Penname: hopelesswanderer
Real Name: Marie
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Last Active: October 30, 2024
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30s. Librarian, teacher, mom of 2 littles. I have loved Spuffy with my whole chest since discovering BTVS when I was in library school and they will always be my OTP. 😍

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Summary: At the end of Chosen, Buffy is so devastated that Spike doesn't believe her that she refuses to leave and dies in that cave with him, so the PTB offer her a chance to rewrite her story's ending.
 
aka the conceit I needed to justify episode rewrites/stolen scenes for all my favorite almost-Spuffy bits. Buffy bounces from scene to scene, choosing Spike over and over and over. Non-linear but connected.
 
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Rating for language and sexual content. The NC-17 is a precaution - it's fairly light on smut. The porn here is emotional. :)
 
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
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Categories: Season 2, Season 3, Season 4, Season 5, Season 6, Season 7, Alternate Reality, Episode Rewrite, Time Travel
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Giles, Willow, Xander, Angel, Anya, April, Ben Wilkinson, Cordelia, D'Hoffryn, Dawn, Drusilla, Faith Lehane, Jenny Calendar, Joyce, Principal Snyder, Riley Finn, Tara
Genres: Fix-It, HEA/HFN, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Blood Play, Depictions of Bigotry, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations
Completed: No Chapters: 39 Table of Contents
Word count: 123,860 Hit Count: 75,114 ePub Downloads: 496
Published: August 28, 2019 Updated: September 28, 2023