Summary: Buffy woke up the same way she always did these days, a blank alertness overtaking sleep, without the harsh interjection of an alarm clock whisking her into action, without the dying whispers of a dream urging her to stay. Neither sudden nor gradual, instead it felt inevitable — like birth; yet always decidedly out of place. What was life after death in a nutshell, if not that?
(Early season 6 AU story with a canon opening and a happy Spuffy ending.)
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Season 6, Alternate Reality
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Suicide, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 5
Word count: 9,069 Hit Count: 4,713 ePub Downloads: 26
Published: May 27, 2017 Updated: January 09, 2018


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Story Notes: Disclaimer: All publicly recognizable characters, settings, etc. are the property of their respective owners. The original characters and plot are the property of the author. The author is in no way associated with the owners, creators, or producers of any media franchise. No copyright infringement is intended.
Author's Note: Though I wrote this as a story of hope (and believe it is), please note trigger warning for depression and suicide ideation. This story is rated a solid R. This story completes in 4 chapters plus an epilogue.
My deepest thanks to the amazing beta team consisting of All4Spike, darkheartwalsh, il_mio_capitano, freecat15, and rahirah, who went above and beyond the duties of beta readers, helped me reality check sensitive content and pushed me to break through my comfort zone as a writer. Thank you!

1. Chapter 1 by feliciacraft - Likes: 11 Comments: 12 Word Count: 2,064 Hit Count: 1,302 Published: May 27, 2017

2. Chapter 2 by feliciacraft - Likes: 10 Comments: 8 Word Count: 980 Hit Count: 934 Published: May 29, 2017

3. Chapter 3 by feliciacraft - Likes: 7 Comments: 9 Word Count: 2,380 Hit Count: 873 Published: September 29, 2017

4. Chapter 4 by feliciacraft - Likes: 11 Comments: 10 Word Count: 2,112 Hit Count: 897 Published: October 04, 2017

I’d like to once again thank my extraordinary beta team: All4Spike, rahirah, il-mio-capitano, DHW, and freecat15, who went above and beyond the usual duties of beta reading to help me navigate writing about such a sensitive topic.

 

5. Chapter 5 by feliciacraft - Likes: 13 Comments: 8 Word Count: 1,533 Hit Count: 707 Published: January 09, 2018