Warnings: Attempted Rape
Stories
Summary: Buffy and Spike get thrown into another dimension...or is it?
Categories: Alternate Reality, Time Travel, Season 3
Characters: None
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Word count: 44,518 Hit Count: 18,948 ePub Downloads: 552
Published: November 25, 2006 Updated: November 25, 2006
Summary: I know I have a few stories in progress that I should finish first but I came up with this idea a few months ago and have had a lot of fun developing it. It's based on a Blackmirror episode *spoiler alert* the couple who are falling in love are part of an app to find your perfect match. They are 0.1% of a simulation.
Fifteen year old Buffy meets Jenny Calender's brother who is a technopagan developing a computer program to help people find their One so Buffy gets to see over a thousand simulations where she meets her match and they may or may not overcome the odds.
Summary:  
Historical, Buffy is a respected woman by day and a slayer by night but when she comes home to her husband's castle to find him and their five year old son murdered by a vampire, she begins to plot for revenge. An unexpected vampire comes to her for help, a vampire who had stayed elusive over the years as to not anger the Slayer but she soon realizes that she needs him more than he needs her. (Banner by MSKBSwedish)
Summary: Ever wonder what would have happened if Spike hadn't lost the Gem of Amarra to Buffy?  If he'd won that fight instead?  Warning, this story starts out very dark.  Evil vampire, after all.
 
WINNER at the SunnyD Awards Round 27 for Best Angst, Runner-Up for Best NC-17 and Best Conventional Pairing. THANK YOU to all who voted!
 
Categories: Award Runners-Up, Season 4, Season 5, Season 6, Season 7, Alternate Reality, Award Winners
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Buffy/Other (Temp), Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Torture, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 73 Table of Contents
Word count: 231,178 Hit Count: 159,393 ePub Downloads: 1,248
Published: May 05, 2012 Updated: September 28, 2012
Summary: When a bad boy loner with a broken heart meets a newly orphaned girl in need, the only thing he can do is help.  Little does he realize that she will help him in ways that he could never imagine years later.  NOT POV.  Thanks to pamsblau for fab banner.  That's Buffy's dream.
Categories: Alternate Reality, All Human/Fantasy
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Darla, Drusilla, Faith Lehane, Giles, Joyce, Spike, William
Genres: Dramedy, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Buffy/Other (Temp), Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Word count: 22,810 Hit Count: 3,017 ePub Downloads: 39
Published: January 03, 2011 Updated: July 30, 2015
Summary: Starts with the resurrection spell and goes completely AU.  Willow decides that Buffy must return.  When Tara, Anya, and Xander refuse to do the spell, she uses magic to get her way.  When she does the spell, she is found unworth.  The cost, Buffy.  The Slayer merges herself with Buffy trying to save her, but it will not be enough if Spike can not save them in time. 
 
Categories: Alternate Reality, Claim, Season 6
Characters: None
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama
Warnings: Attempted Rape, Blood Play, Character Death, Child Abuse, Torture, Vampire!Buffy, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Word count: 3,157 Hit Count: 2,256 ePub Downloads: 28
Published: April 12, 2007 Updated: April 28, 2007
Summary: Spike is still in LA, wallowing in depression and convinced Buffy will never choose him. So when he is accidentally (and completely against his will) transported to a different dimension, it seems Spike has a second shot at happiness with a Buffy that very much does. It's very tempting, especially since Spike is convinced no one waits for him back 'home'. But maybe, just maybe he's wrong... 
Categories: Season 1, Post-Series, Crossover (AtS), Alternate Reality, Time Travel
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Connor, Cordelia, Dawn, Ensemble, Giles, Jenny Calendar, Joyce, Lilah Morgan, Spike, Wesley, Willow, Xander
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Buffy/Other (Temp), Spike/Other (Temp)
Completed: No Chapters: 9 Table of Contents
Word count: 37,399 Hit Count: 9,002 ePub Downloads: 67
Published: October 28, 2017 Updated: December 23, 2017
Summary: When your first love turns evil and your supposed enemy has your back – when even your mom has turned away – who is a Slayer to trust? | Written for the '12 Years, 12 Seasons' Challenge. Response to prompt two. Banner by Axell.
Categories: Season 2
Characters: Angel, Angelus, Buffy, Drusilla, Giles, Jenny Calendar, Joyce, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Angst, Challenge Response, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Buffy/Other (Temp), Character Death, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp)
Completed: Yes Chapters: 21 Table of Contents
Word count: 31,103 Hit Count: 28,688 ePub Downloads: 237
Published: October 01, 2018 Updated: July 09, 2019
Summary: Buffy and Spike make a last attempt to stop the Hell on earth Angel released when he took on the Circle of the Black Thorn. They go back in time, but are in the back seat with no control. Awakening their knowledge and power is just the beginning.
Categories: Season 2, Season 3, Post-Series, Time Travel, Claim
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Action/Adventure, Drama, Humor, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Blood Play, Character Death, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 8 Table of Contents
Word count: 24,781 Hit Count: 5,122 ePub Downloads: 42
Published: October 02, 2019 Updated: March 20, 2020
Summary: Post Hells Bells. Dark and sad story about a life in denial and loving those which you shouldn't.
Categories: Season 6
Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Buffy/Other (Temp), Character Death, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 12,291 Hit Count: 550 ePub Downloads: 21
Published: December 02, 2013 Updated: December 02, 2013
Summary: Set Post-S5, Willow never resurrects Buffy from the dead. Spike carries out his promise to watch over Dawn till the end of the world.
Categories: Season 5, Alternate Reality
Characters: Angel, Dawn, Original Characters, Spike
Genres: Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Vignette
Warnings: Attempted Rape, Character Death, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Word count: 8,445 Hit Count: 1,446 ePub Downloads: 18
Published: August 30, 2017 Updated: August 30, 2017
Summary: Buffy returns from the dead haunted by a little girl in a cave crying out for her, needing her. Unsure of where or when the child Kaia is from, she turns to Willow for help to contact her. Willow goes one step further, sending Buffy into the past. Now she has to find her way home. Can Spike find her before something terrible happens?

 
Nominated at Rogue Poet Awards in Best WIP and Best Plot and Spuffy Awards for Best Original Plot, Best General Angst, and Best General Romance, Fang Fetish Awards round 11 for Most Original, Best Angst/Dark, SunnyD Awards for Best Author/Best Drama/Best Angst/Best OC (Groma)/Best Plot/Best Unfinished (whew! and Thanks!), and The Readers Have Chosen site for their July fanfic poll. AND Spark and Burn, Reader's Choice RD 6: Best Plot, Best Angst, Best OC - Groma, Best Villain - Kahn. YAY!

The fabulous beta job on these chapters were performed by Sotia, DragonflyLady, and PaganBaby. I would have been lost without them.
***Awards Won***


Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards Round 18

-Best Drama - Spuffy, Winner

-Best Angst - Runner Up

-Best Original Character, Groma - Runner Up
Categories: Award Winners, Season 6, Alternate Reality, Time Travel, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Buffy, Dawn, Giles, Spike, Tara, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Child Abuse, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 28 Table of Contents
Word count: 48,680 Hit Count: 2,777 ePub Downloads: 40
Published: May 24, 2009 Updated: January 05, 2010
Summary: Held captive by Angelus, tortured to the point of near insanity, taunted with the threat of being turned.
Paralyzed and wheelchair bound, weakened by hunger, with a need for revenge.
 I feel it necessary to warn readers now, this story is truly not for the squeamish or faint of heart. The worst of the graphic material will be able to be skipped, but that does not take away from the material in the rest of the story. I am including extreme trigger warnings with this. I have discussed certain parts with people that are not normally bothered by this kind of thing, and even they are hesitant.
Categories: Season 2, Alternate Reality, Taboo - Adults Only
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Blood Play, Buffy/Other (Temp), Rape (Actual), Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Torture, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Word count: 4,416 Hit Count: 2,056 ePub Downloads: 28
Published: January 02, 2017 Updated: January 11, 2017
Summary: A young woman goes looking for revenge and finds more than she bargained for... (Set in an alternate Season 2).
Winner at the Spark and Burn awards.
Categories: Season 2, Alternate Reality, Claim, Award Winners
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Blood Play, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 49 Table of Contents
Word count: 114,846 Hit Count: 80,102 ePub Downloads: 787
Published: November 12, 2006 Updated: November 12, 2006
Summary: Angel started the last war when he decided to take down Wolfram & Hart and the Circle of the Black Thorn. Evil won.  The Divine Balance intervened to change this outcome and bring in a new family that will forever change Buffy and company. There will be love, there will be drama and there will be a prophecy...isn't there always?
UPDATE: This story is going through some major changes! I have not abandoned it.  I will forewarn all that I was going to take it completely down, at first, but decided against it.  I will be posting each chapter over as they are edited!  Please take note that you may have to go back to re-read, as even characters and my timeline have changed drastically.  I have been following Timeline's given in fangedfour.com and another website based on the Slayers.  I did some research when I realized my dates were not jiving with BTVS verse at all.  However, my story is VERY AU and at times characters may be OOC.  If this isn't your thing, then this story isn't for you.
NOTE: There isn't bashing per say, more along the lines of pointing out negative characteristics of canon characters...Although, I do have an intense dislike for Angel's character...So, if it's not your thing, sorry, then!  However, to make my story work there are questionable things...So read with caution!

 
Categories: Post-Series, Alternate Reality, Time Travel, Claim
Characters: Ensemble, Original Characters, Other
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Blood Play, Buffy/Other (Temp), Character Death, Rape (Actual), Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Torture, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Word count: 19,213 Hit Count: 675 ePub Downloads: 27
Published: April 10, 2008 Updated: October 20, 2010
Summary: One night out on the town with her friends, who she hasn't exactly told about her new found poverty, Buffy finds herself abandoned and looking for the bus. She then finds herself dragged into a back alley and on her back. Fortunately, her attacker chose an alley already occupied by a rather bad-ass handsome stranger. 
Unfortunately, the stranger's kind-of a jerk. 
Categories: All Human/Fantasy
Characters: Buffy, Cordelia, Doyle, Ensemble, Faith Lehane, Giles, Charles Gunn, Harmony, Jenny Calendar, Joyce, Other, Spike
Genres: Angst, Drama, Fluffy/Comedy, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Drug Use, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 11 Table of Contents
Word count: 33,490 Hit Count: 11,128 ePub Downloads: 122
Published: August 28, 2009 Updated: September 19, 2009
Summary: Willow always felt she was meant for a higher calling, even if it is at the request of Uncle Sam. However when ethics have become questionable, and her best friend a target, who decides right from wrong? What happens when the cause you support challenges who you are to your core?
Categories: Season 4, Alternate Reality, Challenge Response
Characters: Buffy, Ensemble, Riley Finn, Spike, Willow
Genres: Challenge Response
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Attempted Suicide, Blood Play, Character Death, Sexual Situations, Torture, Violence
Challenges: Willow in the Initiative
Completed: No Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 613 Hit Count: 151 ePub Downloads: 3
Published: April 25, 2019 Updated: April 25, 2019
Summary: A Slayer who thinks for herself, a vampire who was made wrong, and a series of events that inevitably draws them together. Set in an AU world where Angel never got a soul. 
Posted as part of 2015's Challenge Month! 
Categories: Season 3, Alternate Reality, Episode Rewrite, Challenge Response
Characters: Angelus, Anya, Buffy, Cordelia, Darla, Dawn, Drusilla, Ensemble, Giles, Joyce, Kendra, Other, Oz, Spike, Wesley, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Challenge Response, Drama, Fighting, POV, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Character Death, Sexual Situations, Torture, Violence
Challenges: Slayer of Slayers
Completed: Yes Chapters: 20 Table of Contents
Word count: 68,441 Hit Count: 38,028 ePub Downloads: 379
Published: October 01, 2015 Updated: November 18, 2018
Summary: (rough) (I mean, it's pretty rough, but if you wanted to interpret that as "Spike and Buffy like it rough," I wouldn't discourage you.) No spiders were harmed during the making of this story. All spiders were professional, well-trained stunt spiders, and proper safety precautions were taken. The chairs ­ well, that's another story.
Part Four in The Bowiebaharata Series
Categories: Alternate Reality, Season 7
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst, Drama, Fluffy/Comedy, Romance
Warnings: Attempted Rape, Blood Play, Buffy/Other (Temp), Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 42 Table of Contents
Word count: 106,323 Hit Count: 7,597 ePub Downloads: 168
Published: November 22, 2006 Updated: November 23, 2006
Summary: Buffy Summers has been missing for three years when she is found in the basement of a suburban Sunnydale home. She struggles with trauma from her kidnapping and the confusing relationship she quickly develops with the lead detective on her case, William ‘Spike’ Pratt.
I'm not good at writing summaries. I never know how much to give away... If you read the first chapter you'll get a good idea of what it's about and how the story will develop. Give it a try. It might not be horrible.
 
Summary: This is a post NFA story, five years later. It's a crossover fic with action, suspense and Buffy/Spike. But not right off the bat. Both of our heroes are dealing with guilt and the past. And now they may be on opposite sides of a war against Rogue Slayers and Wolfram & Hart.
Categories: Post-Series
Characters: Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Blood Play, Buffy/Other (Temp)
Completed: No Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Word count: 7,067 Hit Count: 169 ePub Downloads: 2
Published: January 14, 2007 Updated: April 21, 2007
Summary: Spike wants to start a clan of vampires but needs the help of The Slayer. How will he get Buffy to cooperate? Blackmail?
Categories: Season 2
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Cordelia, Drusilla, Giles, Joyce, Other, Oz, Spike
Genres: Drama, Romance
Warnings: Attempted Rape, Sexual Situations
Completed: No Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Word count: 12,796 Hit Count: 1,125 ePub Downloads: 6
Published: February 21, 2007 Updated: April 19, 2007
Summary: A series of "missing moments" that take the form of conversations about Buffy and Spike.







"He's lost to us now. Lost to me. Lost in her."







** As far as warnings go, the attempted rape and the character death are canon. They're also implied rather than described. And the Buffy and Spike/other warning is also for canon relationships, although they are described rather than implied. The adult language is more precautionary than anything else and sex talk will be mostly implied.**








Categories: Season 2, Season 3, Season 4, Season 5, Season 6, Season 7, Post-Series
Characters: Andrew Wells, Angel, Angelus, Anya, Buffy, Clem, Cordelia, Darla, Dawn, Drusilla, Faith Lehane, Fred, Giles, Charles Gunn, Harmony, Illyria, Jonathan Levinson, Joyce, Lorne, Oz, Riley Finn, Spike, Tara, Wesley, Willow, Xander
Genres: Angst, Drama, Dramedy, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Buffy/Other (Temp), Character Death, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp)
Completed: No Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Word count: 18,630 Hit Count: 2,681 ePub Downloads: 30
Published: March 04, 2011 Updated: May 07, 2011
Summary: William is the love child of a powerful and wealthy landowner, and just when he is about to be accepted into his father's life and family, conspiracies against the two of them send young William to fend for himself. Years later, he returns to build himself a life and destiny intervenes to entwine William, Elizabeth, Angel and Aimée’s lives into a tale of everlasting love, lust, envy and intrigue.
Categories: All Human/Fantasy
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Cordelia, Darla, Ensemble, Giles, Original Characters, Spike, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Historical, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Buffy/Other (Temp), Character Death, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 50 Table of Contents
Word count: 100,492 Hit Count: 1,678 ePub Downloads: 27
Published: January 29, 2007 Updated: February 10, 2009
Summary: Darla and Drusilla are planning on bringing Angelus back. Drusilla wants all her family back together again. So she goes to Sunnydale. Except this time she knows Spike won't go with her. So she comes up with another plan. Which brings a whole lot of problems for Buffy and Spike.
Bit of a dark fic.
 
Categories: Season 5, Episode Rewrite, Taboo - Adults Only
Characters: Angel, Anya, Buffy, Clem, Dawn, Drusilla, Giles, Joyce, Spike, Tara, Willow, Xander
Genres: Angst, Drama, Fighting, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Blood Play, Character Death, Sexual Situations, Torture, Vampire!Buffy, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 16 Table of Contents
Word count: 48,218 Hit Count: 11,122 ePub Downloads: 75
Published: November 30, 2016 Updated: August 03, 2017
Summary: How exactly did Spike leave the bathroom? What words were said? How did Buffy end up on the floor, and how could Spike possibly leave his coat, and so forth? Well, here's my interpretation of that scene before the Xan Man comes barging in...
Categories: Season 6
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Attempted Rape
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 1,005 Hit Count: 653 ePub Downloads: 13
Published: October 07, 2008 Updated: October 07, 2008
Summary: AU all human fic. WARNING: this is a half sibling fic (same dad) if that's not for you then go no further otherwise enjoy.







Buffy and Spike are half siblings who have the same father but Spike has spend the past two years fighting his attraction to Buffy and with only two weeks left before he leaves for college he thinks he is home free but when their parents decided to go away on a second honeymoon Spike finds himself alone for the full two weeks with the object of his every desire.
Categories: Alternate Reality, All Human/Fantasy, Song Fic, Taboo - Adults Only
Characters: Angel, Anya, Buffy, Cordelia, Drusilla, Faith Lehane, Fred, Giles, Harmony, Jenny Calendar, Joyce, Other, Oz, Riley Finn, Spike, Wesley, William, Willow, Xander
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Buffy/Other (Temp), Character Death, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Taboo, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 13 Table of Contents
Word count: 26,341 Hit Count: 6,503 ePub Downloads: 53
Published: June 09, 2011 Updated: March 02, 2012
Summary: After the Initiative is “shut down”, a fatal decision is made that will change the face of the world and uproot everyone Buffy knows before placing her in the greatest jeopardy of her life.  A new world is born, but is it one they would wish to live in?   
 
Categories: Season 5, Crossover (AtS), Alternate Reality
Characters: Buffy, Ensemble, Original Characters, Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Drama
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Character Death, Rape (Implied), Torture, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 45 Table of Contents
Word count: 153,449 Hit Count: 33,330 ePub Downloads: 224
Published: September 07, 2015 Updated: August 21, 2016
Summary: On Halloween night, Dawn Summers went missing. Two days later she turns up dead, and an already grieving Buffy has one less reason to try and claw her way back to life. But something already did come back – to demonic unlife, anyway. Now Spike has to rear an adolescent vampire, trying keep her from killing when she has no chip, no soul, and no real reason to be good, except for her respect for him. Season Six divergence, as Dawn is brought all the way in All The Way. Complete at 50 chapters.
Series: "Off the Canon Path"
Categories: Season 6
Characters: Angel, Anya, Buffy, Dawn, Giles, Spike, Tara, Willow, Xander
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Attempted Suicide, Blood Play, Character Death, Child Abuse, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 50 Table of Contents
Word count: 183,525 Hit Count: 64,917 ePub Downloads: 518
Published: June 10, 2016 Updated: September 03, 2016
Summary:

This story is set during the episode 5x4 "Out of My Mind"

Riley is dying because of the drugs the Initiative had given him. Buffy convinces him to have surgery, in a rush against time. Meanwhile, Spike and Harmony have kidnapped the doctor who has to operate Riley, in order to remove the chip from Spike.

What would happen if the doctor successfully removed the chip from the vampire and he would be able to defeat Buffy?

Categories: Episode Rewrite
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Drama
Warnings: Attempted Rape
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,506 Hit Count: 744 ePub Downloads: 18
Published: January 01, 2013 Updated: January 02, 2013