Summary: Set some fifty years after "Smashed", Spike died about seven months after the episode aired. Buffy being not truly human is more of an immortal; she's alone in this earth and her life does an 360 degree turn when she runs into Rocco in a bar one night. Rocco is somewhat the reincarnation of Spike's soul.
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Post-Series, Alternate Reality
Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 10
Word count: 50,500 Hit Count: 5,228 ePub Downloads: 84
Published: December 05, 2013 Updated: December 05, 2013


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1. Penny For Your Thoughts by Isabellecs - Likes: 5 Comments: 3 Word Count: 3,218 Hit Count: 847 Published: December 05, 2013

Disclaimers: BTVS belongs to Joss Whedon along with all the characters—these are sued for entertainment. Lyrics by Beth Hart, The LA Song.

2. Shadows of Me by Isabellecs - Likes: 2 Comments: 0 Word Count: 5,846 Hit Count: 607 Published: December 05, 2013

Disclaimers: BTVS belongs to Joss Whedon along with all the characters--these are sued for entertainment. Lyrics by Sarah McLaughlin, Building A Mystery. Special thanks to my Betas Allison and Ophelia ;o)--they're wonderful *xoxoxox*

3. Hands of Clay by Isabellecs - Likes: 2 Comments: 1 Word Count: 6,902 Hit Count: 549 Published: December 05, 2013

Disclaimers: BTVS belongs to Joss Whedon along with all the characters--these are sued for entertainment. Lyrics by Asia, In the Heat of the Moment. Special thanks to by Betas Allison and Ophelia ;o)--they're wonderful *xoxoxox*

4. Drawn To Me by Isabellecs - Likes: 2 Comments: 0 Word Count: 5,149 Hit Count: 453 Published: December 05, 2013

Disclaimers: BTVS belongs to Joss Whedon along with all the characters--these are sued for entertainment. Lyrics belong to Lara Fabian, You are My Heart & I will love Again. Special thanks to by Betas Allison and Ophelia ;o)--they're wonderful *xoxoxox*

5. Desperate Measures by Isabellecs - Likes: 2 Comments: 0 Word Count: 6,425 Hit Count: 430 Published: December 05, 2013

Disclaimers: BTVS belongs to Joss Whedon along with all the characters--these are sued for entertainment. Lyrics: Pilgrim by Enya. Special thanks to by Betas Allison and Ophelia ;o)--they're wonderful *xoxoxox*

6. The Breath of Life by Isabellecs - Likes: 2 Comments: 1 Word Count: 5,525 Hit Count: 452 Published: December 05, 2013

Disclaimers: BTVS belongs to Joss Whedon along with all the characters--these are sued for entertainment. Special thanks to by Betas Allison and Marie-Claude Danis ;o)--they're wonderful *xoxoxox*

7. Mercy for the Living by Isabellecs - Likes: 1 Comments: 0 Word Count: 5,694 Hit Count: 450 Published: December 05, 2013

Disclaimers: BTVS belongs to Joss Whedon along with all the characters--these are sued for entertainment. Lyrics: Pilgrim by Enya. Special thanks to Professor Miller and Marie for their help with the beta.

8. This Is The Way I Live My Life by Isabellecs - Likes: 2 Comments: 0 Word Count: 7,938 Hit Count: 466 Published: December 05, 2013

Disclaimers: BTVS belongs to Joss Whedon along with all the characters--these are sued for entertainment. Lyrics, Remind Me by Nickleback. Special thanks to Heller for her quick beta :o)

9. Black and Blue Alleys by Isabellecs - Likes: 1 Comments: 0 Word Count: 2,383 Hit Count: 468 Published: December 05, 2013

Disclaimers: BTVS belongs to Joss Whedon along with all the characters—these are used for entertainment. Lyrics performed by Celine Dion for the Motion Picture soundtrack, Titanic, My Heart Will Go On.

10. Epilogue by Connor Aurelius by Isabellecs - Likes: 7 Comments: 4 Word Count: 1,420 Hit Count: 506 Published: December 05, 2013

Disclaimers: BTVS belongs to Joss Whedon along with all the characters--these are sued for entertainment. Special thanks to Heller for her quick beta :o)