Summary: When Buffy’s quest to get Spike returned to her is fulfilled in an unexpected way, she finds herself in a complicated relationship with an intrigued master vampire who isn’t the man she loves, but who might be someday… if she can convince him to step out of the dark. 

Categories: Pre-Series, Season 1, Season 2, Season 3, Season 4, Season 5, Season 6, Season 7, Post-Series, Time Travel, Historical
Characters: Buffy, Drusilla, Ensemble, Lloyd, Original Characters, Other, Spike
Genres: Angst, Drama, Erotica, HEA/HFN, Historical, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Character Death, Drug Use, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 89 Table of Contents
Word count: 358,708 Hit Count: 241,660 ePub Downloads: 2,705
Published: October 11, 2017 Updated: December 27, 2020

Summary: A response to a challenge by Mia Vaan. Buffy is discovered by the Council at a very young age, but Joyce and Hank are against turning their daughter over to them. Unwilling to accept this, the Council begins to send demons after the little girl, trying to show her parents that she does in fact need the training. Everything changes the night Joyce encounters their latest attempt...a blond vampire clad in black.

Categories: Pre-Series, Season 1, Season 2, Season 3, Season 4, Season 5, Alternate Reality, Episode Rewrite
Characters: Buffy, Ensemble, Giles, Joyce, Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Drama, Fighting, Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Violence
Challenges: The Safe House (Author's Choice of Name)
Completed: No Chapters: 73 Table of Contents
Word count: 168,045 Hit Count: 177,257 ePub Downloads: 2,111
Published: August 03, 2016 Updated: March 14, 2019

Summary: Five months after the events of "Chosen," a still grieving Buffy must follow a time-travelling demon back to 1997 (circa Season 2) Sunnydale to prevent him from destroying the timeline--and try not to destroy it herself in the process.
Winner for Best Romance, Runner up for Best Future Fic at Love's Last Glimpse Awards 2004. Winner for Best Buffy Characterization (Readers' Choice), Best General Long Fiction (Judges' Choice), Judges' Pick at the Spuffy Awards Round 5.

Categories: Season 2, Post-Series, Award Winners, Award Runners-Up
Characters: None
Genres: Action/Adventure, Drama, Romance
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 13 Table of Contents
Word count: 52,875 Hit Count: 79,212 ePub Downloads: 1,874
Published: November 14, 2006 Updated: November 14, 2006

Summary: After years of struggling for a life of her own, the immortal Slayer is finally free from the demands of her friends and the Council. Will she be willing to go back in time and do it all over again, just for the chance to be with the vampire that was always meant to be her other half? An enemy from the future will give her the chance, if she wants it.
I changed the summary to a more fitting one.

Categories: Season 1, Post-Series, Time Travel, Claim
Characters: Angel, Angelus, Buffy, Clem, Cordelia, Drusilla, Giles, Joyce, Kendra, Lorne, Other, Oz, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Fighting, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Character Death, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Torture (Physical)
Completed: Yes Chapters: 46 Table of Contents
Word count: 158,902 Hit Count: 180,779 ePub Downloads: 1,710
Published: March 08, 2010 Updated: February 21, 2011

Summary: Late S.3 AU. Buffy's only way to stay alive and expose a plot by a deranged Quentin Travers involves staying out of Sunnydale and staying one step ahead while Giles finds a way to save her life and get the evidence to stop the corrupt Head of the Council. But who watches the Slayer's back when she's the prey? Someone makes Spike an offer he can't refuse- but not what you'd expect.
Winner at the Sunnydale Memorial Awards, Round 28, for Universe, Best Drama, Best Conventional Pairing, Best Plot, Best Angst, and Best Characterization. Thank you so much to all the kind supporters!
 

Categories: Award Winners, Season 3, Alternate Reality
Characters: Buffy, Ensemble, Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 33 Table of Contents
Word count: 256,645 Hit Count: 96,161 ePub Downloads: 1,503
Published: March 06, 2013 Updated: June 28, 2013

Summary:  

During the fight for the Gem of Amara, Buffy and Spike get pulled into another dimension. Winner of Best Saga at the Spuffy Awards, Best Buffy Characterization at the Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards, and Judges' Choice Winner at the Rogue Poet Awards!  Mod's Choice Winner and Runner up for Best Long/Saga and Best Alternate Reality at the Fang Fetish Awards!  Thank you all the mods and everyone who voted for me
 

Categories: Award Winners, Season 4, Claim
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Giles, Joyce, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 11 Table of Contents
Word count: 53,647 Hit Count: 54,558 ePub Downloads: 1,446
Published: August 12, 2008 Updated: August 21, 2008

Summary:    

What if when Buffy first arrived in Sunnydale, instead of a souled Angel meaning to help her, she was faced with a soulless Spike, looking to cause trouble and kill his third Slayer?
Runner Up for Best Romance and Best Author at the Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards!  Nominated for Best Long, Best Romance and Best Spike Characterization at both the Spuffy Awards and the Rogue Poet Awards, and for Best Sex, Best Plot, Best Alternate Reality and Best Spike Characterization at the Spark and Burn Awards!

Categories: Season 1, Season 2, Alternate Reality, Episode Rewrite, Claim
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Word count: 55,654 Hit Count: 57,297 ePub Downloads: 1,333
Published: May 10, 2009 Updated: May 16, 2009

Summary: The victim of a spell gone awry, Buffy finds herself trapped in Victorian London, where she meets a man that is surprisingly familiar to her.
Runner up for Best William Fic at Love's Last Glimpse Awards 2005. Judge's Choice winner at Love's Last Glimpse Awards Round 18.

Categories: Season 5, Time Travel, Award Winners, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Buffy, Spike, William
Genres: Angst, Drama, Historical, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 67 Table of Contents
Word count: 258,027 Hit Count: 125,878 ePub Downloads: 1,327
Published: January 08, 2007 Updated: June 16, 2011

Summary: When the Council approaches Buffy with an offer she can't refuse, she finds herself in another world, with Spike as her necessary partner. Set early Season 5.
Winner for Best General Saga at the Spuffy Awards Round 2. Winner for Outstanding Original Character (Readers' Choice) at the Spuffy Awards Round 3.
 

Categories: Season 5, Season 6, Alternate Reality, Award Winners, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 52 Table of Contents
Word count: 222,806 Hit Count: 96,828 ePub Downloads: 1,253
Published: November 14, 2006 Updated: November 14, 2006

Summary: Response to Challenge 471 on The Bloodshedverse: Instead of "Crush", Spike decides to slowly and anonymously woo the Slayer... Will Buffy love him back when she discovers the truth?

This first chapter involves a rewriting of the dream sequence at the end of Out of My Mind, and goes A/U from there.
NOMINATED AT THE SUNNYDALE MEMORIAL FANFICTION AWARDS for Best Characterization- Spike, Best Drama, Best Episode Re-Write, Best Original Character- 'Alternate-Faith', the Espresso Pump Waitress, Best Conventional Pairing, Best Plot, Best Romance and Best Unfinished.

Categories: Season 5, Episode Rewrite
Characters: Anya, Buffy, Dawn, Ensemble, Giles, Harmony, Joyce, Other, Riley Finn, Spike, Tara, Willow, Xander
Genres: Drama, Fighting, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 109 Table of Contents
Word count: 178,025 Hit Count: 239,296 ePub Downloads: 1,218
Published: November 30, 2011 Updated: October 27, 2017

Summary: Buffy has fallen into darkness and been forced to become a ghost in her own past.  Only she didn't come back alone. What will it take to overcome depression, obsession, and death so that she can learn to live, love, and laugh again. 

Categories: Season 2, Post-Series, Alternate Reality, Time Travel, Claim
Characters: Buffy, Ensemble
Genres: Drama, Porn w/ Plot
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Suicide, Blood Play, Character Death, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp)
Completed: Yes Chapters: 34 Table of Contents
Word count: 135,683 Hit Count: 128,895 ePub Downloads: 1,160
Published: January 23, 2016 Updated: May 19, 2016

Summary: Post Chosen Buffy and AtS season 5 Spike are sent back (separately) to prevent Glory from opening the portal that resulted in Buffy's death and resurrection, thus triggering the rise of the First Evil. Neither one knows about the other, and the story was intended to be humorous as they stumble around trying to maintain fictional personas. That lasted only as long as it took them to have a face-to-face argument.  Which changed everything....  The fact that they've been dropped into season 4 of BtVS means they have to get though an entire year without causing any major changes to the time line. Which could be tricky, given that it's already changed just by their being there where/when they are.
 
Disclaimer: All publicly recognizable characters, settings, etc. are the property of their respective owners. The original characters and plot are the property of the author. The author is in no way associated with the owners, creators, or producers of any media franchise. No copyright infringement is intended.

Series: I Would Still Have Loved You - Part 1
Categories: Season 4, Time Travel
Characters: None
Genres: Dramedy, Established Relationship
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 29 Table of Contents
Word count: 90,135 Hit Count: 89,362 ePub Downloads: 1,153
Published: March 11, 2016 Updated: January 04, 2017

Summary: S2 AU.  Following the vampire attack on Sunnydale High in 'School Hard,' Buffy and Drusilla find themselves switching bodies every night between sunset and sunrise. Who do you become when you walk far more than a mile in your enemy's shoes?

Categories: Season 2, Alternate Reality, Challenge Response
Characters: Buffy, Drusilla, Ensemble, Spike
Genres: POV, Romance
Warnings: Blood Play, Buffy/Other (Temp), Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp)
Challenges: Cursed
Completed: Yes Chapters: 32 Table of Contents
Word count: 177,421 Hit Count: 121,949 ePub Downloads: 1,099
Published: November 30, 2015 Updated: August 02, 2016

Summary: When you're trying to be better after decades of evil, a little encouragement can make all the difference.  When Spike gets a nudge out of the crypt and toward Africa a few months early, it changes everything for the Scoobies, for Sunnydale, and for the world.  Twice.
The gorgeous banner is the work of nmcil, who has made me the happiest author anywhere by generously giving her time and immense talent to the story.  Thank you bunches!

Categories: Pre-Series, Season 1, Season 2, Season 3, Season 4, Season 5, Season 6, Season 7, Post-Series, Crossover (AtS), Alternate Reality
Characters: Ensemble, Original Characters
Genres: Action/Adventure, Drama, Historical, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Suicide, Blood Play, Buffy/Other (Temp), Character Death, Drug Use, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Suicide, Torture (Physical), Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 123 Table of Contents
Word count: 1,416,843 Hit Count: 122,947 ePub Downloads: 1,083
Published: September 22, 2018 Updated: November 21, 2018

Summary: Set in season 6-7 and after (ignoring comics), this story begins soon after Older and Far Away. Warren, and this troupe of misfit baddies, The Trio, has Buffy over a barrel. They’ve got video evidence of her trysts with Spike – and plenty of it. If she doesn’t do what they want, they’ll broadcast the explicit video all over the internet – everyone will know her dirty little secret. Buffy’s never felt so lost and alone and utterly ashamed. After being dragged out of heaven, her soul aches, and Spike’s the only one who can ease her pain, but her friends would never understand. While trying to help the Slayer out of this jam, Spike inadvertently reveals a secret of his own, one that he’s worked hard to keep hidden even from himself, one that will change the way Buffy sees him and change their dance forever. 
How will everyone's lives change as they face life on the Hellmouth when Buffy begins to see that Spike is not like Angel, and accepts him into her life and her heart as an equal rather than a dirty little secret?
The answer is: dramatically!  

Categories: Season 6, Season 7, Post-Series, Alternate Reality, Episode Rewrite, Baby Fic, Taboo - Adults Only
Characters: Amanda, Andrew Wells, Angel, Anya, Buffy, Caleb, Clem, Dawn, Ensemble, Faith Lehane, Giles, Jonathan Levinson, Kennedy, Original Characters, Oz, Riley Finn, Robin Wood, Rona, Samantha (Sam) Finn, Spike, Tara, The First Evil, Vi, Warren Mears, William, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Dark, Drama, Dramedy, Erotica, Fighting, HEA/HFN, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Character Death, Fetish, Sexual Situations, Torture (Physical), Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 101 Table of Contents
Word count: 431,874 Hit Count: 109,151 ePub Downloads: 1,049
Published: April 23, 2018 Updated: September 18, 2018

Summary: Heartbroken and determined, Spike sets out to form a truce with his mortal enemy to take down Angelus once and for all. The last thing he expected was a couple of restless spirits interrupting his sales pitch, or to find himself in a magic-induced liplock. And one taste of Buffy Summers, he finds, is nowhere close to enough.
Winner at the Spark and Burn awards. Winner for Best Episode Stealer at Love's Last Glimpse Round 20.

Categories: Between Seasons (any), Season 2, Season 3, Crossover (AtS), Claim, Award Winners, Episode Rewrite
Characters: Angel, Angelus, Buffy, Charles Gunn, Faith Lehane, Fred, Giles, Oz, Spike, Wesley, Willow, Xander
Genres: Dramedy, HEA/HFN, Road Trip, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 59 Table of Contents
Word count: 219,389 Hit Count: 127,502 ePub Downloads: 1,040
Published: October 31, 2006 Updated: April 16, 2020

Summary: A sequel to Uncontrollable. Set in Season4, Buffy and Spike were trapped in the sexual atmosphere of the Lowell House during Where the Wild Things Are. After their night of possessed passion they see each other in a different light- but refuse to share the secret. Please read and review if you enjoyed! Sunnydale Memorial Awards Round 26 Winner:Best Pairing, Best Ep. Re-Write, Runner up: Best Mature Spuffy, Best Series

Categories: Season 4, Alternate Reality, Episode Rewrite, Award Winners, Award Runners-Up, Taboo - Adults Only
Characters: Buffy, Ensemble, Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 33 Table of Contents
Word count: 283,805 Hit Count: 82,536 ePub Downloads: 1,030
Published: July 13, 2015 Updated: July 08, 2016

Summary:
After Spike burns up in the Hellmouth, Buffy demands that the Oracles send her back in time.  Judges' Choice Winner at the Spark and Burn Awards and Runner Up for Best NC17 and Best Pairing at the Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards!  Nominated in several categories at the Fang Fetish Awards, the Spuffy Awards, and the Rogue Poet Awards!

Categories: Post-Series, Alternate Reality, Time Travel, Claim
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Drusilla, Giles, Jenny Calendar, Joyce, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Word count: 23,386 Hit Count: 37,705 ePub Downloads: 1,018
Published: March 04, 2008 Updated: March 04, 2008

Summary: Post graduation, a restless Buffy goes to London to escape the memories of Angel, only to lose herself in unexpected dreams. But is William real, or is he a distraction? Is he, possibly...both? Buffy/William. - Complete
Winner for Best General Saga at the Spuffy Awards Round 6.

Categories: Season 3, Season 4, Alternate Reality, Time Travel, Award Winners
Characters: Buffy, Spike, William
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Romance
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 42 Table of Contents
Word count: 181,739 Hit Count: 79,824 ePub Downloads: 1,001
Published: November 14, 2006 Updated: November 14, 2006

Summary: When a snowstorm strands Buffy and Spike, they are forced to turn to each other for strength, especially when a missing Giles, mysterious visitors, and way too much magic threatens to turn it into a not so very merry Christmas. Set mid-S4. - Complete
Winner for Best General Long Fiction (Readers' Choice) at the Spuffy Awards Round 5. Winner for Outstanding Original Character (Holly) at the Spuffy Awards Round 6. Winner for Best Spike Characterization at the Spuffy Awards Round 7.

Categories: Season 4, Holiday Fic, Award Winners
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Dramedy, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 55 Table of Contents
Word count: 212,541 Hit Count: 84,774 ePub Downloads: 977
Published: November 14, 2006 Updated: November 14, 2006

Summary: Buffy might dream of a normal college life but she got stuck with an annoying vampire instead. Spike’s found the Gem of Amara, but he won’t kill her and has taken to lurking around campus. Things go from bad to worse when they’re both captured by The Initiative and Maggie Walsh takes a special interest. Is Buffy crazy for relying on a vampire to help her put a stop to the professor’s genetic experiments, or is she discovering that normal might be overrated? Begins at Harsh Light of Day before going AU.  

Series: Dreamer-verse
Categories: Season 4, Alternate Reality
Characters: Anya, Buffy, Clem, Giles, Riley Finn, Spike, Tara, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Drama, Fighting
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Torture (Physical), Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 21 Table of Contents
Word count: 86,140 Hit Count: 70,272 ePub Downloads: 970
Published: March 11, 2016 Updated: April 23, 2016

Summary:


A year after Spike’s death in the Hellmouth, Buffy is flung back in time.
Winner of Best Long at the Rogue Poet Awards!  Thank you, all the mods and everyone who voted for me!  And nominated for Best Long and Best Lighthearted at the Fang Fetish Awards!

 

Categories: Season 4, Time Travel, Claim
Characters: Angel, Anya, Buffy, Giles, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Word count: 32,553 Hit Count: 39,674 ePub Downloads: 959
Published: July 10, 2008 Updated: July 13, 2008

Summary: Book II of the Yellow Brick Road series. While trying to cope with mixed feelings and brewing resentment over the fact that Spike screwed her and vanished, Buffy finds herself increasingly suspicious about Faith's close relationship with Angel. Just as things can't get any more confusing, a blond vampire she was sure she would never see again decides that it's time. -- Originally published in 2003/2004; heavily edited and revised in 2019.
Winner for BtVS Rewritten (Judges' Choice) at the Spuffy Awards Round 5.

Series: Yellow Brick Road
Categories: Season 3, Award Winners
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Faith Lehane, Giles, Oz, Spike, Wesley, Willow, Xander
Genres: Dramedy, Fighting, HEA/HFN, Romance, Slow-Burn
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 21 Table of Contents
Word count: 75,886 Hit Count: 59,437 ePub Downloads: 944
Published: October 28, 2006 Updated: August 13, 2008

Summary: Buffy is devastated when Liam marries the woman he was cheating on her with - a woman with certain talents in the bedroom.  Enter William.  He knows exactly what her ex craves, and he's willing to teach Buffy the skills she lacks.  But will it help her to win back her ex?  Does she even want Liam back? 
 
William has spent his adult life satisfying Drusilla's every whim and desire, but her latest whim involves getting married - and not to him.  Alone now, he somehow finds himself Buffy's tutor.  Although he enjoys their lessons, what he really wants is her.  Will he be able to let her go when the time comes?
 
WINNER for BEST NC17,   Round 30 of the SunnyD Awards.     Thanks to all who voted!
 

Categories: Award Winners, All Human, Taboo - Adults Only, Alternate Reality
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Drusilla, William
Genres: Angst, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Fetish, Sexual Situations, Taboo
Completed: Yes Chapters: 34 Table of Contents
Word count: 99,863 Hit Count: 110,013 ePub Downloads: 941
Published: December 24, 2013 Updated: March 11, 2014

Summary: A night out to try and forget Angel's meddling in her life leads Buffy down a different path than the one she had planned. Old faces are like new again, and what's new is most definitely old. - WIP.
Rated NC-17
Winner at the Spark and Burn awards.

Categories: Season 7, Alternate Reality, Time Travel, Award Winners
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Sexual Situations, Torture (Physical), Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 29 Table of Contents
Word count: 80,846 Hit Count: 60,763 ePub Downloads: 930
Published: November 15, 2006 Updated: November 15, 2006