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Summary: Leaves off after 'Fool For Love'. Buffy invites Spike in and discovers a fun new way to forget about her troubles.
Winner of BtVS Rewritten Award at the Spuffy Awards Round 2.
Categories: Season 5, Award Winners
Characters: None
Genres: Porn w/o Plot
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 5,503 Hit Count: 1,798 ePub Downloads: 72
Published: November 16, 2006 Updated: November 16, 2006
MixSaysRawr commented on Chapter 1: Chapter 1 on January 30, 2014 Liked

It's like I had the hot cocoa too! Such sweetness!

Summary: Post-'Wrecked'. Buffy and Spike meet in the hospital waiting room and discuss just how broken they are.
Categories: Season 6
Characters: None
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 1,306 Hit Count: 1,181 ePub Downloads: 24
Published: November 18, 2006 Updated: November 18, 2006
MixSaysRawr commented on Chapter 1: Chapter 1 on January 30, 2014

This was painful and lovely.

Summary: What if, at the end of Out of My Mind, it was Buffy who woke up from a dream?
Categories: Alternate Reality, Season 5
Characters: Buffy, Dawn, Ensemble, Riley Finn, Spike
Genres: Angst, Drama, Fluffy/Comedy
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp)
Completed: No Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Word count: 57,953 Hit Count: 11,535 ePub Downloads: 118
Published: April 14, 2008 Updated: July 29, 2008
MixSaysRawr commented on Chapter 10: Chapter Ten on March 07, 2017 Liked

Even in its incomplete state, this is still a great story. I can't believe I haven't read it before!

Summary: It was ironic that the one place she could rest was a cold crypt. In the wake of her mother's death, Buffy finds comfort in the last place she expected. Set after "The Body".
Categories: Season 5
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Drama, Romance
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 1,756 Hit Count: 602 ePub Downloads: 21
Published: February 12, 2012 Updated: February 13, 2012
MixSaysRawr commented on Chapter 1: Cold Comfort on May 15, 2014 Liked

Just lovely. <3

Summary: Spike and Buffy have been turned into kids. The Scoobies have to figure out how to solve the mystery without them, while Buffy and Spike are stuck spending lots of time together much to her chagrin. This basically is a bit of fluff and hopefully will provide a few laughs.
Categories: Alternate Reality
Characters: Spike
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy
Warnings: None
Completed: No Chapters: 15 Table of Contents
Word count: 41,035 Hit Count: 15,635 ePub Downloads: 104
Published: October 17, 2012 Updated: November 20, 2015
MixSaysRawr commented on Chapter 14: Chapter 14 on May 15, 2014 Liked

Oh my goodness, this has been so adorable and such a fun read. I hope you update soon! I absolutely love all your characterization, and especially the inclusion of Lorne! :D

Author's Response on May 15, 2014 02:55pm

Aw, thank you so much.  You're too kind.  I hope not to leave it as long next time.

Summary: During Something Blue Spike and Buffy make the surprising announcement of their engagement and their pending parenthood.  When the spell is done, the engagement is off, but Buffy is still pregnant.  Why are Buffy and Spike convinced he's the father and how will this magically induced pregnancy change their lives? 
 

 
Series: The Dawn Series
Categories: Season 4, Alternate Reality, Baby Fic
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language
Completed: Yes Chapters: 28 Table of Contents
Word count: 128,707 Hit Count: 73,102 ePub Downloads: 902
Published: July 26, 2013 Updated: March 13, 2015
MixSaysRawr commented on Chapter 20: Chapter 20 on May 30, 2014

I'm really enjoying this story! The characterizations are interesting - a little different and in some ways more nuanced than you find in a lot of fic, especially baby!fic. I'm looking forward to the next update!

Author's Response on June 07, 2014 04:15pm

I'm glad you are enjoying it so far.  My characters are a little different than canon, more so than I'd prefer I think, but they've taken on a life of their own and I don't think I'll be able to steer them back on track.  I'm kinda excited to see how it all unfolds.  Thank you for sticking with me!

MixSaysRawr commented on Chapter 21: Chapter 21 on July 07, 2014 Liked

Excited to have an update! Good stuff, and well-done, even though I hope things will get better for Spike & Buffy soon...:(

Author's Response on July 20, 2014 06:34pm

Thank you!  A new exciting chapter will be out soon.  Thanks for reading and reviewing!

Summary: Insert fake sister A into memory slot B.  When the monks form Dawn, the PTB take a helping hand in the creation of the fake memories.  How does the interactions with Dawn in the past change Buffy and Spike's relationship in the present and ultimately the future?  Begins in S5 but quickly downturns to S2.  Spike/Buffy with Spike and Dawn friendship. 
Many thanks to Pfeifferpack for the wonderful banner.
 
Categories: Season 2, Season 3, Season 4, Season 5, Award Winners
Characters: Buffy, Dawn, Ensemble, Spike
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Sexual Situations, Torture, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 63 Table of Contents
Word count: 283,243 Hit Count: 142,051 ePub Downloads: 1,124
Published: September 19, 2013 Updated: November 08, 2019
MixSaysRawr commented on Chapter 19: Chapter 19 on June 23, 2014 Liked

Absolutely sizzling. I am so ready to read what happens next! I love your writing style - so engaging.

Author's Response on July 06, 2014 06:37pm

Thanks so much!  I'm glad you enjoyed it.  *wink*

Summary: Season 2 AU: There's a dangerous vampire in town, William the Bloody, and Buffy can't help but enjoy their encounters more than she should. This new Big Bad is cunning, clever, handsome... and soulless. But does a man really need a soul to be able to love? Rated NC-17 for graphic torture, violence, smut, adult language.
Categories: Award Runners-Up, Season 2, Alternate Reality, Episode Rewrite, Award Winners
Characters: Angelus, Buffy, Cordelia, Drusilla, Ensemble, Ethan Rayne, Giles, Jenny Calendar, Joyce, Oz, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Angst, Drama, Fighting, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Buffy/Other (Temp), Character Death, Rape (Actual), Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Torture, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 42 Table of Contents
Word count: 214,441 Hit Count: 64,475 ePub Downloads: 666
Published: January 29, 2014 Updated: October 16, 2016
MixSaysRawr commented on Chapter 1: Chapter 1: One Step Away on January 30, 2014

Ooh, I'm interested in this! Hooked me already :)

Author's Response on January 29, 2014 10:17pm

Ooh! Thank you so much for reviewing! I'm simultaneously posting this story on fanfiction.net and have 5 chapters up already.

Summary: Season Five one-shot. Slightly inspired by a less than pleasant dance I experienced, when I wish there’d been a Spike to sweep me away. Some Riley bashing. I was in need of some cathartic Spuffy angst… which ended up getting rather steamy. Takes place sometime between “Fool for Love” and “Into the Woods”. Buffy POV. Spike is in love with Buffy but she has no clue.
Series: Better Than... Series
Categories: Season 5, Song Fic
Characters: Buffy, Riley Finn, Spike
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Buffy/Other (Temp), Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 5,440 Hit Count: 2,695 ePub Downloads: 81
Published: February 02, 2014 Updated: February 03, 2014
MixSaysRawr commented on Chapter 1: Better Than Killing a Slayer on February 04, 2014 Liked

Wowww, that was sweltering. I loved it! Mmm. You write Spike so well, too...

Author's Response on February 04, 2014 02:31am

Thank you so much! I love writing sultry Spike. :)

Summary: After Pangs and before Something Blue, Spike has Christmas with Buffy and her family.  
Categories: Season 4, Holiday Fic
Characters: Buffy, Joyce, Spike
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy, Romance
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 4,510 Hit Count: 657 ePub Downloads: 22
Published: February 25, 2014 Updated: February 25, 2014
MixSaysRawr commented on Chapter 1: Chapter 1 on February 25, 2014 Liked

Aww, too cute! :)

Summary: Sometimes words are not needed to truly understand someone. 
 
Set during Season 7, “Chosen” this my interpretation of what happened between Buffy and Spike during their final scene.
Categories: Season 7, Episode Rewrite
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Drama
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 1,326 Hit Count: 1,037 ePub Downloads: 20
Published: March 19, 2014 Updated: March 19, 2014
MixSaysRawr commented on Chapter 1: Chapter 1 on March 19, 2014

I really liked this, especially the "Two damaged people bringing out the worst in each other". Good stuff.

Author's Response on March 24, 2014 10:21am

Thank you ever so, MixSaysRawr.  I really felt this line summed up Spike and Buffy's relationship.  Thanks for taking the time to read and review. 

Summary: Buffy being able to hear Spike's thoughts leads to interesting consequences...
Starts off during 'Earshot', then goes AU from there.
Series: Shared Hearts and Minds
Categories: Season 3, Claim, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Giles, Spike, Wesley
Genres: Angst, Drama, Road Trip, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 19 Table of Contents
Word count: 16,022 Hit Count: 44,114 ePub Downloads: 530
Published: April 23, 2014 Updated: July 31, 2014
MixSaysRawr commented on Chapter 1: Earshot on April 24, 2014

*loud, incoherent screeching* I really like this concept! More please! :D

Summary: Short little one-shot written in 2006 for the Seasonal_Spuffy LiveJournal Community for the Fairy Tale Challenge. It's probably pretty obvious which fairy tale I picked... episode rewrite of Out of My Mind with other episode elements thrown in for flavor.
Categories: Season 5, Episode Rewrite, Challenge Response
Characters: Buffy, Giles, Spike, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Challenge Response, Dramedy, Fighting
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,362 Hit Count: 800 ePub Downloads: 16
Published: May 19, 2014 Updated: May 19, 2014
MixSaysRawr commented on Chapter 1: Chapter 1 on May 19, 2014 Liked

Aww, poor Spikey. I really enjoyed this!

Summary: Spike loves a challenge. Buffy never backs down. Now a carelessly thrown insult will give one of them a chance - her to get rid of him for good, or him to prove exactly what he's made of.
A fun little re-write of Crush.
Categories: Season 5
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Drama, Fluffy/Comedy, Romance
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 20 Table of Contents
Word count: 46,936 Hit Count: 29,364 ePub Downloads: 225
Published: June 12, 2014 Updated: May 31, 2015
MixSaysRawr commented on Chapter 4: Chapter 4 on June 21, 2014 Liked

I need more! I'm quite excited to see what happens. :)

MixSaysRawr commented on Chapter 5: Chapter 5 on June 29, 2014 Liked

Eurghhh so adorable. Can't wait for the update.

MixSaysRawr commented on Chapter 9: Chapter 9 on July 18, 2014 Liked

*emits high-pitched noises until next update* So original! I'm really into this story. 

MixSaysRawr commented on Chapter 12: Chapter 12 on July 25, 2014 Liked

I have butterflies ^^ Can't wait for the next update!

Summary: An off-hand comment from Spike about Riley gradually makes Buffy realize that she’s the Slayer, and doesn’t need a boyfriend hanging around to make her life more complicated. If she’s going to fall in love, it’s going to happen all on its own without her trying. Oneshot. 
Important Note: This is an old fic. My writing has since improved so please bear that in mind when reading. 
Categories: Season 4, Season 5, Alternate Reality, Episode Rewrite, Challenge Response
Characters: Buffy, Ensemble, Riley Finn, Spike
Genres: Challenge Response, Drama, POV, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Buffy/Other (Temp), Character Death
Challenges: Buffy's Early Boyfriend Realization (Author's Choice of Name)
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 7,644 Hit Count: 6,896 ePub Downloads: 184
Published: August 14, 2014 Updated: August 16, 2014
MixSaysRawr commented on Chapter 1: A Different Kind of Love on August 16, 2014 Liked

Lovely. I'm such a sucker for S5 fic.

Summary: How 'Chosen' Should Have Ended. As the Hellmouth crumbles, Buffy chooses to remain with Spike. Includes spoilers for Angel season 4. Nominated in Sunnydale Memorial Fanfic Awards, round 31.
Categories: Season 7, Post-Series, Crossover (AtS), Episode Rewrite
Characters: Buffy, Ensemble, Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Fluffy/Comedy, Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Word count: 21,242 Hit Count: 15,846 ePub Downloads: 117
Published: August 29, 2014 Updated: March 11, 2017
MixSaysRawr commented on Chapter 1: Chapter 1: Can We Rest Now? on August 29, 2014 Liked

I'm really excited about this! Great first chapter, and I'm already hooked. I hope they get back to the Scoobies soon, though,,,poor Dawnie. I'm sure you have done great things with this plot and I am super excited to read the rest!

Author's Response on August 31, 2014 02:49pm

Yay! Glad to hear you're excited. I've got a few things I'm going to toy with from the original fanfiction version - since at the time I wrote it, I hadn't watched any of Angel the Series - but those shouldn't take me too long.

MixSaysRawr commented on Chapter 2: Chapter 2: Buried on August 31, 2014

Great chapter, and I'm anxious for more. :)

Author's Response on September 24, 2014 10:27pm

Thank you! More is about to be posted!

Summary: Buffy and Spike died miserable and alone. Dawn is going to fix that. So what if she has to break the laws of physics and the temporal prime directive to do it?
Categories: Season 4, Season 5, Challenge Response, Time Travel, Award Winners, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Buffy, Dawn, Spike
Genres: Challenge Response, Drama, POV, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 76 Table of Contents
Word count: 395,347 Hit Count: 199,552 ePub Downloads: 1,617
Published: November 09, 2014 Updated: May 30, 2016
MixSaysRawr commented on Chapter 41: Part II: The Butterfly Effect - Chapter 18 on January 03, 2016 Liked

I think I've reviewed before and noted how good your characterizations are. I've read a lot of well-characterized BtVS fics, though, so I think what really stands out in this one is the intricacy. Your eye for detail is just awesome. Can't wait to read more.

Summary: Buffy Summers is a resident nurse at Sunnydale Memorial Hospital who gets nominated to be the Holiday Bachelorette as part of a local TV station's holiday special. A mix of old flames and new sparks spend six weeks with Buffy, leading to New Year's Eve. Although she chose to go with the show to raise money for charity, Buffy might learn some things about love by the time the New Year begins.
Categories: All Human/Fantasy, Holiday Fic
Characters: Angel, Anya, Buffy, Cordelia, Dawn, Ensemble, Faith Lehane, Fred, Giles, Charles Gunn, Jonathan Levinson, Joyce, Lorne, Other, Riley Finn, Spike, Tara, Wesley, Willow, Xander
Genres: Dramedy, Fluffy/Comedy, Romance
Warnings: Buffy/Other (Temp)
Completed: Yes Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Word count: 36,131 Hit Count: 6,412 ePub Downloads: 90
Published: November 27, 2014 Updated: December 31, 2014
MixSaysRawr commented on Chapter 1: Chapter 1: The 12 Bachelors of Christmas on November 30, 2014 Liked

Cute idea! Not a big fan of AH, but I'm interested to see where you go with this. I hope we'll get to see more of the minor guy characters! I kind of miss some of them, haha.

Summary: Challenge Fic: Buffy makes an accidental wish to a vengence demon that will forever change the course of not only her life, but Spike's as well. Starts off during Seeing Red and proceeds wildly AU from there.
3 Things to be included: Buffy starting out appreciating William, but ending up missing Spike; Anya/William interaction; William in a big-box bookstore a la Borders or Barnes & Noble
3 Things to not include: Anyone being mean to William (this means YOU Xander); any major character death; the Potentials (nobody needs that, least of all a transplanted Victorian poet).
Spoilers: Any and all episodes are fair game.
Banner: made by the awesome EffulgentEllie
Categories: Season 6, Alternate Reality, Challenge Response
Characters: Angel, Anya, Buffy, Clem, Spike, William, Willow, Xander
Genres: Angst, Challenge Response, Dramedy, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations
Completed: No Chapters: 31 Table of Contents
Word count: 73,242 Hit Count: 28,072 ePub Downloads: 261
Published: January 24, 2015 Updated: November 22, 2020
MixSaysRawr commented on Chapter 4: Chapter 4 on January 29, 2015 Liked

I'm really invested in and loving this story. Your William characterization is really excellent! I look forward to the update.

Author's Response on February 14, 2015 06:50pm

Thank you! I am honored by your comment.

Summary: Following that kiss of gratitude, Buffy leaves a battered Spike in his crypt alone to recover from Glory’s torture, only to return moments later. First of a trilogy of one-shots. Each can be read as a stand-alone, but is better read together as a series, as intended. Sequels to this story are "Cold Light of Day" (#2) and "Enough" (#3).
The story then continues on to my Season 6 rewrite titled, Edge of Sorrow, Heart of Truth.
Series: New Territory Trilogy
Categories: Season 5, Episode Rewrite
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,392 Hit Count: 3,018 ePub Downloads: 96
Published: February 14, 2015 Updated: February 14, 2015
MixSaysRawr commented on Chapter 1: Chapter 1 on February 22, 2015 Liked

Very sweet, but not unreasonable considering Buffy's development in S5.

Author's Response on February 22, 2015 11:55am

Thank you for reading and for taking the time to leave me a review! I wish Buffy did this on the show, you know?

Summary: “You really trust him?” It boiled down to this, didn’t it? Buffy comes clean to Willow about Spike.
The second one-shot in the "New Territory" Trilogy, sequel to "New Territory" (#1), and prequel to "Enough" (#3). Each can be read as a stand-alone, but is better together as a series, as intended.
After the trilogy, the story continues on to my Season 6 rewrite titled, Edge of Sorrow, Heart of Truth.
Series: New Territory Trilogy
Categories: Season 5, Episode Rewrite
Characters: Buffy, Dawn, Giles, Spike, Tara, Willow, Xander
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Blood Play, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,168 Hit Count: 2,173 ePub Downloads: 77
Published: February 21, 2015 Updated: February 21, 2015
MixSaysRawr commented on Chapter 1: Chapter 1 on February 22, 2015

Very adorable! I love denial!Buffy and her melting-ice-ness.

Author's Response on February 22, 2015 11:59am

Thank you so much! Sequel will be posted in a week. Stay tuned. :)

Summary:  
Buffy leaps from Glory’s Tower to her death, but not before consummating her burgeoning relationship with Spike, unbeknown to others. What happens now that she’s dead?
 
A rewrite from the end of Season 5 to a more Spuffy-friendly Season 6, this resurrected Buffy will come back to a different group dynamic, face different challenges, and eventually, learn to love and fight again with a Scooby-accepted vampire lover by her side.
 
A continuation of my Season 5 trilogy of one-shots set in the same universe, which sees Buffy and Spike embark on a romantic relationship.
 
SunnyD Awards
Nominated at Round 31 of the Sunnydale Memorial Awards for:
Best Unfinished Fic, Best Characterization, Best Drama, Best Plot, Best New Author

Thank you!

Categories: Season 5, Season 6, Alternate Reality
Characters: Anya, Buffy, Dawn, Ensemble, Giles, Other, Spike, Tara, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Fighting, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 15 Table of Contents
Word count: 55,020 Hit Count: 17,104 ePub Downloads: 185
Published: March 14, 2015 Updated: February 24, 2017
MixSaysRawr commented on Chapter 6: Chapter 6: One Link in the Chain of Destiny on May 08, 2015 Liked

Soooo good. All of your characters are spot on, but the interaction between Spike and Giles is particularly enjoyable. I love this story!

Author's Response on May 08, 2015 05:05pm

Thanks! I adobe Spike & Giles friendship. Two Brits in the land of the Yanks. There's got to be something there, right?

Thank you for taking the time to read and review!

Summary: In the midst of the chaos that was defeating a Hell Goddess, Buffy jumps and sacrifices herself to close the portal, and in this AU because I'm curious and self-loathing, Spike jumps, too. When Willow resurrects Buffy from her happy Heaven, perhaps with Spike, the Scoobies face similar challenges to those in canon but they also have to face a pining and seriously pissed off and depressed Slayer. 
Categories: Season 6, Season 5
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Willow
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Completed: No Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Word count: 9,149 Hit Count: 4,253 ePub Downloads: 19
Published: May 01, 2015 Updated: June 11, 2015
MixSaysRawr commented on Chapter 1: A Gift Returned on May 01, 2015 Liked

Hmm, I'm very intrigued! Can't wait to see what happens next.

Summary: "So Tara performs some kind of mind mojo on Buffy so she can feel what Spike's feeling and we're just supposed to sit back while the Slayer goes cuckoo for cocoa puffs? Sure, that's a great idea. Until there's another freakin' apocalypse." When Spike needs Buffy more than ever, she finds herself in his mind and able to help when no one else can. 

Categories: Season 6, Crossover (AtS)
Characters: Angel, Anya, Buffy, Cordelia, Dawn, Drusilla, Faith Lehane, Fred, Giles, Charles Gunn, Hank Summers, Illyria, Lorne, Riley Finn, Spike, Tara, Wesley, Willow, Xander
Genres: Angst, Dark, Drama, Dramedy, Fighting, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death, Rape (Implied), Torture, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Word count: 15,062 Hit Count: 2,979 ePub Downloads: 28
Published: May 07, 2015 Updated: June 16, 2017
MixSaysRawr commented on Chapter 1: Coming to Save You on May 08, 2015 Liked

I'm quite intrigued by the concept, although I would definitely like to know more about how they got to this point.

Summary: What it all came down to, Giles told her, was that claims were largely thought to be fiction these days, and even then no one had ever heard of it happening in such a manner.
  

Series: The Accidental Claim Series
Categories: Season 4, Alternate Reality, Episode Rewrite, Claim, Award Winners
Characters: Buffy, Dawn, Joyce, Spike
Genres: Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp)
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 10,513 Hit Count: 4,484 ePub Downloads: 206
Published: May 13, 2015 Updated: May 13, 2015
MixSaysRawr commented on Chapter 1: Reciprocal on May 13, 2015 Liked

That was simply amazing. I...I can't speak any more. Possibly ever.

Author's Response on May 15, 2015 12:34am

Awesome ;D