Warnings: Rape (Implied)
Stories
Summary: I know I have a few stories in progress that I should finish first but I came up with this idea a few months ago and have had a lot of fun developing it. It's based on a Blackmirror episode *spoiler alert* the couple who are falling in love are part of an app to find your perfect match. They are 0.1% of a simulation.
Fifteen year old Buffy meets Jenny Calender's brother who is a technopagan developing a computer program to help people find their One so Buffy gets to see over a thousand simulations where she meets her match and they may or may not overcome the odds.
Summary:  
Historical, Buffy is a respected woman by day and a slayer by night but when she comes home to her husband's castle to find him and their five year old son murdered by a vampire, she begins to plot for revenge. An unexpected vampire comes to her for help, a vampire who had stayed elusive over the years as to not anger the Slayer but she soon realizes that she needs him more than he needs her. (Banner by MSKBSwedish)
Summary: "Did I request thee, Maker, from my clay to mold me man? Did I solicit thee from darkness to promote me?" - Paradise Lost
No one is born evil. Monsters are created from lived experience. In this S4 rewrite, Buffy comes face to face with two would be monsters: Spike and Adam. But is it possible that they are not as evil as they first appeared? Can a monster ever change into a man?
Categories: Season 4, Alternate Reality, Episode Rewrite, Challenge Response
Characters: Anya, Buffy, Ensemble, Giles, Joyce, Riley Finn, Spike, Tara, William, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Challenge Response, Drama, Fighting
Warnings: Adult Language, Rape (Implied), Torture, Violence
Challenges: Sympathetic Adam (Author's Choice of Name) , Humans and Evil (Author's Choice of Name)
Completed: No Chapters: 60 Table of Contents
Word count: 185,081 Hit Count: 59,228 ePub Downloads: 275
Published: October 21, 2015 Updated: March 11, 2018
Summary: Ever wonder what would have happened if Spike hadn't lost the Gem of Amarra to Buffy?  If he'd won that fight instead?  Warning, this story starts out very dark.  Evil vampire, after all.
 
WINNER at the SunnyD Awards Round 27 for Best Angst, Runner-Up for Best NC-17 and Best Conventional Pairing. THANK YOU to all who voted!
 
Categories: Award Runners-Up, Season 4, Season 5, Season 6, Season 7, Alternate Reality, Award Winners
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Buffy/Other (Temp), Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Torture, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 73 Table of Contents
Word count: 231,178 Hit Count: 165,686 ePub Downloads: 1,298
Published: May 05, 2012 Updated: September 28, 2012
Summary: Buffy and the gang have rescued Spike from the amulet, and now, they’re all working together to create an organization that can track, recruit and train the baby slayers before the next apocalypse strikes.  But can they keep everyone safe and unharmed in the meantime, or are Buffy and her unborn baby in danger?  And what role does Sagaria, the Slayer Scythe, have to play in all of this?  
 

This is the sequel to A New Life.  Please read that fic first.

Series: A New World
Categories: Post-Series
Characters: Buffy, Connor, Dawn, Ensemble, Faith Lehane, Fred, Giles, Original Characters, Oz, Spike, Tara, Wesley, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Fighting, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Child Abuse, Fetish, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Taboo, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 47 Table of Contents
Word count: 242,195 Hit Count: 18,234 ePub Downloads: 260
Published: October 27, 2013 Updated: November 25, 2017
Summary: S6 depressed Buffy must rescue Spike from the Initiative after he has been recaptured by a seemingly deranged Riley who is working out his "Spike issues" on the captive.  Buffy, Giles and the Scoobies must rethink their feelings about the chipped vampire and work together if rescue is to be in time.
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Categories: Season 6
Characters: Buffy, Ensemble, Riley Finn, Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Challenge Response, Drama, Fighting, Romance
Warnings: Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Torture, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 21 Table of Contents
Word count: 61,068 Hit Count: 17,028 ePub Downloads: 325
Published: January 15, 2007 Updated: January 15, 2007
Summary: “Are you all right?” Spike asked.
“Perfectly normal,” Buffy said. “Spell’s all gone.”
“That wasn’t what I meant,” he said. “I meant... after what it made you.... After.”
Buffy and Spike talk just after the events of the episode Him.
Series: "New Depths"
Categories: Season 7
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Rape (Implied)
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 512 Hit Count: 2,954 ePub Downloads: 68
Published: June 20, 2015 Updated: June 20, 2015
Summary: Taking matters into his own hands, Spike turns a moment of desperation into a monumental mistake. When Buffy becomes what she’s always hated, she’ll have to decide if she wants to leave her old life behind her and come to terms with what Spike has done. Dark fiction.

 
Categories: Season 6, Alternate Reality
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Blood Play, Character Death, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Vampire!Buffy
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,382 Hit Count: 1,267 ePub Downloads: 51
Published: November 12, 2006 Updated: November 12, 2006
Summary: When investigating a dodgy casino, the last thing Angel Investigations expects to find is the perfect employee. Buffy Summers was once a detective, now on the run, and soon settles into a new life working with Spike at the agency. But what happens if her past catches up with her? More info on rating/warnings inside
Categories: All Human/Fantasy, Crossover (AtS)
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Cordelia, Dawn, Fred, Giles, Charles Gunn, Harmony, Lorne, Nina Ash, Original Characters, Other, Riley Finn, Spike, Wesley, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Fluffy/Comedy, Romance
Warnings: Buffy/Other (Temp), Character Death, Child Abuse, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Word count: 9,322 Hit Count: 2,775 ePub Downloads: 23
Published: March 04, 2010 Updated: July 01, 2010
Summary: A continuation of my story, "Nightmare."
Can Buffy and Spike, who've now been mated for fifty years, save their daughters from Angelus' clutches?
Categories: Baby Fic, Post-Series
Characters: Angelus, Anya, Buffy, Dawn, Drusilla, Original Characters, Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Drama, Fighting, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death, Child Abuse, Rape (Actual), Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Torture, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Word count: 6,884 Hit Count: 1,653 ePub Downloads: 65
Published: September 07, 2007 Updated: September 10, 2007
Summary: Sequel to 'Into The Fires'; The Council learned about Buffy and wants a new Slayer thay can manage while they experiment on Buffy.But this new Slayer is not who they expected. Giles and Angel help with Willow's rampaging grief and Spike's quest gets him more than he bargained for. Who put them all in this handbasket and why is it so hot?
You will have to endure Angel/Buffy sex, but sometimes you have to go where you don't want to to get where you need to be. Part 3 will make up for this.
Rating: NC-17
Series: Forged In Flames - Fire Series
Categories: Season 5, Alternate Reality
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: Buffy/Other (Temp), Cheating/Infidelity, Rape (Implied)
Completed: Yes Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Word count: 41,050 Hit Count: 2,929 ePub Downloads: 162
Published: November 17, 2006 Updated: November 17, 2006
Summary: A fun, sexy spin on the S2 'Halloween' episode, and what Spike might have done had Buffy not come to her senses in time... (Title obviously gives the twist away. This is a totally consensual scene, but please read the A/N warnings first.)

**Works as a standalone oneshot** OR as a supplement to my Bunnyverse series. (You do not have to read that series to know what's going on here!)
Originally published in 2009. Winner of "Best Lighthearted" at the Fang Fetish Awards. Currently nominated at the Spuffy Awards for "Best Sex" and at the Cover to Cover Awards for "Best One-Shot" and "Best Kink". Thanks!
Series: Love Bunnies aka The Bunnyverse
Categories: Award Winners, Season 2, Alternate Reality, Taboo - Adults Only
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy, Porn w/o Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 3,102 Hit Count: 4,980 ePub Downloads: 252
Published: April 19, 2009 Updated: April 19, 2009
Summary: Buffy Summers is a detective with the Sunnydale PD. For months she has been tracking a world class theif, known only as ‘Spike’. When she meets a dangerous stranger at a charity event where she’d undercover, she’s immediately drawn to him. But as the case unfolds and the evidence threatens their relationship, Buffy must decide whether the stranger she has grown to love is more man— or beast. 
This story is inspired by not only the Challenge prompt, but by the CW show Beauty and the Beast.

 
Written for the 12 Years 12 Seasons Challenge, responding to prompt 3. Beautiful banner by Sandy_s!! 

 
Categories: Alternate Reality
Characters: Angelus, Buffy, Dalton, Dawn, Faith Lehane, Giles, Maggie Walsh, Riley Finn, Spike
Genres: None
Warnings: Blood Play, Rape (Implied), Torture
Completed: No Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Word count: 14,957 Hit Count: 2,025 ePub Downloads: 36
Published: October 08, 2018 Updated: December 13, 2018
Summary: Buffy returns from the dead haunted by a little girl in a cave crying out for her, needing her. Unsure of where or when the child Kaia is from, she turns to Willow for help to contact her. Willow goes one step further, sending Buffy into the past. Now she has to find her way home. Can Spike find her before something terrible happens?

 
Nominated at Rogue Poet Awards in Best WIP and Best Plot and Spuffy Awards for Best Original Plot, Best General Angst, and Best General Romance, Fang Fetish Awards round 11 for Most Original, Best Angst/Dark, SunnyD Awards for Best Author/Best Drama/Best Angst/Best OC (Groma)/Best Plot/Best Unfinished (whew! and Thanks!), and The Readers Have Chosen site for their July fanfic poll. AND Spark and Burn, Reader's Choice RD 6: Best Plot, Best Angst, Best OC - Groma, Best Villain - Kahn. YAY!

The fabulous beta job on these chapters were performed by Sotia, DragonflyLady, and PaganBaby. I would have been lost without them.
***Awards Won***


Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards Round 18

-Best Drama - Spuffy, Winner

-Best Angst - Runner Up

-Best Original Character, Groma - Runner Up
Categories: Award Winners, Season 6, Alternate Reality, Time Travel, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Buffy, Dawn, Giles, Spike, Tara, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Child Abuse, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 28 Table of Contents
Word count: 48,680 Hit Count: 2,866 ePub Downloads: 42
Published: May 24, 2009 Updated: January 05, 2010
Summary: Season 3, Lover's Walk. Spike returns to Sunnydale to kill the Slayer. He’s just too drunk to do it properly, and ends up getting himself into the deep without even realizing it. Perhaps worst of all, he has no memory of his actions the next day.
Winner at the Spark and Burn awards.
Categories: Season 3, Episode Rewrite, Claim, Award Winners
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Cordelia, Faith Lehane, Giles, Oz, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Dramedy, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 52 Table of Contents
Word count: 120,380 Hit Count: 202,256 ePub Downloads: 1,677
Published: October 30, 2006 Updated: October 31, 2006
Summary: Giles tells Buffy she can't get pregnant, but later she finds out it takes a special type of mate. Will she and her mate be able to overcome all the outside influences trying to keep them apart? Loosely based on a challenge at BSV and has rewritten canon with Spike not coming to town with Dru in Season 2
Categories: Season 5, Alternate Reality
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 15 Table of Contents
Word count: 31,269 Hit Count: 19,293 ePub Downloads: 318
Published: April 16, 2009 Updated: August 26, 2009
Summary: This is a VERY dark fic. Premise: what would happen if the First Evil had the Bringers capture Buffy instead of Spike? Giles and the SiT’s have shown up a touch earlier. Spike’s trigger no longer exists. Picks up early to mid season 7 and goes AU from there.
Runner Up: Sinister Award, Spike Through The Heart Awards 
Categories: Season 7
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Rape (Implied), Torture, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 9 Table of Contents
Word count: 12,230 Hit Count: 7,720 ePub Downloads: 70
Published: February 17, 2015 Updated: February 18, 2015
Summary: Held captive by Angelus, tortured to the point of near insanity, taunted with the threat of being turned.
Paralyzed and wheelchair bound, weakened by hunger, with a need for revenge.
 I feel it necessary to warn readers now, this story is truly not for the squeamish or faint of heart. The worst of the graphic material will be able to be skipped, but that does not take away from the material in the rest of the story. I am including extreme trigger warnings with this. I have discussed certain parts with people that are not normally bothered by this kind of thing, and even they are hesitant.
Categories: Season 2, Alternate Reality, Taboo - Adults Only
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Blood Play, Buffy/Other (Temp), Rape (Actual), Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Torture, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Word count: 4,416 Hit Count: 2,159 ePub Downloads: 30
Published: January 02, 2017 Updated: January 11, 2017
Summary: Response to Challenge #195 at BSV... Early Season Four, immediately after Spike is chipped, Giles finds an ancient ritual that could solve their problem of what to do with the not-so-harmless vampire...but Buffy ends up getting a bit more than she bargained for in the process.
Categories: Season 4
Characters: None
Genres: Challenge Response, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 109 Table of Contents
Word count: 327,103 Hit Count: 39,370 ePub Downloads: 385
Published: November 26, 2006 Updated: April 12, 2015
Summary: Angel started the last war when he decided to take down Wolfram & Hart and the Circle of the Black Thorn. Evil won.  The Divine Balance intervened to change this outcome and bring in a new family that will forever change Buffy and company. There will be love, there will be drama and there will be a prophecy...isn't there always?
UPDATE: This story is going through some major changes! I have not abandoned it.  I will forewarn all that I was going to take it completely down, at first, but decided against it.  I will be posting each chapter over as they are edited!  Please take note that you may have to go back to re-read, as even characters and my timeline have changed drastically.  I have been following Timeline's given in fangedfour.com and another website based on the Slayers.  I did some research when I realized my dates were not jiving with BTVS verse at all.  However, my story is VERY AU and at times characters may be OOC.  If this isn't your thing, then this story isn't for you.
NOTE: There isn't bashing per say, more along the lines of pointing out negative characteristics of canon characters...Although, I do have an intense dislike for Angel's character...So, if it's not your thing, sorry, then!  However, to make my story work there are questionable things...So read with caution!

 
Categories: Post-Series, Alternate Reality, Time Travel, Claim
Characters: Ensemble, Original Characters, Other
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Blood Play, Buffy/Other (Temp), Character Death, Rape (Actual), Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Torture, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Word count: 19,213 Hit Count: 684 ePub Downloads: 30
Published: April 10, 2008 Updated: October 20, 2010
Summary: The last request of a dying girl leads to Spike doing the one thing he promised never to do again, but he can't help feeling drawn to her. Buffy awakens to a new world full of many possibilities, but is it more than she bargained for?
Categories: Alternate Reality
Characters: Angelus, Buffy, Dawn, Drusilla, Ethan Rayne, Giles, Original Characters, Riley Finn, Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Vampire!Buffy, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 12 Table of Contents
Word count: 18,552 Hit Count: 4,855 ePub Downloads: 89
Published: April 04, 2011 Updated: May 12, 2011
Summary: When Buffy runs into Spike in the basement of the new Sunnydale High, she doesn't know what to think, or how to react...is there a chance for two broken souls to find healing together?



Categories: Season 7
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Willow
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Word count: 13,832 Hit Count: 1,988 ePub Downloads: 78
Published: April 12, 2015 Updated: April 12, 2015
Summary: The Scoobies are flummoxed when a curse switches their sex - men to women, women to men. Until the lovely Giles can find a reversal spell, they all must learn to live with their new gender assignments.
Categories: Season 5
Characters: Andrew Wells, Angel, Anya, Buffy, Ethan Rayne, Giles, Spike, Tara, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Dramedy, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Torture, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 25 Table of Contents
Word count: 48,624 Hit Count: 8,187 ePub Downloads: 62
Published: July 04, 2015 Updated: September 06, 2015
Summary: Buffy Summers has been missing for three years when she is found in the basement of a suburban Sunnydale home. She struggles with trauma from her kidnapping and the confusing relationship she quickly develops with the lead detective on her case, William ‘Spike’ Pratt.
I'm not good at writing summaries. I never know how much to give away... If you read the first chapter you'll get a good idea of what it's about and how the story will develop. Give it a try. It might not be horrible.
 
Summary: William Boring, chairman of a top accounting firm by day, lonely, stay at home bachelor by night, meets a girl on the run with a life more exciting than his own. About to go on his first vacation in years, he can’t help but fall a little in love with Candy upon their first meeting, which starts with a bang!  Buffy Summers is a top lingerie model attempting to escape aggressive paparazzi and a possessive ex. William doesn't suspect that the girl he just met has never had anyone other than family and her manager respect her and treat her like she matters more than a piece of prime meat, or that she's lied and used an alias when she realises this hot man doesn't have a clue who she is. Thus begins a road trip to end all road trips, with thrilling cop chases, the pap's on their tail and someone with murder on their mind desperate to catch up with them. Will they escape? You'll only find out if you read on!
 
 
Categories: All Human/Fantasy
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Cordelia, Dawn, Faith Lehane, Lorne, Mr. Gordo, Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Drama, Dramedy, Erotica, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Torture
Completed: Yes Chapters: 19 Table of Contents
Word count: 63,588 Hit Count: 9,882 ePub Downloads: 162
Published: August 29, 2017 Updated: March 21, 2018
Summary: Bet she's not your girlfriend, you couldn't make her happy... There's singing, and Angel, but fortunately, Angel doesn't sing.
Part Three in the Bowiebaharata Series
Categories: Alternate Reality, Season 5
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Torture, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 30 Table of Contents
Word count: 79,342 Hit Count: 4,702 ePub Downloads: 115
Published: November 22, 2006 Updated: November 23, 2006
Summary: When Buffy finds herself assaulted after a Lowell House party with no memory of what happened, she turns to an unlikely ally to help put the pieces together and find the person who raped her. (Takes place after "A New Man.")
Categories: Award Winners, Season 4
Characters: Buffy, Ensemble, Spike
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Buffy/Other (Temp), Rape (Implied)
Completed: Yes Chapters: 24 Table of Contents
Word count: 51,545 Hit Count: 20,174 ePub Downloads: 289
Published: June 16, 2008 Updated: October 15, 2008
Summary: Summary: Set in the year 3002. Spike and Buffy are still together. The world's changed just a little bit. Buffy's POV. (And yes, it's a lot AU.)
Disclaimer: I own nothing. All belongs to Joss and UPN.
Dedication: For my Aunt Steph who loves vampire stories.
Spoilers: Through Season 6.
This fic was finished in November 2002 before the show explored how Slayers were created, so keep that in mind, too.
A long time ago, this fic won a few different angst awards from different award sites, but I can’t recall where…lol. So be prepared for that as well.

Gorgeous banner by the talented eyesthatslay...thank you so much!
Categories: Post-Series, Award Winners
Characters: Buffy, Dawn, Original Characters, Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, POV, Romance
Warnings: Character Death, Rape (Implied), Vampire!Buffy
Completed: Yes Chapters: 32 Table of Contents
Word count: 50,360 Hit Count: 14,513 ePub Downloads: 99
Published: March 19, 2017 Updated: March 25, 2017
Summary: S2 AU.  Following the vampire attack on Sunnydale High in 'School Hard,' Buffy and Drusilla find themselves switching bodies every night between sunset and sunrise. Who do you become when you walk far more than a mile in your enemy's shoes?
Categories: Season 2, Alternate Reality, Challenge Response
Characters: Buffy, Drusilla, Ensemble, Spike
Genres: Challenge Response, POV, Romance
Warnings: Blood Play, Buffy/Other (Temp), Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp)
Challenges: Cursed
Completed: Yes Chapters: 32 Table of Contents
Word count: 177,421 Hit Count: 111,966 ePub Downloads: 1,008
Published: November 30, 2015 Updated: August 02, 2016
Summary: AU all human fic. WARNING: this is a half sibling fic (same dad) if that's not for you then go no further otherwise enjoy.







Buffy and Spike are half siblings who have the same father but Spike has spend the past two years fighting his attraction to Buffy and with only two weeks left before he leaves for college he thinks he is home free but when their parents decided to go away on a second honeymoon Spike finds himself alone for the full two weeks with the object of his every desire.
Categories: Alternate Reality, All Human/Fantasy, Song Fic, Taboo - Adults Only
Characters: Angel, Anya, Buffy, Cordelia, Drusilla, Faith Lehane, Fred, Giles, Harmony, Jenny Calendar, Joyce, Other, Oz, Riley Finn, Spike, Wesley, William, Willow, Xander
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Buffy/Other (Temp), Character Death, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Taboo, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 13 Table of Contents
Word count: 26,341 Hit Count: 6,786 ePub Downloads: 56
Published: June 09, 2011 Updated: March 02, 2012