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Summary: An interlude: We all know that Anya found it suddenly impossible to grant wishes in Avocation. What you don't is what Spike's experience in the Wish-verse was.
Categories: Season 2
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 3,888 Hit Count: 2,757 ePub Downloads: 123
Published: November 19, 2006 Updated: November 19, 2006
Summary: A potentially horrifying story of lust, blood and hunger when the world turns inside out.
Set shortly before Buffy vs Dracula; Riley left town at the end of S4.
Categories: Season 4, Season 5
Characters: Anya, Buffy, Giles, Joyce, Spike, Tara, Willy the Snitch, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, HEA/HFN, Horror, Hurt/Comfort, Road Trip
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 19 Table of Contents
Word count: 73,384 Hit Count: 36,790 ePub Downloads: 570
Published: October 01, 2019 Updated: November 10, 2019
Summary: High school fic to the nth degree. Bad boy Spike, snarky Buffy. Consider yourself warned.

When people ask her about it, she'll claim that it had been Cordy's surprise that had decided her, that anyone who can startle Cordelia deserved a chance. But at that moment, she isn't thinking about Cordelia at all, or even what people might say.

Spike just looks particularly lickable today. And she doesn’t know what to expect, which is reason enough in itself.

She’s ready for something different.
Categories: Alternate Reality, All Human
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 4,168 Hit Count: 2,146 ePub Downloads: 82
Published: March 01, 2011 Updated: March 01, 2011
Summary: It all started with a one-night stand, and suddenly, Buffy Summers found herself involved with rock star and premiere bad boy of England, Spike Rock. Also, for general knowledge purposes: Buffy and Xander are step siblings, Willow's not gay, and the gang lives in L.A.
Categories: All Human
Characters: Anya, Buffy, Ensemble, Joyce, Original Characters, Oz, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Angst, Fluffy/Comedy, Porn w/ Plot
Warnings: Adult Language, Substance Use/Addiction, Sexual Situations
Completed: No Chapters: 30 Table of Contents
Word count: 98,944 Hit Count: 54,243 ePub Downloads: 359
Published: May 22, 2009 Updated: September 18, 2009
Summary: Buffy Summers used to be a budding professional snowboarder. Some tragedies and some years later, she's living as far from the mountains and snow as she can get, and her life is at its most perfect. Then her sister, Dawn, gets a hare-brained idea to bring her back to the mountains. 
 
Spike Pratt used to be semi-pro on the snowboard. Some misfortunes and some years later, he's living as close to the mountains as he can get, trying to sustain himself as a snowboard instructor at a fancy Colorado ski resort, where the cost of living is just a little higher every year. 
 
What will Buffy find in the sprawling vistas and harsh climate of the high country? And when her path crosses Spike's, could they both be in for the ride of their lives?
Categories: All Human
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Anya, Cordelia, Dawn, Riley Finn, Tara, Willow, Xander
Genres: Dramedy, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Slow-Burn
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Character Death, Human!Spike, Mental Health Issues, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Substance Use/Addiction, Suicidal Ideation
Completed: Yes Chapters: 26 Table of Contents
Word count: 76,224 Hit Count: 11,807 ePub Downloads: 138
Published: February 05, 2022 Updated: January 24, 2023
Summary: Spike and Buffy stuck together for Christmas... (Season 4, post-"Hush")
Runner up for Best General Fluff Award at the Spuffy Awards Round 7.
Categories: Season 4, Holiday Fic, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Buffy, Giles, Joyce, Spike
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 12 Table of Contents
Word count: 36,139 Hit Count: 19,927 ePub Downloads: 394
Published: November 11, 2006 Updated: November 11, 2006
Summary: Buffy considers why Spike is her best friend.
Categories: Post-Series
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst, Drama, POV
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: No Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,807 Hit Count: 1,834 ePub Downloads: 37
Published: March 06, 2015 Updated: March 06, 2015
Summary: "No you don't, but thanks for saying it."
"I
do. And I'm not letting you go."
Response to a challenge by OffYourBird: ‘The Two Ghosts of Wolfram and Hart’.
“Spike tells Buffy to leave him in Chosen but, this time, she doesn't... and out pop two ghosts in Angel's office nineteen days later. How does Buffy being in W&H as ghost #2 affect AtS season 5? What kind of shenanigans does our ghost duo get up to? ...Angsty, fluffy, smutty (answering the question of if ghosts can touch each other!) - whatever genre you like, so long as it has a happy Spuffy end.”

Probably heading into the territory of melancholic despair at some stage, be warned. But happy ending guaranteed! It's in the challenge requirements after all ;)
Spoilers through AtS S5.
Bihaldan is Old English - 'to hold', or to keep/occupy/conceal/rescue/retain. And is also the origin of 'behold' - to see, to look at, or to instruct someone to look at.
Series: Spookverse
Categories: Post-Series, Crossover (AtS), Challenge Response
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Charles Gunn, Fred, Lorne, Spike, Wesley
Genres: Drama, Established Relationship, HEA/HFN, Road Trip, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death, Sexual Situations, Violence
Challenges: The Two Ghosts of Wolfram and Hart
Completed: Yes Chapters: 22 Table of Contents
Word count: 58,258 Hit Count: 46,078 ePub Downloads: 669
Published: April 01, 2019 Updated: May 01, 2019
Summary: One night out on the town with her friends, who she hasn't exactly told about her new found poverty, Buffy finds herself abandoned and looking for the bus. She then finds herself dragged into a back alley and on her back. Fortunately, her attacker chose an alley already occupied by a rather bad-ass handsome stranger. 
Unfortunately, the stranger's kind-of a jerk. 
Categories: All Human
Characters: Buffy, Cordelia, Doyle, Ensemble, Faith Lehane, Giles, Charles Gunn, Harmony, Jenny Calendar, Joyce, Other, Spike
Genres: Angst, Drama, Fluffy/Comedy, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Substance Use/Addiction, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 11 Table of Contents
Word count: 33,490 Hit Count: 13,851 ePub Downloads: 171
Published: August 28, 2009 Updated: September 19, 2009
Summary: Post-'Wrecked'. Buffy and Spike meet in the hospital waiting room and discuss just how broken they are.
Categories: Season 6
Characters: None
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 1,306 Hit Count: 1,349 ePub Downloads: 33
Published: November 18, 2006 Updated: November 18, 2006
Summary: While under her Will Be Done spell, Willow just happened to say “I don’t care about anything,” and as a result, wanders blithely off as a vengeance demon. Spike and Buffy are left to protect a threatened Xander and a blind Giles while under the effect of a powerful love charm. But all is not happy in paradise – they’re still constantly fighting, and Angel is determined to end the spell they’re under. In a desperate attempt to collect the tattered remains of all their lives, ex-watcher Wesley Windham-Pryce is called in to try and play marriage counselor between the vampire and the slayer. Not entirely as crack fic or as fluffy as the premise would suggest, though it starts funny.



Series: Care Package
Categories: Season 4, Alternate Reality, Episode Rewrite, Challenge Response
Characters: Angel, Anya, Buffy, Giles, Joyce, Spike, Tara, Willow, Xander
Genres: None
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Challenges: "I Will Remember You" Memories (Author's Choice of Name), Vengeance Demon Willow, Buffy Calls Angel in "Something Blue" (Author's Choice of Name), Marriage Counselling (Author's Choice of Name) , Infinity Challenge
Completed: Yes Chapters: 18 Table of Contents
Word count: 72,601 Hit Count: 53,190 ePub Downloads: 663
Published: October 14, 2015 Updated: October 29, 2015
Summary: Buffy gets sucked into an alternate reality where she meets another Spike. Hijinks ensue.
Categories: Post-Series, Alternate Reality
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 22 Table of Contents
Word count: 75,954 Hit Count: 28,878 ePub Downloads: 353
Published: November 16, 2006 Updated: November 16, 2006
Summary: She'd kicked his butt, taken the Gem and sent it off to Angel. Buffy thought she'd seen the last of Spike. Clearly, she’d been too optimistic. That he was in her house, in her room, waking her out of a sound sleep and asking for (okay, demanding) her help meant that something had to be majorly wrong. They weren't due for another apocalypse, but...why else would a vampire make a truce with the Slayer?
Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Award Winner, Round 24 for: Best Author, Best Unfinished, Best Angst (Spike Pairing), Best Pairing (Conventional), Best Plot (Spuffy), Best Episode Re-Write, and Best Male Characterization (Spike)
Categories: Award Winners, Season 4
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst, Dramedy, Fighting, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 34 Table of Contents
Word count: 156,452 Hit Count: 93,517 ePub Downloads: 1,162
Published: May 02, 2011 Updated: March 20, 2016
Summary: Buffy is a waitress at a gay coffeehouse, and Spike is a dashing captain of a space ship... and it's not an alternate universe. It's a year after the events of Season Eight, and Buffy is still reeling. But while she and Spike try to sort out the hurt and confusion that Buffy's been dealing with all year, the aftershocks of her betrayal have brought a new enemy forth...one that might just be the one to break her completely.


Categories: Season 9 (Comic)
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Dawn, Faith Lehane, Illyria, Original Characters, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Fighting, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language
Completed: Yes Chapters: 20 Table of Contents
Word count: 64,269 Hit Count: 30,876 ePub Downloads: 372
Published: January 26, 2011 Updated: July 21, 2011
Summary: In a world where soulmates have the ability to write on each other's skin, Spike finds himself shackled to a five-year-old Buffy who--for once--listens to her mother's advice about not handing out personal information. With no way of tracking the annoyance down, Spike is forced to endure a decade of unavoidable communication.
When Spike finally arrives in Sunnydale and discovers his soulmate is none other than the slayer, he revels in the notion of a destined death match, but the Powers That Be have other plans...
Categories: Pre-Series, Season 2, Season 3, Alternate Reality
Characters: Angel, Angelus, Anya, Buffy, Ensemble, Faith Lehane, Giles, Joyce, Mayor Richard Wilkins III, Oz, Spike, Wesley, Willow, Xander
Genres: Dark, Drama, Dramedy, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Slow-Burn
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Buffy/Other (Temp), Mental Health Issues, Spike/Other (Temp), Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 49 Table of Contents
Word count: 203,679 Hit Count: 89,273 ePub Downloads: 848
Published: August 25, 2017 Updated: December 14, 2021
Summary: On the hunt for a killer and following the Bureau’s only lead, FBI Agent, Elizabeth “Buffy” Summers enters an extraordinary and unpredictable new world where her only guide is a mysterious and alluring stranger. 
 

As she spirals further and further into the center of this world, she is torn between her two identities and the idea that this man, whom she surprisingly trusts, knows far more than he’s admitting.  How far will she go to catch the killer and ultimately, is it worth risking her very soul?
 

*This is a Supernatural Thriller*



~Winner at Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards Round 27 for Best Author-Spuffy, Best Alternative Universe, Best NC-17, Best Original Character-Quinn, Best Plot, and Best Unfinished Fic. Also, Runner-Up for Best Characterization-Male-Spike~

As of 1/6/14:  Over time I will be editing and re-posting Chapters 1-17. (I will make note of the Chapters I've completed) The plot is not changing, I'm just tidying up.  Thanks.
 

 

Categories: Alternate Reality, Award Winners, Award Runners-Up, Taboo - Adults Only
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death, Substance Use/Addiction, Fetish, Sexual Situations, Taboo, Torture (Physical), Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 24 Table of Contents
Word count: 32,993 Hit Count: 7,704 ePub Downloads: 63
Published: September 05, 2012 Updated: February 18, 2014
Summary: Spike's just a drummer, content to live in lead singer Angel's shadow. But when a certain blonde strolls in on Angel's arm, will Spike be content to take the backseat forever? Loosely based on the eighties song, Jesse's Girl.
Runner up for Best Fantasy Long Fiction at the Spuffy Awards Round 7.
Categories: All Human, Award Winners, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: Buffy/Other (Temp), Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 19 Table of Contents
Word count: 119,340 Hit Count: 19,881 ePub Downloads: 358
Published: November 03, 2006 Updated: November 03, 2006
Summary: "Can you tell me, is this love that I'm seeing?" One by one, the people in Buffy and Spike's lives try to add up the obvious.
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Categories: Award Winners, Post-Series, Crossover (AtS)
Characters: Buffy, Ensemble, Spike
Genres: Dramedy, Romance
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 6,731 Hit Count: 4,075 ePub Downloads: 171
Published: June 25, 2008 Updated: June 25, 2008
Summary: Written for the Spuffy Kinkathon: Set Post-Chosen, Post-NFA. Buffy receives an unexpected summons to England, where she learns she's not the only one with nine lives. But a mysterious crisis threatens. How far is she willing to go to save the vampire she loves?
Winner for Best Angst, Best Future Fic at Love's Last Glimpse Awards Round 18. Runner up for Best Buffy Characterization at Love's Last Glimpse Round 19.
 
Categories: Post-Series, Alternate Reality, Award Winners, Award Runners-Up
Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: No Chapters: 14 Table of Contents
Word count: 37,871 Hit Count: 2,224 ePub Downloads: 49
Published: January 18, 2008 Updated: September 07, 2008
Summary: In a comfortable Californian town in the year 2110, Benji meets his new neighbours and discovers a strange tale of family history that skews the lines between fact and fiction.
 
Categories: Season 7, Post-Series
Characters: Original Characters
Genres: Angst, Established Relationship, HEA/HFN, POV
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death, Human!Spike, Vampire!Buffy, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Word count: 23,146 Hit Count: 4,608 ePub Downloads: 81
Published: June 16, 2019 Updated: June 21, 2019
Summary: They lost. But they lived. Spike, Blue, and Angel head north to the Arctic to escape the demons set loose in Not Fade Away. (Don't worry... Buffy finds them.)
 
Banner thanks to mcgnagallsarmy!
Categories: Season 7, Crossover (AtS)
Characters: Andrew Wells, Angel, Buffy, Dawn, Giles, Illyria, Spike
Genres: Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp)
Completed: Yes Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Word count: 14,466 Hit Count: 4,199 ePub Downloads: 191
Published: March 03, 2015 Updated: March 03, 2015
Summary: Buffy and Spike go on a stakeout. Sexy hijinks ensue.
Categories: Season 8 (Comic), Post-Series
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 9,799 Hit Count: 1,229 ePub Downloads: 67
Published: September 20, 2011 Updated: September 21, 2011
Summary: Buffy has an unsuspected run in with Spike. It has been a long time since they last met, and things have changed. Sorta. Post season finales. Lots of nice Spuffiness. Hope to see you!
Categories: Post-Series
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Dawn, Giles, Original Characters, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Romance
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 13 Table of Contents
Word count: 27,804 Hit Count: 14,752 ePub Downloads: 187
Published: November 22, 2006 Updated: November 22, 2006
Summary: Spike and Buffy have been living happily together for what seems like forever, but fate has a sick sense of humor. Buffy finds herself caught in the wrong body, in the wrong time, needing the assistance of a purely evil Spike. Now she must attempt to forge their trust anew, when the dynamic isn’t that of slayer and redeemed, but only that of vampire... and victim. 


Series: "After All"
Categories: Post-Series, Time Travel, Taboo - Adults Only
Characters: Buffy, Drusilla, Original Characters, Other, Spike
Genres: Angst, Drama, Established Relationship, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Blood Play, Character Death, Child Abuse, Substance Use/Addiction, Dubious Consent, Fetish, Rape (Actual), Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Taboo, Threesome(s), Torture (Physical), Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 30 Table of Contents
Word count: 125,324 Hit Count: 87,207 ePub Downloads: 1,058
Published: September 12, 2015 Updated: October 10, 2015
Summary: Post-Something Blue, Buffy discovers that she's pregnant...
Categories: Season 4, Baby/Kid Fic
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,541 Hit Count: 2,487 ePub Downloads: 74
Published: December 07, 2010 Updated: December 10, 2010
Summary: Alternate reality. Buffy starts as a normal college girl. But her life is slowly turned upside down beginning with the day she’s unexpectedly in danger. Hired by chance to protect her is Spike, a vampire with a reputation for doing business with anyone for enough money. She’s less than thrilled, but finds herself drawn to him even as she realizes he’s more than he seems. But humans aren’t the only ones after her, and when she’s called as the Slayer, her whole world changes. Things with Spike, who she’s discovered some realities about, are no longer as simple as they seemed. But being sent to the Hellmouth and realizing the high death rate of her calling, Buffy hires Spike as backup with the only thing she has left—Slayer blood.
Categories: Award Winners, Alternate Reality
Characters: Angelus, Buffy, Drusilla, Giles, Spike, Wesley, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 92 Table of Contents
Word count: 192,514 Hit Count: 328,805 ePub Downloads: 1,402
Published: January 12, 2008 Updated: September 14, 2009
Summary: Something goes horribly, horribly awry with Willow’s ensoulment spell, and Angel’s soul finds an unexpected home – in his dirty laundry. Read now the tale of a Sock with a Soul; it’s on a mission to help the helpless, and it’s starting with Spike and Buffy.
 
Departs canon forever during Becoming Part Two. Has about the nuanced characterization one should expect from an Ensouled Sock AU. As seems to be my preferred genre now, this is a shameless smutty Spuffy farce, once I get that pesky canon drama out of the way.
 
Written for the 10th anniversary Seasonal Spuffy on Livejournal (November 2015).
 
 
Warnings: By the laws of California, Buffy is still under the age of consent (18) at the beginning of this fic, and will be for many more months. Spike doesn’t care (he’s evil) and Buffy doesn’t care (she’s a teenager who wants to be treated like an adult) and since Spike has the emotional development of a teen (or even tween) himself, we’ll call it good. She’ll be 18 before they get TOO far, anyhow. There will be sexual situations, bad language, character death (or characters-sucked-into-a-demon-dimension, which is close enough), and plain old explicit sex. Also an ensouled sock. If you keep reading, don’t blame me.
 
Temporary Spike/Drusilla & Buffy/Angel - nothing explicit, but given where this fic veers off, some mooning is inevitable.

Thanks to feliciacraft, who wrote a post on Tumblr that was the initial inspiration for this plot, and to restfield and the_moonmoth, who kept making it worse, until we ended up with this fine and glorious adventure. Tumblr is a scary, scary place. More thanks to the_moonmoth for her thorough beta-read.
Thanks to pfeifferpack for the banner!
Series: The Sock with a Soul
Categories: Season 2, Episode Rewrite
Characters: Willow, Xander
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Character Death, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Word count: 50,212 Hit Count: 14,229 ePub Downloads: 321
Published: November 16, 2015 Updated: November 30, 2015
Summary: Spike shakes his head and sighs, and Buffy swirls her fork through the pools of syrup on her plate, vaguely wondering how she got here, house hunting with a vampire at a rundown Denny’s and enjoying pretty much every minute of it.
Categories: Post-Series
Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 10,139 Hit Count: 1,076 ePub Downloads: 71
Published: August 04, 2011 Updated: August 05, 2011
Summary: The Watchers Academy- where young potential slayers and watchers go to train in demonology, magic, and combat so that they can someday fight vampires, demons, and the forces of evil. There are evil magic professors, a principal with a secret, and an unbreachable wall between the slayers and the watchers. And in the basement, imprisoned vampires scheme and dream of destroying them all...
Categories: Alternate Reality
Characters: Andrew Wells, Angelus, Anya, Buffy, Cordelia, Darla, Drusilla, Ensemble, Ethan Rayne, Faith Lehane, Fred, Giles, Charles Gunn, Harmony, Jenny Calendar, Jonathan Levinson, Joyce, Kendra, Other, Oz, Riley Finn, Spike, Tara, Wesley, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Fighting, Fluffy/Comedy, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 60 Table of Contents
Word count: 169,654 Hit Count: 57,282 ePub Downloads: 701
Published: February 23, 2010 Updated: December 28, 2011
Summary: Once upon a time...
...or perhaps in this one, where the world has yet to grow with population and industry. Where a little cottage in the middle of a cold, frozen forest is the home of one Buffy Summers. Her surroundings are vacant, her life calm and filled with work and minimal play, but that's true for most people. She doesn't mind living this life, or doing so quite far from town. The place never felt very big when she resided there with her parents, and now she calls a different place home.
When her grandmother passed on the cottage became Buffy's alone, though it should be said she tries to walk the same wooded path. Following her family's teachings to earn a living, even if she couldn't practice what talents they had cherished and honed, is precisely what brings her to the edge of a man's wintry deathbed. A pale, blue eyed stranger with white hair and no prayer for survival, unless she helps him.
Categories: Alternate Reality
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Sexual Situations, Taboo, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 27 Table of Contents
Word count: 112,960 Hit Count: 29,639 ePub Downloads: 400
Published: February 18, 2017 Updated: February 14, 2018