Summary: Long series. Spoilers for "The Gift" and S6. Spike manages to save Dawn, but pays a terribly high price. Will he be able to find meaning in his suffering?

Categories: Season 5, Season 6
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Drama, Romance
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 20
Word count: 71,630 Hit Count: 42,324 ePub Downloads: 379
Published: November 23, 2006 Updated: November 23, 2006


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1. Chapter 1: A Body Broken by Enigmaticblue - Likes: 13 Comments: 3 Word Count: 3,260 Hit Count: 4,246
Disclaimer: Not mine, just playing with them.

2. Chapter 2: Living and Not Living by Enigmaticblue - Likes: 10 Comments: 3 Word Count: 3,302 Hit Count: 2,232

3. Chapter 3: Unlife by Enigmaticblue - Likes: 10 Comments: 2 Word Count: 2,572 Hit Count: 2,136

4. Chapter 4: Poker Face by Enigmaticblue - Likes: 12 Comments: 3 Word Count: 2,684 Hit Count: 1,951

5. Chapter 5: Drinking Buddies by Enigmaticblue - Likes: 10 Comments: 2 Word Count: 1,905 Hit Count: 1,917

6. Chapter 6: Teen Woes by Enigmaticblue - Likes: 10 Comments: 1 Word Count: 2,248 Hit Count: 1,949

7. Chapter 7: And Again With the Music by Enigmaticblue - Likes: 9 Comments: 2 Word Count: 1,606 Hit Count: 1,969

8. Chapter 8: Wiping the Slate by Enigmaticblue - Likes: 10 Comments: 3 Word Count: 5,201 Hit Count: 2,152

9. Chapter 9: A Gentle Touch by Enigmaticblue - Likes: 10 Comments: 2 Word Count: 6,056 Hit Count: 2,069

10. Chapter 10: A Harsh Reality by Enigmaticblue - Likes: 10 Comments: 2 Word Count: 5,146 Hit Count: 1,973

11. Chapter 11: Disappearing Act by Enigmaticblue - Likes: 9 Comments: 2 Word Count: 4,249 Hit Count: 1,958

12. Chapter 12: Money Woes by Enigmaticblue - Likes: 9 Comments: 3 Word Count: 2,989 Hit Count: 1,916

13. Chapter 13: Life Spring by Enigmaticblue - Likes: 9 Comments: 2 Word Count: 3,546 Hit Count: 1,881

14. Chapter 14: Life of the Party by Enigmaticblue - Likes: 9 Comments: 2 Word Count: 3,681 Hit Count: 1,908

15. Chapter 15: Kindred Spirits by Enigmaticblue - Likes: 9 Comments: 2 Word Count: 2,731 Hit Count: 1,955

16. Chapter 16: Altar Call by Enigmaticblue - Likes: 8 Comments: 1 Word Count: 2,720 Hit Count: 1,913

17. Chapter 17: A State of Mind by Enigmaticblue - Likes: 10 Comments: 1 Word Count: 5,269 Hit Count: 1,941

18. Chapter 18: Bonds by Enigmaticblue - Likes: 8 Comments: 2 Word Count: 3,835 Hit Count: 1,892

19. Chapter 19: The Death of Innocence by Enigmaticblue - Likes: 9 Comments: 3 Word Count: 2,822 Hit Count: 1,977

20. Chapter 20: The End of It All by Enigmaticblue - Likes: 32 Comments: 19 Word Count: 5,808 Hit Count: 2,388