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Summary: Buffy Summers has never been normal. Since birth, she's been able to see the world through another person's eyes. It just so happens to be the eyes of the world's most vicious vampire, Spike - aka, William the Bloody. To Spike, Buffy is a normal teenage girl with a few rough patches that landed her on the wrong side of the tracks. To Buffy, Spike is a regular Joe in love with a crazy chick. What happens when the newly activated Slayer moves to Sunnydale, falls for Spike's worst enemy, and finally meets the man behind the visions, only to find out he's a master vampire looking for a cure for his vampire love, Drusilla, and the head of the Slayer? In other words, her head. A story of a Slayer and vampire desperate to look beyond who they are individually for something their destined for together.
Inspired by Joss Whedon's movie, In Your Eyes, this is a challenge response by SoaringClaws.
Rated R for violence, sexual themes, sexual scenes, and language. Warnings will be displayed in the chapter notes when deemed necessary.
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Pre-Series, Season 1, Season 2, Alternate Reality, Challenge Response
Characters: Buffy, Ensemble, Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Dramedy, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Buffy/Other (Temp), Character Death, Rape (Actual), Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp)
Challenges: In Your Eyes
Event: 2015 Challenge Month
Completed: Yes Chapters: 32
Word count: 151,037 Hit Count: 69,067 ePub Downloads: 758
Published: October 01, 2015 Updated: January 25, 2016


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Story Notes: A lot of this story is "pre-series", so I am trying to capture him as his purely evil side. Spike clearly says in season 7 that Buffy got off easy with him when he arrived to Sunnydale to kill her, so I wanted to take that and see what he'd be like as a sadistic, evil vampire with no remorse for his victims, while still capturing a softer side because of the mental connection he has with Buffy. The connection with Buffy confuses him a lot, and you and I both know that when Spike is confused or distraught, he tends to go on a rampage or go off killing or something to prove his is still the "Big Bad". Depending on content, I may have to change the rating to NC-17. For now, R should be fine.
Disclaimer: All publicly recognizable characters, settings, etc. are the property of their respective owners. The original characters and plot are the property of the author. The author is in no way associated with the owners, creators, or producers of any media franchise. No copyright infringement is intended.

1. Prologue by -Ash- - Likes: 26 Comments: 25 Word Count: 5,086 Hit Count: 6,961 Published: October 01, 2015

2. Chapter 1 by -Ash- - Likes: 16 Comments: 10 Word Count: 4,380 Hit Count: 2,712 Published: October 02, 2015

Warning: There is a vivid description of Spike killing his victim. It has a psychological ick-factor to it, as well.

3. Chapter 2 by -Ash- - Likes: 15 Comments: 11 Word Count: 4,419 Hit Count: 2,618 Published: October 04, 2015

4. Chapter 3 by -Ash- - Likes: 17 Comments: 12 Word Count: 3,641 Hit Count: 2,564 Published: October 05, 2015

WARNING: Graphic sexual description of Spike and a victim. You can skip over his pov and not miss much. 

5. Chapter 4 by -Ash- - Likes: 13 Comments: 7 Word Count: 3,803 Hit Count: 2,374 Published: October 07, 2015

6. Chapter 5 by -Ash- - Likes: 18 Comments: 12 Word Count: 4,933 Hit Count: 2,300 Published: October 12, 2015

7. Chapter 6 by -Ash- - Likes: 17 Comments: 10 Word Count: 3,844 Hit Count: 2,990 Published: October 14, 2015

8. Chapter 7 by -Ash- - Likes: 14 Comments: 7 Word Count: 4,025 Hit Count: 2,255 Published: October 17, 2015

Author's Note: Thank you to whoever nominated me for Author of the Month! I am so honored! :) *hugs*

9. Chapter 8 by -Ash- - Likes: 16 Comments: 8 Word Count: 3,198 Hit Count: 2,133 Published: October 18, 2015

10. Chapter 9 by -Ash- - Likes: 19 Comments: 11 Word Count: 4,257 Hit Count: 2,164 Published: October 19, 2015

Dialogue used from Viva Las Buffy! (comic)

11. Chapter 10 by -Ash- - Likes: 19 Comments: 11 Word Count: 4,321 Hit Count: 2,095 Published: October 20, 2015

Dialogue taken from Viva Las Buffy! and Slayer, Interrupted (comic). IMPORTANT DISCLAIMER!!: The hormone strenogen is completely fictional. I made it up as a biological explanation for Slayer abilities. Diazepam is a real drug. Please do not take diazepam without consulting your physician first or having a valid prescription.

12. Chapter 11 by -Ash- - Likes: 22 Comments: 12 Word Count: 4,891 Hit Count: 2,124 Published: October 21, 2015

Dialogue taken from Slayer, Interrupted (comic). Quote from Grey's Anatomy. WARNING: Sexual description with Spike & Drusilla.

13. Chapter 12 by -Ash- - Likes: 23 Comments: 12 Word Count: 4,528 Hit Count: 1,982 Published: October 24, 2015

14. Chapter 13 by -Ash- - Likes: 22 Comments: 11 Word Count: 3,958 Hit Count: 1,905 Published: October 25, 2015

15. Chapter 14 by -Ash- - Likes: 19 Comments: 7 Word Count: 6,262 Hit Count: 1,990 Published: October 27, 2015

Warning: Slight blood play with Drusilla involving her food. Ick.

16. Chapter 15 by -Ash- - Likes: 18 Comments: 13 Word Count: 7,271 Hit Count: 2,056 Published: October 31, 2015

Special thanks to Sunalso for the medical advice in this chapter! You're awesome. (:

Happy Halloween Everyone! & happy birthday to my mom! I'm currently watching "Insidious Ch. 3" and dying. ):

17. Chapter 16 by -Ash- - Likes: 26 Comments: 16 Word Count: 4,541 Hit Count: 2,007 Published: November 01, 2015

18. Chapter 17 by -Ash- - Likes: 17 Comments: 8 Word Count: 3,071 Hit Count: 1,935 Published: November 07, 2015

Thank you to whoever nominated me for Author of the Month! This is the second month in a row I've been nominated! This chapter covers "Welcome to the Hellmouth".

19. Chapter 18 by -Ash- - Likes: 18 Comments: 10 Word Count: 3,942 Hit Count: 1,834 Published: November 11, 2015

Excuse any errors. With NaNoWriMo I am not checking my errors. Special thanks to pfeifferpack for changing my pename on here to -Ash-

20. Chapter 19 by -Ash- - Likes: 17 Comments: 9 Word Count: 3,607 Hit Count: 1,825 Published: November 18, 2015

This chapter covers "The Harvest".

21. Chapter 20 by -Ash- - Likes: 23 Comments: 12 Word Count: 4,639 Hit Count: 1,878 Published: November 21, 2015

22. Chapter 21 by -Ash- - Likes: 19 Comments: 9 Word Count: 5,940 Hit Count: 1,822 Published: November 24, 2015

Now that we're off-canon, I'll post mini summaries to kinda give you a glance at what's ahead. Thanks to SoaringClaws for the awesome banner! Hopefully I'm doing your challenge justice! <3

Summary: After Buffy's secret causes tension between her and "William", she seeks out the help of Giles to find out if it's something she can get rid of. Meanwhile, Spike is on a mission to prove that his humanity is not a handicap, but at a deadly cost.

*** WARNING: Graphic description of rape, murder and blood play in the end of this chapter. ***

23. Chapter 22 by -Ash- - Likes: 21 Comments: 11 Word Count: 3,408 Hit Count: 1,741 Published: November 25, 2015

Summary: Buffy does everything she can to avoid confronting what happened between her and Spike. Willow and Giles cast a spell to get rid of Buffy's visions that goes disastrously wrong.

24. Chapter 23 by -Ash- - Likes: 19 Comments: 9 Word Count: 6,214 Hit Count: 1,866 Published: November 27, 2015

I must say, this chapter was fun to write. Also, I've decided to do something fun: I will be listing Continuity's and Arc Significances in end notes just for fun :) I love reading those on Wikipedia and Wiki for Buffy stories.

Summary: Spike (in Buffy's body) must play Slayer and follow a lead about the Master from Angel. Willow teams up with Spike to switch their bodies back before Giles finds out. Meanwhile, Buffy (in Spike's body) learns the real reason why Spike is in Sunnydale.

25. Chapter 24 by -Ash- - Likes: 19 Comments: 10 Word Count: 4,193 Hit Count: 1,743 Published: December 02, 2015

Obviously my goal to be finished with this fic in November was a bust, but that's okay! 

Summary:  Buffy's date with Angel is interrupted while Spike learns more about his sister, Meredith.

26. Chapter 25 by -Ash- - Likes: 17 Comments: 10 Word Count: 5,786 Hit Count: 1,770 Published: December 07, 2015

Wow! Final 5 chapters coming up! Amazing! Couple of announcements to make:

  • I will be making a post-BYM story consisting of how Buffy and Spike's connection guides them through the next 7 years.
  • With that being said, my Charmed-Crossover story is in season 7 and centers around Decemebr 23rd's holiday Roots Day. Would you like me to write my Charmed-Crossover story in the BYMverse, or not? Please let me know!

Summary: Spike and Buffy race against the clock to protect Dawn and Joyce from a vampire-intruder known to them only as "A". Buffy learns about Angel's true form, and is not happy about it. Bonus points to whoever can figure out the banter between Spike and Drusilla (hint: actually has nothing to do with Dawn, it just worked out that way).

27. Chapter 26 by -Ash- - Likes: 16 Comments: 10 Word Count: 5,499 Hit Count: 1,617 Published: December 08, 2015

I got signed out so this is my second update attempt....

WARNING: Violence

Summary: Buffy still races against the clock to save Dawn and her mother while Giles finds out more about Angel's past, and Spike reconnects with a part of his human life he thought he left behind in the 1800s.

28. Chapter 27 by -Ash- - Likes: 16 Comments: 7 Word Count: 4,366 Hit Count: 1,696 Published: December 09, 2015

This is like a filler chapter, so I'm sorry if it's not action packed or anything... 

Summary: Buffy and Spike have a small blow out ending in potentially deadly consequences. Giles tells Buffy that she must reveal her secret to her mother.

29. Chapter 28 by -Ash- - Likes: 11 Comments: 7 Word Count: 4,505 Hit Count: 1,563 Published: December 27, 2015

Enjoy guys. I'm glad to be back. I need to get back to writing. I need an escape from reality for a while!

Summary: Buffy and Spike realize just how close they really are to each other. Meredith reveals some terrifying news to Buffy while Angel ends up in the hands of the Master.

30. Chapter 29 by -Ash- - Likes: 11 Comments: 5 Word Count: 4,570 Hit Count: 1,428 Published: January 16, 2016

I'm working on Chapter 30 now, so for now enjoy this! :)

Summary: Angel searches for Spike to exchange his life for Buffy’s; meanwhile the gang prepares for Drusilla’s ritual back to health. Buffy doubts her abilities as Slayer.

31. Chapter 30 by -Ash- - Likes: 12 Comments: 8 Word Count: 6,491 Hit Count: 1,341 Published: January 21, 2016

So, this is the last chapter of Between You and Me. I will be uploading an Epilogue (a chapter 31 essentially) to wrap up what happens! Thank you to everyone who has supported me since October, nominated me for author of the month so many times because of this story, and helped keep me on track! You all are awesome! I will be making a short-story involving the years following this story!

Summary: In this explosive finale, Buffy struggles to remain true to her firm “no-Slaying” mantra in the midst of a demonic abduction, a rising prophecy, and a magical ritual… all with their own potentially fatal consequences. 

32. Chapter 31 by -Ash- - Likes: 18 Comments: 10 Word Count: 7,448 Hit Count: 1,778 Published: January 25, 2016

I think I might cry. Between you and me is now over. But I am going to write a short-story the tells the years between the end of this epilogue! I hope you guys aren't too upset about the ending. I was hoping to throw you for a loop!!! :)

Summary: Buffy arrives in a familiar place with very familiar faces, and she is forced to make several choices about her future, and the future between her and Spike.