Stories
Summary: Sometimes changes come about whether you want them to or not. And growing up is the hardest change of all. Twelve-year-old Spike and Buffy spend the last day of summer learning that it's all about to be different.
Runner up for Best Short Story at the Spuffy Awards Round 8.
Categories: All Human/Fantasy, Award Runners-Up
Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 3,454 Hit Count: 492 ePub Downloads: 24
Published: November 13, 2006 Updated: November 13, 2006
Summary: A Christmas gift. Warm hands. Hot toddies. Songs
of praise. Holly and mistletoe. Fresh snow and church bells.
What more could a Slayer ask for?
Runner up for Best William Fic at Love's Last Glimpse Awards 2005.
Categories: Season 7, Holiday Fic, Award Runners-Up
Characters: None
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Word count: 8,300 Hit Count: 2,335 ePub Downloads: 82
Published: November 21, 2006 Updated: November 21, 2006
Summary: Ever wonder what would have happened if Spike hadn't lost the Gem of Amarra to Buffy?  If he'd won that fight instead?  Warning, this story starts out very dark.  Evil vampire, after all.
 
WINNER at the SunnyD Awards Round 27 for Best Angst, Runner-Up for Best NC-17 and Best Conventional Pairing. THANK YOU to all who voted!
 
Categories: Award Runners-Up, Season 4, Season 5, Season 6, Season 7, Alternate Reality, Award Winners
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Buffy/Other (Temp), Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Torture, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 73 Table of Contents
Word count: 231,178 Hit Count: 110,018 ePub Downloads: 987
Published: May 05, 2012 Updated: September 28, 2012
Summary: Sequel to "A Very Joan and Randy Christmas." Valentine's Day is coming up, and the gang is planning hearts and flowers ... but what's that about demon eggs? Fluffy Spuffy rewrite of "As You Were," or as I think of it, "the episode that never happened."
PG-13
Categories: Award Runners-Up, Season 6
Characters: None
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy, Romance
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 3,162 Hit Count: 414 ePub Downloads: 17
Published: November 19, 2006 Updated: November 19, 2006
Summary: As the Slayer, Buffy Summers is certain she hates the vampire Spike. But when an enchanted book pulls her into a world where she's Lady Elizabeth Summers, trapped on the ship of famed pirate William the Bloody, things start to look a little different…
Winner for Best General 'We Missed the Bed, Again', Best General Fluff, runner up for Best General Humor at the Spuffy Awards Round 8.
Categories: Season 5, Alternate Reality, Time Travel, All Human/Fantasy, Claim, Award Winners, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Angelus, Anya, Buffy, Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Fluffy/Comedy, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 27 Table of Contents
Word count: 63,176 Hit Count: 28,385 ePub Downloads: 489
Published: November 12, 2006 Updated: November 12, 2006
Summary: What if Buffy had realised earlier that Riley just wasn't the one for her?
Runner up for Best General Fluff at the Spuffy Awards Round 8.
Categories: Season 4, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Andrew Wells, Jonathan Levinson
Genres: Challenge Response, Porn w/o Plot
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Word count: 18,201 Hit Count: 7,033 ePub Downloads: 226
Published: November 17, 2006 Updated: November 17, 2006
Summary: The stake slipped from her fingers, and she had to take a deep breath to stave off the dizziness descending on her like a hood over her head. "You—I thought you were dead." A reunion in New York City. Set post-NFA, spoilers for all of BtVS and AtS. (Completed August 2005)
Winner for Best PWP, runner up for Best Future Fic at Love's Last Glimpse Awards Round 18.
Categories: Post-Series, Award Winners, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 9,901 Hit Count: 2,463 ePub Downloads: 128
Published: September 17, 2013 Updated: September 17, 2013
Summary: Buffy, Spike and the entire gang are seniors in high school. When Buffy and Spike discover that their respective counter parts (Dru and Angel) have been macking on each other their heartbroken and decide to get them back by making them jealous. How is that achieved, by pretending to be an item, problem is that every one in the high school know that Spike and Buffy HATE each other. How will they convince them? Inspired in the movie "Addicted to Love".
Runner up for Best Fantasy Long Fiction at the Spuffy Awards Round 1. Winner for Best Fantasy 'We Missed the Bed, Again', Best Fantasy Saga at the Spuffy Awards Round 2.
Categories: All Human/Fantasy, Award Winners, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 12 Table of Contents
Word count: 155,434 Hit Count: 11,892 ePub Downloads: 300
Published: November 23, 2006 Updated: November 23, 2006
Summary: When the Watchers' Council intervenes in her life, Buffy finds herself living on Cleveland's Hellmouth. Slaying vampires, rebelling against her controlling Watcher, and clinging desperately to any semblance of a normal life keeps her going until she finds what she needs in the last place she would have expected. Buffy's story from the Wishverse. Spike/Buffy.
Betaed by the fantastic All4Spike. Gorgeous banner by pfeifferpack.
Nominated at Round 31 the SunnyD Memorial Awards for Best Author, Best Angst, Best Alternate Universe, Best Original Character, and Best Spike Characterization. 




Winner of Best Alternate Universe at the Round 31 SunnyD Awards! Runner up Best Spuffy Angst and Best Unfinished. 
Categories: Season 1, Season 2, Season 3, Alternate Reality, Award Winners, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Character Death, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp)
Completed: No Chapters: 47 Table of Contents
Word count: 188,679 Hit Count: 48,114 ePub Downloads: 565
Published: July 11, 2014 Updated: March 11, 2017
Summary: Mid-Season 3, Buffy has to stop an apocalypse in a really icky way. Then again, Spike's back in town and has just the stuff she needs...
Originally published in 2003, revised in '07 for my site relaunch. Winner of five awards, including "The Ultimate PWP" @ FMYA Ultimates, "Best Long (Runner Up)" @ LLGAs, and "Best Smut (Runner Up)" @ the Spuffies and Sugar Awards.
Categories: Award Runners-Up, Season 3, Award Winners
Characters: Buffy, Ensemble, Spike
Genres: Dramedy, Fighting, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Word count: 10,347 Hit Count: 6,717 ePub Downloads: 205
Published: September 27, 2007 Updated: September 27, 2007
Summary: Following on from the end of As You Were. Spike, devastated by Buffy's rejection, finds solace in a bottle shared with Anya and finds his unlife turned completely on its head. He finds that vengeance might not be for losers after all as he is thrust into the opportunity of a lifetime. But can he convince Buffy to take the risk?
Winner for Best Buffy Characterization, runner up for Best General Long Fiction at the Spuffy Awards Round 7.
Categories: Season 6, Time Travel, Award Winners, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Angel, Angelus, Anya, Drusilla, Ethan Rayne, Giles, Jenny Calendar, Xander
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Rape (Actual), Sexual Situations, Torture, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 24 Table of Contents
Word count: 122,451 Hit Count: 36,372 ePub Downloads: 592
Published: November 17, 2006 Updated: November 17, 2006
Summary: NC-17 (You MUST be 17 to read this story. THIS IS YOUR WARNING)
Summary: AU- Both are human. Buffy is a prostitute and Spike is a D.A. They meet and spend a rainy night together in Los Angeles. The encounter leaves them both changed people...Not a PWP.
Runner up for Best PWP at Love's Last Glimpse Awards 2004. Winner for Best Short Story at the Spuffy Awards Round 2.
Series: The Fallen Angel Series
Categories: All Human/Fantasy, Award Winners, Award Runners-Up
Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 9,174 Hit Count: 663 ePub Downloads: 27
Published: November 16, 2006 Updated: November 16, 2006
Summary: Druscilla followed Angel into hell. Buffy did leave, but never went back to Sunnydale, due to an unforeseen circumstance of that day. Now known as Anne, she lives in a small town, outside of Tombstone, Arizona working as a stripper. Spike finds her. What secrets does she have to tell, and can they get beyond the pain of the past to start a future together? *Spuffy Awards Rnd 1: Best General Angst Runner-Up* *Spuffy Awards Rnd 1: Best Original Character Runner-Up (Mark)*
Categories: Award Runners-Up, Season 2, Baby Fic
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Character Death, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 20 Table of Contents
Word count: 67,644 Hit Count: 18,362 ePub Downloads: 309
Published: September 22, 2013 Updated: September 22, 2013
Summary: Buffy Summers, a human girl terrorized by the horrors of the supernatural, has finally been robbed of everything she ever held dear.  It is the last straw.  In a desperate attempt to save herself and seek justice for the wrongs dealt to her loved ones, Buffy makes a contract with a demon for help and protection.  However, this demon isn't ready to be ordered around, having put his own demons to rest long ago and had thought he was free of the obligation.  Until now.  Will it end up being the terrible mistake everyone warned her against, or will Buffy and Spike come to realize something bigger is at stake?
Winner at Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards Round 21 for Best Angst, Best Drama, Best NC-17, Best Plot, Best Unfinished, and Runner-up for Best Pairing Conventional
Categories: Award Runners-Up, Alternate Reality, Award Winners
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Fighting, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 34 Table of Contents
Word count: 114,848 Hit Count: 37,060 ePub Downloads: 706
Published: April 29, 2010 Updated: June 28, 2011
Summary: Buffy asks Spike to help her with her Thanksgiving dinner, and is determined to keep Xander’s prophecy the previous year of a “new tradition” from coming true. The PTB, unfortunately, have other ideas. Season 5: No Glory, Riley, or Dawn.
Runner up for Best Long Story at Love's Last Glimpse Awards 2005.
Categories: Season 5, Alternate Reality, Holiday Fic, Claim, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Word count: 25,241 Hit Count: 10,022 ePub Downloads: 324
Published: October 28, 2006 Updated: October 28, 2006
Summary: The gypsies cursed the wrong vampire, and by the time they rectify their mistake, Spike has been fundamentally altered. Now, the Slayer needs help stopping the apocalypse, and there's only one man for the job. Of course, he's not real interested in taking it. Begins around Becoming, Part 2.
Runner up for Best WIP at Love's Last Glimpse Awards 2005. Winner for Best Saga, Runner up for Best Buffy Characterization at Love's Last Glimpse Awards Round 18. Winner for Best Saga, Best Buffy Characterization at Love's Last Glimpse Awards 2006.
Categories: Season 3, Award Winners, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Drama, Romance
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 42 Table of Contents
Word count: 130,160 Hit Count: 60,876 ePub Downloads: 709
Published: November 19, 2006 Updated: November 19, 2006
Summary: Spike and Buffy stuck together for Christmas... (Season 4, post-"Hush")
Runner up for Best General Fluff Award at the Spuffy Awards Round 7.
Categories: Season 4, Holiday Fic, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Buffy, Giles, Joyce, Spike
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 12 Table of Contents
Word count: 36,139 Hit Count: 10,222 ePub Downloads: 238
Published: November 10, 2006 Updated: November 10, 2006
Summary: Spike's return to Sunnydale, version 3,892. Nobody's rolling out the welcome mat ... but someone has got a little surprise for him.
Winner for Best Spike Characterization, runner up for Best Angst at Love's Last Glimpse Round 20. Winner for Best General Saga (Judges' Choice) at the Spuffy Awards Round 4.
Categories: Season 6, Award Winners, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language
Completed: Yes Chapters: 21 Table of Contents
Word count: 74,733 Hit Count: 6,830 ePub Downloads: 170
Published: November 19, 2006 Updated: November 19, 2006
Summary: Buffy returns from the dead haunted by a little girl in a cave crying out for her, needing her. Unsure of where or when the child Kaia is from, she turns to Willow for help to contact her. Willow goes one step further, sending Buffy into the past. Now she has to find her way home. Can Spike find her before something terrible happens?

 
Nominated at Rogue Poet Awards in Best WIP and Best Plot and Spuffy Awards for Best Original Plot, Best General Angst, and Best General Romance, Fang Fetish Awards round 11 for Most Original, Best Angst/Dark, SunnyD Awards for Best Author/Best Drama/Best Angst/Best OC (Groma)/Best Plot/Best Unfinished (whew! and Thanks!), and The Readers Have Chosen site for their July fanfic poll. AND Spark and Burn, Reader's Choice RD 6: Best Plot, Best Angst, Best OC - Groma, Best Villain - Kahn. YAY!

The fabulous beta job on these chapters were performed by Sotia, DragonflyLady, and PaganBaby. I would have been lost without them.
***Awards Won***


Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards Round 18

-Best Drama - Spuffy, Winner

-Best Angst - Runner Up

-Best Original Character, Groma - Runner Up
Categories: Award Winners, Season 6, Alternate Reality, Time Travel, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Buffy, Dawn, Giles, Spike, Tara, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Child Abuse, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 28 Table of Contents
Word count: 48,680 Hit Count: 2,094 ePub Downloads: 26
Published: May 24, 2009 Updated: January 05, 2010
Summary: After the death of her first love, Buffy Summers swore to never give her heart to another. But with the addition of an unwelcome houseguest into her life, Buffy begins to realize she may have to rethink that vow... (All-human AU)
Categories: Award Winners, All Human/Fantasy, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst, Drama, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp)
Completed: Yes Chapters: 72 Table of Contents
Word count: 170,354 Hit Count: 32,176 ePub Downloads: 294
Published: November 10, 2006 Updated: November 13, 2006
Summary: Post NFA - Before the Powers that Be withdrew from the playing fields, they made one last move with their favorite pawns - leaving Angel to clean up their mess. Co-written with Liliaeth
Runner up for Best Crossover at Love's Last Glimpse Awards Round 18.
Categories: Post-Series, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Connor, Dawn, Drusilla, Giles, Charles Gunn, Original Characters, Spike, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Character Death, Child Abuse, Sexual Situations, Torture, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 66 Table of Contents
Word count: 174,247 Hit Count: 14,241 ePub Downloads: 94
Published: November 19, 2006 Updated: October 27, 2016
Summary: Dark futurefic. Buffy has been missing for several years. When Spike goes to find her, he’s in for a very deep shock.
Runner up for Best Angst, Best Future Fic at Love's Last Glimpse Awards 2006.
Categories: Post-Series, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst, Drama, Porn w/ Plot
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Sexual Situations, Taboo, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Word count: 7,127 Hit Count: 2,370 ePub Downloads: 63
Published: November 01, 2006 Updated: November 01, 2006
Summary: Buffy and Spike died miserable and alone. Dawn is going to fix that. So what if she has to break the laws of physics and the temporal prime directive to do it?
Categories: Season 4, Season 5, Challenge Response, Time Travel, Award Winners, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Buffy, Dawn, Spike
Genres: Challenge Response, Drama, POV, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 76 Table of Contents
Word count: 395,347 Hit Count: 108,311 ePub Downloads: 1,104
Published: November 09, 2014 Updated: May 30, 2016
Summary: Before 'Lover's Walk' is over, Spike and Buffy get drunk, pass out, and wake up in a curious predicament. Who's to blame? Trick, the Mayor, hairy demons, Jack Daniels? Who cares? They're naked!
Originally published in 2002. Winner of fourteen awards, including "Year's Best Comedy" @ LLGAs, "Best Comedy" @ SoGAs, "Outstanding NC-17" @ FMYAs, "Best Sex", "Judge's Choice" @ FFAs, and "Best Rough & Tumble" @ IMAs.
Categories: Award Runners-Up, Season 3, Award Winners
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Faith, Spike
Genres: Challenge Response, Fighting, Fluffy/Comedy, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Word count: 14,192 Hit Count: 4,662 ePub Downloads: 186
Published: September 27, 2007 Updated: November 19, 2007
Summary: A long series exploring the ramifications of love, loss, and belonging. Spike leaves after "Dead Things," wanting nothing more than to get Buffy out of his head. Wesley's still an independent contractor after the events of "Loyalty." And Buffy's still living in the land of denial.
Runner up for Best Crossover at Love's Last Glimpse Awards 2006.
Series: Cast Me Not Away
Categories: Season 6, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Drama, Romance
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 31 Table of Contents
Word count: 142,004 Hit Count: 24,535 ePub Downloads: 325
Published: November 23, 2006 Updated: November 23, 2006
Summary: Marriage is a winding road filled with many bumps and ruts.  Buffy and Will Pratt’s marriage was no different.  Until one day, they came across a bump they weren’t able to navigate around.  This “bump” changed their relationship from one of understanding and passion into one filled with misconceptions and strife.  In the end, not wanting to hurt Will and herself any longer, Buffy decided the only way to stop the pain was to move on.  The one thing she didn’t anticipate with this decision—was she truly able to move on when she still loved and desired the one thing that she was trying to get past?


Winner at Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards Round 23 for Best Unfinished, and Runner-up for Best Pairing Conventional and Best Plot
 
Categories: Alternate Reality, All Human/Fantasy, Award Winners, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 18 Table of Contents
Word count: 56,710 Hit Count: 5,165 ePub Downloads: 75
Published: December 29, 2010 Updated: September 01, 2011
Summary: When the Council approaches Buffy with an offer she can't refuse, she finds herself in another world, with Spike as her necessary partner. Set early Season 5.
Winner for Best General Saga at the Spuffy Awards Round 2. Winner for Outstanding Original Character (Readers' Choice) at the Spuffy Awards Round 3.
 
Categories: Season 5, Season 6, Alternate Reality, Award Winners, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 52 Table of Contents
Word count: 222,806 Hit Count: 55,030 ePub Downloads: 839
Published: November 14, 2006 Updated: November 14, 2006
Summary: Four years after the gang helped Sunnydale perform its swan dive into Hell, a terrifying new enemy emerges from an unexpected quarter.  As secrets are revealed and old friends are reunited, the greatest Apocalypse of all looms ever closer.  Will they manage to save the day one last time?
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Judge's Pick at the 2010 Cover to Cover Buffy Awards for "Best Epic." Runner up for Best Original Character (Nurse Nancy Stark) at Love's Last Glimpse Round 20.
Categories: Post-Series, Award Winners, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Fighting, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death, Sexual Situations, Torture, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 48 Table of Contents
Word count: 209,254 Hit Count: 30,698 ePub Downloads: 431
Published: February 08, 2007 Updated: September 26, 2010
Summary: Still in shock over her resurrection, Buffy wants to get away from it all. Spike and his motorcycle provide the perfect escape. PWP.
Originally published in 2002. Winner of ten awards including "Best Short", "Best Smut" and "Best PWP" from the SDAs, IMAs, SoGAs, LLGAs, and the Spuffies.
Categories: Award Runners-Up, Season 6, Episode Rewrite, Award Winners
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst, Porn w/o Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 1,499 Hit Count: 663 ePub Downloads: 47
Published: November 20, 2007 Updated: November 20, 2007
Summary: Buffy's a barely legal Bel Air brat, Spike's a reckless, heartbroken punk. When they crash into each other on a mountain road, sparks fly.
Spike peered through the window at the blonde, tan, bare-shouldered, thousand-dollar-sunglass-wearing bint he'd just saved from certain death. His eyes narrowed. "Stupid--" he kicked the car door open, "bitch!"
Buffy's jaw dropped. "Bitch? Hello? I'm the bitch?"
Originally published in 2003. Winner of eighteen awards, including "Best of the Best UST", "Best UST" and "Judge's Choice" from the VKAs, "Best Fantasy" from Love's Last Glimpse, "Best Fantasy Saga", "Best Fantasy Humor" and "Best Fantasy Fluff" from The Spuffy Awards, "Best Fantasy" from the Lovebite Awards, and more. Currently nominated at The Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards for seven awards.
Categories: Award Runners-Up, All Human/Fantasy, Award Winners
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Dramedy, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: No Chapters: 14 Table of Contents
Word count: 15,118 Hit Count: 2,381 ePub Downloads: 71
Published: April 06, 2010 Updated: April 24, 2010