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 3,242 Hit Count: 276 ePub Downloads: 12
Published: July 11, 2023 Updated: July 11, 2023
Called Into Darkness by Desicat [Adult Only] Likes: 51 Comments: 29
Summary: Buffy dreamt that she'd kill Lothos, it was a surprise then when the vampire drained her dry. Spike, remembering a vision from his dead wicked plum, stumbles upon the dying girl not knowing its a Slayer he offers his blood to. 
 
Series: Called Into Darkness
Categories: Pre-Series, Claim, Taboo - Adults Only
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Angel, Angelus, Lothos, Willow, Xander
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy, Porn w/ Plot
Warnings: Attempted Rape, Dubious Consent, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Underage Sex, Vampire!Buffy
Completed: Yes Chapters: 8 Table of Contents
Word count: 11,340 Hit Count: 3,848 ePub Downloads: 55
Published: January 24, 2023 Updated: February 19, 2023
Can You Hold Hope For Me by Desicat [PG] Likes: 23 Comments: 9
Summary: Spike visits Buffy after Hells Bells and they have a heart to heart and hope
Categories: Season 6
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Warnings: Mental Health Issues
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 1,201 Hit Count: 462 ePub Downloads: 9
Published: February 07, 2023 Updated: February 07, 2023
He Called Me Frigid by Desicat [NC-17] Likes: 28 Comments: 9 Updated!
Summary: Riley said Buffy was frigid. William isn't surprised Riley is a wanker.
 
Categories: All Human, Alternate Reality
Characters: Buffy, William
Genres: Erotica, Porn w/o Plot
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: No Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Word count: 4,756 Hit Count: 500 ePub Downloads: 1
Published: September 22, 2023 Updated: September 27, 2023
Hi Granny! by Desicat [PG] Likes: 132 Comments: 52 Complete!
Summary: No matter when, Drusilla will protect her grandson.
 
 
Categories: Season 2, Baby/Kid Fic, Drabbles
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Giles, Angel, Drusilla
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy, Humor, Lighthearted
Warnings: Buffy/Other (Temp), Spike/Other (Temp)
Completed: Yes Chapters: 13 Table of Contents
Word count: 1,384 Hit Count: 5,019 ePub Downloads: 21
Published: September 07, 2023 Updated: September 14, 2023
How To Obtain A Demon Wife by Desicat [NC-17] Likes: 28 Comments: 13
Summary: William badly translates a texts and summons a demon. 
The demon? Was a Slayer.
Oneshot
Categories: Historical, Alternate Reality
Characters: Buffy, William
Genres: Historical, Romance
Warnings: Buffy/Other (Temp), Human!Spike, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 3,593 Hit Count: 711 ePub Downloads: 17
Published: January 14, 2023 Updated: January 14, 2023
Hysteria...A Woman's Disease by Desicat [NC-17] Likes: 29 Comments: 11
Summary: Buffy finds herself in a victorian insane asylum, and well Spike is willing to play along to get her discharged. Smutty mcSmut Smut one shot
Categories: Time Travel, Season 5
Characters: None
Genres: Erotica, Porn w/o Plot
Warnings: Mental Health Issues, Sexual Situations
Challenges: Hysterical Women and How to Cure Them
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 3,844 Hit Count: 647 ePub Downloads: 23
Published: April 15, 2023 Updated: April 15, 2023
I don't have to trust you by Desicat [NC-17] Likes: 6 Comments: 2
Summary: Those cuffs were flimsy in Dead Things a Slayer could break out them easy. So if Spike was up to something nefarious she could break out and punch him in the nose.
 
Basically just smut and a oneshot
Categories: Season 6, Episode Rewrite
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Erotica, Hurt/Comfort, Porn w/o Plot
Warnings: Fetish, Mental Health Issues, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 4,442 Hit Count: 321 ePub Downloads: 10
Published: March 12, 2023 Updated: March 12, 2023
I remember who you are by Desicat [PG-13] Likes: 29 Comments: 15 Updated!
Summary: William Henry Pratt has spent plenty of time visiting at his uncle’s estate. Learning and assisting and sometimes getting lost in the library. This summer he got really lost, like its 1997. But he’s in California, and it's certain to be an adventure. Or a horror show. This is William's life so it's probably both. 
Categories: Time Travel, Season 1
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Giles, Willow, Xander, William
Genres: Action/Adventure, Fluffy/Comedy, Romance
Warnings: None
Completed: No Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Word count: 7,009 Hit Count: 762 ePub Downloads: 8
Published: September 06, 2023 Updated: September 26, 2023
Inner Demon = Literal Cat by Desicat [NC-17] Likes: 257 Comments: 171
Summary: Spike is like a cat? You're wrong. Toth's gonna make you see Spike's demon is a literal cat.
Categories: Season 5, Drabbles
Characters: Buffy, Spike, William
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy, HEA/HFN, Humor, Lighthearted
Warnings: Human!Spike
Completed: Yes Chapters: 23 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,301 Hit Count: 7,669 ePub Downloads: 36
Published: May 30, 2023 Updated: June 27, 2023
Past Featured StoryLearning To Be Love's Bitch by Desicat [R] Likes: 384 Comments: 153
Summary: Spike died knowing that Buffy didn't mean it when she said she loves him. And she wishes he knew she loved the demon and the man. Wishes are powerful, and she finds herself in Victorian London. Now determined to find Spike and go to any length to prove he was always worthy of her admiration and love.
Categories: Post-Series, Wishverse, Time Travel, Historical
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Angel, Angelus, Anne Pratt, Drusilla, William
Genres: Fix-It, Historical, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Human!Spike, Rape (Actual), Rape (Implied), Spike/Other (Temp)
Completed: Yes Chapters: 31 Table of Contents
Word count: 59,111 Hit Count: 15,513 ePub Downloads: 124
Published: October 15, 2022 Updated: April 26, 2023
Let Me See My Soul Mate by Desicat [G] Likes: 121 Comments: 47
Summary: Buffy, a 16 year old girl, casts a spell to see her soulmate. Well he doesn't have his soul right then to be seen. So the Powers That Be send a ghost.
two shot
Categories: Season 1, Time Travel
Characters: Buffy, Spike, William
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy, Lighthearted, Romance
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Word count: 6,862 Hit Count: 4,045 ePub Downloads: 73
Published: October 07, 2022 Updated: March 02, 2023
No ransom by Desicat [PG-13] Likes: 56 Comments: 18
Summary: Drusilla doesn't like it when her dollies aren't exactly where they are supposed to be.
Categories: Post-Series, Drabbles
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Drusilla
Genres: Action/Adventure, Kidnapping, Lighthearted, Road Trip
Warnings: Violence
Challenges: Wicked Plum to the Rescue
Completed: Yes Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Word count: 542 Hit Count: 1,175 ePub Downloads: 10
Published: August 02, 2023 Updated: August 06, 2023
Sculpture of Dance by Desicat [R] Likes: 39 Comments: 27
Summary: On hiatus, this is an emotionally difficult story to write. And there isn't much interest. If that changes I'll come back to it.
Roleswap
William Giles lead singer, son of a Watcher, and staunch supporter of Willow the Vampire Slayer. 
Buffy the Slayer of Slayers is hunting after her third Slayer and decides to play with a Watcher's son.
Some serious temporary Buffy x Drusilla 
Categories: Season 2, Alternate Reality
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Giles, Drusilla, Oz, William
Genres: Action/Adventure, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Warnings: Abuse, Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Buffy/Other (Temp), Human!Spike, Spike/Other (Temp), Vampire!Buffy
Completed: No Chapters: 9 Table of Contents
Word count: 12,077 Hit Count: 3,339 ePub Downloads: 14
Published: February 20, 2023 Updated: May 10, 2023
Service Me by Desicat [NC-17] Likes: 17 Comments: 6
Summary: Buffy gets a job as a masseuse rather than flipping burgers. It's a good job, even better when 'William P' requests her. 
 
Categories: Season 6
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Erotica, Fix-It, Porn w/o Plot
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 1,973 Hit Count: 465 ePub Downloads: 15
Published: June 01, 2023 Updated: June 01, 2023
Shaping Trust by Desicat [PG] Likes: 85 Comments: 43
Summary: Whistler offers Buffy a chance to redo a few things to change the shape of Spike's and her trust. 
 
Categories: Episode Rewrite, Season 4, Post-Series, Time Travel
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Whistler, Xander
Genres: Fix-It
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Word count: 4,068 Hit Count: 4,282 ePub Downloads: 48
Published: November 24, 2022 Updated: January 10, 2023
She came back wrong by Desicat [PG-13] Likes: 326 Comments: 125
Summary:

Willow revived Buffy after her jump from the tower. The Buffy that came back...died in the wishverse. 
And wishverse Buffy is happy to see her old ally in Prague
Challenge response 

Categories: Season 6, Wishverse
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Wesley, Willow
Genres: Hurt/Comfort, Resurrection, Romance
Warnings: Attempted Rape, Character Death, Child Abuse, Mental Health Issues, Rape (Implied)
Challenges: She came back wrong
Completed: Yes Chapters: 17 Table of Contents
Word count: 34,015 Hit Count: 10,660 ePub Downloads: 78
Published: December 04, 2022 Updated: February 01, 2023
She's a Hoot by Desicat [R] Likes: 205 Comments: 51
Summary: Toth comes into town and Buffy loses her powers. Also Spike gets adopted by a big owl
Categories: Season 5
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Riley Finn
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy, Romance
Warnings: Buffy/Other (Temp), Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 32 Table of Contents
Word count: 3,076 Hit Count: 4,818 ePub Downloads: 14
Published: July 19, 2023 Updated: August 02, 2023
Sineya Rambles by Desicat [R] Likes: 34 Comments: 23
Summary: A demon was changed, forced into the body of a girl. It didn't want it, it wanted to fight. 
And so the girl did. 
And so did they all. 
Categories: Pre-Series, Season 2, Season 3, Drabbles
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Nikki Wood, Robin Wood, Sineya
Genres: Dark, Tragedy
Warnings: Abuse, Buffy/Other (Temp), Mental Health Issues, Spike/Other (Temp), Torture (Emotional/Psychological), Torture (Physical)
Completed: Yes Chapters: 15 Table of Contents
Word count: 1,414 Hit Count: 2,339 ePub Downloads: 11
Published: May 08, 2023 Updated: June 06, 2023
The Darkness Purrs by Desicat [G] Likes: 142 Comments: 56
Summary: Tara McClay, the protector of kittens. Even the cursed ones. Drabbling journey of Tara and Kitten!Spike
Categories: Season 5, Drabbles
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Tara
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy, HEA/HFN
Warnings: Animal Abuse, Buffy/Other (Temp)
Completed: Yes Chapters: 9 Table of Contents
Word count: 900 Hit Count: 3,141 ePub Downloads: 8
Published: April 16, 2023 Updated: April 18, 2023
The Excellent Glory of Willy the Snitch by Desicat [PG] Likes: 16 Comments: 9
Summary: How does Willy survive on hellmouth servicing vampires? Well he's actually Gobind, a trickster.
 
Categories: Pre-Series, Season 1, Season 2, Season 3, Alternate Reality, Drabbles
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Angel, Angelus, Willy the Snitch
Genres: None
Warnings: Buffy/Other (Temp), Spike/Other (Temp)
Completed: No Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Word count: 468 Hit Count: 218 ePub Downloads: 2
Published: June 06, 2023 Updated: June 29, 2023
The Nips! by Desicat [PG-13] Likes: 43 Comments: 29 Complete!
Summary: All the men's nipples are gone in Sunnydale whatever will a slayer do?
Categories: Season 4, Drabbles
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Giles, Willow, Xander, Parker Abrams
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy, Humor
Warnings: Buffy/Other (Temp)
Completed: Yes Chapters: 15 Table of Contents
Word count: 1,500 Hit Count: 1,902 ePub Downloads: 6
Published: August 21, 2023 Updated: September 06, 2023
The Slayer Demon by Desicat [R] Likes: 34 Comments: 15
Summary: Oneshot
Dracula casts a spells to put the Slayer's demon in the driver seat. Feral Buffy takes what she wants (its Spike)
Categories: Season 5
Characters: Riley Finn
Genres: Romance, Under Magical Influence
Warnings: Buffy/Other (Temp)
Challenges: Feral Buffy
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 3,613 Hit Count: 977 ePub Downloads: 21
Published: February 19, 2023 Updated: February 19, 2023
The Slayer-Rat by Desicat [PG-13] Likes: 116 Comments: 60
Summary: The drabbles of Spike finding a rat and keeping her as a pet. 
Categories: Season 2
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Word count: 700 Hit Count: 1,860 ePub Downloads: 17
Published: April 23, 2023 Updated: April 26, 2023
Past Featured StoryTortie the Huntress by Desicat [PG-13] Likes: 237 Comments: 126
Summary: Tortie, a brave cat, aligns herself with Buffy to protect Sunnydale.
 
 
Categories: Season 1, Season 2, Season 3, Season 4, Season 5, Drabbles
Characters: Angel
Genres: Action/Adventure, Dark, Drama, Dramedy
Warnings: Character Death
Completed: Yes Chapters: 21 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,099 Hit Count: 6,052 ePub Downloads: 14
Published: April 27, 2023 Updated: May 04, 2023