Penname: EmilytheSlayer323
Real Name: Emily
Member Since: November 16, 2014
Last Active: August 10, 2021
Membership Status: Member
Skin: not-without-a-fight



University Student. 20. I write stories that are sad, dark, or both. 

I'm also really slow when it comes to updates.

Enjoy reading my fics even though I rarely complete them.



• Buffy the Vampire Slayer • Euphoria • Orphan Black • The Vampire Diaries • Absentia • Penny Dreadful • The Office (US version) • Skins • Girl, Interrupted • Orange Is the New Black • Harry Potter • Marvel • Firefly  • Hannibal • American Horror Story • Studio Ghibli  • Stranger Things • The Good Place


• BROCKHAMPTON • Fleetwood Mac • The Smiths • Doja Cat • Childish Gambino • Lorde • girl in red • Amy Winehouse • Marina and the Diamonds • Kendrick Lamar • Lil Peep • Billie Eilish • Lady Gaga • Lana Del Rey • Joy Division • Nirvana • David Bowie • The Beatles • Pink Floyd • The Cure 


Check out my YouTube account where I post fanvids.

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and my regular, non-fandom, vlogging channel

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two broken souls share a moment under the moon light. 

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Categories: Season 6
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Romance
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 863 Hit Count: 1,056 ePub Downloads: 28
Published: September 19, 2016 Updated: September 19, 2016

Buffy is having a bad day. Things are hard. She wants nothing more than to sleep and ignore her responsibilities.

But she decides to get a hold on her life and take a trip to the grocery store. There she runs into a familiar someone.



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Categories: Season 6
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy, Lighthearted
Warnings: Adult Language
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,056 Hit Count: 490 ePub Downloads: 19
Published: June 15, 2017 Updated: June 15, 2017


How can you help someone with that exact destiny?

Buffy has no one. Spike sees everything. 

One day, they're trapped in one another's company.



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Categories: Season 5
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,071 Hit Count: 656 ePub Downloads: 20
Published: December 21, 2014 Updated: December 21, 2014

  She was well acquainted with the villains that lived in her head. But eventually those whispers she heard day in and out, turned to silent screams and they begged for control and someone to save them from falling apart. 

Buffy is fighting a battle that's just as tough as the demons she faces every night. The only difference is, this demon lives inside of her head and she'll have to choose to either accept it or fight it, because how can you kill the monster inside of you without killing yourself in the process?

 (Credits to Halsey for used lyrics.)

Thank you to the amazing and talented DauntlessGrace for the banner! I love it! :D

Trigger Warning(s): deals with topics such as eating disorders, drinking, and self-harm. I'll be sure to update if I add something else.

Categories: Season 6
Characters: Anya, Buffy, Dawn, Giles, Spike, Tara, Willow, Xander
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Adult Language
Completed: No Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Word count: 16,565 Hit Count: 3,519 ePub Downloads: 34
Published: June 23, 2015 Updated: May 04, 2016

Five years after the fall of Sunnydale, the world continues to spin and Spike feels more lost than ever before as he drowns himself in his guilt. With the Scooby Gang separated, he has no one. 

 Until suddenly, something horrific and unexpected happens and Spike seeks out help from a former ally before it's too late.

Things have changed, the past has a new reality and the future looks terrifying.


Brace yourselves. Five years can change a person.


Are you ready for it?



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Categories: Post-Series
Characters: Buffy, Faith Lehane, Original Characters, Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Dark, Drama
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Character Death, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Word count: 17,922 Hit Count: 2,903 ePub Downloads: 25
Published: February 08, 2018 Updated: November 20, 2018