Stories
Summary: Written for the Spuffy Kinkathon: Set Post-Chosen, Post-NFA. Buffy receives an unexpected summons to England, where she learns she's not the only one with nine lives. But a mysterious crisis threatens. How far is she willing to go to save the vampire she loves?
Winner for Best Angst, Best Future Fic at Love's Last Glimpse Awards Round 18. Runner up for Best Buffy Characterization at Love's Last Glimpse Round 19.
 
Categories: Post-Series, Alternate Reality, Award Winners, Award Runners-Up
Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: No Chapters: 14 Table of Contents
Word count: 37,871 Hit Count: 1,847 ePub Downloads: 43
Published: January 18, 2008 Updated: September 07, 2008
Summary: Spike's attempt to gain a soul goes awry, and his adventures and misadventures trying to change back turn his life upside down and take him all over the place, to familiar and unfamiliar faces. A work in not much progress.
Runner up for Best WIP, Best Plot at Love's Last Glimpse Awards 2006.
Categories: Season 6, Award Runners-Up
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Completed: No Chapters: 9 Table of Contents
Word count: 55,639 Hit Count: 1,854 ePub Downloads: 54
Published: November 22, 2006 Updated: November 22, 2006
Summary: 500,000 years in the future, The One brings someone back from the ancient past. Easily the strangest B/S story ever written...
Runner up for Best Short Story at the Spuffy Awards Round 7.
Categories: Award Runners-Up, Alternate Reality
Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 3,216 Hit Count: 721 ePub Downloads: 28
Published: November 18, 2006 Updated: November 18, 2006
Summary: Buffy is heartbroken after Spike dies and Sunnydale sinks. She inherits Spike's writing box and discovers she can write to him via mystical means. Superficially inspired after seeing "The Lake House." First Pub. 3 September 2006
Runner up for Best Spike Characterization at Love's Last Glimpse Awards Round 18.
Categories: Post-Series, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Word count: 20,720 Hit Count: 5,525 ePub Downloads: 52
Published: November 08, 2006 Updated: November 08, 2006
Summary: Post-Not Fade Away. Buffy seeks Spike's remains, but then finds him in the most unusal place.
Winner for Best Buffy Characterization at Love's Last Glimpse Awards Round 18. Winner for Best WIP, runner up for Best Angst, Best Buffy Characterization, Best Future Fic at Love's Last Glimpse Awards 2006.
 
Categories: Post-Series, Award Winners, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Charles Gunn, Original Characters, Spike
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Rape (Actual), Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp)
Completed: Yes Chapters: 28 Table of Contents
Word count: 110,038 Hit Count: 46,948 ePub Downloads: 792
Published: February 27, 2015 Updated: February 27, 2015
Summary: Dracula did a bit more than bite. Vamped and with nowhere to go, Buffy turns to her former enemy for help and finds a whole lot more.
Originally written 2004-2005 (best guess); heavily rewritten/revised in 2019
Winner of BtVS Rewritten Award, runner up for Best General 'We Missed the Bed, Again' at the Spuffy Awards Round 8.
Categories: Season 5, Episode Rewrite, Claim, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Charles Gunn, Giles, Riley Finn, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Dramedy, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Sexual Situations, Vampire!Buffy, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 20 Table of Contents
Word count: 64,427 Hit Count: 50,365 ePub Downloads: 657
Published: October 28, 2006 Updated: October 28, 2006
Summary: To celebrate EF's triumphant return!  Originally written for a fagends prompt, this short story celebrates our favorite couple's reunion, post NFA.
 
RUNNER-UP for Best Post-Series Finale Fic, Round 28 of the Sunnydale Awards.  Thank you!
 
Categories: Award Runners-Up, Post-Series
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 1,683 Hit Count: 2,204 ePub Downloads: 74
Published: November 21, 2012 Updated: November 21, 2012
Summary: After clawing her way through her grave, Buffy seeks refuge with Spike…and reacts violently when those who tore her from Heaven attempt to likewise tear her away from her sanctuary.
Winner for Best Episode Stealer at Love's Last Glimpse Awards 2005. Winner for Best Short Story, runner up for BtVS Rewritten Award at the Spuffy Awards Round 7.
Categories: Season 6, Episode Rewrite, Award Winners, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 10,739 Hit Count: 5,975 ePub Downloads: 385
Published: October 28, 2006 Updated: October 28, 2006
Summary: Since the age of five, Buffy has always thought that life couldn’t get any worse. Then it always does. She does what she has to in order to survive. Her only means of sanity and escape are her slayer fantasies in which she is a superhero who always wins the battle...eventually. She goes through life learning that for her there is no happily ever after. Will life prove her right or wrong in the end? (Follows Buffy throughout all of her life and her relationships. Spuffy tones throughout, but it takes time to get there, so it is more so in later chapters.)

Banner created by the always lovely Teragramm!
Winner: Didn't Ask For It Award, Fade to Black Awards 
Runner Up: Sinister Award, Spike Through The Heart Awards
Runner Up: Bleeding Soul Award, Fade to Black Awards

Categories: All Human/Fantasy, Award Winners, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Andrew Wells, Angel, Buffy, Dawn, Giles, Hank Summers, Joyce, Riley Finn, Spike, Tara, Warren Mears, Willow, Xander
Genres: Angst, Dark, Drama
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Buffy/Other (Temp), Character Death, Child Abuse, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp)
Completed: Yes Chapters: 54 Table of Contents
Word count: 118,857 Hit Count: 15,314 ePub Downloads: 104
Published: January 24, 2015 Updated: March 30, 2019
Summary: Buffy is haunted by reoccurring dreams of a lost love and how the first slayer came to be.  In her quest for understanding, she comes across an ancient tome in which she has an unexplainable deep connection to.  Needing to know why and what is locked inside it's pages, she finds herself relying upon some old and unexpected allies for their help.  Yet the question remains, if this book is possibly the key to unlocking a mystery generations in the making, is she prepared to learn the true origin of a slayer's power? 
    

 ~Runner up at the Sunnydale Memorial Awards Round 32 for Best Post Series Finale Fic~
 

 
 
*Amazing banner by Dauntless Grace*
 

Categories: Post-Series, Crossover (AtS), Episode Rewrite, Award Runners-Up
Characters: None
Genres: Action/Adventure, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 18 Table of Contents
Word count: 38,714 Hit Count: 12,158 ePub Downloads: 84
Published: March 27, 2015 Updated: October 27, 2015
Summary: Post Season 5, veers from Canon, but uses elements that were seemingly left discarded by the writers.
Winner for Best General Angst, runner up for Best General Saga at the Spuffy Awards Round 7.
Series: Origins
Categories: Season 5, Season 6, Crossover (AtS), Alternate Reality, Award Winners, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Word count: 131,787 Hit Count: 39,685 ePub Downloads: 1,040
Published: November 11, 2006 Updated: November 11, 2006
Summary: This is a continuation of Origins, and picks up shortly after the end of the first book. What happens to everyone now that Willow is gone from Revello Drive and Angel knows?
Runner up for Best Spike Characterization at the Spuffy Awards Round 8.
Series: Origins
Categories: Season 6, Crossover (AtS), Alternate Reality, Claim, Award Winners, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Character Death, Rape (Actual), Sexual Situations, Torture, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 26 Table of Contents
Word count: 300,160 Hit Count: 62,942 ePub Downloads: 911
Published: November 11, 2006 Updated: May 31, 2007
Summary: AU, everybody human. Spike, Mark, and Johnny head to the small town of Sunnydale California to work on songs for their new album. It should be a nice, quiet place to work, right? Wrong! What they find is a decades old murder and a ghost that haunts their dreams. With the help of three local girls, can they find the murderer before the murderer finds them? *Fancy Me Yours Awards: Best AU Runner-Up* *Fancy Me Yours Awards: Best Original Characters*
Runner up for Best Original Character (Johnny) at Love's Last Glimpse Awards 2005. Winner for Outstanding Original Character (Readers' Choice) at the Spuffy Awards Round 4.
Categories: All Human/Fantasy, Award Winners, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Buffy, Original Characters, Spike, Tara, Willow
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Adult Language, Rape (Actual), Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 24 Table of Contents
Word count: 77,128 Hit Count: 8,700 ePub Downloads: 130
Published: September 23, 2013 Updated: September 23, 2013
Summary: Written for the fag-ends livejournal prompt: "The Raven".  Spike knows Buffy's dead and gone, but somebody (or something) isn't about to let him to forget.
 
RUNNER-UP for BEST ANGST Round 31 of the SunnyD Awards.
 
Categories: Season 5, Season 6, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Spike
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 250 Hit Count: 493 ePub Downloads: 25
Published: July 17, 2015 Updated: July 17, 2015
Summary: Spike finds himself on the wrong side of the law, and Buffy ends up managing his rehabilitation. Unfortunately for both of them, the law just keeps on winning.
 
Challenge response: “Behind Bars” by Laurence Quill, with input from the Shoutbox. Y’all are evil.
 
Goes AU after Something Blue. Gleefully ignores the rest of Season 4 canon, except to score cheap laughs. Warnings for gratuitous bad language, shameless bad jokes, and one bad, bad vampire. Smuttier than planned.
 
Spotify playlist, because I put in lots of obscure song references: Prisoners of Love, Blue Skies Above
 
Thanks to Pfeifferpack for the new banner!
Categories: Season 4, Alternate Reality, Challenge Response, Award Winners, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Anya, Buffy, Giles, Joyce, Original Characters, Spike, Tara, Willow, Xander
Genres: Challenge Response, Fluffy/Comedy, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Challenges: Behind Bars (or something a bit more clever)
Completed: No Chapters: 24 Table of Contents
Word count: 220,946 Hit Count: 25,097 ePub Downloads: 382
Published: June 25, 2015 Updated: September 07, 2020
Summary: Since Spike was seen in LA a few months prior, Wolfram and Hart has taken an interest in the “Slayer of Slayers.”  With their knowledge of his recapture by the Initiative, negotiations began.  Once Buffy discovered the commandos and The Initiative, she was shown their inner-workings. Based on trust, she joined forces, or so she thought.  With Buffy and Spike’s notoriety, Wolfram and Hart saw a lucrative opportunity. Utilizing their skills and ingrained hatred for one another, to showcase them in an underground demon fight club in Los Angeles, where the rich get richer, and only the strongest survive.  Now that the ultimate match has now been set --- Vampire against Slayer, how will a recently un-chipped Spike and Buffy react when they are thrust into the world of ‘The Ring’?
Crossover: BTV and Angel

*****RUNNER UP SunnyD Awards Round 21: Best Episode Re-write*****
 
Categories: Season 1, Season 4, Crossover (AtS), Episode Rewrite, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Fighting
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 19 Table of Contents
Word count: 52,193 Hit Count: 2,647 ePub Downloads: 30
Published: April 01, 2010 Updated: November 05, 2010
Summary: Instead of sending Buffy on to her well-deserved reward, Glory's portal spits Buffy out into Spike's evil past.  Written for Seasonal Spuffy, this story is complete (there will be 20 chapters total).
WARNING:  This is about an EVIL Spike, so he is going to be... evil.  Most of his evil will be committed off-screen, however.
 
RUNNER UP:  STORYTELLER CATEGORY, R12 of the Wicked Awards.
 
Categories: Seasonal Spuffy Entries, Pre-Series, Season 5, Time Travel, Historical, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 20 Table of Contents
Word count: 46,928 Hit Count: 32,690 ePub Downloads: 531
Published: December 08, 2012 Updated: January 31, 2013
Summary: Buffy/Spike again. This story begins in Season 7 shortly after "Showtime" and also goes AU--very AU. The story is complete, with 17 chapters posted.
Winner for Best Saga, Runner up for Best Buffy Characterization at Love's Last Glimpse Round 20.
Categories: Season 7, Alternate Reality, Award Winners, Award Runners-Up
Characters: None
Genres: Action/Adventure, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 17 Table of Contents
Word count: 49,899 Hit Count: 17,639 ePub Downloads: 265
Published: November 13, 2006 Updated: November 13, 2006
Summary: Sequel to Sex and Candy, set in S.5. Months have passed since Spike and Buffy had a one night stand. An upsetting event makes them consider turning to each other again. Can a second time prompt deeper realizations about themselves? Short, smutty, Spuffy.
Categories: Award Runners-Up, Season 5, Alternate Reality, Episode Rewrite
Characters: Buffy, Ensemble, Spike
Genres: Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Buffy/Other (Temp), Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Word count: 21,996 Hit Count: 9,378 ePub Downloads: 435
Published: July 10, 2014 Updated: August 01, 2014
Summary: Set during S.4, episode Who are You? and deviates from there. Riley's unintentional infidelity creates a chain reaction. One act of camaraderie sparks one night of passion between Spike and Buffy. Will be short and smutty. Please read and review.
Categories: Award Runners-Up, Season 4, Alternate Reality, Episode Rewrite, Song Fic
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Word count: 17,541 Hit Count: 10,410 ePub Downloads: 443
Published: June 01, 2014 Updated: June 09, 2014
Summary: When her mother dies, Buffy inherits her art gallery. While poking around in the attic one day, she discovers a strange painting. Learning the identity of the man in the painting becomes her obsession.
Winner for Best Fantasy Fluff Award, Best Fantasy Saga, runner up for Best Fantasy 'We Missed the Bed, Again' at the Spuffy Awards Round 7.
Categories: All Human/Fantasy, Award Winners, Award Runners-Up
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 22 Table of Contents
Word count: 29,540 Hit Count: 13,588 ePub Downloads: 174
Published: November 19, 2006 Updated: November 19, 2006
Summary: Sequel to Sex and Candy and See You on the Flip Side. A one night stand had a repeat performance and reluctant realizations are the midst of crises, can the "enemies with benefits" decide to create some kind of relationship? 
Categories: Season 5, Alternate Reality, Episode Rewrite, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Buffy, Ensemble, Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Buffy/Other (Temp), Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Word count: 49,803 Hit Count: 14,040 ePub Downloads: 421
Published: August 17, 2014 Updated: November 02, 2014
Summary: Set in Season 6, during Life Serial.  Buffy and Spike are sharing a couple of drinks.  How a little drinking game, can bring out the lust between our two favorite characters.

*****RUNNER UP SunnyD Awards Round 21: Best Comedy***** 
Categories: Season 6, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 1,960 Hit Count: 667 ePub Downloads: 39
Published: April 25, 2010 Updated: April 25, 2010
Summary: Season 4, goes AU after Hush. I have taken a few liberties, like our favorite heroine carrying a cell phone a bit early, so please suspend your belief and enjoy.
DISCLAIMER: Joss Whedon, Mutant Enemy and other powerful entities own everything but my plot and warped imaginations. And yes, they own Spike. I've checked. Lucky bastards.
Runner up Best Long Story for at Love's Last Glimpse Awards 2006.
Categories: Season 4, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Word count: 15,597 Hit Count: 3,900 ePub Downloads: 146
Published: November 03, 2006 Updated: November 03, 2006
Summary: Buffy being able to hear Spike's thoughts leads to interesting consequences...
Starts off during 'Earshot', then goes AU from there.
Series: Shared Hearts and Minds
Categories: Season 3, Claim, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Giles, Spike, Wesley
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 19 Table of Contents
Word count: 16,022 Hit Count: 43,525 ePub Downloads: 527
Published: April 23, 2014 Updated: July 31, 2014
Summary: Completely AU. There are people who get inside you. That you love, that you get angry with, but they're still your person. The person who, no matter what they ask, and how much you say no, you will end up doing anything for them. Buffy and William have that kind of relationship as they grow up. Is there anything that can change it?
Categories: Award Runners-Up, Season 1, Season 2, Season 3, Season 4, Alternate Reality, All Human/Fantasy, Award Winners
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Drusilla, Spike, William
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 11 Table of Contents
Word count: 85,120 Hit Count: 8,570 ePub Downloads: 275
Published: May 18, 2014 Updated: July 14, 2014
Summary: Set in the CDN universe...a few months after Buffy's Resurrection. A story about Buffy dating to get over Spike attraction. WIP about to be finished.
Runner up for Best Villain (Roscoe) at Love's Last Glimpse Awards 2006.
Categories: Post-Series, Alternate Reality, Award Runners-Up
Characters: None
Genres: Action/Adventure, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Word count: 33,381 Hit Count: 1,130 ePub Downloads: 41
Published: November 30, 2006 Updated: December 01, 2006
Summary: Fantasy AU.. When Princess Elizabeth is forced into an arranged marriage, true love gets in the way when her intended Husbands 'page' is sent to retrieve her.
Runner up for Best Fantasy at Love's Last Glimpse Awards 2005.
Categories: Historical, All Human/Fantasy, Award Runners-Up
Characters: None
Genres: Action/Adventure, Romance
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 24 Table of Contents
Word count: 79,547 Hit Count: 20,404 ePub Downloads: 184
Published: November 27, 2006 Updated: November 27, 2006
Summary: Five months after the events of "Chosen," a still grieving Buffy must follow a time-travelling demon back to 1997 (circa Season 2) Sunnydale to prevent him from destroying the timeline--and try not to destroy it herself in the process.
Winner for Best Romance, Runner up for Best Future Fic at Love's Last Glimpse Awards 2004. Winner for Best Buffy Characterization (Readers' Choice), Best General Long Fiction (Judges' Choice), Judges' Pick at the Spuffy Awards Round 5.
Categories: Season 2, Post-Series, Award Winners, Award Runners-Up
Characters: None
Genres: Action/Adventure, Drama, Romance
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 13 Table of Contents
Word count: 52,875 Hit Count: 73,667 ePub Downloads: 1,774
Published: November 14, 2006 Updated: November 14, 2006
Summary: It's sometime after "As You Were" and "Hell's Bells." Buffy and Spike's relationship is apparently over. But the Slayer has been having strange dreams, and I'm a romantic, so things go AU immediately. The story is complete, with 23 chapters posted. I've also added a few epilogues.
Runner up for Best Saga at Love's Last Glimpse Awards Round 18.
Categories: Season 6, Alternate Reality, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 27 Table of Contents
Word count: 285,740 Hit Count: 26,386 ePub Downloads: 506
Published: November 13, 2006 Updated: November 13, 2006