Warnings: Child Abuse
Stories
Summary: I know I have a few stories in progress that I should finish first but I came up with this idea a few months ago and have had a lot of fun developing it. It's based on a Blackmirror episode *spoiler alert* the couple who are falling in love are part of an app to find your perfect match. They are 0.1% of a simulation.
Fifteen year old Buffy meets Jenny Calender's brother who is a technopagan developing a computer program to help people find their One so Buffy gets to see over a thousand simulations where she meets her match and they may or may not overcome the odds.
Summary: Spike and Buffy are high school sweet-hearts, always sneaking out to a night on the town. They're past the 'bring them home to mama' phase and looking forward to the future, never imagining that it could be ripped away from them... especially not the way that it was.
Categories: Alternate Reality, All Human/Fantasy
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Drama, Fighting, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death, Child Abuse, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 3,979 Hit Count: 980 ePub Downloads: 17
Published: February 03, 2015 Updated: February 03, 2015
Summary: Starts with the resurrection spell and goes completely AU.  Willow decides that Buffy must return.  When Tara, Anya, and Xander refuse to do the spell, she uses magic to get her way.  When she does the spell, she is found unworth.  The cost, Buffy.  The Slayer merges herself with Buffy trying to save her, but it will not be enough if Spike can not save them in time. 
 
Categories: Alternate Reality, Claim, Season 6
Characters: None
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama
Warnings: Attempted Rape, Blood Play, Character Death, Child Abuse, Torture, Vampire!Buffy, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Word count: 3,157 Hit Count: 2,258 ePub Downloads: 28
Published: April 12, 2007 Updated: April 28, 2007
Summary: Buffy and the gang have rescued Spike from the amulet, and now, they’re all working together to create an organization that can track, recruit and train the baby slayers before the next apocalypse strikes.  But can they keep everyone safe and unharmed in the meantime, or are Buffy and her unborn baby in danger?  And what role does Sagaria, the Slayer Scythe, have to play in all of this?  
 

This is the sequel to A New Life.  Please read that fic first.

Series: A New World
Categories: Post-Series
Characters: Buffy, Connor, Dawn, Ensemble, Faith Lehane, Fred, Giles, Original Characters, Oz, Spike, Tara, Wesley, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Fighting, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Child Abuse, Fetish, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Taboo, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 47 Table of Contents
Word count: 242,195 Hit Count: 17,903 ePub Downloads: 256
Published: October 27, 2013 Updated: November 25, 2017
Summary: When investigating a dodgy casino, the last thing Angel Investigations expects to find is the perfect employee. Buffy Summers was once a detective, now on the run, and soon settles into a new life working with Spike at the agency. But what happens if her past catches up with her? More info on rating/warnings inside
Categories: All Human/Fantasy, Crossover (AtS)
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Cordelia, Dawn, Fred, Giles, Charles Gunn, Harmony, Lorne, Nina Ash, Original Characters, Other, Riley Finn, Spike, Wesley, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Fluffy/Comedy, Romance
Warnings: Buffy/Other (Temp), Character Death, Child Abuse, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Word count: 9,322 Hit Count: 2,638 ePub Downloads: 20
Published: March 04, 2010 Updated: July 01, 2010
Summary: A continuation of my story, "Nightmare."
Can Buffy and Spike, who've now been mated for fifty years, save their daughters from Angelus' clutches?
Categories: Baby Fic, Post-Series
Characters: Angelus, Anya, Buffy, Dawn, Drusilla, Original Characters, Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Drama, Fighting, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death, Child Abuse, Rape (Actual), Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Torture, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Word count: 6,884 Hit Count: 1,607 ePub Downloads: 57
Published: September 07, 2007 Updated: September 10, 2007
Summary: Spike Bledsoe finds himself between a rock and a hard place.  To save his son he gives up the love of his life.  Can his plans to return to her succeed or will they turn to dust?
Categories: All Human/Fantasy
Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Child Abuse, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp)
Completed: No Chapters: 8 Table of Contents
Word count: 14,044 Hit Count: 718 ePub Downloads: 7
Published: April 04, 2007 Updated: July 12, 2007
Summary: Seventeen year old Buffy Summers is a High School Senior with a boyfriend and life is great, until she realizes one morning that, well, life changes fairly quickly, especially when you find out something you've been denying is real.
Categories: Award Winners, All Human/Fantasy
Characters: Buffy, William
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Child Abuse, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 36 Table of Contents
Word count: 129,034 Hit Count: 22,095 ePub Downloads: 338
Published: November 11, 2006 Updated: November 11, 2006
Summary: Buffy returns from the dead haunted by a little girl in a cave crying out for her, needing her. Unsure of where or when the child Kaia is from, she turns to Willow for help to contact her. Willow goes one step further, sending Buffy into the past. Now she has to find her way home. Can Spike find her before something terrible happens?

 
Nominated at Rogue Poet Awards in Best WIP and Best Plot and Spuffy Awards for Best Original Plot, Best General Angst, and Best General Romance, Fang Fetish Awards round 11 for Most Original, Best Angst/Dark, SunnyD Awards for Best Author/Best Drama/Best Angst/Best OC (Groma)/Best Plot/Best Unfinished (whew! and Thanks!), and The Readers Have Chosen site for their July fanfic poll. AND Spark and Burn, Reader's Choice RD 6: Best Plot, Best Angst, Best OC - Groma, Best Villain - Kahn. YAY!

The fabulous beta job on these chapters were performed by Sotia, DragonflyLady, and PaganBaby. I would have been lost without them.
***Awards Won***


Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards Round 18

-Best Drama - Spuffy, Winner

-Best Angst - Runner Up

-Best Original Character, Groma - Runner Up
Categories: Award Winners, Season 6, Alternate Reality, Time Travel, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Buffy, Dawn, Giles, Spike, Tara, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Child Abuse, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 28 Table of Contents
Word count: 48,680 Hit Count: 2,779 ePub Downloads: 40
Published: May 24, 2009 Updated: January 05, 2010
Summary: Post NFA - Before the Powers that Be withdrew from the playing fields, they made one last move with their favorite pawns - leaving Angel to clean up their mess. Partially co-written with Liliaeth
Runner up for Best Crossover at Love's Last Glimpse Awards Round 18.
Categories: Post-Series, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Charles Gunn, Connor, Dawn, Drusilla, Giles, Original Characters, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Character Death, Child Abuse, Sexual Situations, Torture, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 84 Table of Contents
Word count: 198,176 Hit Count: 40,008 ePub Downloads: 257
Published: November 19, 2006 Updated: April 22, 2019
Summary: All human/AU

William is the new kid at Sunnydale High. Buffy is the cheerleader that watches him from afar and notices that not all is well in William's world.
Categories: All Human/Fantasy
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Cordelia, Dawn, Faith Lehane, Giles, Joyce, Riley Finn, Spike, Tara, Wesley
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Child Abuse, Rape (Actual), Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 48 Table of Contents
Word count: 129,904 Hit Count: 15,207 ePub Downloads: 102
Published: October 12, 2011 Updated: August 31, 2017
Summary: Hank and Joyce Summers, duke and duchess of Sommersbourg, lock their fifteen-year-old daughter away in a tower when she begins to have some dreadful, unnatural dreams. Loosely based on The Brothers Grimm's "Rapunzel." NOTE: Buffy is FIFTEEN here, and Spike is obviously much older...if that squicks you out, RUN AWAY!
Series: Flesh for Fantasy
Categories: Taboo - Adults Only, Alternate Reality
Characters: Anya, Buffy, Ethan Rayne, Giles, Joyce, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Angst, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Child Abuse, Sexual Situations, Taboo
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 10,076 Hit Count: 1,857 ePub Downloads: 79
Published: June 10, 2016 Updated: June 10, 2016
Summary: The scars on her face have made her a recluse but when the bleached stranger barges into the small town like a black clad hurricane, he throws her quiet life right out of whack. He’s aggravating, unpredictable, and oh so hot.

The destiny she never thought she’d have is set in motion the minute she starts having dreams of being someone else. But how can she figure out what it means when she forgets as soon as she wakes up?

The story is AU but it’s a world that has all the supernatural in it.

Nominated at SunnyD, Round 26, for Best Plot, Best NC-17, Best Romance. A massive thank you for nominating me!! :)
Won Best NC-17 and got a Runner Up for Best Plot. Thank, you thank, you, thank you to those of you who voted for me!!! :D I'm the happiest writer in the world.
Categories: Alternate Reality
Characters: Angelus, Buffy, Drusilla, Spike, William
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Child Abuse, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Torture, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 48 Table of Contents
Word count: 131,207 Hit Count: 46,734 ePub Downloads: 628
Published: July 10, 2011 Updated: May 01, 2012
Summary: On Halloween night, Dawn Summers went missing. Two days later she turns up dead, and an already grieving Buffy has one less reason to try and claw her way back to life. But something already did come back – to demonic unlife, anyway. Now Spike has to rear an adolescent vampire, trying keep her from killing when she has no chip, no soul, and no real reason to be good, except for her respect for him. Season Six divergence, as Dawn is brought all the way in All The Way. Complete at 50 chapters.
Series: "Off the Canon Path"
Categories: Season 6
Characters: Angel, Anya, Buffy, Dawn, Giles, Spike, Tara, Willow, Xander
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Attempted Suicide, Blood Play, Character Death, Child Abuse, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 50 Table of Contents
Word count: 183,525 Hit Count: 64,955 ePub Downloads: 518
Published: June 10, 2016 Updated: September 03, 2016
Summary: S5--Buffy turns to Spike for comfort, love, and assistance with a Hellgod.  Begins at the end of Fool For Love.  My very first story.
Categories: Alternate Reality, Claim, Season 5
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: None
Warnings: Blood Play, Buffy/Other (Temp), Character Death, Child Abuse, Drug Use, Fetish, None, Rape (Actual), Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 13 Table of Contents
Word count: 46,141 Hit Count: 14,621 ePub Downloads: 222
Published: November 22, 2006 Updated: November 22, 2006
Summary: Just a short heroin love story. 
Influenced by Velvet Revolvers "Fall To Pieces" 
Categories: All Human/Fantasy
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst, Dark, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death, Child Abuse, Drug Use, Human!Spike, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 3,703 Hit Count: 456 ePub Downloads: 9
Published: August 12, 2017 Updated: August 12, 2017
Summary:   A new watcher has come to Sunnydale with a prophesy predicting the end of the world yet again. With past that no one knows about and friends that would be better off left in the past what are they meant to do will her secrets kill them or save them....
Categories: Season 5
Characters: Angel, Anya, Buffy, Cordelia, Darla, Dawn, Drusilla, Giles, Charles Gunn, Joyce, Lorne, Original Characters, Riley Finn, Spike, Tara, Wesley, William, Willow, Xander
Genres: Dramedy
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Buffy/Other (Temp), Child Abuse, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp)
Completed: No Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Word count: 27,026 Hit Count: 321 ePub Downloads: 6
Published: February 25, 2007 Updated: August 20, 2007
Summary: William the Bloody and the Scourge of Europe is part of Bartsun and Glythman traveling circus that arrives in L.A. for a special two week only event for Thanksgiving. During opening day, our favorite vampire, also known as Spike, gets swept up into the green eyes of a beautiful, albeit young, Elizabeth 'Buffy' Summers when she gets lost during show's intermission. After saving her from some of the circuses’ more rambunctious crowd, he knows immediately that there's something special about this little girl and Buffy immediately takes a liking to the vampire, inviting him home with her. Reeking of humanity and a gentleness that his Sire, Dru, was never able to break, he forms a bond with this unlikely ally and as time goes on, it becomes apparent that his old family and new family will collide. Their fates now crossed, and with Buffy (literally) depending on him to save her life, will she be able to return the favor later on down the road?
Summary: He searched far and wide to try and battle the crippling loneliness he found himself soaking in, but what Spike didn't know was that he wasn't meant to always walk alone. More than a century after his turning, he finds his salvation in the last place he expected it; a petite blonde girl with fists of fury and bright green eyes.
Spike and his makeshift family arrive on the Hellmouth just in time for junior year for the Slayer and her Scoobies. Now the two wildly different groups of evil fighters have to find a balance between each other.
Based on a challenge asking for a Spike who was abandoned by Drusilla after his turning.
Categories: Pre-Series, Season 2, Alternate Reality, Challenge Response
Characters: Buffy, Ensemble, Original Characters, Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Challenge Response, Drama, Fighting, Historical, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death, Child Abuse, Drug Use, Violence
Challenges: Spike Alone For a Century (Author's Choice of Name)
Completed: No Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Word count: 19,164 Hit Count: 3,764 ePub Downloads: 41
Published: October 01, 2015 Updated: July 18, 2017
Summary: There once was an Elementary School in Japan known as Heavenly Host Elementary in English. It was shut down after a series of deaths occurred on its grounds. This had happened many years ago, but rumors were still going around on the internet and occultists love to post stories and other urban legends about it. One such occultist left a charm on the website, a charm that will make it so a group of friends could be together forever. Willow finds the charm and shares it with her friends, and they all perform it. They end up in a different world where death is waiting at every corner, wanting all the living that appear in its halls to join their Corpse Party.
Categories: Season 5, Crossover (Books or TV shows outside Buffyverse), Alternate Reality, Claim
Characters: Ensemble, Other
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Dark, Drama, Fighting, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Attempted Suicide, Blood Play, Buffy/Other (Temp), Character Death, Child Abuse, Fetish, Sexual Situations, Suicide, Torture, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Word count: 11,596 Hit Count: 169 ePub Downloads: 7
Published: December 25, 2018 Updated: April 23, 2020
Summary: Spike Pratt is known for being an outsider and a troublemaker. However, what people don’t know is that he has long since decided to never let anyone come too close, not wanting them to find out the truth about his tragic past. But one night he happens to stumble upon a girl in serious trouble. Will he help her? And will she be able to help him? Runner Up for Best Angst at the Cradle Of Humanity Awards round 1! Also Runner Up for Best Angst AU at the Absence Of Light Awards. Currently nominated for Best Story at the Cradle Of Humanity Awards round 3

Categories: All Human/Fantasy
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Child Abuse, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 96 Table of Contents
Word count: 134,924 Hit Count: 35,613 ePub Downloads: 206
Published: February 16, 2008 Updated: March 10, 2009
Summary: In a medieval village, Elizabeth "Buffy" Summers lives with her mother and sister, that’s all turned upside down when the mercenary known as ‘William the Bloody’ wins the land her village sits on.
Categories: Alternate Reality, All Human/Fantasy
Characters: Buffy, Dawn, Joyce, Spike
Genres: Angst, Drama, Historical, Romance
Warnings: Attempted Rape, Child Abuse, Rape (Actual), Rape (Implied), Torture
Completed: No Chapters: 12 Table of Contents
Word count: 21,016 Hit Count: 6,710 ePub Downloads: 43
Published: December 31, 2017 Updated: February 12, 2020
Summary: Buffy and Spike are teen-aged cousins. Both are wrapped up in the other. Will they ever see their way clear to one another?
Categories: All Human/Fantasy
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Child Abuse, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations
Completed: No Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Word count: 11,685 Hit Count: 269 ePub Downloads: 5
Published: November 16, 2006 Updated: November 16, 2006
Summary: Previously titled You're My Temptation. When Buffy's mother dies, she's left alone, to be shuffled from one foster home to another. After years of abuse and neglect, she finally gets the courage to run away and ends up still struggling to survive. When a man offers his assistance, in return for working at his shop, she doesn't have any other choice but to take it. And when his son, Spike, enters the picture, Buffy ends up falling for him... but what do you do when you want to be with a person who you don't feel you deserve?
 
Categories: All Human/Fantasy
Characters: Giles
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Child Abuse, Rape (Actual), Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 12 Table of Contents
Word count: 23,146 Hit Count: 5,421 ePub Downloads: 100
Published: November 08, 2006 Updated: April 10, 2009
Summary: High school fic, but not in the way you'd expect. Sunnydale High history teacher Buffy Summers knows she's in for it with this latest batch of freshmen, but what she doesn't know is things are about to get a whole lot more interesting than a few rowdy teenagers. When she's swept up in drama involving one of her students, Dawn, Buffy will have to turn to the recently transferred, dangerously handsome English teacher, Will Pratt, for help. Throw in a healthy dose of family trauma, more than one painful romantic past, and some cameos from your all-time favorite characters, and you've got yourself a fic. 
 
Won't be updating as fast as I normally do, but I am working steadily through this story. I hope you enjoy it as much as I enjoy writing it. 
 
Rated PG13 for now - who knows if that will change! devil
Categories: All Human/Fantasy
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death, Child Abuse
Completed: No Chapters: 13 Table of Contents
Word count: 13,987 Hit Count: 3,135 ePub Downloads: 20
Published: September 25, 2018 Updated: October 21, 2018
Summary: Team Angel has gone through the looking glass.  But this time, they happened to do it a little differently.  See, the one thing the Senior Partners didn’t count on was Buffy. 
Normally, the Powers That Be can’t affect things in a hell dimension ruled by entities who suck at losing so bad they cheat their own lawyers.  But when you not only have a bunch of Champions… but also a bonafide PTB conduit stuck in your hellscape like a fly in the ointment, it causes serious problems for hellgod types… and really makes things interesting for a bunch of lost souls and demons trying to make a difference in Hell-A.
Also, you know…  Who knew Hell could be such a nice vacation spot for a vampire and Slayer who just wanted a damn moment alone?

Note:  This is a sequel to “The Ethnocentrism of Vampthropology”, and is Part 2 of a series If you haven’t read Part 1 you might be able to keep up, but you’ll have missed some important stuff.  Read on at your own risk.  
Summary: Buffy is suffering with a longing for death in her new life, when circumstances drop a young child into her lap, clinging to life while tortured by death. With Spike as her only possible ally, Buffy must face three days of life, death, and consequences, with everything mirrored in the eyes of one complete innocent, and one brutal killer. Seven chapters, complete at 17,000 words. Inspired by a challenge from Beautiful_Tyrant77

Nominee Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards
Best Drama, Best Original Character, Best Plot
http://sunnydawards.dragonydreams.com/index.html
 
Series: "Down in the Dark"
Categories: Season 6, Challenge Response
Characters: Buffy, Original Characters, Spike, Willow
Genres: Drama, Romance
Warnings: Child Abuse
Challenges: Domestic Spuffy with Children
Completed: Yes Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Word count: 17,518 Hit Count: 12,037 ePub Downloads: 210
Published: July 05, 2015 Updated: July 09, 2015
Summary: Sunnydale is your typical small town. The poor, working-class spend their days working hard to make a living and the rich exploit their power and treat others like dirt. The hatred between the social classes runs deep,but is it strong enough to overpower true love?
Four star-crossed lovers will encounter this very question, after a new arrival to Sunnydale, sends them hurtling into conflict between the animosity they have been taught to uphold and the love they cannot ignore. As they love, betray, hate, and hurt, they will be forced to learn that for love to prevail first they must let go.
 
Categories: All Human/Fantasy
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Cordelia, Riley Finn, Spike
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Buffy/Other (Temp), Child Abuse, Sexual Situations
Completed: No Chapters: 9 Table of Contents
Word count: 11,815 Hit Count: 260 ePub Downloads: 3
Published: January 06, 2010 Updated: January 19, 2010
Summary: Despite the fact that she has never been in a serious relationship, Buffy Summers has already given up on love. One day she runs into a young boy and, horrified by his story, decides to help him. But, as she is about to find out, things aren’t always the way they seem. Winner of Best Fantasy Romance at the Spuffy Awards round 16, and also winner of Best Angst at the Cradle Of Humanity Awards round 3!

Categories: Award Winners, All Human/Fantasy
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Child Abuse, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 35 Table of Contents
Word count: 51,525 Hit Count: 9,882 ePub Downloads: 101
Published: July 31, 2008 Updated: June 14, 2009
Summary:  
Set four years after the first story 'Midnight Sun'. Buffy and Spike's daughter Linn is now four years old and it's up to Spike and Buffy to protect their little girl from demons and other sorts of evil when the word gets out that the Slayer and the Slayer of Slayers have a child together. Set as M for heavy adult themes at times. (Banner by MSKBSwedish)
Categories: Alternate Reality, Baby Fic, Claim, Taboo - Adults Only
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Fighting, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Child Abuse, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 12 Table of Contents
Word count: 21,435 Hit Count: 3,652 ePub Downloads: 83
Published: February 03, 2016 Updated: February 10, 2016