Penname: noctilucent
Real Name: emily
Pronouns: she/her
Location: az
Member Since: October 08, 2022
Last Active: February 23, 2024
Membership Status: Member
Skin: dead poets society
Author

i first watched btvs in 2022 and fell in love. i was very immediately drawn to all things spike and spuffy and found myself wanting to read fanfic, which i’d never done at all before, because i just needed more than the show gave us.

i’m a lifelong and classically trained visual artist but the buffyverse has inspired me to write fanfic for the first time ever. it’s been fun writing in such an active and inspiring community here, and i hope to keep publishing more.

i’ve also more recently gotten into fic banner making, and i have some other spuffy-related art projects planned. 

i originally only wanted to read and write canon compliant but i’ve grown to really enjoy AU, especially earlier slow burn romance. i love all things erotica and hurt/comfort, preferably at the same time. give me all the feelings and i’ll do my best to give them too.

i can also be found on my btvs tumblr where i post a fairly equal amount of silly memes and deeply analytical posts delving into scripts and making connections. 

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Summary: Canon compliant fill in the blank “between the first time and the…” after Smashed.
Categories: Season 6, Canon-Compliant, Missing Scene
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Erotica, Porn w/o Plot
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,411 Hit Count: 971 ePub Downloads: 18
Published: November 18, 2022 Updated: November 18, 2022
Summary: Everyone they love is here, and that’s what she said is most important. The most beautiful dress in all the world is a close second, she only half-joked, and she has that too.
Spike and Buffy kiss, dance, and celebrate with loved ones as they begin their well-earned happily ever after.
Categories: Post-Series
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Angel, Dawn
Genres: Established Relationship, Fluffy/Comedy, HEA/HFN
Warnings: Adult Language
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,985 Hit Count: 263 ePub Downloads: 9
Published: October 31, 2023 Updated: October 31, 2023
Summary: Buffy needed Spike by her side in the coming war, needed her strongest fighter. She appreciated the willingness he had to risk himself to stay beside her, so when she saw that he was hurt, she did something to benefit them both.
Categories: Season 7, Canon-Compliant, Missing Scene, Challenge Response
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Drama, HEA/HFN
Warnings: None
Challenges: Why is Buffy wearing that scarf in The Killer in Me? (Author's Choice)
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 3,843 Hit Count: 626 ePub Downloads: 17
Published: April 16, 2023 Updated: April 17, 2023
Summary: Spike buys Buffy a Valentine’s Day present. In an embrace, they find unexpected connection. 
Categories: Season 6, Canon-Compliant
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst, Erotica, Porn w/o Plot
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 9,937 Hit Count: 576 ePub Downloads: 20
Published: February 13, 2023 Updated: February 13, 2023
Summary: Spike and Buffy have fun with candles, and a few other things. Set in a post-series time where they’re happily together. 
Categories: Post-Series, Taboo - Adults Only
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Erotica, Established Relationship, Porn w/ Plot
Warnings: Blood Play, Fetish, Sexual Situations
Completed: No Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 4,850 Hit Count: 245 ePub Downloads: 3
Published: December 26, 2022 Updated: December 26, 2022
Summary: A post-Chosen reunion story. Canon compliant for all of BTVS, and all of ATS up until Destiny. Spike doesn’t shag Harmony, the middle of the episodes plays out as is, and then he leaves W&H at the end to find Buffy. 
Categories: Post-Series
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Erotica, Fix-It, HEA/HFN, Hurt/Comfort, Porn w/ Plot
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,944 Hit Count: 845 ePub Downloads: 22
Published: December 08, 2022 Updated: December 08, 2022
Summary: “You think I’m never selfish? That I don’t also have the people I love in mind when I’m saving the world?”
“Difference is, I would end the world for the people I love.”
Buffy has been resurrected from the death she chose in sacrifice. Now she has to relearn her place in the world and how those around her fit back into her heart.
Categories: Season 6, Canon-Compliant, Episode Rewrite
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Giles, Willow, Xander, Amy Madison, Angel, Anya, Clem, Dawn, Ensemble, Halfrek, Mr. Gordo, Riley Finn, Tara
Genres: Angst, Erotica, Fix-It, HEA/HFN, Hurt/Comfort, Porn w/ Plot, Romance, Slow-Burn
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Mental Health Issues, Sexual Situations, Substance Use/Addiction
Completed: No Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Word count: 45,065 Hit Count: 2,236 ePub Downloads: 22
Published: November 18, 2023 Updated: February 11, 2024
Summary: It’s not some storybook pure love.
Snippets of a post-Chosen world where Buffy and Spike are healing—separately and together— reforming a partnership, and letting their adventures carry them across the globe. Oh, and kissing. They kiss a lot.
What stays… what’s always there… is love.
Categories: Post-Series, Drabbles
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Giles, Dawn
Genres: Established Relationship, Fluffy/Comedy, HEA/HFN, Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Word count: 1,456 Hit Count: 1,096 ePub Downloads: 19
Published: July 14, 2023 Updated: July 19, 2023