Penname: PRationality
Real Name: Lexie
Member Since: January 06, 2021
Last Active: January 23, 2022
Membership Status: Member
Skin: spuffy1

what's the best use of canon? Finding better fan creators to explore how lacking canon is.

I adored Spike from the first moment he came on screen. If Angel was the ponciest git to ever flounce off to brood, Spike was the cockiest punk to ever strut around. 

My day job is in textbooks while my side hustles are... every other kind of book pretty much. I read. I write. I play video games. There's silence in my life since I grew up and I don't sleep on a bed of bones.

If I'm not discussing the written word in its variety of forms I'm likely on twitter rantingdiscussing whatever show I'm obsessively streaming. Half the time those shows aren't American.

I'm alternately described by my friends and enemies as blithely morbid with an esoteric sense of knowledge or winsomely macbre with a penchant for self-destructive behaviors. I'm 90% sarcasm and 50% hyper enthusiasm that not even age has managed to temper.

I trend in reading towards either ridick one-shots (make it cracktastic!), dangerously painful one-shots (how else will I cry?) or super long multi-chapter fics (gimme 300+ pgs or gimme death). 

Fics (updated 3-25-21)


  • Five Times Spike Wrote to Buffy


  • Living Like This (we were already dead): don't make wishes on the Hellmouth. Don't accept fancy jewelry from Evil Law Firms. Don't change the past to make the future better. Who really reads the fine print? Or Buffy & Spike are unmixy when it comes to rules, everyone knows this. But it usually still works out right? 








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Summary: Big Brother is always listening...unfortunately for them, they chose a decidedly bad time to listen to the Scooby Gang.
Categories: Season 4, Alternate Reality, Missing Scene, Challenge Response
Characters: Buffy, Clem, Forrest Gates, Giles, Graham Miller, Joyce, Maggie Walsh, Riley Finn, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Established Relationship, Fluffy/Comedy, Humor, Lighthearted
Warnings: Adult Language
Completed: No Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Word count: 5,306 Hit Count: 462 ePub Downloads: 5
Published: October 05, 2021 Updated: October 19, 2021
Summary: Canon to the last minute of The Gift, then goes off into AU land, with a few drips and drabs of canon to flavor some events.
He couldn't save the girl, but he'd dust before allowing anyone she cared about to be harmed.
Or Spike finds comfort in writing letters to Buffy, even if he knows she can't receive them.
Categories: Post-Series, Crossover (AtS)
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Spike
Genres: Drama
Warnings: Character Death
Completed: Yes Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Word count: 5,031 Hit Count: 629 ePub Downloads: 19
Published: March 12, 2021 Updated: March 17, 2021