Penname: Gillian Silverlight
Real Name: Gillian Weaver
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Member Since: November 08, 2006
Last Active: February 21, 2024
Membership Status: Member
Skin: elysian

Gillian discovered Buffy fan fiction in January of 2001 for the first time. Of course the first site she found and read from one end to the other was that of Saber Shadowkitten.

 Sending feedback, she started chatting with Saber via email and was encouraged to try writing her own fiction.

 

Although Gillian had written poetry and prose for most of her life for her own personal satisfaction, she had never attempted to write fiction previously. She gamely dove into the endeavor and hasn’t stopped since.

 

She currently lives in Phoenix, AZ, and is working on the second novel of an original series (complete with vamps( many that have been moved from the Fires series of B/S), weres, shape-shifting dragons and magick), and an original metaphysical serial killer mystery. Excerpts can be read on her website.

 

Needing a home for her fiction, Gillian decided to build her own website, another first endeavor for her. However, that site is now lost because Gillian is carring for her disabled, veteran, sister and can no longer afford the site at this time. So she sincerely hopes that some of the non-Spike/Buffy but also NON- Buffy Angel fictions can be accepted here.

 

You can find Gillian Silverlight’s fiction at various sites all over the internet (She has some 90 plus fictions written since that fateful January) many of which have won various awards.

PLEASE be sure to check out the internet, as the fictions here are only a SMALL portion of the fictions written by Gillian Silverlight.  

  Stories (47)    Series (7)    Comments (2)    Statistics  
 
 
Stories by Gillian Silverlight
Past Featured Story
A Shoulder to Cry On. by Gillian Silverlight [NC-17] Likes: 14 Comments: 8
Summary: Riley has gone, who does Buffy turn to for comfort? Rated: NC-17  
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Series: Shoulder Series
Categories: Season 5
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: None
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 8,016 Hit Count: 2,302 ePub Downloads: 120
Published: November 10, 2006 Updated: November 10, 2006
And Then They Were by Gillian Silverlight [NC-17] Likes: 7 Comments: 4
Summary: Sequel to A Shoulder To Cry ON What if Riley came back months later?Rated NC-17- violence
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Series: Shoulder Series
Categories: Season 5
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Romance
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 8,988 Hit Count: 1,570 ePub Downloads: 97
Published: November 10, 2006 Updated: November 10, 2006
And They Say... by Gillian Silverlight [PG-13] Likes: 5 Comments: 1
Summary: The end of an era

Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Post-Series
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Character Death
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 4,270 Hit Count: 915 ePub Downloads: 38
Published: November 17, 2006 Updated: November 17, 2006
Ashes to Ashes by Gillian Silverlight [NC-17] Likes: 39 Comments: 25
Summary: Sequel to 'Into The Fires'; The Council learned about Buffy and wants a new Slayer thay can manage while they experiment on Buffy.But this new Slayer is not who they expected. Giles and Angel help with Willow's rampaging grief and Spike's quest gets him more than he bargained for. Who put them all in this handbasket and why is it so hot?
You will have to endure Angel/Buffy sex, but sometimes you have to go where you don't want to to get where you need to be. Part 3 will make up for this.
Rating: NC-17
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Series: Forged In Flames - Fire Series
Categories: Season 5, Alternate Reality
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: Buffy/Other (Temp), Cheating/Infidelity, Rape (Implied)
Completed: Yes Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Word count: 41,050 Hit Count: 3,420 ePub Downloads: 202
Published: November 17, 2006 Updated: November 17, 2006
Balancing the Scales by Gillian Silverlight [R] Likes: 32 Comments: 9
Summary: After Buffy dies, those that love her have to deal with the aftermath and want her back.
*Winner of the Dead Sexy Award for Great Buffy/Spike Fiction**Winner of the UnderWorld Award for Buffy/Spike Fiction* Lyrics: ‘My Best Wasn’t Good Enough’ by Anouk & Kane; ‘Absence Of Fear’ by Jewel; “Shine” by Collective Soul; “Yellow” by Coldplay; “Run” by Collective Soul; “Under the MilkyWay” by The Church; “Full of Grace” by Sarah McLachlan; “View to a Kill” by Duran Duran; “Drops of Jupiter” By Train.
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Series: Slayer Series
Categories: Claim, Season 5
Characters: None
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Word count: 14,174 Hit Count: 10,627 ePub Downloads: 174
Published: November 17, 2006 Updated: November 17, 2006
Between Then And Now by Gillian Silverlight [PG-13] Likes: 7 Comments: 5
Summary: The unseen scene. Angel called, Buffy went. What happened between them; when Spike found out; when Buffy got back?
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Season 6
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 6,627 Hit Count: 1,149 ePub Downloads: 42
Published: November 17, 2006 Updated: November 17, 2006
Can You See? by Gillian Silverlight [NC-17] Likes: 19 Comments: 12
Summary: This fiction takes place after “Reunion” and in a different time frame
than “The Crush”. It includes elements from “The Trial” (‘Angel the Series’)
I have drawn on events in Avalon’s work, “Love is Blind” (yes, she does know and
this is an “unauthorized sequel”), as well as part of a speculation from
‘Samantha’ on the WB Feedback forum. My thanks to both of them for, adding to this story in their own
ways.
Disclaimer: Joss, the WB, UPN, ME, Fox and everyone except me owns them. I just
play with them.
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Alternate Reality
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Cordelia, Darla, Drusilla, Giles, Spike, Whistler
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Fighting, Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Word count: 24,676 Hit Count: 2,086 ePub Downloads: 54
Published: June 17, 2007 Updated: June 17, 2007
Check and Mate by Gillian Silverlight [NC-17] Likes: 9 Comments: 3
Summary: Buffy is stalked and abducted
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Series: Shoulder Series
Categories: Season 5
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Romance
Warnings: Buffy/Other (Temp), Character Death, Rape (Actual), Sexual Situations, Torture (Physical), Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 7,401 Hit Count: 2,119 ePub Downloads: 74
Published: November 10, 2006 Updated: November 10, 2006
Coming Home by Gillian Silverlight [NC-17] Likes: 8 Comments: 4
Summary: The missing scenes from Chosen.
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Season 7
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 3,436 Hit Count: 754 ePub Downloads: 44
Published: November 08, 2006 Updated: November 08, 2006
Doors Of Light by Gillian Silverlight [PG-13] Likes: 8 Comments: 5
Summary: After Angel’s telephone call toward the end of season 5.
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Crossover (Books or TV shows outside Buffyverse)
Characters: Angel, Cordelia, Doyle, Original Characters, Other, Spike
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,348 Hit Count: 1,089 ePub Downloads: 40
Published: June 11, 2014 Updated: June 15, 2014
Fading Not Allowed by Gillian Silverlight [R] Likes: 4 Comments: 5
Summary: The end of an era. What I think happened after the Angel Finale, or
what I hope happened. I feel this belongs with the Spike/Buffy fics due to it's very nature and the way I handled it.
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Crossover (AtS), Post-Series
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Connor, Faith Lehane, Charles Gunn, Other, Spike, Willow
Genres: Action/Adventure, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 3,857 Hit Count: 968 ePub Downloads: 53
Published: November 22, 2006 Updated: November 22, 2006
Fallen Stars by Gillian Silverlight [NC-17] Likes: 5 Comments: 4
Summary:  Everyone has a different reaction to losing a loved one. Even if that one doesn't love you back.
Disclaimer: I only own Renee. The rest belong to Joss and the WB, UPN; and
everybody except me. I just borrow them to play. This time rougher than others.
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Alternate Reality
Characters: Original Characters, Spike
Genres: Angst, Drama, POV
Warnings: Blood Play, Character Death, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 997 Hit Count: 292 ePub Downloads: 24
Published: June 17, 2007 Updated: June 17, 2007
Fires of Azrael by Gillian Silverlight [NC-17] Likes: 4 Comments: 4
Summary: Sequel to ‘Interview With A Vampire’
Buffy and Spike go to St. Louis to pick up a mystical artifact and see friends.
Unfortunately, nothing is ever quite that simple.
Disclaimer: The characters of BtVS belong to Joss and the WB, UPN and just about
everyone except me. Many of the other characters belong to Laurell K. Hamilton,
the rest belong to me.
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Alternate Reality
Characters: Buffy, Original Characters, Other, Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Drama, Fighting
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Word count: 26,206 Hit Count: 855 ePub Downloads: 55
Published: June 17, 2007 Updated: June 17, 2007
Friends and Lovers by Gillian Silverlight [NC-17] Likes: 5 Comments: 4
Summary:

Angel, Spike and Buffy must find a mysterious Orb

Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Alternate Reality
Characters: None
Genres: Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 9,795 Hit Count: 419 ePub Downloads: 46
Published: February 23, 2008 Updated: February 23, 2008
Games People Play by Gillian Silverlight [NC-17] Likes: 17 Comments: 10
Summary: Challenge from SheGiles07 (to make Giles sexy) : A very stormy night, with the Scoobies and Spike trapped in the old mansion, alcohol and a game of truth or Consequences where Buffy and Spike (and a few other people it seems) get put into some interesting circumstances.
** Winner of Dead Sexy Award for Great NC-17 Fiction
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Series: Games People Play Series
Categories: Season 3, Challenge Response
Characters: Anya, Buffy, Giles, Spike, Tara, Willow, Xander
Genres: Dramedy, Fluffy/Comedy, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 12,169 Hit Count: 1,659 ePub Downloads: 116
Published: April 18, 2007 Updated: April 18, 2007
Heroes and Villains by Gillian Silverlight [G] Likes: 3 Comments: 2
Summary: Post ‘Smashed’ – THAT scene and Spike’s thoughts.
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Season 6
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,021 Hit Count: 603 ePub Downloads: 29
Published: November 08, 2006 Updated: November 08, 2006
Hunger In The Night by Gillian Silverlight [NC-17] Likes: 8 Comments: 4
Summary:  Spike tells Buffy a tale of England in 1887.
Disclaimer: The characters of BtVS belong to Joss and the WB, UPN and just about
everyone except me.
**Winner of Best Drama Award in the Fire and Ice Awards** 
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Alternate Reality, Crossover (Books or TV shows outside Buffyverse)
Characters: Angelus, Buffy, Darla, Drusilla, Original Characters, Other, Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Fighting, Historical
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Blood Play, Character Death, Substance Use/Addiction, Fetish, Rape (Actual), Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Torture (Physical), Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 9 Table of Contents
Word count: 15,973 Hit Count: 1,752 ePub Downloads: 90
Published: June 17, 2007 Updated: June 17, 2007
Inside Our Skin by Gillian Silverlight [NC-17] Likes: 6 Comments: 3
Summary: AU Set in Season 6 – Buffy encounters an old acquaintance with surprising results.
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Season 6
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Willow
Genres: Action/Adventure
Warnings: Adult Language
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 5,684 Hit Count: 509 ePub Downloads: 38
Published: November 08, 2006 Updated: November 08, 2006
Interview with a Vampire by Gillian Silverlight [PG] Likes: 3 Comments: 3
Summary: A/U The Master of the City of St. Louis has been sent to Spike by the
Council.
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Alternate Reality
Characters: Buffy, Other, Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Dramedy
Warnings: Adult Language
Completed: Yes Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Word count: 7,387 Hit Count: 1,064 ePub Downloads: 56
Published: June 17, 2007 Updated: June 17, 2007
Into The Fires by Gillian Silverlight [R] Likes: 45 Comments: 15
Summary: Post 'Smashed' - Buffy searches for a reason for her attraction to Spike and why he feels she came back 'wrong' as well as the true origins of Slayers and Vampires. Little can any of them begin to imagine the truth. (Spoilers for both BTVS and ATS)
Rating: R - violence

Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Series: Forged In Flames - Fire Series
Categories: Season 6
Characters: None
Genres: Drama, Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Word count: 30,031 Hit Count: 8,968 ePub Downloads: 252
Published: November 17, 2006 Updated: November 17, 2006
Kiss Me Deadly by Gillian Silverlight [R] Likes: 5 Comments: 3
Summary: Buffy is at the end of her rope
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Season 5
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 5,201 Hit Count: 607 ePub Downloads: 37
Published: November 10, 2006 Updated: November 10, 2006
Let Me In by Gillian Silverlight [G] Likes: 7 Comments: 3
Summary: Sometime after the Body- Buffy feels terribly alone
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Season 5
Characters: None
Genres: POV
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 3,936 Hit Count: 338 ePub Downloads: 35
Published: November 10, 2006 Updated: November 10, 2006
Little ‘Sister’ by Gillian Silverlight [PG] Likes: 3 Comments: 2
Summary: That would spoil the ending. However, my thanks to Patti for the idea
how to use the song “Cry Little Sister” by Gerard McMann from the “Lost Boys”
soundtrack.
Disclaimer: They belong to Joss and the WB. I just borrow them to play with them
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Challenge Response
Characters: Other, Spike
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Character Death, Spike/Other (Temp)
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 897 Hit Count: 331 ePub Downloads: 25
Published: June 17, 2007 Updated: June 17, 2007
Losing a Friend by Gillian Silverlight [R] Likes: 5 Comments: 3
Summary: Spike finds out about Joyce’s death.
Lyrics by Peter Gabriel and Aerosmith
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Series: Losing a Friend
Categories: Season 5
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: Character Death
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 6,990 Hit Count: 745 ePub Downloads: 37
Published: November 10, 2006 Updated: November 10, 2006
Loving Forever by Gillian Silverlight [R] Likes: 4 Comments: 1
Summary: Buffy invites Spike over.
*Winner of 'The Watching You Angst Award** Winner of the Dead Sexy Angst Award*  
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Season 5
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Character Death
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,656 Hit Count: 563 ePub Downloads: 34
Published: November 17, 2006 Updated: November 17, 2006
Midnight Tryst by Gillian Silverlight [NC-17] Likes: 6 Comments: 7
Summary: Title says it all. Sometime after Crush
*Nominated for The Spiked Awards*

*Winner of the Dead Sexy Award for Great NC-17 fiction*

*Winner of the 'Is It Hot In Here Or Is It Just My Story' Award*

Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Season 5
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Porn w/ Plot
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,681 Hit Count: 788 ePub Downloads: 47
Published: November 17, 2006 Updated: November 17, 2006
Mine by Gillian Silverlight [G] Likes: 3 Comments: 0
Summary: What if Darla called Buffy about her night with Angel? Lyrics By Savage Garden

Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Season 5
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,213 Hit Count: 1,066 ePub Downloads: 35
Published: November 10, 2006 Updated: November 10, 2006
Of Trust and Lies by Gillian Silverlight [NC-17] Likes: 3 Comments: 7
Summary: Long involved challenge from Bridget at Lindsey’s Angels (S/B, A/B, L/B)
Fic to include: Spring break, Holland Manners not being dead (although she didn’t say for how long! ), the line: ”You can’t fight evil with a macaroni duck!”, Cordelia, Lindsey, and undefined evil of some kind, crossover with BtVS, a deceased character not actually being dead, someone getting a speeding ticket at an inopportune time, the Host, The Host drunk as a skunk, Ethan Rayne, a missing shoe, Frat boys singing at Caritas, a power outage, someone locked in a closet, a cow, lyrics to ‘Face to Face’, two unlikely people getting locked in the closet, a tornado, the line: “If I want your opinion, I’ll ask you to fill out the necessary forms.
(That’s it! I have them all!)
*Winner of the Macaroni Duck Challenge Award*
**A.N.: True rape is about power, NEVER simply about sex, or even desire. Many Crisis centers or police officials will tell you that if you become a victim of someone bent on rape, try and remove the 'POWER' from their hands. It may mean to pretend to co-operate. Anything that increases your chance of survival and decreases your chance of injury is advisable. And that 'pretend' removes a good deal of POWER from the hands of the rapist. It CAN save a life! Now, that said:
Sexual contact can produce the appropiate bodily responses, regardless of your feelings about the person or the act, IF... they push the right buttons, stroke the correct area, etc. Your body doesn't NEED the associated emotions to produce a response to stimulation. This is actually easier for a woman than for a man, as his lack of interest is much more readily apparent. However, bodily response does NOT mean you were enjoying yourself. It does mean your body responded to the applied stimulus.
At no point in this fiction have I attempted to "romantasize" rape. However, I have used the above mentioned techniques, combined with a little understanding of a person acting under the influence (of magick in this case). The resulting reactions CAN and HAVE BEEN real in actual encounters of persons faced with similar situations (excluding the magick!) You have been explained to and warned. Do NOT give me grief should you decide to continute to read a decent story line.
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Series: Macaroni Duck Series
Categories: Alternate Reality, Challenge Response, Crossover (AtS)
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Cordelia, Doyle, Ethan Rayne, Kate Lockley, Lorne, Other, Spike, Wesley
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Buffy/Other (Temp), Rape (Actual), Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 22,102 Hit Count: 952 ePub Downloads: 76
Published: November 10, 2006 Updated: November 10, 2006
One Song, One Spell by Gillian Silverlight [PG] Likes: 3 Comments: 1
Summary: Sequel to ‘Of Trust and Lies”
The aftermath of Lindsey's spell on Buffy. How Spike, Angel and Lindsey all deal with what his actions did to Buffy.
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Series: Macaroni Duck Series
Categories: Alternate Reality, Crossover (AtS), Baby/Kid Fic
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Cordelia, Giles, Other, Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Dramedy
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Character Death, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Word count: 12,147 Hit Count: 3,720 ePub Downloads: 58
Published: June 17, 2007 Updated: June 17, 2007
One, Two, Three Times A Slayer by Gillian Silverlight [NC-17] Likes: 4 Comments: 6
Summary: A third Slayer has been found. Can they keep her out of the clutches of the Council of Watchers? The Council's attack on Faith is dealt with; Buffy comes into her own after ‘The Gift'. (Author's Note: ++ denotes flashback.)
A/N If you are interested the second part of the series is here it is Lindseycentric but has stuff happen you might want to read before reading the final fic in this series  http://www.homestead.com/gilliansspikelair/files/Twisted_Fate.htm
 
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Series: Slayer Series
Categories: Claim, Season 5, Season 6
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Word count: 28,827 Hit Count: 1,837 ePub Downloads: 99
Published: November 17, 2006 Updated: November 17, 2006