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Summary: The victim of a spell gone awry, Buffy finds herself trapped in Victorian London, where she meets a man that is surprisingly familiar to her.
Runner up for Best William Fic at Love's Last Glimpse Awards 2005. Judge's Choice winner at Love's Last Glimpse Awards Round 18.

Categories: Season 5, Time Travel, Award Winners, Award Runners-Up
Characters: *Buffy, *Spike, William
Genres: Angst, Drama, Historical, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 67 Table of Contents
Word count: 257,843 Hit Count: 166,146 ePub Downloads: 1,559
Published: January 09, 2007 Updated: June 16, 2011
ChristIsMyLord69 commented on Chapter 67: Epilogue on July 08, 2017 Liked

I enjoyed this story a hell of a lot.  Erotic and touching.  At some point I intend to buy some of your original fiction.  Just you wait!


“What is this to you?” Spike asked, long ago. “This thing we have?” Buffy didn’t have a real answer. “We have this,” she said. “That’s all.” Through everything, they’d always had this, whatever this was. Now that Spike has returned from the dead, wasn’t this resurrected with him? Or was this left behind in Sunnydale?
Starts after the final episode of Angel, assuming no comic continuation. Contains many missing scenes from season 7. Complete at twelve chapters; 29,000 words.
Series: "New Depths"
Categories: Season 7, Post-Series, Crossover (AtS)
Characters: Angel, *Buffy, Giles, Illyria, *Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Fighting, Romance
Warnings: Attempted Rape, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 12 Table of Contents
Word count: 29,009 Hit Count: 36,011 ePub Downloads: 406
Published: June 01, 2015 Updated: June 12, 2015
ChristIsMyLord69 commented on Chapter 11: All Of This on July 02, 2017 Liked

Chapter 11 was my favorite.  Brave and surprising to go back over Seeing Red like that.  

I'm very glad you kept writing more fanfics after this one.

Author's Response on July 02, 2017 10:28pm

I certainly wrote much better fanfics after this one, but if I hadn't dared this one, I wouldn't have bothered with the other multi-chapters. I felt it was important to go over Seeing Red. I'm glad you think it was brave. Thank you!

Summary: Spike's weekly to do list.
Series: "Down in the Dark"
Categories: Season 6
Characters: *Spike
Genres: Parody
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 201 Hit Count: 1,550 ePub Downloads: 61
Published: July 05, 2015 Updated: July 05, 2015
ChristIsMyLord69 commented on Chapter 1: To Do on July 14, 2017

Among the best To Do lists I've ever read.  Top 5 at least.

Author's Response on July 14, 2017 01:31am


Summary: Buffy is suffering with a longing for death in her new life, when circumstances drop a young child into her lap, clinging to life while tortured by death. With Spike as her only possible ally, Buffy must face three days of life, death, and consequences, with everything mirrored in the eyes of one complete innocent, and one brutal killer. Seven chapters, complete at 17,000 words. Inspired by a challenge from Beautiful_Tyrant77

Nominee Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards
Best Drama, Best Original Character, Best Plot
Series: "Down in the Dark"
Categories: Canon-Compliant, Season 6, Challenge Response
Characters: *Buffy, Original Characters, *Spike, Willow
Genres: Drama, HEA/HFN, Romance
Warnings: Child Abuse
Challenges: Domestic Spuffy with Children
Completed: Yes Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Word count: 17,518 Hit Count: 15,014 ePub Downloads: 252
Published: July 06, 2015 Updated: July 10, 2015
ChristIsMyLord69 commented on Chapter 1: Lapdog on June 30, 2017 Liked

...Something about coming back from the dead seemed to make most of them feel like the niceties of life were beyond them, or perhaps like they didn’t need to bother with hygiene or good grooming any longer. Buffy had never understood it.

Until recently.

That's some tasty word craft - inverting a criticism of the vampires to highlight Buffy's uncertain state now that she's returned from the dead (having established earlier her frustration with household chores.)   Funny and poignant.  I appreciate the craftsmanship I see in your stories.

Author's Response on June 30, 2017 07:41pm

Well, you know, I've been at this for 20 years. Thank you so much!.


ChristIsMyLord69 commented on Chapter 5: Wild Things on July 07, 2017 Liked

Fun story with an interesting premise.  Pretty mellow.  I liked Spike's world-buildy justification of why he still lives in a crypt.

Just a couple more chapters for Buffy and Spike to find the baby's parents and--


Author's Response on July 09, 2017 04:28pm

But of course, had to have evil vampire baby drama! 

ChristIsMyLord69 commented on Chapter 7: Crickets on July 07, 2017 Liked

Well I guess it's nice that the kid survived and found his mother, rather than turn into a devilish vampire baby who after some harrowing moments of near-violence was rehabilitated and eventually worked at the hospital as a resident vampire baby nurse side-by-side with vampire Dawn M.D. to treat Sunnydale General's most charming patient yet: the Immortal.  

He has insomnia, you see.


Author's Response on July 09, 2017 04:30pm

I laughed out loud at this review! The thing is, I know small children, there would be no rehabilitation. He'd be a brutal killer, most infants are. Vampire Dawn, MD however.... hahaApparently Dawn's vague, half-formed idea has really caught people's imaginations! 

Summary: Sunnydale is suffering from a slew of curses:  Buffy’s trapped in the wrong body, Angel’s trapped in the wrong species, poor grammar and even worse fashion choices abound, questionable liaisons are formed alongside an obsession for Lucky Charms and Liam Neeson, and a vampire is forced to Riverdance.  Our heroes are in trouble – it must be a Tuesday on the Hellmouth.
Written for Elysian Field’s 2015 Challenge Month in response to Puddinhead’s Heart Clogging challenge.
Banner by the Susan.  I have licked it, and therefore it is mine.  :)
Categories: Season 4, Alternate Reality, Episode Rewrite, Challenge Response
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Dramedy, Fluffy/Comedy, Parody
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Threesome(s)
Challenges: Heart Clogging
Completed: Yes Chapters: 8 Table of Contents
Word count: 6,459 Hit Count: 6,009 ePub Downloads: 104
Published: October 05, 2015 Updated: October 12, 2015
ChristIsMyLord69 commented on Chapter 1: What the Heck is a Pronoun, Anyway? on July 01, 2017 Liked

Funny is the opinion of this reader.

Summary: While under her Will Be Done spell, Willow just happened to say “I don’t care about anything,” and as a result, wanders blithely off as a vengeance demon. Spike and Buffy are left to protect a threatened Xander and a blind Giles while under the effect of a powerful love charm. But all is not happy in paradise – they’re still constantly fighting, and Angel is determined to end the spell they’re under. In a desperate attempt to collect the tattered remains of all their lives, ex-watcher Wesley Windham-Pryce is called in to try and play marriage counselor between the vampire and the slayer. Not entirely as crack fic or as fluffy as the premise would suggest, though it starts funny.

Series: Care Package
Categories: Season 4, Alternate Reality, Episode Rewrite, Challenge Response
Characters: Angel, Anya, *Buffy, Giles, Joyce, *Spike, Tara, Willow, Xander
Genres: None
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Challenges: "I Will Remember You" Memories (Author's Choice of Name), Vengeance Demon Willow, Buffy Calls Angel in "Something Blue" (Author's Choice of Name), Marriage Counselling (Author's Choice of Name) , Infinity Challenge
Completed: Yes Chapters: 18 Table of Contents
Word count: 72,601 Hit Count: 50,698 ePub Downloads: 657
Published: October 14, 2015 Updated: October 29, 2015
ChristIsMyLord69 commented on Chapter 12: Chapter 12 Which concerns various demons. on June 30, 2017 Liked

Ha, Willy Wonka.  

This is fun.  I was uncertain about the premise but I've enjoyed it a lot.

Author's Response on June 29, 2017 11:54pm

The main reason I wrote this story was so that I could have Buffy pronounce my I Will Remember You rant. Because that was a total evil act on Angel's part....

Summary: Written for the October 2015 Challenge Month, in response to prompts posted by Tempestt and Mia Vaan. Complete at eight chapters.
Dawn is nine and three quarters. She is resilient, strange and sharp as a tack. She's a credit to her big sis. But she's just been kidnapped by one of the most notorious vamps of all time - Drusilla. Things look bad.
Enter Spike, her very unlikely hero.
Spike's relationship with Drusilla has been on the rocks since the Acathala debacle and the morsel in the crate is her double-edged gift to him: a chance to make things right, and a chance to be really bad. Kill the girl and make it hurt. But for some reason he. just. can't.
Instead, he tosses the niblet into the trunk of his Desoto and hits the road, leaving his one hundred year relationship in tatters, and grinding his reputation into the dust.
Buckle your seat belts nice and tight. We're in for a bumpy ride.
Categories: Season 2, Challenge Response
Characters: *Buffy, Dawn, Joyce, *Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Fluffy/Comedy
Warnings: Adult Language
Challenges: Author's Choice, The Littlest Summers (Author's Choice of Name)
Completed: Yes Chapters: 9 Table of Contents
Word count: 23,314 Hit Count: 26,371 ePub Downloads: 382
Published: October 26, 2015 Updated: November 02, 2015
ChristIsMyLord69 commented on Chapter 6: Medellin / Cartagena, northern Colombia July 1998 on July 03, 2017 Liked

This is really fun.  Why send your daughters to summer camp when you could just have Spike take them on a road trip through South and Central America?

Summary: While Buffy is living in Rome, she meets the Immortal, a mysterious figure with a dark past who may or may not be evil. But Captain Jack Harkness isn’t some common vampire, and Buffy Summers isn’t just a girl. Each is haunted by grief, by memories and regrets that cannot be dismissed. Immortality is more than just not dying. It’s learning to live again. Not exactly an Angel season 5 rewrite, more a "What else is happening behind the scenes." Crossover with Torchwood. Should be enjoyable even to those who only know Buffy. Based on a challenge by Sunnydalesis.
ChristIsMyLord69 commented on Chapter 34: The Box on June 26, 2017 Liked

“Retina,” Xander said.

  “Good point. I guess I’ll only have to be half as careful. Here we go.”


So good!  I was going to wait until I finished this chapter and list my surprise and enjoyment at how wide your circle of narrators is becoming (something like Jack < Giles < Dana < Xander < Drusilla < Cardboard Box) but I'll just review now.  This is good stuff.

Author's Response on June 27, 2017 01:56am

Immortal, and it's many voices and genres and styles, is one of my most ambitious projects. Comedy, farce, noir, high drama, tragedy, epistolary, narrative, past and present tense, voices from characters who are mad, down to earth, up in the clouds, from different countries, different times, different cultures... yeah. I did a lot with this story. I HOPE I nailed it all, but even if I didn't if I'd known how ambitious it was going to turn out to be when I started it, I would never have had the courage to believe I could do it. Glad you're enjoying it! 

Summary: Something goes horribly, horribly awry with Willow’s ensoulment spell, and Angel’s soul finds an unexpected home – in his dirty laundry. Read now the tale of a Sock with a Soul; it’s on a mission to help the helpless, and it’s starting with Spike and Buffy.
Departs canon forever during Becoming Part Two. Has about the nuanced characterization one should expect from an Ensouled Sock AU. As seems to be my preferred genre now, this is a shameless smutty Spuffy farce, once I get that pesky canon drama out of the way.
Written for the 10th anniversary Seasonal Spuffy on Livejournal (November 2015).
Warnings: By the laws of California, Buffy is still under the age of consent (18) at the beginning of this fic, and will be for many more months. Spike doesn’t care (he’s evil) and Buffy doesn’t care (she’s a teenager who wants to be treated like an adult) and since Spike has the emotional development of a teen (or even tween) himself, we’ll call it good. She’ll be 18 before they get TOO far, anyhow. There will be sexual situations, bad language, character death (or characters-sucked-into-a-demon-dimension, which is close enough), and plain old explicit sex. Also an ensouled sock. If you keep reading, don’t blame me.
Temporary Spike/Drusilla & Buffy/Angel - nothing explicit, but given where this fic veers off, some mooning is inevitable.

Thanks to feliciacraft, who wrote a post on Tumblr that was the initial inspiration for this plot, and to restfield and the_moonmoth, who kept making it worse, until we ended up with this fine and glorious adventure. Tumblr is a scary, scary place. More thanks to the_moonmoth for her thorough beta-read.
Thanks to pfeifferpack for the banner!
Series: The Sock with a Soul
Categories: Season 2, Episode Rewrite
Characters: Willow, Xander
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Character Death, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Word count: 50,212 Hit Count: 14,119 ePub Downloads: 317
Published: November 16, 2015 Updated: November 30, 2015
ChristIsMyLord69 commented on Chapter 2: Chapter 2: A Sock with a Soul on July 17, 2017 Liked

Hue hue hue.

A sock.

"yarn-crossed lovers".  Barely even close to a pun but I love it.

ChristIsMyLord69 commented on Chapter 3: Chapter 3: A Sock with a Mission on July 21, 2017 Liked

"It was a tragic thing, being sock-blocked." 

Take notes, Hemingway.  

Summary:     It’s Christmas Eve, and Buffy and Spike have been married all of two weeks, but the past, the present, and the future all seem bent on tearing them apart. Or maybe it’s not them. Maybe it’s just Buffy. A little holiday fic set in the same universe as my story Care, where Willow became a vengeance demon in Something Blue, and everyone else was just left to go along with the spells she left behind.

Series: Care Package
Categories: Season 4, Alternate Reality, Episode Rewrite, Challenge Response, Holiday Fic
Characters: Anya, *Buffy, Dawn, Faith Lehane, Giles, Joyce, *Spike, Wesley, Xander
Genres: Dramedy, Fluffy/Comedy, Romance
Warnings: None
Challenges: Blue Christmas
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 6,781 Hit Count: 2,288 ePub Downloads: 119
Published: December 25, 2015 Updated: December 25, 2015
ChristIsMyLord69 commented on Chapter 1: Christmas Care(ol) on July 07, 2017 Liked

Four hearty laughs and a snicker (Jonathan wearing the wreath).  This is organic, grass-fed fluff.  I liked the past, present, future ghost choices.

Author's Response on July 09, 2017 04:27pm

Thanks! I saw the challenge, and it was just after I finished Care, and I totally couldn't resist. 

Summary: Buffy looked at Spike and frowned. “Did... we just agree to get married?”
Series: "After All"
Categories: Post-Series
Characters: *Buffy, Dawn, Giles, Lorne, *Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Established Relationship, Fluffy/Comedy, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 9 Table of Contents
Word count: 48,522 Hit Count: 19,359 ePub Downloads: 430
Published: May 19, 2016 Updated: February 06, 2017
ChristIsMyLord69 commented on Chapter 9: Consummation on June 29, 2017 Liked

This was lovely and fun.  It remained interesting throughout, despite being fluff.

I'm amazed that you have managed to keep (as far as I have seen after reading now Darkest Dawn, Immortal, Otherwise, and Pet) a Sigyn-canon-consistent escalation of sex/blood intimacy.  You bring up the vampire saliva drug consistently, and in Pet you introduce modern Buffy and Spike's 14-day cycle, then when Pet gets underway you escalate to 80s Spike biting Buffy all over, and now you repeat that in this final chapter of Attainathon but add Spike sharing his blood.  Bravo -- satisfying and surprising, even/especially for readers who've already read your other stuff.  Or most of it...

Though Dru's gift was my favorite.  

Going through your archive has been a pleasure, Sigyn.  I intend to work my way backwards and review stories I neglected to the on the initial read.

Author's Response on June 28, 2017 10:19pm

Aw, you are delightful! Thank you very much. Darkest Dawn is the only one of those which is a branch-off from canon. I kept the blood stuff consistent with what we saw on the show -- With the Angel and Dracula bits, the Riley thing, and with some episodes of Angel where there are pro-biters in LA. Spike's actually on a 28-day cycle, 14 is just the day when he can bite. (Days 26-28 would be when Buffy was on her period. If something's happening there, I haven't written it yet.) I do like that I've managed to escalate the bite intimacy. My own headcanon has the first real bite happen the night before Chosen, but I haven't found an opportunity to address when that happened in a story. There's actually some reference to that intimacy escalation in some of my season five and six shorts, as well. Spike first brings up "blood games" in the short Happy Ending, it gets referenced again in Limits, and brushed on in the middle of Certain Amount of Connecting. All my canon-compliant stories live in my own consistent head-canon, and there are subtle references if you know to look for them.

Summary: On Halloween night, Dawn Summers went missing. Two days later she turns up dead, and an already grieving Buffy has one less reason to try and claw her way back to life. But something already did come back – to demonic unlife, anyway. Now Spike has to rear an adolescent vampire, trying keep her from killing when she has no chip, no soul, and no real reason to be good, except for her respect for him. Season Six divergence, as Dawn is brought all the way in All The Way. Complete at 50 chapters.
Categories: Season 6
Characters: Angel, Anya, *Buffy, Dawn, Giles, *Spike, Tara, Willow, Xander
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Attempted Suicide, Blood Play, Character Death, Child Abuse, Dubious Consent, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 50 Table of Contents
Word count: 183,526 Hit Count: 85,426 ePub Downloads: 667
Published: June 11, 2016 Updated: September 03, 2016
ChristIsMyLord69 commented on Chapter 50: Found on June 20, 2017 Liked

Well, shit.  Now I want a meta-fanfic with Vampire Dawn, M.D.  Maybe she diagnoses people by drinking their blood.  Maybe she eats Doctor House, or George Clooney.

Beautiful story.  One of my favorites.  I love when a fanfic keeps the stakes high.  Hot, heartbreaking, wholesome.

Author's Response on June 19, 2017 10:35pm

Well, thank you. I'm very glad you enjoyed it. We worked hard on this one. Vampire Dawn, M.D. would be pretty interesting, wouldn't she? Thanks so much!

Summary: Spike had returned to Sunnydale to kill the slayer, and here she was. But that wasn’t the right scent. And that golden skin was pale. And those green eyes were no longer vibrant and alive, they were dead and cold in Buffy’s hard, humorless face. “Oh, bloody hell!” Spike snapped. “Some berk got here before me?”
Approximately 60,000 words, complete at 18 chapters. Written for the Elysian Fields 'Artistic Anniversary Challenge'. Banner 4 by javajunkie247.
Categories: Season 4, Alternate Reality, Challenge Response
Characters: Angel, *Buffy, Harmony, Riley Finn, *Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Drama, Fighting, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Buffy/Other (Temp), Dubious Consent, Sexual Situations, Torture (Physical), Vampire!Buffy, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 18 Table of Contents
Word count: 60,557 Hit Count: 47,274 ePub Downloads: 504
Published: October 01, 2016 Updated: October 17, 2016
ChristIsMyLord69 commented on Chapter 18: Chapter 18 on September 25, 2021

What a delightful re-read.

Author's Response on September 27, 2021 10:55pm

Woo! Glad I was worth a re-read!

Summary: Buffy flings herself off Glory’s tower to her death… and it’s only the beginning. Where is she? Joyce is here with her, and Merrick, and her little cousin Celia… and who’s the diffident guy in the Victorian clothes who seems too embarrassed to look at her? “Oh, my god. You’re William!”
Approximately 70,000 words, complete at 16 chapters.
Series: "Down in the Dark"
Categories: Season 6, Canon-Compliant, Between Seasons (any)
Characters: Angel, *Buffy, Dawn, Drusilla, Joyce, Kendra, *Spike, Tara, William, Willow, Xander
Genres: Drama, Romance
Warnings: Character Death, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 16 Table of Contents
Word count: 69,582 Hit Count: 39,935 ePub Downloads: 471
Published: November 24, 2016 Updated: December 11, 2016
ChristIsMyLord69 commented on Chapter 3: Chapter 3 on July 08, 2017 Liked

 I really liked Buffy's discussion with Momma Pratt, and the perspective on William versus Spike. 

Author's Response on July 09, 2017 04:09pm

Well, mamma Pratt knows what she's about. 

ChristIsMyLord69 commented on Chapter 14: Chapter 14 on July 11, 2017 Liked

Drusilla is so good.  Imaginative and horrifying and full of portent.  I always enjoy Drusilla when she appears in your stories, but in heaven she has props.

Author's Response on July 12, 2017 04:01am

Isn't she facinating in this one? 

Summary: A slayer barters with a demon to rescue her lover and finds herself unwittingly projected nearly three hundred years into the future with no memory of the life she left behind.
Written in 2007 | Edited in 2019
Categories: Season 2, Alternate Reality, Episode Rewrite, Challenge Response, Time Travel, Claim, Award Winners
Characters: *Buffy, *Spike, Angel, Drusilla, Giles, Willow, Xander
Genres: Angst, Drama, Fighting, HEA/HFN, Historical, Resurrection, Romance, Under Magical Influence
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Buffy/Other (Temp), Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Underage Sex, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 34 Table of Contents
Word count: 96,586 Hit Count: 82,458 ePub Downloads: 906
Published: March 08, 2017 Updated: March 09, 2017
ChristIsMyLord69 commented on Chapter 1: Chapter 1 on July 04, 2017 Liked

Yass.  Puritan pacts with the devil and shoppage.

Summary: Spike travels back in time to change the future. It goes poorly.
Warnings: Sexual situations, bad language, violence, smut. Suicidal ideation. Temporary Spike/Other and Buffy/Other.
Categories: Season 4, Season 5, Episode Rewrite, Time Travel, Seasonal Spuffy Entries
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Angst, Drama, Dramedy, Fluffy/Comedy, HEA/HFN, Humor, Porn w/ Plot, Romance, Slow-Burn
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Suicidal Ideation, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Word count: 79,366 Hit Count: 16,896 ePub Downloads: 246
Published: May 14, 2017 Updated: June 09, 2018
ChristIsMyLord69 commented on Chapter 5: Chapter 5 on July 01, 2017 Liked

"... that look that made her feel hot and melty, like a grilled cheese sandwich, if grilled cheese sandwiches were prone to making extremely bad life choices."


Also - the chapter 6 Riley perspective is really great.  It's fun to sympathize with his juicy takedown of Parker and then feel the twist when he attributes Parker's injuries to man guarding his god-given territory.  Sarcasm mark.

Author's Response on October 26, 2017 08:37pm

Bewildered did a wonderful job of Riley's POV imo, so glad you agree :) Never underestimate the power of the bad-life-choice grilled cheese!


Summary: “Do you really think it happened?”
Buffy was silent for a long time, and then confessed the real reason for her suspicion. “Now that the thought’s occurred to me, I’m having a really hard time thinking of a reason why it wouldn’t.”
After a nightmare that could have been a memory, Buffy and Spike explore their sexuality, unearthing more than they’d ever been prepared to face before.
Series: "After All"
Categories: Post-Series, Taboo - Adults Only
Characters: Angel, Angelus, *Buffy, Darla, Dawn, Drusilla, Riley Finn, *Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Dark, Erotica, Established Relationship, Porn w/ Plot
Warnings: Attempted Rape, Dubious Consent, Rape (Actual), Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Taboo
Completed: Yes Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Word count: 41,411 Hit Count: 13,809 ePub Downloads: 320
Published: September 01, 2017 Updated: October 01, 2017
ChristIsMyLord69 commented on Chapter 3: Chapter 3 on September 11, 2017 Liked

So human and interesting. Always a pleasure to read your writing, looking forward to more.

Author's Response on September 11, 2017 07:39pm

Thank you so much!

Summary:  “I only show the truth,” the creature said. “The truth of the future. How you feel about it is all your own.”
  “What future?” Buffy demanded. “What are you talking about?”
   The demon smiled. “You’ll see soon enough.”
Series: "After All"
Categories: Post-Series
Characters: *Buffy, *Spike
Genres: Angst, Dark, Drama, Established Relationship
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Buffy/Other (Temp), Cheating/Infidelity, Human!Spike, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Vampire!Buffy
Completed: Yes Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Word count: 34,897 Hit Count: 13,359 ePub Downloads: 248
Published: November 21, 2017 Updated: December 18, 2017
ChristIsMyLord69 commented on Chapter 1: Present Perfect on December 01, 2017 Liked

What a great premise: suicide-inducing demon hiding in a farmer's market. 

Author's Response on December 15, 2017 10:41pm

Great place to hide such a thing, really.

ChristIsMyLord69 commented on Chapter 7: Future Continuous on December 31, 2017 Liked

Exciting, imaginative, and satisfying as always. 

Earlier this year I re-watched Buffy after a 15 year hiatus. A fanfiction bender followed, then tapered off several months ago. But I keep on coming back to your stories. They're just excellent.

Author's Response on January 02, 2018 10:47pm

Aw, thank you! I try to write the best stories I can, even when they're odd little framework pieces, like this one.

Summary: Angel stayed, married Buffy, kept the Ring of Amara, and it was the perfect happily ever after! Until Buffy met with Spike in a dark cemetery. Now she has to choose. Will she cling to nobility in the light, or seek deep kisses in the darkness?
Complete at 27 chapters. 
Categories: Season 4, Season 5, Alternate Reality
Characters: Angel, *Buffy, Cordelia, Dawn, Doyle, Harmony, Joyce, Oz, Riley Finn, *Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Angst, Drama, Erotica
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Buffy/Other (Temp), Cheating/Infidelity, Dubious Consent, Fetish, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Taboo, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 27 Table of Contents
Word count: 116,525 Hit Count: 51,872 ePub Downloads: 620
Published: March 17, 2018 Updated: July 13, 2018
ChristIsMyLord69 commented on Chapter 3: The Chosen One on March 27, 2018 Liked

I'm so excited!

Author's Response on March 27, 2018 06:05pm

And I just can't hide it!

ChristIsMyLord69 commented on Chapter 9: Don't Look Now on April 30, 2018 Liked

Favorite chapter of the story so far. And you even slipped in a believable real-canon-explanation for why Spike might have had those drawings of Buffy we see in his shrine in Crush, despite never showing artistic ability before or after.

Author's Response on April 30, 2018 03:37am

I think I've slipped that in before, in some of my other stories, or other shorts. At least one of those drawings IS in fact the drawing of her sleeping that Angel gifted her with -- probably he made more than one sketch of it. I'm glad you're enjoying!

ChristIsMyLord69 commented on Chapter 12: Something Bad on May 15, 2018 Liked

"Powerful. Intimate. Amazing. Glorious. His damn poet’s brain went to work finding descriptors."

I want to read Spike's cuckold basement buttsex poem.


Author's Response on May 15, 2018 03:38pm

Great, now *I* want to read Spike’s cuckold basement buttsex poem, too... 

ChristIsMyLord69 commented on Chapter 13: Nothing Easy on May 20, 2018 Liked

Plot machinations! Story stew!

Author's Response on May 20, 2018 01:54am

A few meaty chunks to chew on. 

ChristIsMyLord69 commented on Chapter 16: New Information on June 05, 2018 Liked

I don't know if your polyamory sub-plot is going to get past the Fox censors.

Interesting. Exciting. I loved Willow and Oz's conversation, I'm looking forward to his confronting Spike, and I'm curious about this new version of Adam.

Author's Response on June 05, 2018 12:49am

I'm not too worried about the Fox censors given the nature of some of the OTHER scenes.... 


ChristIsMyLord69 commented on Chapter 20: PART 2. Not Happy on June 19, 2018 Liked

"Anya was thrilled"

I love the little structures you weave in sometimes. Not happy x 3 then thrilled as a punch line.

Author's Response on June 19, 2018 01:55am

I like to play with theme and structure. Thanks for noticing! 

ChristIsMyLord69 commented on Chapter 22: Real on June 26, 2018 Liked

Love what you do with the Spike/Dawn dynamic. Glad to see more of it.

Author's Response on June 26, 2018 07:58pm

I like getting some Spike/Dawn friendship in there.