Warnings: Child Abuse
Stories
Summary: I know I have a few stories in progress that I should finish first but I came up with this idea a few months ago and have had a lot of fun developing it. It's based on a Blackmirror episode *spoiler alert* the couple who are falling in love are part of an app to find your perfect match. They are 0.1% of a simulation.
Fifteen year old Buffy meets Jenny Calender's brother who is a technopagan developing a computer program to help people find their One so Buffy gets to see over a thousand simulations where she meets her match and they may or may not overcome the odds.
Summary: Years ago, on a different site, Sablerose wrote this poem as a challenge to any writer who would be inspired to write a fan fic from it. This ficlet is my Spuffy response.
Categories: Post-Series
Characters: *Buffy, *Spike
Genres: Drama
Warnings: Adult Language, Child Abuse
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 847 Hit Count: 135 ePub Downloads: 8
Published: July 25, 2021 Updated: July 25, 2021
Summary: Spike and Buffy are high school sweet-hearts, always sneaking out to a night on the town. They're past the 'bring them home to mama' phase and looking forward to the future, never imagining that it could be ripped away from them... especially not the way that it was.
Categories: Alternate Reality, All Human
Characters: *Buffy, *Spike
Genres: Angst, Dark, Drama, Erotica, Fighting, Porn w/ Plot, Romance, Tragedy
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death, Child Abuse, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 3,979 Hit Count: 1,174 ePub Downloads: 30
Published: February 04, 2015 Updated: February 04, 2015
Summary: Starts with the resurrection spell and goes completely AU.  Willow decides that Buffy must return.  When Tara, Anya, and Xander refuse to do the spell, she uses magic to get her way.  When she does the spell, she is found unworth.  The cost, Buffy.  The Slayer merges herself with Buffy trying to save her, but it will not be enough if Spike can not save them in time. 
 
Categories: Alternate Reality, Claim, Season 6
Characters: None
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama
Warnings: Attempted Rape, Blood Play, Character Death, Child Abuse, Torture (Physical), Vampire!Buffy, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Word count: 3,157 Hit Count: 2,858 ePub Downloads: 37
Published: April 13, 2007 Updated: April 28, 2007
Summary: Buffy and the gang have rescued Spike from the amulet, and now, they’re all working together to create an organization that can track, recruit and train the baby slayers before the next apocalypse strikes.  But can they keep everyone safe and unharmed in the meantime, or are Buffy and her unborn baby in danger?  And what role does Sagaria, the Slayer Scythe, have to play in all of this?  
 

This is the sequel to A New Life.  Please read that fic first.

Series: A New World
Categories: Post-Series
Characters: *Buffy, Connor, Dawn, Ensemble, Faith Lehane, Fred, Giles, Original Characters, Oz, *Spike, Tara, Wesley, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Fighting, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Child Abuse, Fetish, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Taboo, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 47 Table of Contents
Word count: 242,195 Hit Count: 20,053 ePub Downloads: 283
Published: October 27, 2013 Updated: November 26, 2017
Summary: (Book 2 of Allies From Across The Void)
When Angels & Angeluses alike start disappearing from their realities, our heroes investigate. But when the entity responsible is on its way to the reality where the Angelus that helped our heroes lives. They have no choice but to suit up and take the fight to this hostile entity.
 
This story was inspired by the Jet Li movie "The One."
 
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Summary: When investigating a dodgy casino, the last thing Angel Investigations expects to find is the perfect employee. Buffy Summers was once a detective, now on the run, and soon settles into a new life working with Spike at the agency. But what happens if her past catches up with her? More info on rating/warnings inside
Categories: All Human, Crossover (AtS)
Characters: Angel, *Buffy, Cordelia, Dawn, Fred, Giles, Charles Gunn, Harmony, Lorne, Nina Ash, Original Characters, Other, Riley Finn, *Spike, Wesley, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Fluffy/Comedy, Romance
Warnings: Buffy/Other (Temp), Character Death, Child Abuse, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Word count: 9,322 Hit Count: 3,006 ePub Downloads: 30
Published: March 04, 2010 Updated: July 01, 2010
Summary: A continuation of my story, "Nightmare."
Can Buffy and Spike, who've now been mated for fifty years, save their daughters from Angelus' clutches?
Categories: Baby/Kid Fic, Post-Series
Characters: Angelus, Anya, *Buffy, Dawn, Drusilla, Original Characters, *Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Drama, Fighting, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death, Child Abuse, Rape (Actual), Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Torture (Physical), Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Word count: 6,884 Hit Count: 2,024 ePub Downloads: 82
Published: September 07, 2007 Updated: September 10, 2007
Summary: Spike Bledsoe finds himself between a rock and a hard place.  To save his son he gives up the love of his life.  Can his plans to return to her succeed or will they turn to dust?
Categories: All Human
Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Child Abuse, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp)
Completed: No Chapters: 8 Table of Contents
Word count: 14,044 Hit Count: 823 ePub Downloads: 17
Published: April 05, 2007 Updated: July 13, 2007
Summary: Seventeen year old Buffy Summers is a High School Senior with a boyfriend and life is great, until she realizes one morning that, well, life changes fairly quickly, especially when you find out something you've been denying is real.
Categories: Award Winners, All Human
Characters: *Buffy, William
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Child Abuse, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 36 Table of Contents
Word count: 129,034 Hit Count: 30,372 ePub Downloads: 436
Published: November 11, 2006 Updated: November 11, 2006
Summary: Buffy returns from the dead haunted by a little girl in a cave crying out for her, needing her. Unsure of where or when the child Kaia is from, she turns to Willow for help to contact her. Willow goes one step further, sending Buffy into the past. Now she has to find her way home. Can Spike find her before something terrible happens?

 
Nominated at Rogue Poet Awards in Best WIP and Best Plot and Spuffy Awards for Best Original Plot, Best General Angst, and Best General Romance, Fang Fetish Awards round 11 for Most Original, Best Angst/Dark, SunnyD Awards for Best Author/Best Drama/Best Angst/Best OC (Groma)/Best Plot/Best Unfinished (whew! and Thanks!), and The Readers Have Chosen site for their July fanfic poll. AND Spark and Burn, Reader's Choice RD 6: Best Plot, Best Angst, Best OC - Groma, Best Villain - Kahn. YAY!

The fabulous beta job on these chapters were performed by Sotia, DragonflyLady, and PaganBaby. I would have been lost without them.
***Awards Won***


Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards Round 18

-Best Drama - Spuffy, Winner

-Best Angst - Runner Up

-Best Original Character, Groma - Runner Up
Categories: Award Winners, Season 6, Alternate Reality, Time Travel, Award Runners-Up
Characters: *Buffy, Dawn, Giles, *Spike, Tara, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Child Abuse, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 28 Table of Contents
Word count: 48,680 Hit Count: 3,196 ePub Downloads: 55
Published: May 24, 2009 Updated: January 05, 2010
Summary: Post NFA - Before the Powers that Be withdrew from the playing fields, they made one last move with their favorite pawns - leaving Angel to clean up their mess. Partially co-written with Liliaeth
Runner up for Best Crossover at Love's Last Glimpse Awards Round 18.
Categories: Post-Series, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Angel, *Buffy, Charles Gunn, Connor, Dawn, Drusilla, Giles, Original Characters, *Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Character Death, Child Abuse, Sexual Situations, Torture (Physical), Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 84 Table of Contents
Word count: 198,176 Hit Count: 47,314 ePub Downloads: 349
Published: November 20, 2006 Updated: April 22, 2019
Summary: All human/AU

William is the new kid at Sunnydale High. Buffy is the cheerleader that watches him from afar and notices that not all is well in William's world.
Categories: All Human
Characters: Angel, *Buffy, Cordelia, Dawn, Faith Lehane, Giles, Joyce, Riley Finn, *Spike, Tara, Wesley
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Child Abuse, Rape (Actual), Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 48 Table of Contents
Word count: 129,904 Hit Count: 17,881 ePub Downloads: 123
Published: October 12, 2011 Updated: August 31, 2017
Summary: Hank and Joyce Summers, duke and duchess of Sommersbourg, lock their fifteen-year-old daughter away in a tower when she begins to have some dreadful, unnatural dreams. Loosely based on The Brothers Grimm's "Rapunzel." NOTE: Buffy is FIFTEEN here, and Spike is obviously much older...if that squicks you out, RUN AWAY!
Series: Flesh for Fantasy
Categories: Taboo - Adults Only, Alternate Reality
Characters: Anya, *Buffy, Ethan Rayne, Giles, Joyce, *Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Angst, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Child Abuse, Sexual Situations, Taboo
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 10,076 Hit Count: 2,389 ePub Downloads: 118
Published: June 10, 2016 Updated: June 10, 2016
Summary: (Book 1 of Allies From Across The Void)
When denial strikes and a wish is made, Buffy and her friends have to face what real human evil is capable of. Can they pull together and defeat this new threat? Or will they fall apart in the process? What other damage will be left behind if they can? And more questions are raised when Spike knows just who to call.
 
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Summary: The scars on her face have made her a recluse but when the bleached stranger barges into the small town like a black clad hurricane, he throws her quiet life right out of whack. He’s aggravating, unpredictable, and oh so hot.

The destiny she never thought she’d have is set in motion the minute she starts having dreams of being someone else. But how can she figure out what it means when she forgets as soon as she wakes up?

The story is AU but it’s a world that has all the supernatural in it.

Nominated at SunnyD, Round 26, for Best Plot, Best NC-17, Best Romance. A massive thank you for nominating me!! :)
Won Best NC-17 and got a Runner Up for Best Plot. Thank, you thank, you, thank you to those of you who voted for me!!! :D I'm the happiest writer in the world.
Categories: Alternate Reality
Characters: Angelus, *Buffy, Drusilla, *Spike, William
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Child Abuse, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Torture (Physical), Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 48 Table of Contents
Word count: 131,207 Hit Count: 57,157 ePub Downloads: 765
Published: July 10, 2011 Updated: May 01, 2012
Summary: “Spike, I want a baby.” It seemed such a simple, ordinary, human thing. But nothing between Spike and Buffy could ever be simple or ordinary. When the past and the future collide, how can a devoted couple face the divide between the wanted and the unwanted?
Series: "Cracks"
Categories: Post-Series, Baby/Kid Fic
Characters: Angel, *Buffy, Connor, Dawn, Drusilla, Giles, Original Characters, Oz, *Spike, Vi, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Established Relationship
Warnings: Child Abuse, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 27 Table of Contents
Word count: 120,302 Hit Count: 24,878 ePub Downloads: 210
Published: January 05, 2021 Updated: July 05, 2021
Summary: Eighteen years ago, Buffy and Spike were caught up in a dangerous sexual affair, rife with violence and alcohol and mutual abuse. They broke away from it, put themselves together, and continued on. Now they find themselves thrust back into each others’ lives, and the heat is still between them. But they worked so hard to put the past behind. Do they dare risk loving each other again? 
Complete at 30 chapters. 
Categories: Alternate Reality, All Human
Characters: Angel, *Buffy, Dawn, Drusilla, Harmony, Joyce, Lorne, *Spike, Tara, Willow
Genres: Angst, Dark, Drama, Erotica, Romance
Warnings: Abortion, Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Buffy/Other (Temp), Cheating/Infidelity, Child Abuse, Dubious Consent, Rape (Actual), Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Substance Use/Addiction, Taboo
Completed: Yes Chapters: 30 Table of Contents
Word count: 139,618 Hit Count: 29,130 ePub Downloads: 421
Published: October 03, 2020 Updated: April 24, 2021
Summary: On Halloween night, Dawn Summers went missing. Two days later she turns up dead, and an already grieving Buffy has one less reason to try and claw her way back to life. But something already did come back – to demonic unlife, anyway. Now Spike has to rear an adolescent vampire, trying keep her from killing when she has no chip, no soul, and no real reason to be good, except for her respect for him. Season Six divergence, as Dawn is brought all the way in All The Way. Complete at 50 chapters.
Categories: Season 6
Characters: Angel, Anya, *Buffy, Dawn, Giles, *Spike, Tara, Willow, Xander
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Attempted Suicide, Blood Play, Character Death, Child Abuse, Dubious Consent, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 50 Table of Contents
Word count: 183,526 Hit Count: 85,518 ePub Downloads: 667
Published: June 11, 2016 Updated: September 03, 2016
Summary: It's Saturday and the Scoobies, excluding Giles, have decided to have some fun at Casa de Summers. Spike comes over to invite Buffy for patrol, a habit he and the Slayer have developed after the whole Glory thing, but instead he gets invited by the group to join the fun. They end up playing Truth and Dare, and talks about childhood traumas are opened up.
 
Categories: Season 6, Alternate Reality
Characters: Anya, *Buffy, Dawn, *Spike, Tara, Willow, Xander
Genres: Angst, Horror
Warnings: Child Abuse, Mental Health Issues
Challenges: Demons, Humans, and Bears
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 4,174 Hit Count: 531 ePub Downloads: 14
Published: November 10, 2021 Updated: November 10, 2021
Summary: S5--Buffy turns to Spike for comfort, love, and assistance with a Hellgod.  Begins at the end of Fool For Love.  My very first story.
Categories: Alternate Reality, Claim, Season 5
Characters: *Buffy, *Spike
Genres: None
Warnings: Blood Play, Buffy/Other (Temp), Character Death, Child Abuse, Substance Use/Addiction, Fetish, None, Rape (Actual), Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 13 Table of Contents
Word count: 46,141 Hit Count: 18,856 ePub Downloads: 284
Published: November 23, 2006 Updated: November 23, 2006
Summary: Spike has died to save the world and deserves a reward. But the cosmos needs champions, so he is offered a chance to save a Buffy, in an alternate reality, a Buffy that is alone and being stalked by evil. Spike accepts the offer and is sent back as a sentinel, committed to the one reason for his existence, in every life he will save her.
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For those that are unfamiliar with the TV series The Sentinel:
Sentinels have an instinctual drive to protect their home territory. They have five super senses and extra musculature for added strength. The problem is Sentinels need to bond with a Guide. Guides are people with high empathic abilities that can keep Sentinels from turning to the dark side. In other words going crazy and killing every human in sight. They are a lot like a vampire, just without the drinking of blood and burning in the sun, and they are alive, not undead. 
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Categories: Crossover (Books or TV shows outside Buffyverse), Alternate Reality, All Human
Characters: *Buffy, Charles Gunn, Ethan Rayne, Hank Summers, Joyce, Original Characters, Oz, *Spike, Warren Mears
Genres: Action/Adventure, Dark, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Child Abuse, Human!Spike, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Word count: 28,602 Hit Count: 2,517 ePub Downloads: 71
Published: November 11, 2020 Updated: June 13, 2021
Summary: Just a short heroin love story. 
Influenced by Velvet Revolvers "Fall To Pieces" 
Categories: All Human
Characters: *Buffy, *Spike
Genres: Angst, Dark, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death, Child Abuse, Substance Use/Addiction, Human!Spike, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 3,703 Hit Count: 641 ePub Downloads: 19
Published: August 13, 2017 Updated: August 13, 2017
Summary:   A new watcher has come to Sunnydale with a prophesy predicting the end of the world yet again. With past that no one knows about and friends that would be better off left in the past what are they meant to do will her secrets kill them or save them....
Categories: Season 5
Characters: Angel, Anya, *Buffy, Cordelia, Darla, Dawn, Drusilla, Giles, Charles Gunn, Joyce, Lorne, Original Characters, Riley Finn, *Spike, Tara, Wesley, William, Willow, Xander
Genres: Dramedy
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Buffy/Other (Temp), Child Abuse, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp)
Completed: No Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Word count: 27,026 Hit Count: 449 ePub Downloads: 13
Published: February 25, 2007 Updated: August 20, 2007
Summary: William the Bloody and the Scourge of Europe is part of Bartsun and Glythman traveling circus that arrives in L.A. for a special two week only event for Thanksgiving. During opening day, our favorite vampire, also known as Spike, gets swept up into the green eyes of a beautiful, albeit young, Elizabeth 'Buffy' Summers when she gets lost during show's intermission. After saving her from some of the circuses’ more rambunctious crowd, he knows immediately that there's something special about this little girl and Buffy immediately takes a liking to the vampire, inviting him home with her. Reeking of humanity and a gentleness that his Sire, Dru, was never able to break, he forms a bond with this unlikely ally and as time goes on, it becomes apparent that his old family and new family will collide. Their fates now crossed, and with Buffy (literally) depending on him to save her life, will she be able to return the favor later on down the road?
Summary: He searched far and wide to try and battle the crippling loneliness he found himself soaking in, but what Spike didn't know was that he wasn't meant to always walk alone. More than a century after his turning, he finds his salvation in the last place he expected it; a petite blonde girl with fists of fury and bright green eyes.
Spike and his makeshift family arrive on the Hellmouth just in time for junior year for the Slayer and her Scoobies. Now the two wildly different groups of evil fighters have to find a balance between each other.
Based on a challenge asking for a Spike who was abandoned by Drusilla after his turning.

Categories: Pre-Series, Season 2, Alternate Reality, Challenge Response
Characters: *Buffy, Ensemble, Original Characters, *Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Fighting, Historical, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death, Child Abuse, Substance Use/Addiction, Violence
Challenges: Spike Alone For a Century (Author's Choice of Name)
Completed: No Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Word count: 19,164 Hit Count: 4,321 ePub Downloads: 53
Published: October 01, 2015 Updated: July 18, 2017
Summary: There once was an Elementary School in Japan known as Heavenly Host Elementary in English. It was shut down after a series of deaths occurred on its grounds. This had happened many years ago, but rumors were still going around on the internet and occultists love to post stories and other urban legends about it. One such occultist left a charm on the website, a charm that will make it so a group of friends could be together forever. Willow finds the charm and shares it with her friends, and they all perform it. They end up in a different world where death is waiting at every corner, wanting all the living that appear in its halls to join their Corpse Party.
Categories: Season 5, Crossover (Books or TV shows outside Buffyverse), Alternate Reality, Claim
Characters: Ensemble, Other
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Dark, Drama, Fighting, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Attempted Suicide, Blood Play, Buffy/Other (Temp), Character Death, Child Abuse, Fetish, Sexual Situations, Suicide, Torture (Physical), Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Word count: 11,596 Hit Count: 214 ePub Downloads: 13
Published: December 25, 2018 Updated: April 23, 2020
Summary: Spike Pratt is known for being an outsider and a troublemaker. However, what people don’t know is that he has long since decided to never let anyone come too close, not wanting them to find out the truth about his tragic past. But one night he happens to stumble upon a girl in serious trouble. Will he help her? And will she be able to help him? Runner Up for Best Angst at the Cradle Of Humanity Awards round 1! Also Runner Up for Best Angst AU at the Absence Of Light Awards. Currently nominated for Best Story at the Cradle Of Humanity Awards round 3

Categories: All Human
Characters: *Buffy, *Spike
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Child Abuse, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 96 Table of Contents
Word count: 134,924 Hit Count: 45,473 ePub Downloads: 268
Published: February 17, 2008 Updated: March 10, 2009
Summary: In a medieval village, Elizabeth "Buffy" Summers lives with her mother and sister, that’s all turned upside down when the mercenary known as ‘William the Bloody’ wins the land her village sits on.
Categories: Alternate Reality, All Human
Characters: *Buffy, Dawn, Joyce, *Spike
Genres: Angst, Drama, Historical, Romance
Warnings: Attempted Rape, Child Abuse, Rape (Actual), Rape (Implied), Torture (Physical)
Completed: No Chapters: 12 Table of Contents
Word count: 21,016 Hit Count: 7,292 ePub Downloads: 63
Published: January 01, 2018 Updated: February 13, 2020
Summary: Buffy and Spike are teen-aged cousins. Both are wrapped up in the other. Will they ever see their way clear to one another?
Categories: All Human
Characters: *Buffy, *Spike
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Child Abuse, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations
Completed: No Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Word count: 11,685 Hit Count: 334 ePub Downloads: 16
Published: November 16, 2006 Updated: November 16, 2006