Penname: chaoz
Real Name: Bibi
Member Since: August 04, 2020
Last Active: August 17, 2022
Membership Status: Member
Skin: simple-dark

What can I say? I'm just me. Ordinary : )

I'm a latecomer to this fandom but am enjoying the stories, the feelings and community a lot. I'm not brazen enough to just stand about, so I tend to lurk.

Sometimes the fairies take me on an adventure of euphoric enthusiasm and I write stuff which is hole-y and patchy, or decide to record a podfic which will never be published because I can't find the nerve to ask the author for permission and I've been told my native tongue is very clearly audible in my attempts at spoken English.

The few people I've interacted with on this fandom have been incredibly sweet and welcoming here, I think I'd like to stay. Thank you.

I live in Europe, which makes my awake hours pretty much when most of the lovely people here are in their asleep hours and vice versa. Which is with the inconvenient when trying to hold a conversation but I hope we'll muddle through.

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Summary: It’s 2019. Buffy and Spike have been planning and awaiting their special moment for a while now. Only, Spike has no idea what the Slayer is talking about.
This fic is an Elysian Fields 2020 Secret Santa gift for incendie.
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Season 4, Post-Series, Alternate Reality
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Tara
Genres: Established Relationship, Romance
Warnings: None
Event: Secret Santa Fic Exchange 2020
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 11,214 Hit Count: 1,222 ePub Downloads: 31
Published: December 21, 2020 Updated: December 21, 2020
Summary: Dawn overhears Buffy and Spike arguing during Older And Far Away. When the door closes after everyone else has left, she decides to take the opportunity and confronts Buffy about a few things now that she has her sister's undivided attention for once.
Dawn gets her wish and Buffy takes Spike on a weekend getaway. But is a weekend away enough to fix their mess of a twisted 'relationship'?
Written for the Elysian Fields 'Artistic April Challenge' Month. Banner #90 by AlloSpoike.
Betaed by efffi2117 and Doublemeat Palace.
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Season 6, Challenge Response
Characters: Buffy, Dawn, Original Characters, Spike
Genres: Angst, Drama, HEA/HFN, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Sexual Situations
Event: Artistic April Challenge 2021
Completed: Yes Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Word count: 44,537 Hit Count: 7,235 ePub Downloads: 111
Published: April 20, 2021 Updated: November 14, 2021
Summary: Spike outdid himself this time and is basking in his success smugly, as well as giving Buffy a chance to get some much needed rest and an opportunity to gain a new perspective.
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Season 6, Alternate Reality
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Porn w/o Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,705 Hit Count: 655 ePub Downloads: 31
Published: September 25, 2020 Updated: September 25, 2020
Summary: Set in season 4 after ‘A New Man’ when Spike only recently left the ‘hospitality’ of the Scoobies. It's based on the challenge Shatter by Kittenshift17
Buffy shows up on Spike's doorstep one night. She's shivering, bleeding, and scared. There's a dazed look in her eyes - she looks drugged. She looks like she's been through hell. Looking up at Spike, swaying slightly as though close to passing out, Buffy mumbles, "...didn't know where else to go..." then, she collapses in Spike's arms.
Spike plans to get his sweet revenge for indignities suffered but alas – as his plans are wont to be – Spike’s plan somehow ends up foiled again!
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Season 4, Alternate Reality, Challenge Response
Characters: Buffy, Original Characters, Spike
Genres: Drama, Kidnapping
Warnings: None
Challenges: Shatter
Completed: Yes Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Word count: 9,501 Hit Count: 9,374 ePub Downloads: 95
Published: September 19, 2020 Updated: September 23, 2020