Warnings: Torture
Stories
Summary:  
Historical, Buffy is a respected woman by day and a slayer by night but when she comes home to her husband's castle to find him and their five year old son murdered by a vampire, she begins to plot for revenge. An unexpected vampire comes to her for help, a vampire who had stayed elusive over the years as to not anger the Slayer but she soon realizes that she needs him more than he needs her. (Banner by MSKBSwedish)
Summary: "Did I request thee, Maker, from my clay to mold me man? Did I solicit thee from darkness to promote me?" - Paradise Lost
No one is born evil. Monsters are created from lived experience. In this S4 rewrite, Buffy comes face to face with two would be monsters: Spike and Adam. But is it possible that they are not as evil as they first appeared? Can a monster ever change into a man?
Categories: Season 4, Alternate Reality, Episode Rewrite, Challenge Response
Characters: Anya, Buffy, Ensemble, Giles, Joyce, Riley Finn, Spike, Tara, William, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Challenge Response, Drama, Fighting
Warnings: Adult Language, Rape (Implied), Torture, Violence
Challenges: Sympathetic Adam (Author's Choice of Name) , Humans and Evil (Author's Choice of Name)
Completed: No Chapters: 60 Table of Contents
Word count: 185,081 Hit Count: 58,597 ePub Downloads: 267
Published: October 21, 2015 Updated: March 11, 2018
Summary: A little sad and quiet fic for the holiday season. Vague spoilers (other than the identity of the Big Bad) for Season 7, up to "Bring On The Night". Rated PG.
Categories: Holiday Fic, Season 7
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: POV, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Torture
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 831 Hit Count: 689 ePub Downloads: 30
Published: November 17, 2006 Updated: November 17, 2006
Summary: Between juggling a New World Order, a bothersome Council, wayward magic, and – as always – some much with the confusing time travel, there is never a dull moment in Sunnydale for Liz and Elly. This is Season 6 as it exists in the Jumpverse (beginning with A Different Kind of Hell and followed up by A Different Kind of Wedding).
Disclaimer: All of Buffy belongs to Joss Whedon and ME. Everything else is mine, for your pleasure.
Series: The Jumpverse
Categories: Season 6, Alternate Reality, Time Travel
Characters: Amanda, Andrew Wells, Angel, Anya, Buffy, Clem, Dawn, Faith Lehane, Giles, Halfrek, Jonathan Levinson, Original Characters, Other, Quentin Travers, Riley Finn, Sam Lawson, Spike, Tara, Warren Mears, Whistler, Willow, Willy the Snitch, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Dramedy, Established Relationship, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death, Sexual Situations, Torture, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 34 Table of Contents
Word count: 113,433 Hit Count: 79,528 ePub Downloads: 779
Published: April 16, 2017 Updated: December 04, 2017
Summary: Starts off in Season 4 Episode 3 "Harsh Light of Day". Buffy is trying to balance college life with her Slayer responsibilities while still maintaining some sort of love life with an average Joe, but the world as she sees it ceases to exist once she's taken by the Initiative. Her name changes in a blur: Buffy, Hostile 17, and Eve, until she finally becomes his Dark Queen. She's a different Buffy; a different kind of Chosen One.
08-2014 SunnyD Awards Nominee for Best Author, Best Angst, Best Drama, Best NC-17, and Best Pairing Conventional
Currently on hiatus. (I'm sorry to say that I have put ADKoC on temporary hiatus. I haven't been in the right mind set to write the story with the tone I wish for it to portray. Please be patient. I do plan on returning to this one day soon and finishing it, but not until I can give it the attention it deserves. Thank you.)
Categories: Season 4, Episode Rewrite, Claim, Taboo - Adults Only
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Dark, Fighting, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Sexual Situations, Torture, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 8 Table of Contents
Word count: 26,430 Hit Count: 15,054 ePub Downloads: 201
Published: May 17, 2014 Updated: June 01, 2017
Summary: Ever wonder what would have happened if Spike hadn't lost the Gem of Amarra to Buffy?  If he'd won that fight instead?  Warning, this story starts out very dark.  Evil vampire, after all.
 
WINNER at the SunnyD Awards Round 27 for Best Angst, Runner-Up for Best NC-17 and Best Conventional Pairing. THANK YOU to all who voted!
 
Categories: Award Runners-Up, Season 4, Season 5, Season 6, Season 7, Alternate Reality, Award Winners
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Buffy/Other (Temp), Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Torture, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 73 Table of Contents
Word count: 231,178 Hit Count: 163,160 ePub Downloads: 1,280
Published: May 05, 2012 Updated: September 28, 2012
Summary: Whistler gives Spike an amazing gift just three days after Buffy is buried. Spike has no idea how to raise a child, but he’s going to do everything he can to give this little girl the best life possible. With some unexpected allies on his side Spike takes on parenthood. But what happens when Buffy comes back? And just how will the Scoobies react to a Master Vampire raising a child of their best friend? One thing is for certain; Spike is never going to let anyone take his daughter from him. He will prove once and for all that he is nothing like Angel. Soul or no soul.
Categories: Baby Fic, Season 6
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Dawn, Giles, Spike
Genres: Drama, Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations, Torture, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Word count: 24,768 Hit Count: 1,760 ePub Downloads: 46
Published: February 11, 2017 Updated: September 29, 2017
Summary: Spike loves love, but no one loves Spike. Aphrodite loves love, and loves meddling in love. The outcome? Spike finds himself trapped in the past, in a very human body, while William needs Buffy's help to navigate life in a vampire's body. 
This was a story I wrote a million years ago, and due to popular demand I'm updating and posting it. 
Categories: Season 6
Characters: Angelus, Anne Pratt, Buffy, Halfrek, Original Characters, Spike, William
Genres: Angst, Dramedy, Fighting, Historical, Humor, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Human!Spike, Sexual Situations, Torture, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 1,274 Hit Count: 233 ePub Downloads: 8
Published: April 19, 2020 Updated: April 19, 2020
Summary: Starts with the resurrection spell and goes completely AU.  Willow decides that Buffy must return.  When Tara, Anya, and Xander refuse to do the spell, she uses magic to get her way.  When she does the spell, she is found unworth.  The cost, Buffy.  The Slayer merges herself with Buffy trying to save her, but it will not be enough if Spike can not save them in time. 
 
Categories: Alternate Reality, Claim, Season 6
Characters: None
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama
Warnings: Attempted Rape, Blood Play, Character Death, Child Abuse, Torture, Vampire!Buffy, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Word count: 3,157 Hit Count: 2,315 ePub Downloads: 30
Published: April 12, 2007 Updated: April 28, 2007
Summary: We are but a breath; our days are like a passing shadow. posted by EF for the author

Psalms 144:4

Categories: Alternate Reality, Season 5
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst, Challenge Response, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Torture, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 11 Table of Contents
Word count: 17,344 Hit Count: 1,380 ePub Downloads: 17
Published: December 07, 2006 Updated: January 26, 2007
Summary: S6 depressed Buffy must rescue Spike from the Initiative after he has been recaptured by a seemingly deranged Riley who is working out his "Spike issues" on the captive.  Buffy, Giles and the Scoobies must rethink their feelings about the chipped vampire and work together if rescue is to be in time.
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Categories: Season 6
Characters: Buffy, Ensemble, Riley Finn, Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Challenge Response, Drama, Fighting, Romance
Warnings: Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Torture, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 21 Table of Contents
Word count: 61,068 Hit Count: 16,777 ePub Downloads: 321
Published: January 15, 2007 Updated: January 15, 2007
Summary: This is a Buffy and Spike love story that I wished would have happened on the original show.
Categories: Alternate Reality
Characters: Angel, Anya, Buffy, Clem, Dawn, Giles, Original Characters, Oz, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Drama, Dramedy, Fighting, Fluffy/Comedy, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Character Death, Sexual Situations, Torture, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 21 Table of Contents
Word count: 83,680 Hit Count: 8,891 ePub Downloads: 83
Published: January 15, 2016 Updated: January 24, 2016
Summary: Drusilla never comes back to Sunnydale in 5x14 "Crush". How does that change things for Spike and Buffy? 
Cozy
Categories: Season 5, Crossover (AtS), Alternate Reality, Episode Rewrite
Characters: Angel, Anya, Buffy, Clem, Cordelia, Dawn, Ensemble, Faith Lehane, Giles, Charles Gunn, Harmony, Joyce, Other, Spike, Tara, Wesley, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Dramedy, Fighting, Fluffy/Comedy, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death, Sexual Situations, Torture, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 14 Table of Contents
Word count: 64,335 Hit Count: 37,637 ePub Downloads: 508
Published: January 28, 2014 Updated: December 20, 2014
Summary: William ‘Spike’ Nagle was still a rookie cop when he got the break of his career. Aiding in the rescue of fourteen-year-old kidnap victim, Buffy Anne Summers, changed not only his job status but his personal life. Four years later she’s come back into his world insisting she wasn’t the only victim. Together they search for the girl that everyone else says doesn’t exist. In the process of discovering the truth, Buffy struggles to reclaim her life and ends up changing Spike’s yet again.
Winner for Best Fantasy Angst at the Spuffy Awards Round 8.
Categories: All Human/Fantasy, Award Winners
Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Rape (Actual), Sexual Situations, Taboo, Torture, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 25 Table of Contents
Word count: 74,732 Hit Count: 9,377 ePub Downloads: 164
Published: November 15, 2006 Updated: November 15, 2006
Summary: Spike comes back from Africa with almost no memories of his past. The Powers leave him at Buffy's doorstep, and no one is happy to see him. While he battles to remember, Buffy and her friends battle a prophecy predicting the death of a hero; of course that means the slayer. Can Buffy save the world and herself while battling her feelings for the seemingly innocent vampire? Spuffy!
Categories: Season 6, Post-Series
Characters: Buffy, Spike, William, Willow, Xander
Genres: Drama, Fighting, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Character Death, Sexual Situations, Torture, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 17 Table of Contents
Word count: 32,879 Hit Count: 8,159 ePub Downloads: 37
Published: July 04, 2015 Updated: August 22, 2015
Summary: What if Angel had lost his soul during sex with Buffy and not after? What if, when Spike heard of Angelus' return, he played the white knight and rescued Buffy?
 Challenge Response to http://dark-solace.org/elysian/challenges.php?chalid=42
Categories: Season 2, Challenge Response
Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Challenge Response, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Rape (Actual), Sexual Situations, Torture
Completed: No Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Word count: 9,704 Hit Count: 2,087 ePub Downloads: 39
Published: April 13, 2009 Updated: April 29, 2009
Summary: Following on from the end of As You Were. Spike, devastated by Buffy's rejection, finds solace in a bottle shared with Anya and finds his unlife turned completely on its head. He finds that vengeance might not be for losers after all as he is thrust into the opportunity of a lifetime. But can he convince Buffy to take the risk?
Winner for Best Buffy Characterization, runner up for Best General Long Fiction at the Spuffy Awards Round 7.
Categories: Season 6, Time Travel, Award Winners, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Angel, Angelus, Anya, Drusilla, Ethan Rayne, Giles, Jenny Calendar, Xander
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Rape (Actual), Sexual Situations, Torture, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 24 Table of Contents
Word count: 122,451 Hit Count: 59,110 ePub Downloads: 905
Published: November 17, 2006 Updated: November 17, 2006
Summary: A continuation of my story, "Nightmare."
Can Buffy and Spike, who've now been mated for fifty years, save their daughters from Angelus' clutches?
Categories: Baby Fic, Post-Series
Characters: Angelus, Anya, Buffy, Dawn, Drusilla, Original Characters, Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Drama, Fighting, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death, Child Abuse, Rape (Actual), Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Torture, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Word count: 6,884 Hit Count: 1,622 ePub Downloads: 59
Published: September 07, 2007 Updated: September 10, 2007
Summary: Buffy’s the reason Spike’s miserable, the reason he’s in the chair, the reason Angelus is soulless and sleeping with Spike’s girlfriend. But at the moment, she’s also the only person he can really talk to. Shared unhappiness is bringing them closer, but is there anything more to it than that?
Categories: Season 2, Alternate Reality, Seasonal Spuffy Entries
Characters: Angelus, Buffy, Drusilla, Spike
Genres: Angst, Dark, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Warnings: Buffy/Other (Temp), Cheating/Infidelity, Spike/Other (Temp), Torture, Vampire!Buffy
Completed: No Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 8,436 Hit Count: 417 ePub Downloads: 16
Published: April 02, 2019 Updated: April 02, 2019
Summary: Turn a slayer, they said. It'll be fun, they said. Well, it's a lot more like having a pet lion: they spend the whole day lazing about, smack you if you dare to say otherwise, and then eat all your henchmen while your back is turned. After a hundred years of childlessness, Buffy Summers makes Spike wonder why he ever thought to change his mind... and makes him glad that he did. 
Categories: Pre-Series, Alternate Reality, Claim
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Drusilla, Spike
Genres: Pre-Series, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Torture, Vampire!Buffy, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Word count: 8,256 Hit Count: 2,599 ePub Downloads: 18
Published: April 20, 2019 Updated: April 26, 2019
Summary: Actually two stories - one short one that was inspired by a prompt or something at the BSV many, many years ago, and a much longer sequel that begins right after the end of the first one. The first story begins in the summer before season 5 and they go on into the season, but totally noncanon after the summer's possible fill-in-the-blanks. Which is probably pretty non-canon too, actually. :)
Categories: Season 5, Crossover (AtS), Claim
Characters: Angel, Anya, Buffy, Cordelia, Ensemble, Giles, Joyce, Lorne, Riley Finn, Spike, Tara, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Buffy/Other (Temp), Sexual Situations, Torture, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Word count: 69,123 Hit Count: 8,673 ePub Downloads: 248
Published: July 17, 2016 Updated: July 17, 2016
Summary: When Spike returns in "Lovers Walk", it's to a Buffy-less Sunnydale.  He's not happy about it.
 
Written for the 2015 Fag Ends Halloween Challenge. 
 
 
Categories: Season 3, Alternate Reality, Episode Rewrite
Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Torture, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 8 Table of Contents
Word count: 4,121 Hit Count: 9,289 ePub Downloads: 77
Published: May 16, 2016 Updated: May 27, 2016
Summary: Buffy Summers is a detective with the Sunnydale PD. For months she has been tracking a world class theif, known only as ‘Spike’. When she meets a dangerous stranger at a charity event where she’d undercover, she’s immediately drawn to him. But as the case unfolds and the evidence threatens their relationship, Buffy must decide whether the stranger she has grown to love is more man— or beast. 
This story is inspired by not only the Challenge prompt, but by the CW show Beauty and the Beast.

 
Written for the 12 Years 12 Seasons Challenge, responding to prompt 3. Beautiful banner by Sandy_s!! 

 
Categories: Alternate Reality
Characters: Angelus, Buffy, Dalton, Dawn, Faith Lehane, Giles, Maggie Walsh, Riley Finn, Spike
Genres: None
Warnings: Blood Play, Rape (Implied), Torture
Completed: No Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Word count: 14,957 Hit Count: 1,943 ePub Downloads: 36
Published: October 08, 2018 Updated: December 13, 2018
Summary: Season Six, Post Entropy...After Spike's encounter with Anya in the Magic Box, Buffy's not sure if she can forgive him for the hurt that she feels -- until he shows up at her door, needing her more than he ever has before...where do a Slayer with iron walls around her thrice-broken heart, and a wounded, desperate vampire go from here? Who's really to blame -- for what's happened to Spike, and for what's happened between them? And somewhere, in the midst of it all -- can the two of them find forgiveness, and the love that they both need so desperately?
 
Categories: Season 6
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Character Death, Sexual Situations, Torture, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 67 Table of Contents
Word count: 182,976 Hit Count: 30,968 ePub Downloads: 303
Published: April 12, 2015 Updated: April 12, 2015
Summary: Update as of 26 February 2015: This story is still being worked on. Health problems and family difficulties have given my muse a cramp, but she is stretching and exercising and working the hitch out and I hope to update in the relatively near future. It has not been abandonded and will never be a PWIP. If it takes me a decade I will finish this story. (and it may since I first posted Chapter 1 in 2006)
     Response to Skybound's Bloodshedverse Challenge #101. Instead of Spike just shrugging his shoulders and leaving Angelus to kill Buffy he hesitates and decides to lend a hand. Some dialogue taken from Becoming II. AU from Becoming II. Almost the entire story is told through Buffy and Spike's inner monologue. Revamped from my WIP posted at TSR in 2006. Changes will become more readily apparent in later chapters as I get rid of the elements that I felt wrote me into a corner back in the day. Posting will be intermittent for a short while due to a family obligation, but I'm aiming for @ 2 times a week now that I've reached the point that I'm no longer revamping old material.
Categories: Season 2, Alternate Reality, Episode Rewrite, Challenge Response, Time Travel
Characters: Angel, Angelus, Buffy, Cordelia, Drusilla, Giles, Joyce, Spike, Whistler, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Challenge Response, Drama, Fighting, POV
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Sexual Situations, Torture, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 18 Table of Contents
Word count: 34,311 Hit Count: 13,436 ePub Downloads: 101
Published: July 18, 2013 Updated: October 06, 2015
Summary: A year has passed since Sunnydale became a brief news sensation. The Council had been revived, new slayers around the world gathered up. Buffy was training and fighting and... just existing. But it all changed when Faith slammed in and punched Giles across the room
Categories: Post-Series
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Faith Lehane, Giles, Spike, Willow
Genres: Action/Adventure, Drama, Fighting, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Torture, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 29 Table of Contents
Word count: 78,863 Hit Count: 22,285 ePub Downloads: 206
Published: April 21, 2018 Updated: April 28, 2018
Summary: A night out to try and forget Angel's meddling in her life leads Buffy down a different path than the one she had planned. Old faces are like new again, and what's new is most definitely old. - WIP.
Rated NC-17
Winner at the Spark and Burn awards.
Categories: Season 7, Alternate Reality, Time Travel, Award Winners
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Sexual Situations, Torture, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 29 Table of Contents
Word count: 80,846 Hit Count: 53,361 ePub Downloads: 858
Published: November 15, 2006 Updated: November 15, 2006
Summary: RESPONSE TO CHALLENGE #157 AU: Breaks from canon after Season Four...Five years after the Initiative disaster, the world is a very different place, where society in general knows about demons and vampires, and have found ways to dominate them. Buffy is trapped in an unhappy marriage to a man who doesn't seem to want her, trapped in a world that doesn't seem to need her anymore...can an old ally and enemy, sold into her home as a slave, teach her the meaning of freedom? Buffy/Other, temporary *NOMINATED AT THE FANG FETISH AWARDS AND THE FOOL FOR LOVE AWARDS!!!*
Categories: Alternate Reality
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Character Death, Sexual Situations, Torture, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 86 Table of Contents
Word count: 247,600 Hit Count: 19,835 ePub Downloads: 190
Published: November 26, 2006 Updated: April 12, 2015
Summary: Post NFA - Before the Powers that Be withdrew from the playing fields, they made one last move with their favorite pawns - leaving Angel to clean up their mess. Partially co-written with Liliaeth
Runner up for Best Crossover at Love's Last Glimpse Awards Round 18.
Categories: Post-Series, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Charles Gunn, Connor, Dawn, Drusilla, Giles, Original Characters, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Character Death, Child Abuse, Sexual Situations, Torture, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 84 Table of Contents
Word count: 198,176 Hit Count: 41,170 ePub Downloads: 274
Published: November 19, 2006 Updated: April 22, 2019
Summary: "The best laid plans of mice and men often go awry..." - Robert Burns
Season 4 AU. Buffy's on a date she shouldn't be on, so what does she do when Willow catches her? Pretend that the first cute guy she sees is her actual date. You can maybe assume what happens ;) Starts off as a date gone wrong and gets busy fast.
What's different:
- Buffy and Spike have never met before now. Other than that, their characters are essentially the same.
- Buffy does not know of the existence of the Initiative nor does she know of Riley's involvement. They dated for a while before he broke up with her for mysterious reasons. She has seen a few soldier guys but doesn't know what's up - yet.
Story is COMPLETE!
Enjoy! devil
Categories: Season 4, Alternate Reality
Characters: Buffy, Giles, Maggie Walsh, Riley Finn, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Drama, Dramedy, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Sexual Situations, Torture
Completed: Yes Chapters: 83 Table of Contents
Word count: 102,693 Hit Count: 54,640 ePub Downloads: 261
Published: January 12, 2018 Updated: February 15, 2018