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Summary: A Willow's-eye-view of Buffy and Spike, and the changes they're going through separately and together.

Categories: Season 7
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 6,463 Hit Count: 4,512 ePub Downloads: 111
Published: November 21, 2006 Updated: November 21, 2006
Summary: Ever wonder what would have happened if Spike hadn't lost the Gem of Amarra to Buffy?  If he'd won that fight instead?  Warning, this story starts out very dark.  Evil vampire, after all.
 
WINNER at the SunnyD Awards Round 27 for Best Angst, Runner-Up for Best NC-17 and Best Conventional Pairing. THANK YOU to all who voted!
 
Categories: Award Runners-Up, Season 4, Season 5, Season 6, Season 7, Alternate Reality, Award Winners
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Buffy/Other (Temp), Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Torture (Physical), Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 73 Table of Contents
Word count: 231,178 Hit Count: 199,477 ePub Downloads: 1,540
Published: May 05, 2012 Updated: September 28, 2012
Summary: Immediately after "Showtime," and though it's *way* late, meant to be for Spike's Good Day for the Nekid_Spike LJ community. So beware for all of you who hate fluff.
Categories: Season 7
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 1,526 Hit Count: 1,185 ePub Downloads: 36
Published: October 07, 2008 Updated: October 07, 2008
Summary: Set a few hours after the end of Gone. Buffy's visible again, and still stressing about everything that's going wrong in her life. So what happens when she comes across a certain blonde pain-in-the-ass? Smut, of course!
Written for the beautiful Caitlin for her birthday. I love you Caikes!
Categories: Season 6, Episode Rewrite
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 3,516 Hit Count: 3,225 ePub Downloads: 94
Published: July 20, 2013 Updated: July 20, 2013
Summary: Summary: Following the Seasonal Spuffy theme of “new beginnings”, we pick up ten years after the events of NFA with Buffy in a familiar setting – a graveyard. Things have changed a lot since Sunnydale, but some of them are about to become familiar again...
Categories: Seasonal Spuffy Entries, Post-Series
Characters: Angelus, Buffy, Drusilla, Faith Lehane, Original Characters, Spike, Xander
Genres: Drama
Warnings: Adult Language
Completed: Yes Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Word count: 46,839 Hit Count: 4,886 ePub Downloads: 175
Published: April 05, 2016 Updated: April 05, 2016
Summary: Sequel to Heart Don't Lie. It's the final chapter in the Bunnyverse: Thirteen years later, Buffy and Spike are happily married with kids (and are just as frisky as ever). Ah, domestic bliss. It must mean something's about to change around here...
Originally published in 2007. Winner (as part of the Love Bunnies Series) of three awards: "Best Series", "Best Romance" and "Best Pairing - Conventional" from the Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards.
Series: Love Bunnies aka The Bunnyverse
Categories: Award Winners, Post-Series, Crossover (AtS), Alternate Reality, Baby/Kid Fic
Characters: Angel, Anya, Buffy, Ensemble, Faith Lehane, Giles, Joyce, Original Characters, Spike, Tara, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Drama, Dramedy, Fighting, Fluffy/Comedy, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death, Substance Use/Addiction, Fetish, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Word count: 15,637 Hit Count: 6,126 ePub Downloads: 283
Published: April 21, 2009 Updated: April 21, 2009
Summary: Buffy and Spike play with some new toys in the bedroom.
Series: Eve's Apple
Categories: Season 10 (Comic)
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Porn w/ Plot, Porn w/o Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Fetish
Completed: Yes Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Word count: 6,157 Hit Count: 2,957 ePub Downloads: 100
Published: October 29, 2015 Updated: December 22, 2015
Summary: Picks up from when Buffy beat the crap out of Spike outside the police station in Dead Things, then goes seriously AU. General disclaimers apply. I own nothing. Just having a bit of fun.

I've been nominated at The Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards!  Squeee!
This story was nominated for:  Best Original Character.
Thanks for the nod alexiarrose!
Squee!  Again!
Categories: Time Travel, Alternate Reality
Characters: None
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Fluffy/Comedy
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 67 Table of Contents
Word count: 168,592 Hit Count: 70,527 ePub Downloads: 556
Published: June 22, 2011 Updated: January 10, 2013
Summary: S2 AU.  Following the vampire attack on Sunnydale High in 'School Hard,' Buffy and Drusilla find themselves switching bodies every night between sunset and sunrise. Who do you become when you walk far more than a mile in your enemy's shoes?
Categories: Season 2, Alternate Reality, Challenge Response
Characters: Buffy, Drusilla, Ensemble, Spike
Genres: POV, Romance
Warnings: Blood Play, Buffy/Other (Temp), Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp)
Challenges: Cursed
Completed: Yes Chapters: 32 Table of Contents
Word count: 177,421 Hit Count: 141,393 ePub Downloads: 1,254
Published: December 01, 2015 Updated: August 03, 2016
Summary: When the Powers that Be decide to "reward" a vampire with a soul, Buffy finds herself forced to realize that maybe things aren't what she always thought they were... (Post-"Chosen" and "Not Fade Away")
Winner for Best Buffy Characterization (Readers' Choice) at the Spuffy Awards Round 10
Categories: Post-Series, Crossover (AtS), Award Winners
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Cordelia, Spike
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 16 Table of Contents
Word count: 42,016 Hit Count: 40,815 ePub Downloads: 596
Published: November 12, 2006 Updated: November 12, 2006
Summary: Season 2 AU: There's a dangerous vampire in town, William the Bloody, and Buffy can't help but enjoy their encounters more than she should. This new Big Bad is cunning, clever, handsome... and soulless. But does a man really need a soul to be able to love? Rated NC-17 for graphic torture, violence, smut, adult language.
Categories: Award Runners-Up, Season 2, Alternate Reality, Episode Rewrite, Award Winners
Characters: Angelus, Buffy, Cordelia, Drusilla, Ensemble, Ethan Rayne, Giles, Jenny Calendar, Joyce, Oz, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Angst, Drama, Fighting, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Buffy/Other (Temp), Character Death, Rape (Actual), Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Torture (Physical), Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 42 Table of Contents
Word count: 214,441 Hit Count: 70,131 ePub Downloads: 712
Published: January 29, 2014 Updated: October 16, 2016
Summary: The  First wasn't stupid, it had to know that Spike would win against Wood in that garage.  Even if the fight wasn't fair.  Even with the trigger driving him mad.
So it stepped in.
Just a single moment of intervention - and everything is different. One tiny second of distraction, and Buffy's world ends.  She wasn't ready for him to be gone.

Starts with "Lies my Parents Told Me" and veers sharply into AU.
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Banner by the fantabulous javajunkie 247.
Categories: Season 7
Characters: Andrew Wells, Angel, Anya, Buffy, Dawn, Faith Lehane, Giles, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 21 Table of Contents
Word count: 94,946 Hit Count: 75,143 ePub Downloads: 524
Published: March 24, 2016 Updated: August 06, 2018
Summary: One take (not my only) on the infamous 'Fade to Black' cutaway in Chosen. A softer side of Spuffy.
Written for tumblr user thecheesewillnotprotectyou.
NOMINATED AT THE SUNNYDALE MEMORIAL FANFICTION AWARDS FOR Best Characterization- Buffy, Best Episode Re-Write, Best Fluff, Best Conventional Pairing, Best Plot and Best Romance.
Categories: Season 7, Episode Rewrite
Characters: Andrew Wells, Buffy, Giles, Spike, Xander
Genres: Angst, Fluffy/Comedy, Romance
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 3,464 Hit Count: 2,427 ePub Downloads: 94
Published: March 11, 2013 Updated: March 11, 2013
Summary: Post-series, post-comic, our heroes deal with the little problem of cleanup after a bad slay.
Categories: Post-Series
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Spike, Willow
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy, Parody
Warnings: Adult Language
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 1,581 Hit Count: 2,742 ePub Downloads: 105
Published: October 14, 2010 Updated: October 14, 2010
Summary: The victim of a spell gone awry, Buffy finds herself trapped in Victorian London, where she meets a man that is surprisingly familiar to her.
Runner up for Best William Fic at Love's Last Glimpse Awards 2005. Judge's Choice winner at Love's Last Glimpse Awards Round 18.

Categories: Season 5, Time Travel, Award Winners, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Buffy, Spike, William
Genres: Angst, Drama, Historical, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 67 Table of Contents
Word count: 257,843 Hit Count: 156,008 ePub Downloads: 1,507
Published: January 09, 2007 Updated: June 16, 2011
Summary: On her way home after receiving the amulet from Angel, Buffy has thinky thoughts about how to best define her relationship with Spike.
Categories: Season 7
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: POV
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 1,473 Hit Count: 560 ePub Downloads: 27
Published: February 15, 2011 Updated: February 18, 2011
Summary: Even vampires need a little TLC. Some more than most.
Categories: Season 7
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: POV, Romance
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 5,489 Hit Count: 1,039 ePub Downloads: 41
Published: November 24, 2006 Updated: November 24, 2006
Summary: Buffy and Spike face the consequences of a 'wild' night together: a bundle of (possibly evil) joy! Much more than a "baby fic", this story is now COMPLETE and chock full o' freaky sex, fluffy bunnies, horny gods, catty brawls, cranky slayers, and the end of the 'verse as you know it!

This began in 2001 as the one-shot "A Bunny In The Oven". Completed in 2007. Winner of twelve awards including "Outstanding NC-17 Series" @ FMYAs, "Best Lighthearted" at RPAs, "Best Romance" @ SunnyDs, "Best Smut" @ various awards sites, and "Best WIP" @ VKAs. Currently nominated for several awards at various awards sites.

This is Part I of the Love Bunnies series, aka The Bunnyverse. 6-chaptered sequel, At It Like Rabbits, is on this site too.
Series: Love Bunnies aka The Bunnyverse
Categories: Award Winners, Season 4, Alternate Reality, Baby/Kid Fic
Characters: Buffy, Ensemble, Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Drama, Fighting, Fluffy/Comedy, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Fetish, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 25 Table of Contents
Word count: 90,937 Hit Count: 42,738 ePub Downloads: 619
Published: November 20, 2007 Updated: November 26, 2007
Summary: While Buffy is living in Rome, she meets the Immortal, a mysterious figure with a dark past who may or may not be evil. But Captain Jack Harkness isn’t some common vampire, and Buffy Summers isn’t just a girl. Each is haunted by grief, by memories and regrets that cannot be dismissed. Immortality is more than just not dying. It’s learning to live again. Not exactly an Angel season 5 rewrite, more a "What else is happening behind the scenes." Crossover with Torchwood. Should be enjoyable even to those who only know Buffy. Based on a challenge by Sunnydalesis.
Series: "After All"
Categories: Post-Series, Crossover (AtS), Crossover (Books or TV shows outside Buffyverse), Episode Rewrite, Challenge Response, Time Travel
Characters: Andrew Wells, Angel, Angelus, Buffy, Connor, Cordelia, Dawn, Doyle, Drusilla, Ensemble, Fred, Giles, Charles Gunn, Illyria, Lorne, Other, Spike, Tara, Wesley, Willow, Xander
Genres: Angst, Drama, Dramedy, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Sexual Situations
Challenges: The Real Immortal (Author's Choice of Title)
Completed: Yes Chapters: 42 Table of Contents
Word count: 167,956 Hit Count: 68,072 ePub Downloads: 517
Published: November 12, 2015 Updated: May 10, 2016
Summary: Post Season Six, and moving on into its own plot after that. Spike returns to Sunnydale with his soul, but Buffy's news is a little bigger.
Series: The Triad Series
Categories: Award Winners, Baby/Kid Fic
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 23 Table of Contents
Word count: 125,940 Hit Count: 64,287 ePub Downloads: 906
Published: October 07, 2007 Updated: March 01, 2008
Summary: Set in Season 10, #19. Spike is away on police assignment. Buffy is waiting by the phone for his call. 
Categories: Season 10 (Comic)
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy, Porn w/ Plot, Porn w/o Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 3,845 Hit Count: 1,078 ePub Downloads: 52
Published: October 01, 2015 Updated: October 01, 2015
Summary: “You want to feel everything I can do for you. You want all of me, to fill that hollow space inside you. You have my mind, you have my flesh, you’ve had my heart for years.” He whispered in her ear before he bit her, bruising her with his human teeth, but he let go long before he drew blood. “You can have my pain, love. You can have my pleasure. But I’m keeping this.”
Series: "Down in the Dark"
Categories: Season 6
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst, Drama, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Substance Use/Addiction, Dubious Consent, Fetish, Sexual Situations, Taboo
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,371 Hit Count: 2,088 ePub Downloads: 103
Published: May 25, 2015 Updated: May 25, 2015
Summary: Set right after Dead Things.
The night after, all he wants is talk.
The night after, there’s nothing she wants less than talking.
And suddenly they find themselves in another dimension; one that Buffy can’t leave. There’s only one way to get her out. A way with consequences.
Categories: Season 6, Alternate Reality
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 19 Table of Contents
Word count: 100,429 Hit Count: 27,959 ePub Downloads: 361
Published: November 10, 2015 Updated: February 14, 2016
Summary: Spike gets a little desperate when the current situation starts getting in the middle of quality time with Buffy.
Categories: Season 10 (Comic), Holiday Fic
Characters: Buffy, Dawn, Giles, Robert Dowling, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy, Porn w/ Plot, Porn w/o Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Fetish, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Word count: 12,246 Hit Count: 3,925 ePub Downloads: 74
Published: December 30, 2015 Updated: July 18, 2016
Summary: Buffy and Spike go on a stakeout. Sexy hijinks ensue.
Categories: Season 8 (Comic), Post-Series
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 9,799 Hit Count: 1,187 ePub Downloads: 63
Published: September 20, 2011 Updated: September 21, 2011
Summary: Spike and Buffy have been living happily together for what seems like forever, but fate has a sick sense of humor. Buffy finds herself caught in the wrong body, in the wrong time, needing the assistance of a purely evil Spike. Now she must attempt to forge their trust anew, when the dynamic isn’t that of slayer and redeemed, but only that of vampire... and victim. 


Series: "After All"
Categories: Post-Series, Time Travel, Taboo - Adults Only
Characters: Buffy, Drusilla, Original Characters, Other, Spike
Genres: Angst, Drama, Established Relationship, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Blood Play, Character Death, Child Abuse, Substance Use/Addiction, Dubious Consent, Fetish, Rape (Actual), Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Taboo, Threesome(s), Torture (Physical), Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 30 Table of Contents
Word count: 125,324 Hit Count: 82,562 ePub Downloads: 1,018
Published: September 12, 2015 Updated: October 10, 2015
Summary: Set post ATF, spoilers through Chosen and Never Fade Away, goes AU after that.
Buffy is once again mourning the loss of the men she loved when she receives an unusual visitor. It appears she may have a second chance (or should we call it a fourth or fifth chance?). Will she take it? Does he want her to?
 
Nominated at the Spuffy Awards for Best General Saga, Best General Angst and Best General "We Missed the Bed, Again." !!!! Thank You.
Nominated at the Fang Fetish Awards for Most Original, Best Angst and Best Long-Thank You!!!
 
 
Categories: Post-Series
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 21 Table of Contents
Word count: 31,716 Hit Count: 29,582 ePub Downloads: 363
Published: September 26, 2007 Updated: January 01, 2008
Summary: Insert fake sister A into memory slot B.  When the monks form Dawn, the PTB take a helping hand in the creation of the fake memories.  How does the interactions with Dawn in the past change Buffy and Spike's relationship in the present and ultimately the future?  Begins in S5 but quickly downturns to S2.  Spike/Buffy with Spike and Dawn friendship. 
Many thanks to Pfeifferpack for the wonderful banner.
 
Categories: Season 2, Season 3, Season 4, Season 5, Award Winners
Characters: Buffy, Dawn, Ensemble, Spike
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Sexual Situations, Torture (Physical), Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 63 Table of Contents
Word count: 283,243 Hit Count: 160,874 ePub Downloads: 1,199
Published: September 19, 2013 Updated: November 08, 2019
Summary: Takes place just after the Angel episode ‘Damage’ then goes AU. 
Spike’s hands were cut off, but that’s just the beginning of his trouble.  Will he be strong enough to survive?  And will Buffy be able to help him?
 
****WARNING****
This story is graphic.  Extremely graphic.  One of my beta readers (no_promises) cautions that this story should not be read while eating.  It doesn’t simply allude to torture and sexual abuse, it describes it in gory Technicolor detail, so if stuff like that squicks you, please don’t read. 
For all of you that are still with me, I hope you enjoy it.  Happy reading!
Categories: Post-Series, Crossover (AtS), Taboo - Adults Only
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Dawn, Original Characters, Spike
Genres: Angst, Drama, POV
Warnings: Adult Language, Rape (Actual), Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Taboo, Torture (Physical), Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 41 Table of Contents
Word count: 129,180 Hit Count: 35,373 ePub Downloads: 183
Published: October 13, 2013 Updated: July 05, 2016
Summary: Starts season seven as Buffy collects Spike from the First's cave and then veers off from cannon. When The First took Spike, Buffy....missed him. It was a hard revelation for her. Doing something about it could be even harder.
Categories: Season 7
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: No Chapters: 15 Table of Contents
Word count: 32,556 Hit Count: 8,036 ePub Downloads: 78
Published: January 25, 2009 Updated: September 14, 2010