Penname: Behind Blue Eyes [Report This]
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Member Since: July 26, 2008
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Was time for an update, so here it goes:  I'm a *cough* year old woman with two beautiful kiddies and a fantabulous hubby.  I've been a huge fan since mid Season Three originally aired. Unfortunately, I didn't get the full flavor of Season 2 Spike in all his snarky, bitey glory until I went back and watched re-runs. Yet I knew, the minute he walked on the screen in Season 4, I was instantly a Spike luver through and through. 

I've been writing for approximately 2 1/2 years and loving (almost) every minute of it.  I don't have a particular genre I stick with.  I tend to have humor lacing throughout my work.  Or even on some occasions, my twisted sense of humor fills the entire story! 

Well, that's me in a nutshell.  Hope you enjoy my stories and feel free to drop me a line if you'd like to chat!

Thanks :)

"Don't Sell Out...if you can find something that you love, then you can do it. If you can’t, it doesn’t matter how skillful you are : that’s called whoring."

Joss Whedon's Top 10 Writing Rules

~Winner at Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Round 27 for Best Author-Spuffy~

~Reviewer of the Month: November 2015~

~Participated in Challenge Month: October 2015~

Reviewer of the Month 

  Stories (42)    Reviews (1003)    Favorites (146)    Awards (4)    Statistics  
 
 
Summary: Set in Season 4, Buffy and the gang are quietly celebrating the holiday season.  Throw in an naughty impromptu roommate and an even naughtier sweetened beverage, and the Scoobies get far more than they were bargaining for.   
Categories: Season 4, Holiday Fic
Characters: None
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy
Warnings: Adult Language
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 1,912 Hit Count: 1,781 ePub Downloads: 22
Published: December 18, 2013 Updated: December 18, 2013
Summary: In Season Three’s episode “Lover’s Walk,” Buffy and Spike fall victim to a binding spell that was accidentally triggered during the fight at the Magic Box.
 
How will two sworn enemies react when their utmost desire to bring about the other’s death is now replaced with bizarre primal urges and lusty cravings?  Then add a dash of telepathy, Angel as The Brooding Wonder, the Scoobies, and Giles’ frequent spectacle cleaning, and you have the makings of one helluva ride.  Written for VioletRoze88’s challenge on EF of the same title.

Runner-Up at Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards Round 26 for Best Unfinished, and Runner Up for Best Characterization: Spike---Many Thanks!!!!
 
Categories: Challenge Response
Characters: Original Characters
Genres: Dramedy, Fighting
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Challenges: A Link is Forged
Completed: No Chapters: 13 Table of Contents
Word count: 23,819 Hit Count: 7,197 ePub Downloads: 86
Published: March 26, 2012 Updated: August 09, 2012
Summary: It was the Tuesday before Christmas and Buffy hoped after a quick patrol she’d finally be earning a much-needed break.  However, this was still the Hellmouth, which is the perfect place for a few of Santa’s disgruntled elves to stir up a little trouble.      
Categories: Holiday Fic, Season 4
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy
Warnings: Adult Language, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,972 Hit Count: 618 ePub Downloads: 19
Published: December 18, 2012 Updated: December 18, 2012
Summary: The lengths one goes for the one they love.     
Categories: Season 6
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 813 Hit Count: 486 ePub Downloads: 10
Published: February 19, 2015 Updated: February 19, 2015
Summary: A slightly different twist on "Crush".  What would've happened if Spike truly meant, "Bloody well through playing"?
Categories: Season 5
Characters: None
Genres: Porn w/ Plot
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 579 Hit Count: 1,297 ePub Downloads: 121
Published: January 07, 2015 Updated: January 07, 2015
Summary: Set during Season 6, Spike reflects upon a visit from Buffy.
Categories: Season 6
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 810 Hit Count: 306 ePub Downloads: 6
Published: June 21, 2010 Updated: June 21, 2010
Summary: Marriage is a winding road filled with many bumps and ruts.  Buffy and Will Pratt’s marriage was no different.  Until one day, they came across a bump they weren’t able to navigate around.  This “bump” changed their relationship from one of understanding and passion into one filled with misconceptions and strife.  In the end, not wanting to hurt Will and herself any longer, Buffy decided the only way to stop the pain was to move on.  The one thing she didn’t anticipate with this decision—was she truly able to move on when she still loved and desired the one thing that she was trying to get past?


Winner at Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards Round 23 for Best Unfinished, and Runner-up for Best Pairing Conventional and Best Plot
 
Categories: Alternate Reality, All Human/Fantasy, Award Winners, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 18 Table of Contents
Word count: 56,710 Hit Count: 5,165 ePub Downloads: 75
Published: December 29, 2010 Updated: September 01, 2011
Summary: What happened when The God of Love and Desire stumbled upon a fighting Buffy and Spike, and decided to intervene? 
 

 ~Runner Up at the Sunnydale Memorial Awards Round 31 for Best Comedy~
 
 
 
Categories: Season 5, Holiday Fic, Award Runners-Up
Characters: None
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Word count: 3,103 Hit Count: 2,252 ePub Downloads: 40
Published: January 30, 2015 Updated: February 10, 2015
Summary: Set in Season 7 during the episode Potential, following a tedious training session with the newbies, Buffy ponders her present life and dreams of the future. 
Categories: Season 7, Episode Rewrite
Characters: Spike
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,035 Hit Count: 526 ePub Downloads: 20
Published: August 15, 2010 Updated: August 15, 2010
Summary: Steamy shower.  Spike.  Singing.  Naked. Got a visual?  You're Welcome.
 
Categories: Drabbles, Song Fic
Characters: None
Genres: Porn w/o Plot
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 257 Hit Count: 696 ePub Downloads: 8
Published: August 14, 2015 Updated: August 14, 2015
Summary: During Season Five, Buffy's truthful feelings about her voyeuristic vamp.

 
Categories: Season 5
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: None
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 876 Hit Count: 409 ePub Downloads: 12
Published: May 01, 2010 Updated: May 01, 2010
Summary: On the hunt for a killer and following the Bureau’s only lead, FBI Agent, Elizabeth “Buffy” Summers enters an extraordinary and unpredictable new world where her only guide is a mysterious and alluring stranger. 
 

As she spirals further and further into the center of this world, she is torn between her two identities and the idea that this man, whom she surprisingly trusts, knows far more than he’s admitting.  How far will she go to catch the killer and ultimately, is it worth risking her very soul?
 

*This is a Supernatural Thriller*



~Winner at Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards Round 27 for Best Author-Spuffy, Best Alternative Universe, Best NC-17, Best Original Character-Quinn, Best Plot, and Best Unfinished Fic. Also, Runner-Up for Best Characterization-Male-Spike~

As of 1/6/14:  Over time I will be editing and re-posting Chapters 1-17. (I will make note of the Chapters I've completed) The plot is not changing, I'm just tidying up.  Thanks.
 

 

Categories: Alternate Reality, Award Winners, Award Runners-Up, Taboo - Adults Only
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death, Drug Use, Fetish, Sexual Situations, Taboo, Torture, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 24 Table of Contents
Word count: 32,993 Hit Count: 6,209 ePub Downloads: 37
Published: September 05, 2012 Updated: February 18, 2014
Summary: William "The Spike" MacCloud is a porn star and Buffy is his fluffer.  Written for Redwulf50's challenge here on EF of the same title.

SunnyD Awards Nominee Round 26 for Best Comedy and Best NC-17!  Thanks so much!


Categories: Challenge Response, Taboo - Adults Only
Characters: None
Genres: Challenge Response, Fluffy/Comedy, Parody, Porn w/o Plot
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Taboo
Challenges: Fluffer
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,930 Hit Count: 1,899 ePub Downloads: 41
Published: March 06, 2012 Updated: March 06, 2012
Summary: We've all had them, just be grateful today's not yours.  From the moment Buffy Summers opened her eyes to greet the morning, her day went from bad to worse.  Even in the midst of having a day from hell, there's always one thing that can be the silver lining to your black cloud. Luckily for her, hers came wrapped in leather and wore a killer smile.
 
!!!!!FINALLY COMPLETED!!!!!
Nominated for Best Comedy, Best NC-17, and Best Plot at the SunnyD Awards Round 22! Thanks so much!


Categories: All Human/Fantasy
Characters: Original Characters
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy, POV
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Word count: 20,293 Hit Count: 2,057 ePub Downloads: 77
Published: September 11, 2010 Updated: February 17, 2011
Summary: “Without a question—she’s the one.  I knew it the minute I lay eyes on her that my search is over.  I long to slip inside her, to feel her surround me and take me places I’ve never been.  The time is now.  My wait is over."
 
Through the years: Spike and His Best Girl.
 
Gorgous Banner by the amazing DauntlessGrace. 
Categories: Season 2, Season 3, Season 4, Season 5, Season 6, Post-Series, Challenge Response
Characters: None
Genres: Challenge Response, Drama, Fluffy/Comedy
Warnings: Adult Language
Challenges: His Best Girl
Completed: No Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Word count: 6,102 Hit Count: 2,176 ePub Downloads: 14
Published: October 14, 2015 Updated: November 11, 2015
Summary: All is fair in love and war, or so they say.  So what will happen when you take a bit of brewed magic, add a dash of groovy match-making, and a hearty-heaping of three eligible bachelors?  That's right, you get Hooking up Hellmouth Style!  
 
Written for Elysian Fields Banner Challenge, Banner 63 by Puddinghead
Categories: Season 4
Characters: None
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: No Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 816 Hit Count: 260 ePub Downloads: 3
Published: October 31, 2016 Updated: October 31, 2016
Summary: "The Scoobies quickly learn that a bored Vampire with ADD tendencies should not be left alone...anywhere.  ESPECIALLY if there are office supplies on hand."
 
Banner is another DauntlessGrace masterpiece.  Isn't it amazing!!
Categories: Season 4, Challenge Response
Characters: None
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy
Warnings: Adult Language
Challenges: Idle Hands (or Author's Choice)
Completed: Yes Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Word count: 5,758 Hit Count: 2,700 ePub Downloads: 33
Published: October 29, 2015 Updated: May 18, 2017
Summary: A new spin on Harsh Light of Day.  Parker just broke Buffy's heart. Spike playing in the sun's rays, wondering if he would freckle.  With a solid left punch, their battle begins.  With harsh strikes and even harsher  words, Spike recaps Buffy's love life.  How would a question of her own, change the outcome of the day?
Categories: Season 2, Episode Rewrite
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Porn w/ Plot
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,713 Hit Count: 1,277 ePub Downloads: 55
Published: February 14, 2010 Updated: February 15, 2010
Summary: William " Spike" Eros is one of the new Attorneys at Wolfram and Hart. Elizabeth"Buffy" Summers is an ADA (Assistant District Attorney) who loathes him. Or does she?

Categories: Alternate Reality, All Human/Fantasy
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: No Chapters: 12 Table of Contents
Word count: 23,753 Hit Count: 796 ePub Downloads: 5
Published: October 28, 2009 Updated: March 16, 2010
Summary: What would happen if Buffy and Spike brought a video camera into the bedroom? Juicy Spuffy....that's what!

Categories: Alternate Reality
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Porn w/ Plot
Warnings: Adult Language, Fetish, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 1,303 Hit Count: 403 ePub Downloads: 10
Published: October 19, 2009 Updated: October 22, 2009
Summary: Set in Season 6, Spike reflects on his relationship with Buffy.
Categories: Season 6
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 937 Hit Count: 111 ePub Downloads: 3
Published: October 28, 2010 Updated: October 28, 2010
Summary: “William, it is customary in a young man’s life for a newly bespoke suit to be worn during a life altering occasion such as the one transpiring this evening, is it not?”     No truer words were ever spoken.
 
It began with a suit.  One given with love, another made with care. 
 
 
Amazingly beautiful banner by DauntlessGrace
Categories: Season 6
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,259 Hit Count: 493 ePub Downloads: 5
Published: June 28, 2017 Updated: June 28, 2017
Summary: Xander couldn't be that clueless, could he?  During Gone, when Xander found Spike exercising, what was Xander doing before he so rudely interrupted.  In my mind, it was far more than what was shown!


Categories: Season 6, Episode Rewrite
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Xander
Genres: Porn w/ Plot
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,021 Hit Count: 454 ePub Downloads: 10
Published: March 09, 2010 Updated: March 09, 2010
Summary: Spike reflects on his life, eighty years after Buffy has passed. 


*Nominated for SunnyD Awards Round 20:Best Post Series Finale Fic and Best Romance
*Nominated for Cover to Cover Buffy Awards Round One: Best Post Series Fic and Best One Shot
Categories: Post-Series
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,177 Hit Count: 583 ePub Downloads: 14
Published: December 12, 2009 Updated: December 15, 2009
Summary: Lady Elizabeth, the only child of Earl and Countess Summers, lived a life enriched with all those in her station are privy to: wealth, education and luxury.  All were at her whim.  Until one day, per sequester by the King of England, her whole world would change forever.  Per order of an enamored King, William Pratt Duke of Suffolk, traveled to procure this rare gem the King now craved.  Sir William, a man who indulged in all the riches of court life, continued through his life utilizing angelic features and cunning words.  All women succumbed to his charms, until Lady Elizabeth.  Upon their first meeting, a battle of wits and words began.  Beneath bitter words, lies a burning passion neither can ignore.  With her fate sealed by the King’s orders, can each go against other's desires to find their own Happily Ever After?

Categories: Historical, All Human/Fantasy
Characters: Buffy, William
Genres: Drama, Historical, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp)
Completed: No Chapters: 14 Table of Contents
Word count: 34,154 Hit Count: 1,120 ePub Downloads: 19
Published: February 15, 2010 Updated: May 25, 2010
Summary: Buffy is haunted by reoccurring dreams of a lost love and how the first slayer came to be.  In her quest for understanding, she comes across an ancient tome in which she has an unexplainable deep connection to.  Needing to know why and what is locked inside it's pages, she finds herself relying upon some old and unexpected allies for their help.  Yet the question remains, if this book is possibly the key to unlocking a mystery generations in the making, is she prepared to learn the true origin of a slayer's power? 
    

 ~Runner up at the Sunnydale Memorial Awards Round 32 for Best Post Series Finale Fic~
 

 
 
*Amazing banner by Dauntless Grace*
 

Categories: Post-Series, Crossover (AtS), Episode Rewrite, Award Runners-Up
Characters: None
Genres: Action/Adventure, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 18 Table of Contents
Word count: 38,714 Hit Count: 10,882 ePub Downloads: 70
Published: March 27, 2015 Updated: October 27, 2015
Summary: An alternative spin on how Out of My Mind would go if Spike’s chip didn’t go off when trying to bite Buffy.  Remember: no pain, no foul!! 
Categories: Season 5, Episode Rewrite
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Parody
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 1,393 Hit Count: 673 ePub Downloads: 33
Published: August 07, 2008 Updated: August 08, 2008
Summary: During Beer Bad, the missing scene between Buffy escaping from Xander and Giles in her dorm room and saving Willow from the bar fire.  What would have taken place if she came across our resident Big Bad?
Categories: Season 4, Episode Rewrite
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Parody
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 1,440 Hit Count: 610 ePub Downloads: 14
Published: June 07, 2010 Updated: June 07, 2010
Summary: Since Spike was seen in LA a few months prior, Wolfram and Hart has taken an interest in the “Slayer of Slayers.”  With their knowledge of his recapture by the Initiative, negotiations began.  Once Buffy discovered the commandos and The Initiative, she was shown their inner-workings. Based on trust, she joined forces, or so she thought.  With Buffy and Spike’s notoriety, Wolfram and Hart saw a lucrative opportunity. Utilizing their skills and ingrained hatred for one another, to showcase them in an underground demon fight club in Los Angeles, where the rich get richer, and only the strongest survive.  Now that the ultimate match has now been set --- Vampire against Slayer, how will a recently un-chipped Spike and Buffy react when they are thrust into the world of ‘The Ring’?
Crossover: BTV and Angel

*****RUNNER UP SunnyD Awards Round 21: Best Episode Re-write*****
 
Categories: Season 1, Season 4, Crossover (AtS), Episode Rewrite, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Fighting
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 19 Table of Contents
Word count: 52,193 Hit Count: 2,124 ePub Downloads: 18
Published: April 01, 2010 Updated: November 05, 2010
Summary: Sometimes words are not needed to truly understand someone. 
 
Set during Season 7, “Chosen” this my interpretation of what happened between Buffy and Spike during their final scene.
Categories: Season 7, Episode Rewrite
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Drama
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 1,326 Hit Count: 613 ePub Downloads: 10
Published: March 19, 2014 Updated: March 19, 2014