Last Active: May 25, 2023
Membership Status: Member
Characters: Buffy, Dawn, Other, Spike, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, POV
Warnings: Adult Language
Completed: No Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 4,588 Hit Count: 845 ePub Downloads: 25
Published: May 23, 2012 Updated: May 23, 2012
I really hope you'll come back to the fandom and this story some day
As she spirals further and further into the center of this world, she is torn between her two identities and the idea that this man, whom she surprisingly trusts, knows far more than he’s admitting. How far will she go to catch the killer and ultimately, is it worth risking her very soul?
*This is a Supernatural Thriller*
~Winner at Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards Round 27 for Best Author-Spuffy, Best Alternative Universe, Best NC-17, Best Original Character-Quinn, Best Plot, and Best Unfinished Fic. Also, Runner-Up for Best Characterization-Male-Spike~
As of 1/6/14: Over time I will be editing and re-posting Chapters 1-17. (I will make note of the Chapters I've completed) The plot is not changing, I'm just tidying up. Thanks.
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death, Substance Use/Addiction, Fetish, Sexual Situations, Taboo, Torture (Physical), Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 24 Table of Contents
Word count: 32,993 Hit Count: 7,873 ePub Downloads: 66
Published: September 05, 2012 Updated: February 18, 2014
I'm amazed after all this time someone is still interested in this story. I'm really taken back. I'm sorry to have let this story go to the wayside. Unfortuantely, with how my RL has been for the past 6+ months, let's just say, has not be conducive to writing. Just lately my life has been settling down and I'm feeling that ol'writing bug buzzing around in my head. I want to thank you for still wanting to see this story finished. I can't tell you how much this means to me.
Have you given up on this one?
I really miss this story
Hi, phidopige. Sorry it took so long to respond. Honestly, I haven't necessarily "given up" on this story, but truth be told, RL hasn't been exactly kind nor conducive to writing. Hopefully soon, I will be given a break and I will finish this story. Thank you again for being so supportive, even after all this time.
Did I mention I love this story?
I love this story!
You've might have once or twice. Thanks so much for keeping a torch for this story. Maybe one day...
Characters: Angelus, Buffy, Darla, Drusilla, Giles, Joyce, Original Characters, Oz, Riley Finn, Spike, Tara, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Fighting, Porn w/o Plot
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Character Death, Sexual Situations, Torture (Physical)
Completed: Yes Chapters: 48 Table of Contents
Word count: 107,829 Hit Count: 51,513 ePub Downloads: 462
Published: August 08, 2015 Updated: October 07, 2017
Sorry about your dog
Categories: Season 4, Alternate Reality, Episode Rewrite, Challenge Response
Characters: Angel, Anya, Buffy, Giles, Joyce, Spike, Tara, Willow, Xander
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Challenges: "I Will Remember You" Memories (Author's Choice of Name), Vengeance Demon Willow, Buffy Calls Angel in "Something Blue" (Author's Choice of Name), Marriage Counselling (Author's Choice of Name) , Infinity Challenge
Completed: Yes Chapters: 18 Table of Contents
Word count: 72,601 Hit Count: 57,191 ePub Downloads: 676
Published: October 14, 2015 Updated: October 29, 2015
I absolutely love this story.
That was so horribly beautiful.
Through the years: Spike and His Best Girl.
Gorgous Banner by the amazing DauntlessGrace.
Genres: Drama, Fluffy/Comedy
Warnings: Adult Language
Challenges: His Best Girl
Completed: No Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Word count: 6,102 Hit Count: 6,412 ePub Downloads: 40
Published: October 14, 2015 Updated: November 11, 2015
Have you given up on fallen?
Hey, phidopige! No, I haven't. After almost a year on hiatus and unfortunately, the computer that housed on my Fallen stuff, is pretty much dead, I've sorely neglected this fic. Recently, I tried to retrieve the info, but it hasn't been easy. My plan is to tackle and finish this up after I finish up the current three WIPs I'm working on. I'm so, so sorry to keep you in limbo and waiting. I so appreciate that you are still holding out for this story. Believe me, my plan is not to leave this unfinished, though its been a long while since I've even touched it.
Thank you again, phidopige.
This all human fic is the second one I've written for a challenge by Angelic Amy for the 2017 Artistic Anniversary Challenge. The idea is that Spike and Buffy meet by chance and have terrific chemistry, but when Spike discovers their substantial age difference he backs off. Buffy, however, is determined to get her man.
Huge thanks to Angelic Amy for the inspiration, teragramm for being an awesome and encouraging alpha reader and making the beautiful banner, and Badwolfjedi for being my cheerleader and beta reader.
Characters: Andrew Wells, Anya, Buffy, Dawn, Drusilla, Ethan Rayne, Giles, Jonathan Levinson, Joyce, Original Characters, Other, Spike, Tara, Xander
Genres: Angst, Drama, Dramedy, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Human!Spike, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 45 Table of Contents
Word count: 357,272 Hit Count: 49,623 ePub Downloads: 598
Published: January 15, 2019 Updated: October 04, 2019
This is a really cute story. The way you write the characters' inner monologues and all their self doubt makes it feel very real and relatable.
And now you've made me worry about Buffy. Why is she on medication? Is she okay?
I'm really touched that you have come to care for the characters so much. That's wonderful! More will be revealed about Buffy's situation, and everyone I hope. I really do like to figure out how the characters tick, so we learn quite a bit more about everyone, it's a kind of slow reveal, and I hope you will enjoy it as much as I did as I wrote them. I'm glad they seem real, that is what I aim for when I write. I want the characters to seem as real to the readers as they do to me, and relatable. After all, we're all in this life together!
thank you for taking the time to read and comment!
The apocalypse came… and it was bunnies.
Post-Tabula and pre-Smashed, bunnies appear in Sunnydale to throw things off the canon path. It's the angsty crackfic-that-isn't, featuring a magic tree, many rabbits, two lost people, and a lot of desert. Also, many rabbits.
Characters: Anya, Buffy, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Angst, HEA/HFN, Hurt/Comfort
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 14 Table of Contents
Word count: 36,997 Hit Count: 10,476 ePub Downloads: 133
Published: May 18, 2019 Updated: June 05, 2019
Thank *you* 💙
Anyanka’s wish was broken, but the world it created continues. Now Buffy must join forces with rebel vampires to create a world they can all stand to live in. But can Spike, Drusilla and Angel actually work with a hardened slayer, who would just as soon see them all dust?
Complete at 38 chapters
Characters: Angel, Anya, Buffy, Drusilla, Giles, Larry Blaisdell, Oz, Principal Snyder, Quentin Travers, Spike, Wesley, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Fighting, Romance
Warnings: Blood Play, Cheating/Infidelity, Substance Use/Addiction, Dubious Consent, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp)
Challenges: The Wish
Completed: Yes Chapters: 38 Table of Contents
Word count: 191,638 Hit Count: 47,576 ePub Downloads: 553
Published: April 01, 2020 Updated: December 09, 2020
(I'm so sorry but it had to be said)
I really like your story and will be sorry to see it end
*burbles with laughter* Yes! Snap indeed! We still have two more chapters to go, so don't give up yet.