Ye gads, this is delicious 😍 *drools hopelessly* *fans self*
The imagery is so intense, and it's all so feels, gah I just love it. Thank you so much 💜💙
Thank you so much for your kind comment!
This is such a great piece showing her inner conflict in S6. What she craves vs what she feels she SHOULD feel. What she needs vs what she's convinced herself she should want.
You capture Spike too, his real needs and wants vs what he settles for.
She knows the truths. She knows what she wants, need and also exactly what Spike does truly feel and she fights hard to ignore all of what she knows, settles for much less. She denies herself as much as she denies the truth.
Nice and hot too as you describe their play so well.
Excellent one-shot. Bittersweet really. They could have had it all, so much more than she allowed herself.
Thank you so much for your thoughtful response! I’m so glad you enjoyed.
This seems right for Buffy at the time. Her mixed feelings and denial is clear to see. How she doesn't want to want Spike, but want him she does. How she claims she doesn't trust him but wants the thrill of not being in charge.
There was great, passion and desperation in this.
Now that’s the Slayer of season six. When he had mentioned the word ‘crave’ he could never have imagined the extent........ or the thoughts that it inspired...... thank you for this short and very sharp piece.
Thank you for the comment! So glad this rang true for you.