Real Name: Dee
Last Active: August 13, 2022
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I'm someone who like to read well written Spuffy stories... a lot.

Originally written 2005; heavily rewritten/revised in 2019
Winner of BtVS Rewritten Award, runner up for Best General 'We Missed the Bed, Again' at the Spuffy Awards Round 8.
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Charles Gunn, Giles, Riley Finn, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Dramedy, Erotica, HEA/HFN, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Sexual Situations, Vampire!Buffy, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 20 Table of Contents
Word count: 64,427 Hit Count: 64,137 ePub Downloads: 798
Published: October 28, 2006 Updated: October 28, 2006
I keep forgetting why I never finished this fic and so I start re-reading it again. And then I get to the line, “Daddy’ll take care of it.” coming from Spike and have the visceral response of... "And... I'm out!" and wanting to close the fic.
Luckily this time, I had it open to "read all chapters" and let's be honest I love most of Holly's work and I love the banner for this one, so this time I decided to do a word search and found that that was the last of 3 uses of the word "Daddy" in the entire fic... so I decided to let it go this time and keep reading.
I can take the use of "Daddy" from Angel & Drusilla because she is crazy, he's her sire and for them it makes sense... but Daddy kink is NOT my thing and it is NOT part of how the Spike/Buffy vibe will ever read for me. I also prefer Spike using "pet' or 'luv/love" over the use of "baby." The first 2 seem more in character for Spike and do not hint at Daddy kink at all.
To each their own though.
Anyway, I am glad I did the word search and am going to keep on reading as the fic itself seems interesting.
Yeah, there is no 'Daddy' kink in this fic. I mean, he says it once and that's it. Which he also does at one point in the series, (to Dru, "Talk to Daddy," in a playful way) but nothing beyond that to bring kink into it. That's what he does here. And 'baby' is something he definitely called Dru more than once. I think if he were in a serious relationship, or more secure in it, he might be more liberal with its use. But hey, whatever floats your boat. Or doesn't.
Angelus makes his way back to the mansion during "I Only Have Eyes For You" where the ghosts of old tragic lovers possessed him and Buffy. Angelus is furious at being made to feel "love" for the Slayer again. He heads out with Dru for a "vile kill" and comes across the Slayer who seems to be lost in thought. In his rage he drains most of her blood and leaves her to die. This is not the end of our heroine as Spike, who can now walk (unknown by Angelus and Dru), sees the fall of the Slayer. What will he do? Will he let her die? Or will he give her a new life to help him get revenge on his Sire?
Characters: Angelus, Buffy, Cordelia, Drusilla, Giles, Joyce, Kendra, Other, Oz, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Drama, Dramedy, Romance
Warnings: Blood Play, Character Death, Sexual Situations, Vampire!Buffy, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 15 Table of Contents
Word count: 83,049 Hit Count: 27,748 ePub Downloads: 441
Published: November 01, 2006 Updated: November 13, 2006

Okay there seems to be a little geanealogical innacuracy here. First of all Spike said his father and sister "Victoria" died of the plague. He did not mention an older sister "Catherine" so Willow is inaccurate on that account. From Spike's thoughts it seems like Catherine is in fact his Aunt (his father's sister based on her Maiden name) in which case Spike/William would be the 1st cousin of Rupert *if* it had been Rupert's father who married Catherine. But since it is Rupert's Great(1) Great(2) Great(3) Grand(4)father their actual relationship is 1st cousins 4 times removed.
I had a double 2nd cousin once removed so this is always fun stuff for me to figure out. (A pair of brothers married a pair of sisters - one of the couples was my great grandparents the other couple was his grandparents - double because it was sibling bonded through both the husband and the wife on each side) In other words : parents related - 1st cousins, grandparents related - 2nd cousins, grandparents related to great grandparents - one generation removed from 2nd cousins (because the remove is one sided that is why it doesn't change the type of cousin but just puts in the relationship where the cousins were last in parallel generations but once removed.)
I'm pretty sure no one else except me cares about all this but I thought you might possibly find it interesting. Oh and I am enjoying the story so Thank you.
I really enjoyed that you took the time to work through it all. I am going to have to go back and check over my notes on the first story and the sequel that is currently still a WIP. I like to keep things pretty straight when it comes to genealogy and such.
I think part of the confusion comes in with his father and Victoria died of the plague. Catherine would have been an older sister, no longer in the household .. probably married already ... where GIles' line came from. The confusion is probably in that I only mentioned those who died and not any who might have lived. You have me quite curious now to go back over it and see what I meant. {grins}
Thank you for taking the time to respond with such a thought provoking response. {smiles}
Oh and FYI ... I also had a brother sister marry a sister brother on one side of my family. It is kind of weird having someone be a 3rd and a 4th cousin to me at the same time. I love genealogy. LOL
When I mentioned that it seems to be his Aunt not his sister based on Spike's thoughts, I was referring to this section from chapter 12 :
*"Stupid git." Spike rolled his eyes. "I wouldn't want you to. Sounds bloody ridiculous." Although a part of him enjoyed the fact that he was someone's uncle now. He wasn't going to admit that to Giles. He always assumed his family line died when he was turned. He'd forgotten about his Aunt Catherine.*
if you want it to be his sister, you may want to change that part from "Aunt Catherine" to "older sister Catherine." that would match up with your thoughts then.
And yeah... genealogy is like a fun jigsaw puzzle of people.
Summary: Spike goes to size up his third slayer and gets drawn in watching her dance. Season 2, kinda. LOL. PWP A/N I also use to my benefit the premise from early seasons that Buffy had trouble sensing vamps and demons.
Disclaimer: I wish he was my toy but Joss owns the playground as well as all the toys.
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Porn w/o Plot
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 4,247 Hit Count: 1,494 ePub Downloads: 63
Published: November 03, 2006 Updated: November 03, 2006

Delightful.
Categories: Alternate Reality, Time Travel, Post-Series
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language
Completed: Yes Chapters: 14 Table of Contents
Word count: 51,916 Hit Count: 24,144 ePub Downloads: 351
Published: November 11, 2006 Updated: October 30, 2007

nice.
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Character Death, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Vampire!Buffy, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Word count: 26,610 Hit Count: 2,026 ePub Downloads: 109
Published: November 16, 2006 Updated: November 16, 2006

God... I love Drusilla!
Characters: None
Genres: Action/Adventure
Warnings: Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 48 Table of Contents
Word count: 89,397 Hit Count: 86,103 ePub Downloads: 544
Published: November 24, 2006 Updated: November 25, 2006
I gotta say I am kind of uncomfortable with the idea of Spike deciding to continue having sex with Harmony even though he is coming from a time when he was in love with Buffy. I mean I kind of look at the Anya hook up as less about sex and more about grieving the loss of important relationships together after having gotten drunk. Relationships that were ended by the other party not by them. Him hooking up with Harmony, especially with his soul just seems wrong and not very William-like (soul-having). Especially when he has this second chance. If he ever explains the circumstances to Buffy in the future, how do you think she would see his decision to continue to hook-up with Harmony even though he supposedly loved Buffy. I know I would have been pissed and/or had serious doubts that he really even knew what love is or really loved me.
Yeah... it pretty much bothered me almost as much as his attempt to hook-up with Harmony regardless of how she felt after he became corporeal on Angel. Given he is supposed to have gotten the soul so that he is not the type of vampire who would do sex regardless of dubious interest/consent because of his love for Buffy, these really aren't understandable to me. Just sayin'. Now I'm going to go back to the beginning of this chapter and finish it.
I know it won't help story Spike but I've read that in quite a few studies it shows that aspirin therapy can actually help lower chance of brain aneurysms due to it's anti-inflammatory effect on the thinned artery wall. So while Coumadin might have been bad, the fact that Joyce switched to aspirin meant her medication was actually likely more helpful towards prevention though more so in men for some reason. It would have been potentially damaging in the event of a re-rupture of a previously ruptured aneurysm, but since this was the first time, I think Spike is off the hook, though he'll never know it.
About Doc though, after all that with Joyce not going well (and Doc having come back from a death blow previously) I would have thought that Spike would have gone over the top thorough about disposing of Doc's body... I mean full on Supernatural.. behead, cut up the body, salt and burn the body (ALL OF IT, not just the head) and smash any bones left (ala The Master) that didn't burn to ash.
"he started a fire in the fireplace and threw the head in. He waited until he saw it start to burn," seems kinda half-assed. I started to burn but he didn't even wait around to make sure it burned and he did it in a fireplace without even any accelerant?
It seems tame and lame for the strength of his emotional grief, anger and guilt.
Still this story is an interesting one so far... back into the breach I go.
Hmmm... good thing Doc's dead.... "Unless his headless body can stand up and pull ‘is head out of a bleedin' fire, my guess is that he's dead." Yeah... Spike didn't need to make sure the head and body were completely burned or grab those scrolls or anything. It's ALL good.

Frustrating... but a really good story. Giles probably frustrated me the most. He had to spend tons of time trying to figure out how to NOT kill Ben because he was an innocent but killing innocent Dawn was a quick no brainer in the event of...
Did Spike even tell Giles that he ended up killing Ben anyway after Buffy beatdown Glory? Probably wouldn't have made a difference since he didn't totally trust Spike.
Still, good story. Thanks.
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Challenges: Sexapalooza
Completed: Yes Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Word count: 5,516 Hit Count: 3,750 ePub Downloads: 97
Published: January 08, 2007 Updated: January 09, 2007

Nice. If only...
1/30-
I screwed up when I initially posted this and didn't include chapter 9 so I am posting it now! It is actually a key chapter to the fic so if read it before on EF and you missed this chapter nine, it might make more sense now! Sorry about that. Thank you Tam for catching that!
Characters: Angel, Original Characters
Genres: Dramedy, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 20 Table of Contents
Word count: 64,837 Hit Count: 39,797 ePub Downloads: 622
Published: January 19, 2007 Updated: January 31, 2007

Oh my God, I love Elaine! She is the queen of awesome bestfriends.

First, Elaine... best OC ever. Second, ...nope. Angel did NOT step "into the room" behind Giles because Angel's invitation was revoked when he was Angelus and pretty sure no one invited crazy feral Angel into Joyce's house in the between time... so NOPE. But because this fic is so incredibly awesome... and for Elaine's sake... I will let it slide with just this comment noted.

Wow this story was delightful. I loved your premise, your execution and your amazing OCs. The only thing wrong with this story is that I was having so much fun I didn't want it to end. Thank you.
Characters: Original Characters
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst
Warnings: Blood Play, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 30 Table of Contents
Word count: 59,386 Hit Count: 52,829 ePub Downloads: 520
Published: January 30, 2007 Updated: August 20, 2010

See... and this is why I decided to read your other fics... because you write awesome OCs.

A nice Fic.
Categories: Alternate Reality
Characters: None
Genres: Action/Adventure, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Vampire!Buffy
Completed: Yes Chapters: 31 Table of Contents
Word count: 87,661 Hit Count: 96,178 ePub Downloads: 737
Published: February 22, 2007 Updated: February 04, 2009

well written and enjoyable.
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Fix-It, Fluffy/Comedy, HEA/HFN, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 11,036 Hit Count: 4,768 ePub Downloads: 304
Published: August 15, 2007 Updated: August 15, 2007

hot!

Originally published in 2007. Edited in 2020.
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Drama, Fix-It, HEA/HFN, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Word count: 22,044 Hit Count: 37,941 ePub Downloads: 980
Published: September 02, 2007 Updated: September 22, 2007

That was incredibly peaceful.
Characters: Buffy, Riley Finn, Spike
Genres: Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 22 Table of Contents
Word count: 53,303 Hit Count: 31,921 ePub Downloads: 344
Published: October 21, 2007 Updated: March 18, 2008

"He's Just Into Your Jugular" I almost died laughing at that!

I enjoyed the story.
Characters: Angelus, Buffy, Drusilla, Giles, Spike, Wesley, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 92 Table of Contents
Word count: 192,514 Hit Count: 309,051 ePub Downloads: 1,357
Published: January 12, 2008 Updated: September 14, 2009

OMG It is killing me how cute they are together the way they are written in this story.
Thank you so much!

I've gotta say this is actually the cutest, sweetest, and yet actually with the real relationship type issues Spuffy fic that I have read. It was delightful.
Thank you! One thing I really enjoyed while writing this was digging into their relationship. Thanks for reading and commenting!


Buffy loses her memory when she and Spike both fall through Glory's portal.
Winner Reader's Choice for Best General Long Fiction and Best Buffy Characterization in the Spuffy Awards, and nominated for Best Long in the Rogue Poet Awards!
Characters: Angel, Anya, Buffy, Dawn, Giles, Spike, Tara, Willow, Xander
Genres: Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Word count: 30,028 Hit Count: 15,410 ePub Downloads: 594
Published: February 07, 2008 Updated: February 07, 2008

Beautiful.
Characters: None
Genres: Porn w/ Plot
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 9,431 Hit Count: 1,225 ePub Downloads: 78
Published: February 20, 2008 Updated: February 20, 2008

Reincarnation and a fixing of Fate with Spuffy... I love it.





After Spike burns up in the Hellmouth, Buffy demands that the Oracles send her back in time. Judges' Choice Winner at the Spark and Burn Awards and Runner Up for Best NC17 and Best Pairing at the Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards! Nominated in several categories at the Fang Fetish Awards, the Spuffy Awards, and the Rogue Poet Awards!
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Drusilla, Giles, Jenny Calendar, Joyce, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Word count: 23,386 Hit Count: 44,757 ePub Downloads: 1,135
Published: March 04, 2008 Updated: March 04, 2008

I just really like every part of this.Had to reread it so I could go read the sequel and it does not disappoint. Now, on to the sequel... (laughing)
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 3,404 Hit Count: 1,418 ePub Downloads: 184
Published: May 09, 2008 Updated: May 09, 2008

nice. sweet.
Thank you!
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language
Completed: Yes Chapters: 32 Table of Contents
Word count: 102,034 Hit Count: 44,653 ePub Downloads: 526
Published: May 14, 2008 Updated: September 29, 2008

This story was rather adorable.
Originally published in 2008. Winner of ten awards, including "Best of the Best Lighthearted - Readers and Judge's Choice" @ the Rogue Poet Awards, "Best Comedy", "Best Characterization (Spike)", "Best Sex", "Best Songfic" @ the SunnyDs, "Rigor (Best Long Fic)" @ RWSAs, and "Best Sex" and "Best Lighthearted" @ Fang Fetish.
"Get a load of you, all slay-kittenish, taking on a pubful of nasties in your Friday night best. Hunting for new bedmates, are we? So soon after the last?"
She pursed her lips and squeezed her stake, fingers itching to wipe that smirk off his face. "I asked you first."
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Fighting, Fluffy/Comedy, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 9 Table of Contents
Word count: 20,867 Hit Count: 23,065 ePub Downloads: 472
Published: May 17, 2008 Updated: December 01, 2008

Oh my God, that was awesome with an ending of sweet. Loved it.
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Word count: 7,051 Hit Count: 4,977 ePub Downloads: 156
Published: October 09, 2008 Updated: October 11, 2008

Honestly, it was good. Would love more... but it was good.

Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Fighting, Fluffy/Comedy, HEA/HFN, Lighthearted, Porn w/o Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 6,430 Hit Count: 4,152 ePub Downloads: 204
Published: October 31, 2008 Updated: October 31, 2008

I love the way you write.