Warnings: Suicide
Summary: Buffy Summers is immortal, a fact that she's come to hate.
She can't die, and she feels that without Spike she can't live.
Seven deaths for seven days, and one sacrifice to fuel the journey.
What else will Buffy have to sacrifice to save a world that's taken everything from her?
Categories: Season 7, Challenge Response, Time Travel, Crossover (AtS), Post-Series, Alternate Reality, Season 1, Season 2, Season 3, Season 4, Season 5, Season 6
Characters: Angel, Angelus, Buffy, Faith Lehane, Giles, Illyria, Spike, The First Evil
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Dark, Fighting
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Suicide, Character Death, Suicide, Violence
Challenges: Welcome to the Hellmouth! Part Deux
Completed: No Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Word count: 17,828 Hit Count: 2,034 ePub Downloads: 13
Published: November 15, 2019 Updated: November 21, 2019
Summary: There once was an Elementary School in Japan known as Heavenly Host Elementary in English. It was shut down after a series of deaths occurred on its grounds. This had happened many years ago, but rumors were still going around on the internet and occultists love to post stories and other urban legends about it. One such occultist left a charm on the website, a charm that will make it so a group of friends could be together forever. Willow finds the charm and shares it with her friends, and they all perform it. They end up in a different world where death is waiting at every corner, wanting all the living that appear in its halls to join their Corpse Party.
Categories: Season 5, Crossover (Books or TV shows outside Buffyverse), Alternate Reality, Claim
Characters: Ensemble, Other
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Dark, Drama, Fighting, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Attempted Suicide, Blood Play, Buffy/Other (Temp), Character Death, Child Abuse, Fetish, Sexual Situations, Suicide, Torture (Physical), Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Word count: 11,596 Hit Count: 182 ePub Downloads: 12
Published: December 25, 2018 Updated: April 23, 2020
Summary: When you're trying to be better after decades of evil, a little encouragement can make all the difference.  When Spike gets a nudge out of the crypt and toward Africa a few months early, it changes everything for the Scoobies, for Sunnydale, and for the world.  Twice.
The gorgeous banner is the work of nmcil, who has made me the happiest author anywhere by generously giving her time and immense talent to the story.  Thank you bunches!
Categories: Pre-Series, Season 1, Season 2, Season 3, Season 4, Season 5, Season 6, Season 7, Post-Series, Crossover (AtS), Alternate Reality
Characters: Ensemble, Original Characters
Genres: Action/Adventure, Drama, Historical, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Suicide, Blood Play, Buffy/Other (Temp), Character Death, Drug Use, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Suicide, Torture (Physical), Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 123 Table of Contents
Word count: 1,416,843 Hit Count: 119,689 ePub Downloads: 1,064
Published: September 22, 2018 Updated: November 21, 2018
Summary: As a response to a challenge by pfeifferpack in which Buffy is called out for treating Spike like trash when he's trying to show her he loves her in the best way he knows how. 
Takes place at the beginning of Dead Things as AU flashbacks. 
She is visited by God(s) who try, with various scenarios, to open her eyes and see what is right in front of her.  They try to get Buffy to see that her and Spike are better together.
There will be some VERY dark moments along the way, but we will end up HEA Spuffy because I can't abide anything else.  It will take some time to get there, but it will be worth it.  
Summary: After realizing the "Buffy" dancing in Rome isn't who he was expecting, Spike realizes he has to see her. With the help of a few well placed threats, he finds himself in Scotland and realizes that he's been missed.
Post- The Girl in Question
Deviates from cannon immediately. I haven't read season 8 in ages so if I've gotten any small details wrong just chalk it up to being an AU. There is some self harm depiction. Specifically cutting. I'm not sure how long this story will be, but it's based on current events in my life. I'm having some Buffy-therapy time.
I put a suicide warning, but nothin past mentioning past attempts and discussing aftermath happens.
Categories: Post-Series
Characters: Andrew Wells, Buffy, Spike, Willow
Genres: Angst, Dark, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations, Suicide
Completed: No Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Word count: 8,724 Hit Count: 2,135 ePub Downloads: 18
Published: January 09, 2018 Updated: January 09, 2018
Summary: S7 AU, picks up after 'Showtime' and goes from there. Buffy's attitude towards Spike really changed in-between those episodes. Wonder what happened...
Categories: Season 7, Alternate Reality, Episode Rewrite, Missing Scene, Taboo - Adults Only
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Dawn, Faith Lehane, Giles, Kennedy, Other, Rona, Spike, Vi, Willow, Xander
Genres: Angst, Dark, Drama, Erotica, Established Relationship, Fluffy/Comedy, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Suicide, Character Death, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Suicide, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 16 Table of Contents
Word count: 21,927 Hit Count: 2,381 ePub Downloads: 26
Published: October 29, 2020 Updated: October 29, 2020
Summary: AU. The world is broken, but Buffy is given seven days to make it better. Does saving humanity mean letting go of the one thing she wants, or grabbing on to it with both hands? Based on a challenge by javajunkie247.
Categories: Baby Fic, Challenge Response, Time Travel, Claim
Characters: Buffy, Ensemble, Spike, Whistler
Genres: None
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Character Death, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Suicide, Violence
Challenges: Welcome to the Hellmouth! Part Deux
Completed: Yes Chapters: 11 Table of Contents
Word count: 54,011 Hit Count: 38,862 ePub Downloads: 581
Published: March 12, 2017 Updated: June 07, 2017
Summary: The Scourge are done for.  The baby Slayers are back on track, nicely settled under Xander and Willow’s careful tutelage.  Dawn is right-sized.  Things with Giles are… steady-ish.  And Buffy and Spike have found a nice safe haven away from it all where they can just be.  Dial in case of Apocalypse.  Sort out the gray areas on their own time and terms.  Maybe redefine the whole relationship between demons and humanity, and vamps and humans… and of course Slayers and vamps.  You know; given enough time and… social intercourse.

Anyway, that was the theory.  Then the whole thing started with the military, and Amy.  And then Willow and Xander decide to show up on their doorstep.  And there was that thing with Faith and Giles, and…  Jeez.  Hellmouths weren’t the only things that keep rumbling.   

Well, at least they’d closed the book on Angel, right?

(Note:  This is a sequel to “Home Is Where the Scourge Is”, and is Part 4 of a series.  If you haven’t read the rest, you’ll have no idea what the bloody hell is going on.  I mean, you can; I can’t stop you.  But a lot of what’s happening in here will be taking place in a world unrecognizable to the uninitiated.)
Summary: After being resuscitated, Buffy finds herself getting advice from strange feelings and a tiny voice in the back of her mind.  Things become even stranger when a vampire punk arrives in Sunnydale.
My first Spuffy fic! 
Categories: Time Travel, Season 2
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Suicide
Completed: No Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 143 Hit Count: 473 ePub Downloads: 6
Published: March 15, 2020 Updated: March 15, 2020
Summary: The citizens of Sunnydale find themselves acting on their darkest desires, and the Scoobies' summer vacation hangs in the balance. When Spike turns out to be the only one Buffy can trust, her carefully constructed black-and-white world starts looking a lot gray-shadier. Set in the summer after season 4
Categories: Season 4, Between Seasons (any)
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Action/Adventure, Dark, Drama, Horror, Slow-Burn
Warnings: Attempted Rape, Buffy/Other (Temp), Sexual Situations, Suicide, Torture (Emotional/Psychological), Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 26 Table of Contents
Word count: 71,068 Hit Count: 18,028 ePub Downloads: 202
Published: October 31, 2020 Updated: February 02, 2021
Summary: Buffy really didn't handle her mother's illness well, but Spike doesn't care for her isolationist bull. The first part is set at the end of S5 'Fool for Love', second in the middle of S5 'Listening to Fear'.
Categories: Missing Scene, Season 5
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst, Dark, Drama, Hurt/Comfort
Warnings: Suicide
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 1,611 Hit Count: 204 ePub Downloads: 6
Published: November 01, 2020 Updated: November 01, 2020