Penname: SlayrGrl
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Member Since: September 18, 2009
Last Active: October 16, 2018
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Skin: not-without-a-fight

Even after all these years, this show still has a special place in my heart.

All my older stories are in the present tense. Anything written 2017 or later is in the past tense.

I also write YA and NA PNR and Urban Fantasy books under the pen name Lauryn April. You can find out more about that at or on my blog at


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Summary: Takes place part way through 6.15 “As you Were”. What if Spike really had been holding the Suvolte eggs for a friend and goes to Buffy for help with what to do with them.
Categories: Season 6, Episode Rewrite
Characters: Buffy, Riley Finn, Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Word count: 8,471 Hit Count: 4,784 ePub Downloads: 56
Published: April 04, 2010 Updated: April 14, 2010
Summary: When Buffy is brought back from the dead she wants to die, until a dead man makes her feel alive and gives her something to live for. Set after Smashed skipping the events of Tabula Rasa. When new circumstances come about the Slayer has a choice to make. Meanwhile a prophecy develops that will bring Angel back into her life.
Categories: Season 6, Baby Fic
Characters: None
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 28 Table of Contents
Word count: 54,399 Hit Count: 37,528 ePub Downloads: 330
Published: February 07, 2012 Updated: August 22, 2012
Summary: What if the secret weapon that Buffy discovered in Touched wasn’t the scythe? What if it was something else?
Spike and Buffy accidentally travel back in time from Season 7 to Season 5. When they find themselves stuck in the past they devise a plan to prevent Buffy’s death and stop the First from ever appearing. But, their presence in the past has unexpected consequences. Like, what does a crazy vampire like Drusilla do when she sees Dawn as a shiny ball of light?
Categories: Season 5, Season 7, Episode Rewrite, Time Travel
Characters: Angel, Anya, Buffy, Dawn, Drusilla, Faith Lehane, Giles, Glory, Harmony, Joyce, Spike, Tara, Warren Mears, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Drama, Fighting, Humor, Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 27 Table of Contents
Word count: 59,245 Hit Count: 36,467 ePub Downloads: 316
Published: November 30, 2017 Updated: January 16, 2018
Summary: There is one thing that Buffy Summers has feared since she became the Slayer. It is her worst nightmare, and now she must face it. After rejecting the Shadowmen's offer to make her more powerful Buffy realizes that she isn't strong enough to win in the fight against the First. Now there is only one option left to give her the strength she needs. To win Buffy must die, but can Spike bring himself to damn her?
Series: The Darkness Chronicles:
Categories: Season 7
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Fighting, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death, Sexual Situations, Vampire!Buffy
Completed: Yes Chapters: 20 Table of Contents
Word count: 38,337 Hit Count: 16,545 ePub Downloads: 152
Published: February 05, 2011 Updated: June 29, 2011
Summary:  Sequel to "Embracing Darkness" A series of moments in the years after Buffy became a vampire to defeat the First. Starts out fluff, ends a bit angsty, but is setting the place for another fic which will take place years in the future after "EB". This fic fills in the time inbetween.
Series: The Darkness Chronicles:
Categories: Post-Series
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Character Death, Vampire!Buffy
Completed: Yes Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Word count: 5,847 Hit Count: 2,787 ePub Downloads: 49
Published: July 06, 2011 Updated: July 20, 2011
Summary: The First’s tricks cause Spike to become catatonic. Buffy must enter his mind to save him. She discovers a dark world of pain and guilt within his consciousness and the journey leads her to know more about Spike then she ever wanted to. A story of dreams and desires and the memories that haunt two heros. Set after Season 7 Episode "Sleeper".
Categories: Season 7
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Fighting
Warnings: Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Word count: 16,642 Hit Count: 7,128 ePub Downloads: 65
Published: December 22, 2011 Updated: January 23, 2012
Summary: Just a short musing about Buffy and her thoughts in early Season 6. She shares a moment of understanding with Spike on the back porch.
Categories: Season 6
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 1,324 Hit Count: 355 ePub Downloads: 7
Published: April 04, 2010 Updated: April 04, 2010
Summary: When things with Riley don't seem to be working out Buffy is looking forward to some time with the scoobies, but everything is about to get a lot worse. The Initiative has created a virus and it's been set loose on Sunnydale causing the townspeople to become undead. With help from Spike can Buffy stop it before it's too late or will everyone end up dead, and just how does this disaster change things between the slayer and bleach blonde vamp? Starts at the end of S4 Doomed.
Categories: Season 4
Characters: Anya, Buffy, Riley Finn, Spike, Tara, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Fighting, Fluffy/Comedy
Warnings: Character Death
Completed: Yes Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Word count: 12,900 Hit Count: 6,029 ePub Downloads: 54
Published: June 22, 2010 Updated: January 21, 2011