Summary:
I keep having the strangest dream. Every night it's the same thing: a dark room, a big bed, and a silent vampire that I can feel, but not see. I'd be wigged, except it's just a dream, right? It'll be a cold day in hell before I ever willingly sleep with a vampire again...
Winner: Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards (Round 22) - Best Plot
Runner Up: Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards (Round 22) - Best New Author, Best Characterization (Buffy), Best Pairing (Conventional Buffy/Spike), Best Plot
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Categories: Award Runners-Up, Season 5, Alternate Reality, Episode Rewrite, Award Winners
Characters: Angel, Angelus, Anya, Buffy, Drusilla, Ensemble, Giles, Harmony, Original Characters, Other, Riley Finn, Spike, Tara, Whistler, William, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Dramedy, Fighting, POV, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Character Death, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp)
Completed: Yes Chapters: 76 Table of Contents
Word count: 361,358 Hit Count: 348,211 ePub Downloads: 3,841
Published: June 09, 2010 Updated: September 29, 2010
Characters: Angel, Angelus, Anya, Buffy, Drusilla, Ensemble, Giles, Harmony, Original Characters, Other, Riley Finn, Spike, Tara, Whistler, William, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Dramedy, Fighting, POV, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Character Death, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp)
Completed: Yes Chapters: 76 Table of Contents
Word count: 361,358 Hit Count: 348,211 ePub Downloads: 3,841
Published: June 09, 2010 Updated: September 29, 2010

Summary: Buffy's been dreaming about Spike. A lot. And as the dreams get more frequent, and more real, so does the unexplainable connection she's been feeling with the bleached vampire.
Spike's noticed that there's something a little off with the Slayer...but maybe something's a little off with him, too.
**Nominated at the Sunnydale Memorial Fanficiton Awards (Round 32) for Best Plot, Best Romance, Best NC-17, Best Pairing (Conventional), Best Episode Re-write, Best Unfinished and Best Characterization (Spike)**



Spike's noticed that there's something a little off with the Slayer...but maybe something's a little off with him, too.




Series: Connections and Calculations
Categories: Season 5, Alternate Reality, Claim
Characters: None
Genres: Action/Adventure, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Sexual Situations
Challenges: Out of Her Mind
Completed: Yes Chapters: 49 Table of Contents
Word count: 386,076 Hit Count: 212,993 ePub Downloads: 2,313
Published: June 20, 2015 Updated: January 17, 2016
Categories: Season 5, Alternate Reality, Claim
Characters: None
Genres: Action/Adventure, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Sexual Situations
Challenges: Out of Her Mind
Completed: Yes Chapters: 49 Table of Contents
Word count: 386,076 Hit Count: 212,993 ePub Downloads: 2,313
Published: June 20, 2015 Updated: January 17, 2016

Summary: Heartbroken and determined, Spike sets out to form a truce with his mortal enemy to take down Angelus once and for all. The last thing he expected was a couple of restless spirits interrupting his sales pitch, or to find himself in a magic-induced liplock. And one taste of Buffy Summers, he finds, is nowhere close to enough.
Winner at the Spark and Burn awards. Winner for Best Episode Stealer at Love's Last Glimpse Round 20.
Winner at the Spark and Burn awards. Winner for Best Episode Stealer at Love's Last Glimpse Round 20.
Categories: Season 2, Season 3, Between Seasons (any), Crossover (AtS), Episode Rewrite, Claim, Award Winners
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Giles, Willow, Xander, Angel, Angelus, Charles Gunn, Faith Lehane, Fred, Oz, Wesley
Genres: Dramedy, HEA/HFN, Road Trip, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 59 Table of Contents
Word count: 219,321 Hit Count: 181,329 ePub Downloads: 1,454
Published: October 30, 2006 Updated: April 16, 2020
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Giles, Willow, Xander, Angel, Angelus, Charles Gunn, Faith Lehane, Fred, Oz, Wesley
Genres: Dramedy, HEA/HFN, Road Trip, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 59 Table of Contents
Word count: 219,321 Hit Count: 181,329 ePub Downloads: 1,454
Published: October 30, 2006 Updated: April 16, 2020
Summary: Insert fake sister A into memory slot B. When the monks form Dawn, the PTB take a helping hand in the creation of the fake memories. How does the interactions with Dawn in the past change Buffy and Spike's relationship in the present and ultimately the future? Begins in S5 but quickly downturns to S2. Spike/Buffy with Spike and Dawn friendship.
Many thanks to Pfeifferpack for the wonderful banner.
Many thanks to Pfeifferpack for the wonderful banner.
Categories: Season 2, Season 3, Season 4, Season 5, Award Winners
Characters: Buffy, Dawn, Ensemble, Spike
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Sexual Situations, Torture (Physical), Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 63 Table of Contents
Word count: 283,243 Hit Count: 176,355 ePub Downloads: 1,260
Published: September 18, 2013 Updated: November 08, 2019
Characters: Buffy, Dawn, Ensemble, Spike
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Sexual Situations, Torture (Physical), Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 63 Table of Contents
Word count: 283,243 Hit Count: 176,355 ePub Downloads: 1,260
Published: September 18, 2013 Updated: November 08, 2019
Summary: Response to Challenge 471 on The Bloodshedverse: Instead of "Crush", Spike decides to slowly and anonymously woo the Slayer... Will Buffy love him back when she discovers the truth?
This first chapter involves a rewriting of the dream sequence at the end of Out of My Mind, and goes A/U from there.
NOMINATED AT THE SUNNYDALE MEMORIAL FANFICTION AWARDS for Best Characterization- Spike, Best Drama, Best Episode Re-Write, Best Original Character- 'Alternate-Faith', the Espresso Pump Waitress, Best Conventional Pairing, Best Plot, Best Romance and Best Unfinished.
This first chapter involves a rewriting of the dream sequence at the end of Out of My Mind, and goes A/U from there.
NOMINATED AT THE SUNNYDALE MEMORIAL FANFICTION AWARDS for Best Characterization- Spike, Best Drama, Best Episode Re-Write, Best Original Character- 'Alternate-Faith', the Espresso Pump Waitress, Best Conventional Pairing, Best Plot, Best Romance and Best Unfinished.
Categories: Season 5, Episode Rewrite
Characters: Anya, Buffy, Dawn, Ensemble, Giles, Harmony, Joyce, Other, Riley Finn, Spike, Tara, Willow, Xander
Genres: Drama, Fighting, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 109 Table of Contents
Word count: 178,025 Hit Count: 271,067 ePub Downloads: 1,318
Published: November 29, 2011 Updated: October 26, 2017
Characters: Anya, Buffy, Dawn, Ensemble, Giles, Harmony, Joyce, Other, Riley Finn, Spike, Tara, Willow, Xander
Genres: Drama, Fighting, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 109 Table of Contents
Word count: 178,025 Hit Count: 271,067 ePub Downloads: 1,318
Published: November 29, 2011 Updated: October 26, 2017
Summary: She'd kicked his butt, taken the Gem and sent it off to Angel. Buffy thought she'd seen the last of Spike. Clearly, she’d been too optimistic. That he was in her house, in her room, waking her out of a sound sleep and asking for (okay, demanding) her help meant that something had to be majorly wrong. They weren't due for another apocalypse, but...why else would a vampire make a truce with the Slayer?
Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Award Winner, Round 24 for: Best Author, Best Unfinished, Best Angst (Spike Pairing), Best Pairing (Conventional), Best Plot (Spuffy), Best Episode Re-Write, and Best Male Characterization (Spike)
Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Award Winner, Round 24 for: Best Author, Best Unfinished, Best Angst (Spike Pairing), Best Pairing (Conventional), Best Plot (Spuffy), Best Episode Re-Write, and Best Male Characterization (Spike)
Categories: Award Winners, Season 4
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst, Dramedy, Fighting, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 34 Table of Contents
Word count: 156,452 Hit Count: 98,311 ePub Downloads: 1,276
Published: May 02, 2011 Updated: March 20, 2016
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst, Dramedy, Fighting, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 34 Table of Contents
Word count: 156,452 Hit Count: 98,311 ePub Downloads: 1,276
Published: May 02, 2011 Updated: March 20, 2016

Summary: "Give me another chance. I can fix it."
Series: Perspectivesverse
Categories: Season 4, Post-Series, Crossover (AtS), Alternate Reality, Time Travel, Claim
Characters: Amy Madison, Andrew Wells, Angel, Anya, Billy Lane, Buffy, Clem, Cordelia, D'Hoffryn, Dawn, Doyle, Drusilla, Ensemble, Ethan Rayne, Faith Lehane, Forrest Gates, Giles, Glory, Graham Miller, Halfrek, Hank Summers, Harmony, Jonathan Levinson, Joyce, Kate Lockley, Lorne, Maggie Walsh, Mr. Gordo, Original Characters, Oz, Parker Abrams, Quentin Travers, Riley Finn, Spike, Tara, Wesley, Willow, Willy the Snitch, Xander
Genres: Drama, POV
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Character Death, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 155 Table of Contents
Word count: 230,555 Hit Count: 357,271 ePub Downloads: 1,439
Published: April 13, 2018 Updated: June 14, 2020
Categories: Season 4, Post-Series, Crossover (AtS), Alternate Reality, Time Travel, Claim
Characters: Amy Madison, Andrew Wells, Angel, Anya, Billy Lane, Buffy, Clem, Cordelia, D'Hoffryn, Dawn, Doyle, Drusilla, Ensemble, Ethan Rayne, Faith Lehane, Forrest Gates, Giles, Glory, Graham Miller, Halfrek, Hank Summers, Harmony, Jonathan Levinson, Joyce, Kate Lockley, Lorne, Maggie Walsh, Mr. Gordo, Original Characters, Oz, Parker Abrams, Quentin Travers, Riley Finn, Spike, Tara, Wesley, Willow, Willy the Snitch, Xander
Genres: Drama, POV
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Character Death, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 155 Table of Contents
Word count: 230,555 Hit Count: 357,271 ePub Downloads: 1,439
Published: April 13, 2018 Updated: June 14, 2020

Summary: A response to a challenge by Mia Vaan. The Watcher's Council never tracks Buffy down when she's called to her destiny, but everything changes the night she encounters a certain bleached blond punk rocker. Set pre-series at Hemery High and will eventually work itself into a season 1 setting in Sunnydale.
Winner at the Sunnydale Memorial Awards Round 32 for Best Alternate Universe, and runner-up for Best Characterization Female (Buffy) and Best Drama (Spuffy). Thank you.
Winner at the Sunnydale Memorial Awards Round 32 for Best Alternate Universe, and runner-up for Best Characterization Female (Buffy) and Best Drama (Spuffy). Thank you.
Categories: Pre-Series, Season 1, Alternate Reality, Episode Rewrite
Characters: Buffy, Giles, Joyce, Other, Spike
Genres: Drama, Fighting, Romance
Warnings: Buffy/Other (Temp), Violence
Challenges: Buffy Doesn't Know She's a Slayer (Author's Choice of Name)
Completed: Yes Chapters: 100 Table of Contents
Word count: 232,540 Hit Count: 339,776 ePub Downloads: 2,481
Published: January 04, 2015 Updated: August 06, 2016
Characters: Buffy, Giles, Joyce, Other, Spike
Genres: Drama, Fighting, Romance
Warnings: Buffy/Other (Temp), Violence
Challenges: Buffy Doesn't Know She's a Slayer (Author's Choice of Name)
Completed: Yes Chapters: 100 Table of Contents
Word count: 232,540 Hit Count: 339,776 ePub Downloads: 2,481
Published: January 04, 2015 Updated: August 06, 2016

Summary: Set in early Season Five. When Dracula called Buffy ‘kindred’’, he was doing a bit more than just saying they had a lot in common. Hungry for knowledge of herself and her power, Buffy didn’t realize what kind of connection he had forged with her until he left town, and the damage was done. Hoping to break his hold over her, Buffy requests help from Spike. However, the way you break the hold of one vampire is to let another one possess you more fully. But, it’ll only be temporary, right? Simple business, that’s all...
Categories: Season 5
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Gun Violence, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 45 Table of Contents
Word count: 273,283 Hit Count: 116,075 ePub Downloads: 1,152
Published: August 09, 2019 Updated: October 07, 2021
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Gun Violence, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 45 Table of Contents
Word count: 273,283 Hit Count: 116,075 ePub Downloads: 1,152
Published: August 09, 2019 Updated: October 07, 2021

Summary: In the aftermath of her battle with Angelus, an injured and emotionally shattered Buffy comes to the realisation that she has nothing left: her mother has disowned her, her friends have abandoned her and Angel, soul newly restored, has left her alone as he flees for the scene of his crime. Spike's unlife is left bereft of purpose now that Drusilla is gone, thrown into Hell by his hated grandsire. The two broken souls realise that all they have are each other and desperately cling to the last, fragile connection as they take their leave from Sunnydale.
Perhaps the two mortal enemies can rebuild that which they have lost...
Perhaps the two mortal enemies can rebuild that which they have lost...
Categories: Season 2, Season 3, Alternate Reality, Challenge Response
Characters: Buffy, Faith Lehane, Giles, Joyce, Lorne, Original Characters, Oz, Spike, Tara, Willow, Xander
Genres: Angst, Fighting, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Sexual Situations, Violence
Challenges: You never came for me.
Completed: Yes Chapters: 38 Table of Contents
Word count: 159,496 Hit Count: 167,494 ePub Downloads: 1,291
Published: October 23, 2016 Updated: June 22, 2017
Characters: Buffy, Faith Lehane, Giles, Joyce, Lorne, Original Characters, Oz, Spike, Tara, Willow, Xander
Genres: Angst, Fighting, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Sexual Situations, Violence
Challenges: You never came for me.
Completed: Yes Chapters: 38 Table of Contents
Word count: 159,496 Hit Count: 167,494 ePub Downloads: 1,291
Published: October 23, 2016 Updated: June 22, 2017
Summary:

During the fight for the Gem of Amara, Buffy and Spike get pulled into another dimension. Winner of Best Saga at the Spuffy Awards, Best Buffy Characterization at the Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards, and Judges' Choice Winner at the Rogue Poet Awards! Mod's Choice Winner and Runner up for Best Long/Saga and Best Alternate Reality at the Fang Fetish Awards! Thank you all the mods and everyone who voted for me




During the fight for the Gem of Amara, Buffy and Spike get pulled into another dimension. Winner of Best Saga at the Spuffy Awards, Best Buffy Characterization at the Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards, and Judges' Choice Winner at the Rogue Poet Awards! Mod's Choice Winner and Runner up for Best Long/Saga and Best Alternate Reality at the Fang Fetish Awards! Thank you all the mods and everyone who voted for me
Categories: Award Winners, Season 4, Claim
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Giles, Joyce, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 11 Table of Contents
Word count: 53,647 Hit Count: 73,598 ePub Downloads: 1,832
Published: August 12, 2008 Updated: August 20, 2008
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Giles, Joyce, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 11 Table of Contents
Word count: 53,647 Hit Count: 73,598 ePub Downloads: 1,832
Published: August 12, 2008 Updated: August 20, 2008
Summary: The victim of a spell gone awry, Buffy finds herself trapped in Victorian London, where she meets a man that is surprisingly familiar to her.
Runner up for Best William Fic at Love's Last Glimpse Awards 2005. Judge's Choice winner at Love's Last Glimpse Awards Round 18.
Runner up for Best William Fic at Love's Last Glimpse Awards 2005. Judge's Choice winner at Love's Last Glimpse Awards Round 18.
Categories: Season 5, Time Travel, Award Winners, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Buffy, Spike, William
Genres: Angst, Drama, Historical, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 67 Table of Contents
Word count: 258,072 Hit Count: 180,554 ePub Downloads: 1,666
Published: January 08, 2007 Updated: June 16, 2011
Characters: Buffy, Spike, William
Genres: Angst, Drama, Historical, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 67 Table of Contents
Word count: 258,072 Hit Count: 180,554 ePub Downloads: 1,666
Published: January 08, 2007 Updated: June 16, 2011
Summary: Buffy and Spike died miserable and alone. Dawn is going to fix that. So what if she has to break the laws of physics and the temporal prime directive to do it?
Categories: Season 4, Season 5, Challenge Response, Time Travel, Award Winners, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Dawn
Genres: Drama, POV, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Depictions of Bigotry, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 76 Table of Contents
Word count: 395,347 Hit Count: 271,314 ePub Downloads: 1,981
Published: November 09, 2014 Updated: May 30, 2016
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Dawn
Genres: Drama, POV, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Depictions of Bigotry, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 76 Table of Contents
Word count: 395,347 Hit Count: 271,314 ePub Downloads: 1,981
Published: November 09, 2014 Updated: May 30, 2016

Summary: Season 3, Lover's Walk. Spike returns to Sunnydale to kill the Slayer. He’s just too drunk to do it properly, and ends up getting himself into the deep without even realizing it. Perhaps worst of all, he has no memory of his actions the next day.
Banner by teragramm.
Winner at the Spark and Burn awards.
Banner by teragramm.
Winner at the Spark and Burn awards.
Categories: Season 3, Episode Rewrite, Claim, Award Winners
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Cordelia, Faith Lehane, Giles, Oz, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Dramedy, HEA/HFN, Kidnapping, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Dubious Consent, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 52 Table of Contents
Word count: 120,380 Hit Count: 298,757 ePub Downloads: 2,258
Published: October 30, 2006 Updated: October 30, 2006
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Cordelia, Faith Lehane, Giles, Oz, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Dramedy, HEA/HFN, Kidnapping, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Dubious Consent, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 52 Table of Contents
Word count: 120,380 Hit Count: 298,757 ePub Downloads: 2,258
Published: October 30, 2006 Updated: October 30, 2006

Summary: Slayers don't get weepy when their One True Love rides off into the night for good. They get mad, and then they get even. Buffy's determined to kick off college by finding Mr. Normal, just like Angel wanted -- and then rubbing her new True Love in Angel's face. She's got the perfect normal guy all picked out, until an unexpected encounter at a party gives her a better idea. After all, who could make a worse Bad Boyfriend than Spike?
Response to Tempestt's challenge "Bad Boyfriend.” Warnings: character death, smut, blood play, mild BDSM.
Thanks to all the good friends who poked at my outline and offered kind words of encouragement. Special thanks to Sigyn for beta-reading and extra cheerleading when I needed it most, and to SzmattyCat for the gorgeous banner and bonus beta-reading! 11/15 ETA Thank you to EllieRose101 for joining in with beta/cheerleading assistance!
Response to Tempestt's challenge "Bad Boyfriend.” Warnings: character death, smut, blood play, mild BDSM.
Thanks to all the good friends who poked at my outline and offered kind words of encouragement. Special thanks to Sigyn for beta-reading and extra cheerleading when I needed it most, and to SzmattyCat for the gorgeous banner and bonus beta-reading! 11/15 ETA Thank you to EllieRose101 for joining in with beta/cheerleading assistance!
Categories: Season 4, Alternate Reality, Challenge Response
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Erotica, HEA/HFN, Humor, Lighthearted, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Character Death, Fetish, Sexual Situations, Violence
Challenges: Bad Boyfriend
Completed: Yes Chapters: 22 Table of Contents
Word count: 145,561 Hit Count: 120,463 ePub Downloads: 1,132
Published: October 16, 2019 Updated: April 15, 2020
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Erotica, HEA/HFN, Humor, Lighthearted, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Character Death, Fetish, Sexual Situations, Violence
Challenges: Bad Boyfriend
Completed: Yes Chapters: 22 Table of Contents
Word count: 145,561 Hit Count: 120,463 ePub Downloads: 1,132
Published: October 16, 2019 Updated: April 15, 2020

Summary: In a world where soulmates have the ability to write on each other's skin, Spike finds himself shackled to a five-year-old Buffy who--for once--listens to her mother's advice about not handing out personal information. With no way of tracking the annoyance down, Spike is forced to endure a decade of unavoidable communication.
When Spike finally arrives in Sunnydale and discovers his soulmate is none other than the slayer, he revels in the notion of a destined death match, but the Powers That Be have other plans...
When Spike finally arrives in Sunnydale and discovers his soulmate is none other than the slayer, he revels in the notion of a destined death match, but the Powers That Be have other plans...
Categories: Pre-Series, Season 2, Season 3, Alternate Reality
Characters: Angel, Angelus, Anya, Buffy, Ensemble, Faith Lehane, Giles, Joyce, Mayor Richard Wilkins III, Oz, Spike, Wesley, Willow, Xander
Genres: Dark, Drama, Dramedy, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Slow-Burn
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Buffy/Other (Temp), Mental Health Issues, Spike/Other (Temp), Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 49 Table of Contents
Word count: 203,679 Hit Count: 103,464 ePub Downloads: 949
Published: August 24, 2017 Updated: December 13, 2021
Characters: Angel, Angelus, Anya, Buffy, Ensemble, Faith Lehane, Giles, Joyce, Mayor Richard Wilkins III, Oz, Spike, Wesley, Willow, Xander
Genres: Dark, Drama, Dramedy, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Slow-Burn
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Buffy/Other (Temp), Mental Health Issues, Spike/Other (Temp), Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 49 Table of Contents
Word count: 203,679 Hit Count: 103,464 ePub Downloads: 949
Published: August 24, 2017 Updated: December 13, 2021

Summary: “Of course it was Willow. To really cause mayhem takes Willow’s special brand of magic."
When Cookies don’t appease everyone who was impacted by Willow’s “Will Be Done” spell she looks to find a way to fix it with results that she might not expect but we all should.
Story was written for the Elysian Fields 12 Years 12 Seasons Challenge. Prompt number 1, Banner 5: This beautiful banner was created by the amazingly talented artist, and my friend, Nmcil
When Cookies don’t appease everyone who was impacted by Willow’s “Will Be Done” spell she looks to find a way to fix it with results that she might not expect but we all should.
Story was written for the Elysian Fields 12 Years 12 Seasons Challenge. Prompt number 1, Banner 5: This beautiful banner was created by the amazingly talented artist, and my friend, Nmcil
Categories: Historical, Season 4
Characters: Angelus, Anya, Buffy, Darla, Drusilla, Ensemble, Faith Lehane, Giles, Hank Summers, Jenny Calendar, Joyce, Maggie Walsh, Other, Principal Snyder, Quentin Travers, Riley Finn, Sam Lawson, Spike, The Master, Wesley, Whistler, William, Willow, Xander
Genres: Drama, Historical, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Warnings: None
Completed: No Chapters: 81 Table of Contents
Word count: 316,432 Hit Count: 154,141 ePub Downloads: 1,137
Published: October 04, 2018 Updated: August 01, 2022
Characters: Angelus, Anya, Buffy, Darla, Drusilla, Ensemble, Faith Lehane, Giles, Hank Summers, Jenny Calendar, Joyce, Maggie Walsh, Other, Principal Snyder, Quentin Travers, Riley Finn, Sam Lawson, Spike, The Master, Wesley, Whistler, William, Willow, Xander
Genres: Drama, Historical, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Warnings: None
Completed: No Chapters: 81 Table of Contents
Word count: 316,432 Hit Count: 154,141 ePub Downloads: 1,137
Published: October 04, 2018 Updated: August 01, 2022
Summary: After years of struggling for a life of her own, the immortal Slayer is finally free from the demands of her friends and the Council. Will she be willing to go back in time and do it all over again, just for the chance to be with the vampire that was always meant to be her other half? An enemy from the future will give her the chance, if she wants it.
I changed the summary to a more fitting one.
I changed the summary to a more fitting one.
Categories: Season 1, Post-Series, Time Travel, Claim
Characters: Angel, Angelus, Buffy, Clem, Cordelia, Drusilla, Giles, Joyce, Kendra, Lorne, Other, Oz, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Fighting, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Character Death, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Torture (Physical)
Completed: Yes Chapters: 46 Table of Contents
Word count: 158,902 Hit Count: 236,207 ePub Downloads: 2,053
Published: March 08, 2010 Updated: February 21, 2011
Characters: Angel, Angelus, Buffy, Clem, Cordelia, Drusilla, Giles, Joyce, Kendra, Lorne, Other, Oz, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Fighting, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Character Death, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Torture (Physical)
Completed: Yes Chapters: 46 Table of Contents
Word count: 158,902 Hit Count: 236,207 ePub Downloads: 2,053
Published: March 08, 2010 Updated: February 21, 2011

Summary: When you're trying to be better after decades of evil, a little encouragement can make all the difference. When Spike gets a nudge out of the crypt and toward Africa a few months early, it changes everything for the Scoobies, for Sunnydale, and for the world. Twice.
The gorgeous banner is the work of nmcil, who has made me the happiest author anywhere by generously giving her time and immense talent to the story. Thank you bunches!
The gorgeous banner is the work of nmcil, who has made me the happiest author anywhere by generously giving her time and immense talent to the story. Thank you bunches!
Categories: Pre-Series, Season 1, Season 2, Season 3, Season 4, Season 5, Season 6, Season 7, Post-Series, Crossover (AtS), Alternate Reality
Characters: Ensemble, Original Characters
Genres: Action/Adventure, Drama, Historical, Romance
Warnings: Abuse, Adult Language, Attempted Suicide, Blood Play, Buffy/Other (Temp), Character Death, Cheating/Infidelity, Depictions of Bigotry, Gun Violence, Infertility Issues/Miscarriage, Mental Health Issues, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Substance Use/Addiction, Suicidal Ideation, Suicide, Torture (Physical), Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 123 Table of Contents
Word count: 1,416,848 Hit Count: 185,902 ePub Downloads: 1,529
Published: September 21, 2018 Updated: November 21, 2018
Characters: Ensemble, Original Characters
Genres: Action/Adventure, Drama, Historical, Romance
Warnings: Abuse, Adult Language, Attempted Suicide, Blood Play, Buffy/Other (Temp), Character Death, Cheating/Infidelity, Depictions of Bigotry, Gun Violence, Infertility Issues/Miscarriage, Mental Health Issues, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Substance Use/Addiction, Suicidal Ideation, Suicide, Torture (Physical), Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 123 Table of Contents
Word count: 1,416,848 Hit Count: 185,902 ePub Downloads: 1,529
Published: September 21, 2018 Updated: November 21, 2018

Summary: At the end of Chosen, Buffy is so devastated that Spike doesn't believe her that she refuses to leave and dies in that cave with him, so the PTB offer her a chance to rewrite her story's ending.
aka the conceit I needed to justify episode rewrites/stolen scenes for all my favorite almost-Spuffy bits. Buffy bounces from scene to scene, choosing Spike over and over and over. Non-linear but connected.
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Rating for language and sexual content. The NC-17 is a precaution - it's fairly light on smut. The porn here is emotional. :)
aka the conceit I needed to justify episode rewrites/stolen scenes for all my favorite almost-Spuffy bits. Buffy bounces from scene to scene, choosing Spike over and over and over. Non-linear but connected.
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Rating for language and sexual content. The NC-17 is a precaution - it's fairly light on smut. The porn here is emotional. :)
Categories: Season 2, Season 3, Season 4, Season 5, Season 6, Season 7, Alternate Reality, Episode Rewrite, Time Travel
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Giles, Willow, Xander, Angel, Anya, April, Ben Wilkinson, Cordelia, D'Hoffryn, Dawn, Drusilla, Faith Lehane, Jenny Calendar, Joyce, Principal Snyder, Riley Finn, Tara
Genres: Fix-It, HEA/HFN, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Blood Play, Depictions of Bigotry, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations
Completed: No Chapters: 39 Table of Contents
Word count: 123,860 Hit Count: 68,563 ePub Downloads: 459
Published: August 28, 2019 Updated: September 28, 2023
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Giles, Willow, Xander, Angel, Anya, April, Ben Wilkinson, Cordelia, D'Hoffryn, Dawn, Drusilla, Faith Lehane, Jenny Calendar, Joyce, Principal Snyder, Riley Finn, Tara
Genres: Fix-It, HEA/HFN, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Blood Play, Depictions of Bigotry, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations
Completed: No Chapters: 39 Table of Contents
Word count: 123,860 Hit Count: 68,563 ePub Downloads: 459
Published: August 28, 2019 Updated: September 28, 2023

Summary: Willow's resurrection spell didn't go to plan. The biker demons interrupted the ritual, which allowed the PTB to hijack the spell and bring Buffy back from a different death. A more confident Buffy who is no longer quite so determined to spare her friends' feelings...
A massive thanks to my wonderful beta Badwolfjedi and the lovely javajunkie247 for the fabulous banner.
A massive thanks to my wonderful beta Badwolfjedi and the lovely javajunkie247 for the fabulous banner.
Categories: Season 6, Season 7, Time Travel
Characters: Buffy, Dawn, Spike, Tara
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Adult Language
Completed: No Chapters: 20 Table of Contents
Word count: 50,650 Hit Count: 102,124 ePub Downloads: 603
Published: September 12, 2018 Updated: April 29, 2019
Characters: Buffy, Dawn, Spike, Tara
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Adult Language
Completed: No Chapters: 20 Table of Contents
Word count: 50,650 Hit Count: 102,124 ePub Downloads: 603
Published: September 12, 2018 Updated: April 29, 2019

Summary: Spike came back to life and didn’t bother to tell her. Then he died again before she could chew him out. Buffy makes a wish in front of the right kind of demon to set things right and finds herself propelled back to the darkest period of her life.
Categories: Season 6, Post-Series, Time Travel
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Ensemble, Original Characters
Genres: Angst, Drama, HEA/HFN, Hurt/Comfort, Resurrection, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Human!Spike, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 25 Table of Contents
Word count: 109,793 Hit Count: 99,970 ePub Downloads: 954
Published: October 04, 2019 Updated: March 14, 2020
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Ensemble, Original Characters
Genres: Angst, Drama, HEA/HFN, Hurt/Comfort, Resurrection, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Human!Spike, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 25 Table of Contents
Word count: 109,793 Hit Count: 99,970 ePub Downloads: 954
Published: October 04, 2019 Updated: March 14, 2020

Summary: Late S.3 AU. Buffy's only way to stay alive and expose a plot by a deranged Quentin Travers involves staying out of Sunnydale and staying one step ahead while Giles finds a way to save her life and get the evidence to stop the corrupt Head of the Council. But who watches the Slayer's back when she's the prey? Someone makes Spike an offer he can't refuse- but not what you'd expect.
Winner at the Sunnydale Memorial Awards, Round 28, for Universe, Best Drama, Best Conventional Pairing, Best Plot, Best Angst, and Best Characterization. Thank you so much to all the kind supporters!
Winner at the Sunnydale Memorial Awards, Round 28, for Universe, Best Drama, Best Conventional Pairing, Best Plot, Best Angst, and Best Characterization. Thank you so much to all the kind supporters!
Categories: Season 3, Alternate Reality, Award Winners
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Ensemble
Genres: Action/Adventure, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Gun Violence, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 33 Table of Contents
Word count: 256,645 Hit Count: 122,998 ePub Downloads: 1,830
Published: March 06, 2013 Updated: June 28, 2013
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Ensemble
Genres: Action/Adventure, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Gun Violence, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 33 Table of Contents
Word count: 256,645 Hit Count: 122,998 ePub Downloads: 1,830
Published: March 06, 2013 Updated: June 28, 2013

Summary:
Buffy finds out that Spike was dusted in the big battle with Wolfram and Hart. Angry, hurt, and determined, she finally agrees to take a daring risk with Dawn to go back in time and make sure Spike knows he’s loved even if it doesn’t change his fate. This is a story based on Javajunkie’s challenge, Whisper in a Dead Man’s Ear.
Story author: Sandy S.
Mood board designer: Badwolfjedi
*Beautiful banner by Javajunkie247!*
Disclaimer: We own nothing. Joss owns all.
Categories: Season 6, Season 7, Post-Series, Challenge Response, Time Travel
Characters: Anya, Buffy, Clem, Dawn, Giles, Halfrek, Hank Summers, Jonathan Levinson, Lloyd, Original Characters, Riley Finn, Samantha (Sam) Finn, Spike, Tara, The First Evil, Warren Mears, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Drama, Fighting, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death, Sexual Situations
Challenges: Whisper In A Dead Man's Ear
Completed: Yes Chapters: 66 Table of Contents
Word count: 216,099 Hit Count: 142,824 ePub Downloads: 1,451
Published: October 22, 2018 Updated: April 18, 2021
Characters: Anya, Buffy, Clem, Dawn, Giles, Halfrek, Hank Summers, Jonathan Levinson, Lloyd, Original Characters, Riley Finn, Samantha (Sam) Finn, Spike, Tara, The First Evil, Warren Mears, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Drama, Fighting, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death, Sexual Situations
Challenges: Whisper In A Dead Man's Ear
Completed: Yes Chapters: 66 Table of Contents
Word count: 216,099 Hit Count: 142,824 ePub Downloads: 1,451
Published: October 22, 2018 Updated: April 18, 2021

Summary: The First wasn't stupid, it had to know that Spike would win against Wood in that garage. Even if the fight wasn't fair. Even with the trigger driving him mad.
So it stepped in.
Just a single moment of intervention - and everything is different. One tiny second of distraction, and Buffy's world ends. She wasn't ready for him to be gone.
Starts with "Lies my Parents Told Me" and veers sharply into AU.
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So it stepped in.
Just a single moment of intervention - and everything is different. One tiny second of distraction, and Buffy's world ends. She wasn't ready for him to be gone.
Starts with "Lies my Parents Told Me" and veers sharply into AU.
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Categories: Season 7
Characters: Andrew Wells, Angel, Anya, Buffy, Dawn, Faith Lehane, Giles, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 21 Table of Contents
Word count: 94,946 Hit Count: 83,324 ePub Downloads: 565
Published: March 24, 2016 Updated: August 06, 2018
Characters: Andrew Wells, Angel, Anya, Buffy, Dawn, Faith Lehane, Giles, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 21 Table of Contents
Word count: 94,946 Hit Count: 83,324 ePub Downloads: 565
Published: March 24, 2016 Updated: August 06, 2018

Summary: From a challenge by tempestt:
When he was a wee laddie, Rupert Giles found himself in a bit o' trouble. Come on, we all know 10 year-old Giles would've been a little hellion. Spike, who's around because he's hunting the slayer Giles's grandmother is assigned to is impressed by Giles's swaggering bravado and helps him out. In doing so he dubs Giles Lil' Ripper. A much more fitting name than nancy boy Rupert.
So begins an on-and-off, life long friendship between the two... When Spike shows up in School Hard Giles immediately recognizes Buffy's description so he sets up a meet. After finding out why Spike is at the Hellmouth, Giles strikes a deal. He'll help Spike heal Drusilla if Spike agrees to help his slayer for an indeterminate amount of time. [Full challenge here.]
The breathtaking banner is the artwork of Versheenah, who was so gracious as to give this story a face. Many, many thanks for your hard work and talent!
When he was a wee laddie, Rupert Giles found himself in a bit o' trouble. Come on, we all know 10 year-old Giles would've been a little hellion. Spike, who's around because he's hunting the slayer Giles's grandmother is assigned to is impressed by Giles's swaggering bravado and helps him out. In doing so he dubs Giles Lil' Ripper. A much more fitting name than nancy boy Rupert.
So begins an on-and-off, life long friendship between the two... When Spike shows up in School Hard Giles immediately recognizes Buffy's description so he sets up a meet. After finding out why Spike is at the Hellmouth, Giles strikes a deal. He'll help Spike heal Drusilla if Spike agrees to help his slayer for an indeterminate amount of time. [Full challenge here.]
The breathtaking banner is the artwork of Versheenah, who was so gracious as to give this story a face. Many, many thanks for your hard work and talent!
Categories: Pre-Series, Season 2
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Giles, Willow, Xander, Angel, Drusilla, Ethan Rayne, Jenny Calendar
Genres: Action/Adventure, HEA/HFN, Slow-Burn
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Character Death, Depictions of Bigotry, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Substance Use/Addiction, Underage Sex, Violence
Challenges: Lil' Ripper Makes a Friend
Completed: No Chapters: 36 Table of Contents
Word count: 169,878 Hit Count: 66,322 ePub Downloads: 431
Published: April 29, 2019 Updated: June 22, 2021
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Giles, Willow, Xander, Angel, Drusilla, Ethan Rayne, Jenny Calendar
Genres: Action/Adventure, HEA/HFN, Slow-Burn
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Character Death, Depictions of Bigotry, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Substance Use/Addiction, Underage Sex, Violence
Challenges: Lil' Ripper Makes a Friend
Completed: No Chapters: 36 Table of Contents
Word count: 169,878 Hit Count: 66,322 ePub Downloads: 431
Published: April 29, 2019 Updated: June 22, 2021

Summary: Spike makes a deal to go back in time to stop Buffy from taking the dive off the Tower. Things don't go as planned.
Categories: Season 5, Season 6, Time Travel
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Ensemble, Rack
Genres: Drama, HEA/HFN, Romance, Slow-Burn
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Character Death, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 35 Table of Contents
Word count: 136,238 Hit Count: 81,989 ePub Downloads: 814
Published: October 30, 2017 Updated: March 25, 2020
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Ensemble, Rack
Genres: Drama, HEA/HFN, Romance, Slow-Burn
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Character Death, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 35 Table of Contents
Word count: 136,238 Hit Count: 81,989 ePub Downloads: 814
Published: October 30, 2017 Updated: March 25, 2020

Summary: There's a virus loose in Sunnydale, deadly to vampires and humans alike, and the whole town is on lockdown. Normally Buffy would welcome a little time away from it all - but did she have to be quarantined with Spike?!? Sparks fly and tempers flare, and as days turn to weeks and months, it's just a matter of time before something goes terribly, horribly wrong… Fortunately, what happens in quarantine stays in quarantine, right?
Response to a challenge by Pfeifferpack. Many thanks to Othellia for the gorgeous banner and to Sigyn, EllieRose101, and Holly for betareading! Chapter header images are by me!
Response to a challenge by Pfeifferpack. Many thanks to Othellia for the gorgeous banner and to Sigyn, EllieRose101, and Holly for betareading! Chapter header images are by me!
Categories: Season 4, Alternate Reality, Episode Rewrite, Challenge Response
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Original Characters
Genres: Drama, Dramedy, Erotica, Fluffy/Comedy, HEA/HFN, Horror, Humor, Porn w/ Plot, Romance, Slow-Burn
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Character Death, Sexual Situations, Violence
Challenges: Corona and time
Completed: No Chapters: 21 Table of Contents
Word count: 146,000 Hit Count: 36,902 ePub Downloads: 389
Published: October 13, 2020 Updated: November 04, 2023
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Original Characters
Genres: Drama, Dramedy, Erotica, Fluffy/Comedy, HEA/HFN, Horror, Humor, Porn w/ Plot, Romance, Slow-Burn
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Character Death, Sexual Situations, Violence
Challenges: Corona and time
Completed: No Chapters: 21 Table of Contents
Word count: 146,000 Hit Count: 36,902 ePub Downloads: 389
Published: October 13, 2020 Updated: November 04, 2023
Summary:

What if when Buffy first arrived in Sunnydale, instead of a souled Angel meaning to help her, she was faced with a soulless Spike, looking to cause trouble and kill his third Slayer?
Runner Up for Best Romance and Best Author at the Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards! Nominated for Best Long, Best Romance and Best Spike Characterization at both the Spuffy Awards and the Rogue Poet Awards, and for Best Sex, Best Plot, Best Alternate Reality and Best Spike Characterization at the Spark and Burn Awards!




What if when Buffy first arrived in Sunnydale, instead of a souled Angel meaning to help her, she was faced with a soulless Spike, looking to cause trouble and kill his third Slayer?
Runner Up for Best Romance and Best Author at the Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards! Nominated for Best Long, Best Romance and Best Spike Characterization at both the Spuffy Awards and the Rogue Poet Awards, and for Best Sex, Best Plot, Best Alternate Reality and Best Spike Characterization at the Spark and Burn Awards!
Categories: Season 1, Season 2, Alternate Reality, Episode Rewrite, Claim
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Word count: 55,654 Hit Count: 75,364 ePub Downloads: 1,649
Published: May 09, 2009 Updated: May 16, 2009
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Word count: 55,654 Hit Count: 75,364 ePub Downloads: 1,649
Published: May 09, 2009 Updated: May 16, 2009

Summary: S2 AU. Following the vampire attack on Sunnydale High in 'School Hard,' Buffy and Drusilla find themselves switching bodies every night between sunset and sunrise. Who do you become when you walk far more than a mile in your enemy's shoes?
Categories: Season 2, Alternate Reality, Challenge Response
Characters: Buffy, Drusilla, Ensemble, Spike
Genres: POV, Romance
Warnings: Blood Play, Buffy/Other (Temp), Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp)
Challenges: Cursed
Completed: Yes Chapters: 32 Table of Contents
Word count: 177,421 Hit Count: 170,655 ePub Downloads: 1,418
Published: November 30, 2015 Updated: August 02, 2016
Characters: Buffy, Drusilla, Ensemble, Spike
Genres: POV, Romance
Warnings: Blood Play, Buffy/Other (Temp), Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp)
Challenges: Cursed
Completed: Yes Chapters: 32 Table of Contents
Word count: 177,421 Hit Count: 170,655 ePub Downloads: 1,418
Published: November 30, 2015 Updated: August 02, 2016