Summary: "Did I request thee, Maker, from my clay to mold me man? Did I solicit thee from darkness to promote me?" - Paradise Lost
No one is born evil. Monsters are created from lived experience. In this S4 rewrite, Buffy comes face to face with two would be monsters: Spike and Adam. But is it possible that they are not as evil as they first appeared? Can a monster ever change into a man?
Penname: cloudstarmoonsky
Real Name: Cloud
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Member Since: April 30, 2015
Last Active: August 02, 2023
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Last Active: August 02, 2023
Membership Status: Member
Skin: simple
I'm a university age girl, and I have loved Buffy for a very long time. Like at least 10 years. I don't know how many times I've rewatched it. It holds a very special place in my heart. And obviously my favourite pairing is Spuffy (though there are many others I also like). I only got into fanfiction recently, but I really like EF and I am happy to have posted my very first Spuffy fic here!
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None Artists: None
Categories: Season 4, Alternate Reality, Episode Rewrite, Challenge Response
Characters: Anya, Buffy, Ensemble, Giles, Joyce, Riley Finn, Spike, Tara, William, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Fighting
Warnings: Adult Language, Rape (Implied), Torture (Physical), Violence
Challenges: Sympathetic Adam (Author's Choice of Name) , Humans and Evil (Author's Choice of Name)
Event: 2015 Challenge Month
Completed: No Chapters: 60 Table of Contents
Word count: 185,081 Hit Count: 76,598 ePub Downloads: 412
Published: October 21, 2015 Updated: March 11, 2018
Characters: Anya, Buffy, Ensemble, Giles, Joyce, Riley Finn, Spike, Tara, William, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Fighting
Warnings: Adult Language, Rape (Implied), Torture (Physical), Violence
Challenges: Sympathetic Adam (Author's Choice of Name) , Humans and Evil (Author's Choice of Name)
Event: 2015 Challenge Month
Completed: No Chapters: 60 Table of Contents
Word count: 185,081 Hit Count: 76,598 ePub Downloads: 412
Published: October 21, 2015 Updated: March 11, 2018
Summary: After Buffy's death, her friends are left to try and pick up the pieces. But can they ever rise from the ashes again and know happiness? This story starts in the summer between S5 & S6 and will go on to be a S6 rewrite.
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None Artists: None
Categories: Season 6
Characters: Anya, Buffy, Dawn, Ensemble, Giles, Spike, Tara, Willow, Xander
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Character Death
Event: Artistic Anniversary Challenge 2016
Completed: No Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 1,713 Hit Count: 552 ePub Downloads: 9
Published: November 11, 2016 Updated: November 11, 2016
Characters: Anya, Buffy, Dawn, Ensemble, Giles, Spike, Tara, Willow, Xander
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Character Death
Event: Artistic Anniversary Challenge 2016
Completed: No Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 1,713 Hit Count: 552 ePub Downloads: 9
Published: November 11, 2016 Updated: November 11, 2016
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Summary: Dawn throws a Christmas party. Buffy is not happy about it, because it means seeing a certain bloodsucker she's been trying to avoid ever since they kissed. He shows up, and angst ensues.
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None Artists: None
Categories: Season 6, Alternate Reality, Episode Rewrite, Holiday Fic
Characters: Buffy, Dawn, Ensemble, Spike
Genres: Angst
Warnings: None
Event: 2015 Holiday Challenge
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 4,027 Hit Count: 871 ePub Downloads: 29
Published: December 06, 2015 Updated: December 06, 2015
Characters: Buffy, Dawn, Ensemble, Spike
Genres: Angst
Warnings: None
Event: 2015 Holiday Challenge
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 4,027 Hit Count: 871 ePub Downloads: 29
Published: December 06, 2015 Updated: December 06, 2015