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Summary: This is a VERY dark fic. Premise: what would happen if the First Evil had the Bringers capture Buffy instead of Spike? Giles and the SiT’s have shown up a touch earlier. Spike’s trigger no longer exists. Picks up early to mid season 7 and goes AU from there.
Runner Up: Sinister Award, Spike Through The Heart Awards 
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Season 7
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Rape (Implied), Torture (Physical), Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 9
Word count: 12,230 Hit Count: 14,121 ePub Downloads: 103
Published: February 17, 2015 Updated: February 17, 2015


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Story Notes: Special thanks to Cat who Beta’d this fic for me! You were amazing and more patient than anyone I know.
If you are not into dark fic, do not read this and then flame me for it.
All characters are the property of Joss and M.E. and other people who could sue the pants off of me, but the story is all mine.


1. Left Behind by Irishrose - Likes: 12 Comments: 6 Word Count: 1,073 Hit Count: 2,352 Published: February 17, 2015

WARNING! DARK fic, like 90% dark chocolate dark, not the yummy 70% dark. If you don't do dark, do NOT proceed.

2. Discoveries by Irishrose - Likes: 11 Comments: 4 Word Count: 583 Hit Count: 1,464 Published: February 17, 2015

3. Stupid Vampire Senses by Irishrose - Likes: 9 Comments: 3 Word Count: 561 Hit Count: 1,482 Published: February 17, 2015

4. Retribution by Irishrose - Likes: 9 Comments: 4 Word Count: 1,473 Hit Count: 1,521 Published: February 17, 2015

5. Injuries by Irishrose - Likes: 10 Comments: 3 Word Count: 1,042 Hit Count: 1,421 Published: February 17, 2015

6. Dealing by Irishrose - Likes: 11 Comments: 4 Word Count: 2,309 Hit Count: 1,448 Published: February 17, 2015

7. Moving On by Irishrose - Likes: 10 Comments: 2 Word Count: 951 Hit Count: 1,327 Published: February 17, 2015

8. Waking Dreams by Irishrose - Likes: 13 Comments: 4 Word Count: 3,716 Hit Count: 1,470 Published: February 17, 2015

9. Endings and Beginnings by Irishrose - Likes: 17 Comments: 8 Word Count: 522 Hit Count: 1,635 Published: February 17, 2015