Penname: Passion4Spike
Real Name: Onalee
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Member Since: January 18, 2010
Last Active: April 20, 2024
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Skin: missed the bed again
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I came to be a BtVS fan after the series had ended in a kind of backwards way - enjoyed DB in Bones and Christian Kane in Leverage, found them both on ANGEL and I actually watched the entire Angel series before I ever watched any BtVS.  Once I did watch all the BtVS DVD's I was a Spike fan all the way. 

I tried to read the comics, but I apparently have some sort of 'comic dyslexia' because they were confusing to me (I couldn't tell who was talking half the time or who they were talking to), They gave me a headache to try and figure out. And, the parts that I did manage to suss out, I didn't like, so I stopped. Therefore, comics, for me, are not 'canon' -- I have very little knowledge of them, so my 'canon' stops with what was actually on TV, including Angel the Series.

Most of my stories are full of angst, my muse loves to make me cry. drool I like long stories / series, so that's mostly what you'll find. I try to make sure I have an ending for a story before I start posting, so nothing is left unfinished. 

I also love metaphors and ellipses, and you will find them sprinkled liberally throughout. I dislike Riley, so if he shows up, you can be sure no good will come from that -- he could get hurt ... badly. Fair warning: I will kill main, cherished characters off at times to draw the most tears possible from myself and readers alike. 

I'm Evil Gif

My long series, 'Unexpected', still has more to go in it, I hope my muse will get back to it one of these days. I have ideas, I just lost my muse for a while and now I'm trying to get back into writing and back into Unexpected (2020).

Click here to view a Cameo video message from James Marsters that I had done for everyone at EF.

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Summary: When Buffy brings her mom and sister to Spike to protect from the hellgod, Glory, he sees a chink in her armor—she needs him, she trusts him... maybe, just maybe, she doesn’t hate him as much as she claims. Will that boatload of manly responsibility the Slayer’s dropped into his lap save Spike from a life of lonely desperation?
This fic is an Elysian Fields 2021 Secret Santa gift for Tellhulla
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Season 5, Alternate Reality, Episode Rewrite
Characters: Buffy, Dawn, Giles, Glory, Joyce, Spike, Tara, Willow, Xander
Genres: Drama, Fix-It, HEA/HFN, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Event: Secret Santa Fic Exchange 2021
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 14,785 Hit Count: 2,570 ePub Downloads: 135
Published: December 15, 2021 Updated: December 15, 2021
Summary: The story of a true Christmas Miracle, Spuffy style.
2022 Secret Santa gift for: WitchWives
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Season 7, Alternate Reality, Holiday Fic
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Andrew Wells, Dawn, Giles, Willow, Xander
Genres: Drama, Fix-It, HEA/HFN, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language
Event: Secret Santa Fic Exchange 2022
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 14,739 Hit Count: 2,338 ePub Downloads: 43
Published: December 19, 2022 Updated: December 19, 2022
Summary: A Slayer, a vampire, and a Chaos Demon go into a bar.... What could go wrong? Or right?
 
Part of the 2021 Elysian Fields Mystery Fic-a-Thon Challenge. Will be complete at 5 chapters.
 
Warnings for weirdness and possibly more weirdness. Be prepared to let your mind slip off into a strange, beautiful, dangerous world of chaos. C'mon, it'll be fun! Buffy and Spike will be there!
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Series: Beautiful Dangerous Chaos
Categories: Season 3, Alternate Reality, Missing Scene, Challenge Response, High Fantasy, Song Fic
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Drusilla, Ethan Rayne, Giles, Joyce, Other, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Dramedy, HEA/HFN, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Lighthearted, Romance, Under Magical Influence
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Event: Mystery Fic-a-Thon 2021
Completed: Yes Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Word count: 65,983 Hit Count: 5,447 ePub Downloads: 197
Published: July 09, 2021 Updated: August 07, 2021
Summary: Sequel to Beautiful Dangerous Chaos. 2nd story in series.
With the Chaos Demon and Ethan Rayne on their way out of town, and Giles and Angel told off, Buffy and Spike head out into the night to finally do some long-overdue ‘spawning’. There will be much milting of roe.
Complete at 5 chapters.
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Series: Beautiful Dangerous Chaos
Categories: Season 3, Alternate Reality
Characters: Buffy, Joyce, Spike
Genres: Erotica, HEA/HFN, Lighthearted, Porn w/ Plot, Porn w/o Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Sexual Situations, Underage Sex
Completed: Yes Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Word count: 40,102 Hit Count: 4,051 ePub Downloads: 128
Published: August 21, 2021 Updated: September 05, 2021
Summary: Spike has a mission, but the sodding phone won’t stop rin— BRRRRNNG! Bloody hell! Who the #%@! is calling now?
 
Fun and smutty. Complete at 2 chapters. Probably would make more sense if you've read the other stories in this universe.
 
Written for the Elysian Fields ‘Called Challenge'. Banner made by me, Passion4Spike. Beta’d by the over-caffeinated and hilarious, MissLuci.
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Series: Beautiful Dangerous Chaos
Categories: Season 3, Alternate Reality, Poetry
Characters: Buffy, Original Characters, Spike
Genres: Erotica, Established Relationship, Fluffy/Comedy, HEA/HFN, Humor, Lighthearted, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Underage Sex
Event: Called Challenge 2021
Completed: Yes Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Word count: 17,580 Hit Count: 1,248 ePub Downloads: 85
Published: October 03, 2021 Updated: October 09, 2021
Summary: What happens when the Wishverse and the Chaosverse collide? Well, I have no idea, but we’re about to find out.
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Series: Beautiful Dangerous Chaos
Categories: Season 3, Wishverse, Alternate Reality
Characters: Angelus, Anya, Buffy, Cordelia, Darla, Drusilla, Giles, Jonathan Levinson, Other, Spike, The Master
Genres: Action/Adventure, Drama, Fighting, HEA/HFN, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Slow-Burn, Under Magical Influence
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Violence
Event: Mystery Fic-a-Thon 2022
Completed: Yes Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Word count: 54,246 Hit Count: 4,487 ePub Downloads: 64
Published: July 07, 2022 Updated: August 04, 2022
Summary: When Spike used the magic from the visiting Chaos Demon to make the ramshackle house on the edge of Sunnydale perfect for him and Buffy, the magic had thought of everything. So what was Buffy supposed to get the vampire who had everything for Christmas? The one thing the magic couldn’t conjure…
 
Set in the ‘Beautiful, Dangerous Chaos’ Universe, but all you need to know is Buffy and Spike are together and live in a magical house where beautiful, strange, wonderful things are common. 
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Series: Beautiful Dangerous Chaos
Categories: Season 3, Alternate Reality, Holiday Fic
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Erotica, Porn w/o Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Word count: 1,547 Hit Count: 248 ePub Downloads: 17
Published: January 01, 2024 Updated: January 01, 2024
Summary: Back among the (un)living at Wolfram & Hart, Spike finds himself annoying Angel while cheekily spreading Christmas Cheer—alongside an assortment of pretty boys flaunting their... unique assets—in the company’s ‘Sexiest Employees’ calendar. But what happens when the calendar lands in a place even the Oracles couldn’t have foretold? At Slayer-Central. After recovering from the shock of finding out Spike was back, Buffy rushes to LA. She has so many questions. Whose idea was the Santa hat? Why would anyone want to see a naked Chaos Demon draped in spring posies? Had Cordy ever seen the rockin’ bod Wes was hiding under all that tweed? But, most of all, why hadn't Spike called? (An Angel Season 5 AU Reunion fic)
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: MissLuci, Passion4Spike
Artists: all choseny, Passion4Spike
Summary: Death comes for us all. Even the Slayer.
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Post-Series, Drabbles
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Tragedy
Warnings: Character Death
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 547 Hit Count: 781 ePub Downloads: 14
Published: May 16, 2021 Updated: May 16, 2021
Summary: Buffy had kissed him. All ‘Gone With The Wind’, with the rising music, and the rising … everything. And then she’d pulled away, the singing demon’s spell apparently broken. What had that meant? Spike had to find out, but he had to be smart about this. Not just run in in a billow of smoke and demand answers. That wouldn’t do at all. He needed a plan. A good plan. A plan that would get her away from her meddling friends, to start with.
 
With a little help from an unexpected source, a few pre-Christmas miracles, a motorbike, and some pie, Spike might actually be able to keep from buggering this plan up. Could both Buffy and Spike find themselves closer to heaven? With pie? Ala mode?
 
Inspired by the wonderful banner done by pfeifferpack during the Road Trip themed, Seasonal Spuffy Round 25. Begins the day after 'Once More With Feeling'.
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Season 6, Alternate Reality, Seasonal Spuffy Entries
Characters: Buffy, Dawn, Doyle, Spike, Xander
Genres: Angst, Drama, Erotica, Fix-It, HEA/HFN, Hurt/Comfort, Porn w/ Plot, Road Trip, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Word count: 30,408 Hit Count: 5,427 ePub Downloads: 178
Published: December 23, 2018 Updated: December 28, 2018
Summary: NC-17. Post NFA. A one chapter quick-fic. Five years post NFA, Spike, Buffy, and Giles fly from London to L.A. to retrieve a newly called Slayer. Spike and Buffy pass the time on the long flight flying each other to heaven. Includes a brief back story getting them from NFA to this point.

Disclaimer: The characters from Buffy the Vampire Slayer are owned by Joss Whedon, Mutant Enemy, and Fox studios. This story is not meant to infringe upon anyone's rights, only to entertain.

Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Post-Series, Claim, Song Fic
Characters: Buffy, Giles, Spike
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 9,033 Hit Count: 1,471 ePub Downloads: 87
Published: February 11, 2012 Updated: February 11, 2012
Summary: and you may find yourself 
living in a shotgun shack 
and you may find yourself 
in another part of the world 
and you may ask yourself
well ... how did I get here?

-Talking Heads

Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Series: The Exquisite Universe
Categories: Alternate Reality, Challenge Response
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Action/Adventure, Drama, Dramedy, Erotica, Fighting, Humor, Lighthearted, Porn w/ Plot, Porn w/o Plot, Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Challenges: Exquisite Corpse Challenge the Third
Event: 2019 Challenge Month
Completed: Yes Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Word count: 49,831 Hit Count: 4,311 ePub Downloads: 130
Published: April 29, 2019 Updated: May 08, 2019
Summary: You are walking through the cars on a train.  Each car seems to belong to a different train, with strange new landscapes outside the window.  You walk through the next door, and into another … no, wait, you’re in a submarine. But there’s a train door at the far end, so you walk through the echoing chamber, and you go through the door, and — why are you in the basket of a zeppelin?  How’d that work, and what country is that down there?  
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Series: The Exquisite Universe
Categories: Season 1, Season 2, Season 3, Season 4, Season 5, Season 6, Season 7, Comic (Season Not Specified), Post-Series, Alternate Reality, Challenge Response
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: None
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Challenges: Exquisite Corpse IV
Event: 2020 Challenge Month
Completed: Yes Chapters: 9 Table of Contents
Word count: 47,573 Hit Count: 4,107 ePub Downloads: 130
Published: April 17, 2020 Updated: May 31, 2020
Summary: After being ripped out of heaven by her friends, there’s only one person who can help Buffy cope with a life that feels like hell in a world that’s just too much to bear, a world that she wants desperately to escape: Spike.
One-shot for ‘Trapped’ Challenge. Elysian Fields 14th Anniversary. October 2020
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Season 6, Alternate Reality
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst, Drama, HEA/HFN, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Suicide, Sexual Situations
Event: Trapped Challenge 2020
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 13,444 Hit Count: 1,730 ePub Downloads: 86
Published: October 09, 2020 Updated: October 09, 2020
Summary: Spike and Buffy reunite during the battle with the Senior Partners in L.A., but will they be able to truly reconnect, to get beyond all the baggage of their past, and find the happily ever after true heroes deserve? There will be tears and laughter, domestic bliss and angst. There will be new foes and new friends. There will be heartbreak, there will be joy. There will be dragons.
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: Holi117
Artists: Passion4Spike
Summary: A short, four chapter spuffy Halloween ficlett with some drama, lots of smutty goodness, and a bit of romance, but no real angst (I SWEAR!). What if Halloween in Season 6 came after Spike and Buffy had been shagging for a while? Takes place sometime after ‘Dead Things’ but before ‘As You Were’. Halloween, and Spike’s offer of a bit of the ‘rough and tumble’, has been rescheduled to a time when Buffy would accept that invitation. While Dawn went on a covert 'double date' with Janice and the two vampires, Justin and Zack, Buffy and Spike had some rough and tumble plans of their own. Where might this night lead when things get complicated and Buffy’s secret slips out?

Although not related to the Unexpected 'Verse (or any other story), the first chapter of this story will sound familiar to regular Unexpected ‘Verse readers, but the chapters that follow are all new.
Disclaimer: All publicly recognizable characters, settings, etc. are the property of their respective owners. The original characters and plot are the property of the author. The author is in no way associated with the owners, creators, or producers of any media franchise. No copyright infringement is intended.

Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Alternate Reality, Episode Rewrite
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Drama, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Word count: 27,536 Hit Count: 2,830 ePub Downloads: 129
Published: October 30, 2012 Updated: December 16, 2012
Summary: Put together one worried mother, one leftover snack, one heartbroken Slayer and one vampire who is perhaps not quite the monster he should be, and what do you get? Mortal allies.
This is the first story of the Mortal Allies Series.
12 Years 12 Seasons Challenge on Elysian Fields, Prompt #2. Banner by the incomparable pfeifferpack heart
 
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Series: Mortal Allies
Categories: Season 2, Alternate Reality, Episode Rewrite, Challenge Response
Characters: Buffy, Drusilla, Joyce, Spike
Genres: Drama, Dramedy, Humor, Hurt/Comfort
Warnings: Adult Language
Event: 12 Years 12 Seasons Challenge
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 8,459 Hit Count: 4,280 ePub Downloads: 214
Published: October 01, 2018 Updated: October 01, 2018
Summary: After leaving Sunnydale with his dark princess, promising to never return, Spike is forced to break his word only a few months later. He left something on the Hellmouth that he desperately needs back. It's a matter of life and death ... or unlife and dust. What he thought would be a quick retrieval mission gets more complicated as he pulls into a town of adult teenagers, all 'drunk' on cursed Band Candy. It only gets worse when he realizes the item in question is under The Slayer's almost constant protection. It looks like another truce with the Slayer may be his only option. 
 
 
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Series: Mortal Allies
Categories: Season 3, Alternate Reality, Episode Rewrite, Challenge Response, Seasonal Spuffy Entries
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Drusilla, Ethan Rayne, Giles, Joyce, Original Characters, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Angst, Drama, Dramedy, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Lighthearted, Road Trip, Slow-Burn
Warnings: Adult Language, Spike/Other (Temp)
Completed: Yes Chapters: 18 Table of Contents
Word count: 61,242 Hit Count: 35,943 ePub Downloads: 401
Published: November 23, 2018 Updated: December 22, 2018
Summary: Yeah, Spike had joked that he’d send Buffy postcards, and he had left that one on her door before he screeched out of town, again, with Dru, again. But would the Slayer of Slayers really send the Slayer of Vampires postcards? And would she even read them, if he did?
 
Spike and Buffy have gone their separate ways – Spike with Dru towards Brazil, Buffy keeping the Hellmouth contained in Sunnydale – but they can’t quite get the other one out of their systems. Does distance make the heart grow fonder? Are they still mortal enemies? Or mortal allies? Friends? Freinemies? Penpals? Or just phantoms that won’t stop haunting their thoughts and dreams, no matter how hard they try to forget?
 
Teetering on the razor’s edge between friends and enemies, which way will they fall?

 
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Series: Mortal Allies
Categories: Season 3, Alternate Reality, Episode Rewrite
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Cordelia, Drusilla, Ensemble, Giles, Joyce, Kralik, Oz, Riley Finn, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Dramedy, Fighting, Hurt/Comfort, Slow-Burn
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 12 Table of Contents
Word count: 74,513 Hit Count: 12,291 ePub Downloads: 252
Published: January 02, 2021 Updated: February 06, 2021
Summary: On the verge of her 18th birthday, drugged, confused, and betrayed by the very people who were supposed to be her patrons, Buffy turns to the one person she knows would never lie to her...
 
Heart shattered and head spinning, truly alone for the first time in over a century, Spike seeks out the three people he hopes are still his friends. Well, two people and a great, mangy dog...
 
When the worlds of two battered and broken warriors collide again after months apart, can mortal enemies be mortal allies yet again? Will the world let them?
 
Complete at 39 chapters.
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Series: Mortal Allies
Categories: Season 3, Alternate Reality, Episode Rewrite
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Drusilla, Ensemble, Faith Lehane, Giles, Joyce, Kralik, Lydia, Mayor Richard Wilkins III, Original Characters, Oz, Quentin Travers, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Dramedy, Fighting, HEA/HFN, Hurt/Comfort, Slow-Burn
Warnings: Adult Language, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 39 Table of Contents
Word count: 267,578 Hit Count: 69,664 ePub Downloads: 554
Published: February 07, 2021 Updated: June 08, 2021
Summary: Roleplaying is new to Buffy, but under Professor Spike’s tender—and not so tender—tutelage, she proves to be a fast learner and his star pupil. Spike has a plan, a good plan, a lesson plan, and this time he definitely won’t be getting bored.
Part of the Mortal Allies Series, but you don’t need to know anything about that series to enjoy this hot, smutty, porn without plot one-shot.
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Series: Mortal Allies
Categories: Season 3, Alternate Reality, Taboo - Adults Only
Characters: Buffy, Giles, Lydia, Spike
Genres: Erotica, Established Relationship, HEA/HFN, Porn w/o Plot
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 11,408 Hit Count: 1,627 ePub Downloads: 59
Published: June 06, 2022 Updated: June 06, 2022
Summary: Everything is finally right with the world. Spike and Buffy are ‘going steady’, but just what does that mean for a Slayer, a master vampire, and the furry Guardian who watches over them? Cheezeburgers, of course. Lots and lots of cheezeburgers.
Complete at 34 (or maybe 35) chapters.
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Series: Mortal Allies
Categories: Season 3, Alternate Reality
Characters: Angel, Anya, Buffy, Drusilla, Faith Lehane, Giles, Joyce, Lydia, Original Characters, Oz, Quentin Travers, Riley Finn, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Angst, Drama, Erotica, Fighting, HEA/HFN, Porn w/ Plot, Romance, Slow-Burn
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 34 Table of Contents
Word count: 275,315 Hit Count: 22,018 ePub Downloads: 380
Published: March 03, 2022 Updated: June 26, 2022
Summary: Joyce is stuck in the hospital with a hole in her skull – stupid brain tumor – and it’s nearly Christmas. What’s a mother to do other than turn to one peroxided vampire for help making the season shiny and bright for her daughters? A fun, snarky, fast-moving (as far as Buffy's attitude toward Spike goes) feel-good short story for the holidays.
 
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Season 5, Holiday Fic
Characters: Buffy, Dawn, Joyce, Spike
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy, HEA/HFN, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Lighthearted, Romance, Slow-Burn
Warnings: Adult Language
Completed: Yes Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Word count: 22,295 Hit Count: 5,573 ePub Downloads: 95
Published: December 08, 2020 Updated: December 24, 2020
Summary: What happens when Buffy finds out Spike is going to Africa to get his SOUL? Will she FINALLY see what the rest of us already know? He CAN love. He DOES love. He loves her.

Picks up during Seeing Red, Season 6, Episode 19, after the bathroom scene, but before Buffy and Tara were shot.
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Season 6, Episode Rewrite
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Clem
Genres: Drama, Fix-It, HEA/HFN, Hurt/Comfort
Warnings: Adult Language
Completed: Yes Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Word count: 6,355 Hit Count: 2,883 ePub Downloads: 41
Published: December 15, 2023 Updated: December 21, 2023
Summary: Season 6, Tabula Rasa rewrite. One shot. Parody. Fluff. Humor. 
Tara told Willow it wasn’t working out, that they both needed some space. She’d accused Willow of using too much magic, but it wasn’t like that! Willow only used magic to help people. Tara just needed to see things differently, then she’d understand. Willow loved Tara just the way she was, but maybe if she could just change a couple of teeny-weeny things, Tara could see things Willow’s way, then everything would be fine. Willow and spells… What could go wrong?
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Season 6, Episode Rewrite
Characters: Anya, Buffy, Dawn, Giles, Spike, Tara, Willow, Xander
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy, Humor, Lighthearted, Parody
Warnings: Adult Language
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 4,806 Hit Count: 2,032 ePub Downloads: 62
Published: January 12, 2019 Updated: January 12, 2019
Summary: 2020 Secret Santa Exchange gift for Michelle, aka: MissLuci.  Happy Christmas!!

Buffy comes to some realizations about herself, the nature of her love, and her feelings for Spike on the eve of the biggest fight of her life, but will it be too little, too late?  Spoiler Alert: No, it won’t.

Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Season 7, Post-Series, Crossover (AtS), Episode Rewrite, Missing Scene
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Dawn, Ensemble, Faith Lehane, Fred, Giles, Harmony, Spike, Willow
Genres: Angst, Drama, HEA/HFN, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Event: Secret Santa Fic Exchange 2020
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 15,050 Hit Count: 1,880 ePub Downloads: 96
Published: December 12, 2020 Updated: December 12, 2020
Summary: Set in season 6-7 and after (ignoring comics), this story begins soon after Older and Far Away. Warren, and this troupe of misfit baddies, The Trio, has Buffy over a barrel. They’ve got video evidence of her trysts with Spike – and plenty of it. If she doesn’t do what they want, they’ll broadcast the explicit video all over the internet – everyone will know her dirty little secret. Buffy’s never felt so lost and alone and utterly ashamed. After being dragged out of heaven, her soul aches, and Spike’s the only one who can ease her pain, but her friends would never understand. While trying to help the Slayer out of this jam, Spike inadvertently reveals a secret of his own, one that he’s worked hard to keep hidden even from himself, one that will change the way Buffy sees him and change their dance forever. 
How will everyone's lives change as they face life on the Hellmouth when Buffy begins to see that Spike is not like Angel, and accepts him into her life and her heart as an equal rather than a dirty little secret?
The answer is: dramatically!  
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Summary: Season 5. Begins with ‘Spiral’ in the abandoned gas station, and goes *far* off-canon almost immediately.
When Dawn makes the ultimate sacrifice to save her sister, friends, and the world, Buffy’s mind snaps. When Buffy's friends give up hope of her ever recovering, and become afraid that she’ll turn violent and uncontrollable, they call in the Council to help. Fearing what the Council will do, Spike, forgotten and ignored by her friends, steps in. Will he be able to reach the Slayer when no one else could? Will he be able to keep her out of the hands of the Council and away from her ‘helpful’ friends? How much heartbreak, guilt, and failure can one girl stand before her indestructible spirit finally resigns the fight and gives up hope?
 
WARNINGS: Threesome B/G/G action involving Spike, Buffy, and BuffyBot. Implied Rape. Main Character Death. Physical Torture. Plenty of angst.
 
 
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Summary: Written for the Elysian Fields 2024 Monster Mash Event. A short and Spuffy revamp (pun intended) of Tabula Rasa.
Banner by me, Passion4Spike, and beta'd by me.
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Season 6, Episode Rewrite
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Fix-It, Fluffy/Comedy, HEA/HFN, Humor, Lighthearted, Under Magical Influence
Warnings: None
Event: Monster Mash 2024
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,148 Hit Count: 332 ePub Downloads: 11
Published: March 10, 2024 Updated: March 10, 2024
Summary: For the SAD, 2024 Short and Spuffy Drabble Event.
My aim is to insert Dawn into seasons 1-4 while remaining canon-compliant, as the monks had done to everyone's memories, concentrating mostly on Spike and Buffy centric scenes. There may also be some 'off screen' scenes with Buffy and/or Spike during seasons 5, 6, and 7 (depending on the prompt and what idea comes to me).  Wish me luck!
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: Passion4Spike
Categories: Post-Series, Season 1, Season 2, Season 3, Season 4, Season 5, Season 6, Season 7, Between Seasons (any), Canon-Compliant, Episode Rewrite, Missing Scene, Challenge Response, Drabbles, Artwork
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Dawn
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Dramedy, Hurt/Comfort
Warnings: Adult Language
Completed: Yes Chapters: 31 Table of Contents
Word count: 3,396 Hit Count: 4,163 ePub Downloads: 25
Published: March 02, 2024 Updated: March 31, 2024